那晚在我家,從警局回來後,我媽攔住拿東西去童桐那邊的我。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAEVPWwafvmP
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAP8O9TpPQW7
「喂,你有幾鐘意童桐?」我媽問。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAG0g5nZugBh
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA083aXZMrRn
「要幾鐘意就有幾鐘意。」我。1176Please respect copyright.PENANANGRCKVgjIQ
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAu7IVyc7vq1
「照顧佢一世,用一世人陪佢對抗呢個病你願唔願意?講緊既係一生一世。」我媽問。1176Please respect copyright.PENANArh8YYlk8CJ
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZkkrhRPQl
「幾多世都願意。」我口出狂言。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAR8wSgDnoiL
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAezTbm31FH2
「既然係咁。」我媽舉起右手,「就交呢個俾你。」
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA4PvtesTCTJ
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAo6da4Bblc8
當晚我媽把手上的兩枚戒指之一脫了下來,放到我心中。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAnMSyCJ0mdw
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAkNQOr7pUTE
「咩黎…」1176Please respect copyright.PENANASAUxpDvjEb
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAlW9b82NhuD
「你馬家既家傳戒指,本身唔貴,但係係由你太嫲傳到黎我手上。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAtGUxmUCCsj
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAIXwQlY8TED
這比起單純昂貴還要珍貴吧!1176Please respect copyright.PENANAoqYU3Vjlyp
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAL37U9FFsrz
我媽輕推我手指,使我以手心輕輕握住:「呢隻戒指話傳女唔傳男,有女既就傳俾個女,無女既就傳俾個仔既新抱。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAo8aFZdGIrY
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAi1L8W527mY
但我媽這凝重的表情是前所無見的。1176Please respect copyright.PENANATQ1mkXiurD
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAXqahzKPncQ
「而且一經送出去,就唔可以收返,更加只可以係結婚前送…你阿爸當日就係送俾我做訂婚戒指。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAkUxVcuNBl6
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAQrourPHBLY
換句話說,有在結婚前送出去,後來卻沒有一生一世的風險。但因為不能收回的規則,這代代相傳的戒指便會從此失落。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAniqDC5LOBL
1176Please respect copyright.PENANASWz8c7xL8Q
「但點解突然…」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAK8FEMM9mo0
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAjsM5AIwKIg
我媽的笑容之中信心滿滿:「因為我專登向童桐講過呢隻戒指既事。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANARUuw5kkRlE
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAnv7LbPWFTF
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAC7FMF0sA9Y
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAzmaN3b7gcD
因為河水暴漲,從沉沒的辛巴二號到街道上倒不難,跳到水中游兩步便到。這兒不像剛剛那程死亡航海,河水的水面升高淹到大街小巷中,使水流並不急,但待會兒風眼過境後便難說。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAHjpGXLOIwk
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA8eo5GIxKgC
「童~~桐~!!」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAFlWP6ePzHk
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAG8enDLADJt
「桐……桐………桐……………」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAwNOXlBttbS
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAMRm10YBFYG
我回音在風眼中回蕩,卻未有人回應。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAToTIsbloDi
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAT8g317wIOk
辛巴二號這樣暴力靠岸,加上現在大澳恍如鬼城,在這兒的童桐應該聽到才對。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA74rGfEOtKe
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA3H0mMzhL9X
去關帝廟看一看嗎?時間不多了,沒有賭輸的餘裕。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAeokNf7a59C
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA0XpwhwUA9n
耳邊只有腳下泛濫河水的嘩啦嘩啦聲,我自己的呼吸聲也顯得吵耳,心跳聲更是愈聽愈叫我自己不安,她不會在這段期間出事吧。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAr1kkJrn3Yp
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAPo7GjVuS0z
…等等。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAzOEIOUWmXt
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAQUawJ0F9JF
我靈光一閃。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA5bmOqqJzWe
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZBdPImtLv
如果是童桐的話,的確會這樣犯傻。1176Please respect copyright.PENANARdJ2SZx67l
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA1BEURqsg2d
…我了解她。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAXdgBqIzbkx
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAhOz5vZksTd
這種感覺我知道,這很難解釋,大概是我代入了童桐的位置,去思考如果是她按這些客觀條件會怎樣行動,這樣的瞎猜。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAn916SEMUzi
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA9zW2vHRwer
我自己會稱之為默契,只屬我們青梅竹馬之間的默契。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAROW69rolH8
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAILj6SNDorf
我鼓起對自己的信心,我鼓起對童桐的信心,轉身往關帝廟反方向走去。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAot98fulYHz
1176Please respect copyright.PENANARH7Esq5aQ8
「…天…沙沙…文台……十號颶風信號現正……過境…市民請勿…沙…水邊…沙…留係安全地方…」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAYMasVeh4Ow
1176Please respect copyright.PENANATyLPmsQOP1
街市攤擋不知那處有收音機未關閉,加上空空如也的街道,只有我一人涉水前行,感覺就像甚麼災難電影一樣,眼角甚至看到有些昆蟲之類游到水中。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAjgPmfdQdsN
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAIhw4cYMowl
這樣恐佈的地方,童桐竟然自己待了兩天。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAgkYfLk7EvZ
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA8vY0R2x2Jc
…要快點才行。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA3ixP38TxW7
1176Please respect copyright.PENANADwMLMPAPZp
「痴撚線…」抬頭看,風眼的雲牆無聲地旋動,潛藏於藍天白雲後的是撕裂天地的毀滅之風。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAUlYpN2QUmH
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA1OhKotbRDI
機會只有一次,這是以我的全部換來,只有一次的機會。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA7mc2Qt9b6D
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA4mS1GE4QxE
我自己一個走在化為鬼城的水鄉之中,每走一步身體和直覺也告訴我要馬上離開,因為這兒極為危險。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAgtkbvn3az1
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAEYhCewbPsx
但是我卻一而再再而三地違背我的直覺,同時直直另一邊的海傍走去,正是那間文物酒店所在的海傍。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAOeHTIHy1FA
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAeHILlxewt2
我退縮過很多次,我放棄過很多次。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA9XzC2XgmOh
1176Please respect copyright.PENANApKzWE36Y5w
但現在即使是不是情侶,我們有沒有將來也好,把童桐帶離這險境…我也是責無旁貸吧。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAFZX0iUkdcE
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAMNORrIKZwF
我可是親口答應過她的。1176Please respect copyright.PENANApEszeiuWEE
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAWJbYzmRVzI
這邊不但是在海邊,更加突出在防波堤和避風塘外,直面一望無際的汪洋,由古蹟改建而成的酒店立於風暴之中,孤單地挑望著空無一物的蒼海。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA3MoQX0vevd
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAWv6zDRavsW
童桐再笨也不會離開相對安全的市中心前往這邊。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAZUvRl8tWli
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA7Lj5VoSCTY
除非她聽到了辛巴二號強行靠岸的巨響,然後卻以為我們在這邊靠岸。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAklnfmZfqtx
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA72OQ0hD9cB
但是。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAFG1CVQmM5R
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAzbweSKoJmc
當我來到沉入海中的海傍時,那兒卻空無一人。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAF6LDHcNe8r
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAJT2NypAie2
…1176Please respect copyright.PENANAHm3RNIQgS5
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAzx6dkzWHzr
「唉,童桐…」1176Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZFG8Phkvi
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAjEKWFFAWOp
…失敗了嗎。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAhW1uf24RcH
1176Please respect copyright.PENANADFpF2a3wdd
果然連我對她的了解也是我自作多情嗎?1176Please respect copyright.PENANAxzZRnzcZ7M
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA6X4xQQKVcg
果然從頭到尾都只是我的美好幻覺嗎?1176Please respect copyright.PENANAVIifgXO2vf
1176Please respect copyright.PENANANXbd10cf9N
我抹去眼角的淚花,用意志掙扎出最後的體力,揉揉滿是瘀傷的臉,準備轉身繼續尋找。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAx2S8MwS4ml
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAvHshgRGiez
但是原來童桐也了解我。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAghPrdAJBRY
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAn7AZ0UVzCs
更令我心動的是她還了解「我對她的了解」1176Please respect copyright.PENANABR7EMEFrFL
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAT5ToqsWTPF
「呀遊…」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAD46ukfJDKV
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAEgSxUNA4Mp
不惜穿過風暴也要尋覓的那個身影,就在我回身剎那站在我面前。1176Please respect copyright.PENANApVGSWQF6qP
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAmaIdicyWae
她就在那兒。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAfhcwEzrCAk
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAGc0xjX01C5
我的青梅竹馬就在那兒。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA2QMPJJAfe1
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA4MHsWTDJIH
我的女朋友就在那兒。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAfYA8o9Cbkz
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAW0pQfleEAn
「童…」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAwCeNCzElJc
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAE6pz44Mg97
牽腸掛肚的她,就在身後一步之遙。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAwCVZrT3m9E
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA2JkEOiZ1gH
「童桐…」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAyfAW3zfl2d
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAqA446qCV6A
而且還是實實在在的在我面前,不再是夢中的幻象,也不是想像中的虛形。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAozhBFru5Rf
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA8fiZYuOzkc
「童桐!!」1176Please respect copyright.PENANA0uNXqpxvW1
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAr2dcCRkIqN
突破水阻的我踢起水花,穿過泥水奔向童桐,然後緊緊的抱她入懷。1176Please respect copyright.PENANABgTunqxdVX
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAmvsZGCKbER
「童桐,童桐,童桐…」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAyDWtPK3rOm
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAWgbQ9s5Xis
除了叫喚她的名字,我甚麼也不會說。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAnZwO1lnvp4
1176Please respect copyright.PENANARx8Q8BQchP
她安全,她沒有受甚麼傷,而且她就在這兒。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAhV19VtliwH
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAH3Iit5mLtZ
童桐就在我懷中,而我能叫喚她的名字。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAlpsDYi4yki
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAMtE6jyXxFP
曾經理所當然地以為她是我的青梅竹馬便會陪伴一生,曾經理所當然地以為我們排除萬難終於接受彼此,到了最後才發現,世界上沒有事是理所當然的。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZK9q48OFq
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA2e9a2XAhuA
除非我們親自去掙取。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAQXIwZ12RFm
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAIT33Tpug2n
童桐住在我旁邊,我沒有努力過,這也許是巧合。1176Please respect copyright.PENANALpOfFhtKav
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAnB4g5zBZtA
但現在她在我懷中被我擁住,這就是我自己選擇掙取回來之物,我與她的未來。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAArjKx6xMpS
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAULRQvWKorK
唯有親自掙取回來的事,才是理所當然。1176Please respect copyright.PENANADJgDFUVIAo
1176Please respect copyright.PENANABTyPXYBliM
「點解你咁傻…」我與童桐異口同聲地說,但始終沒放開彼此。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA2YWFtHgN6o
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAF9mDYQLOJo
撞聲的我們沒有一絲尷尬,面上滿是欣慰。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAA51r74TNBX
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAgdOeNZF3Tz
「我黎左啦…童桐,就好似我應承你一樣!」我哽咽著說,「記唔記得我話過,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你?」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAFAhHrdSzxM
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAMN3fdeILvk
有點虛弱的童桐笑問:「你幾時講架?」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAB5F305jgHb
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAODNQ0MK9tX
「咪就係當年你媽咪黎個晚,你自己走左去後山個晚。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAcdNNukqB3k
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAim457S7FYv
「咚——噹!!!」1176Please respect copyright.PENANA2xxlkvIj4C
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAcahGu5z3i3
即使呀遊掩住了我的耳朵我還是能聽到巨大的一聲轟鳴,狗群馬上被巨響和爆出的火花嚇得停步,掩著我耳朵的他,正笑盈盈的低頭看著我,不知說甚麼。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAZHpstCTPCD
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAUxhoYSqKiI
雙唇一開一合,就不知他在說甚麼。
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAbygFPL42Hy
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAqBhTJeJ8ou
那晚逃下山後,我爸以魚桿擊向欄杆以巨響嚇跑流浪狗。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAd1i4TVpmHf
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAAVX6To2THl
怕童桐被嚇倒,所以我掩住她的耳朵後和她這樣說:「童桐,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAtpTXjMU5yZ
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAXDLnmzlmbV
現在,在這風眼之中,童桐難以致信地掩住口。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAL9xtirKpOt
1176Please respect copyright.PENANArLinIffEEF
是的,即使眼前是超強颱風,我對童桐的承諾還在。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA3zC3FGkOAi
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAmX1dhXMLBI
我還在。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAVmdsfxERFE
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA0fEk0GrVxX
「個晚,原來你…原來你係話…」童桐喜極而泣,如多年的心結終被解開。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAs58WdXfHgL
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAvjQFygDgSf
即使你再迷失,即使你走失幾多次,即使追尋幾多次也好。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAw7jdgnlWjl
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAm6B8PIl5Iz
我也不會放棄。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA08shhamXyu
1176Please respect copyright.PENANArns8HeXJwD
我都會追上來,帶你回家。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAKeBciNwg79
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAUFOMg4kQpf
「呀遊!」童桐哭著擁住我:「好在你無事!好在你無事!」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAkn9ZkyldQH
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAkHIdmbRCrk
「我應承過黎一定會黎搵你架嘛!」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAoUHMeLGkrY
1176Please respect copyright.PENANArEJaat0Neq
全身濕漉漉的我們互相在風眼下相擁,我輕撫著她的頭髮。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAfSdmBXosno
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAFL0b0RwuiG
「對唔住,對唔住,因為我,都係因為我一個人,因為我控制唔到自己,對唔住…」1176Please respect copyright.PENANA2Yk2Bxuonk
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAXg63pySJoR
看著一股腦兒在道歉的她,我好像看到昨晚的自己,更使我想起妍妍教我的那件事。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAJA3xyZU2am
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAegiukJI5OP
「呢個時候講多謝會比較好,童桐。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAXD8gcJZNQ6
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAHGDpiNEj6V
我說過要帶她回家好好教訓她一頓,但是現在…不需要急在一時。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA7GviYYo1Gq
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAAF8bOuTuUl
「…咁,多謝你,呀遊。」童桐破涕為笑說。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAM3jWwXqzqe
1176Please respect copyright.PENANApBUgg2oje2
「我知道如果我有咩事,你都會咁樣黎搵我,帶我返屋企。」我說,「所以就算你幾唔開心,幾諗唔通都好,我都一樣會黎搵你。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAvi1osDqsYJ
1176Please respect copyright.PENANANYSwKSXMf6
「我…我唔會再咁,呀遊,我唔會再連累你…我…」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAV0rzpJNFwj
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA2qooyZ0W3b
「咩連累唔連累,你既問題又好,我既問題又好,我地都會一齊解決。」我說,「之前係,今次係,下次係,永遠都係。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAJLnlNFU1wC
1176Please respect copyright.PENANADJjjmExjLL
「下次…唔會,我唔會俾自己仲有下次…」童桐低頭說。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAzH1Oh5MJf0
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAYolWSHykpq
「唔好逼自己。」我說,「慢慢黎,你一定會好返,要幾耐都好,我都會陪你。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAUg8FBR6nPD
1176Please respect copyright.PENANABg2ekGpZBT
我扔開遠方的雲牆。1176Please respect copyright.PENANACggQDP9ZAc
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA8cq688gMKw
我無視頭上的風眼。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAKjPgOxTAkx
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA5FeU5GIpgV
我把懷中的童桐抱到身前,然後低頭深吻。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAruJrZyKikN
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAQXmufsCkgA
童桐閉上滿是淚水的一對妙目,與我相擁相吻在風眼之下。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAeTa1xd3dvH
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAwbTQEnACos
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAOLYK5dRSpl
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA2hBNPCZvBJ
暴風的漩渦之中,太陽沉向地平線的盡頭,雷雲被染成赤紅,夕陽餘輝閃耀在雲隙之間,風眼雲壁罕見,而被日落映成火燒般的雲牆更加罕見,大概一生人也沒法見到一次這樣的氣象奇觀。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAyTP9gSQbIc
1176Please respect copyright.PENANADLw8BmoZE9
但我不看在眼內。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAsyvK2n7NXA
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAEHK3tivB7V
一生中唯一?別開玩笑了。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAEGRlBEzfhe
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAzNVEPGHUHM
因為我真正的一生中唯一,便在我眼前。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAXW5gYUpdV9
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAaY6PQXSgnA
我的一生中唯一,就在我懷中。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA9LvOL0X5Kh
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAVWQgl03k7P
我們自小已相愛著彼此卻不自知,不坦白,更因為各種原因而不斷錯過彼此。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAThDkpnPSdc
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAoK0KdeSFOc
既是為了保護對方,更加是保護自己。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAHKQ6bSkuJ0
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAi8nmnLnvvA
不想面對現實,更加不想對方面對現實的自己,於是以青梅竹馬之名來尋求只存在於夢幻泡影中的永遠。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAtoW9p53Lyv
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA4q5peaM0Xy
現在夢醒了,我們赤裸裸的,不完美的活在彼此的現實當中。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA4CJ9C8W6fa
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAsvBazXXdZS
但正因為不完美才要學習接納,除左接納彼此的醜陋,更加要接納自己的不完美。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAeU71sBQ1IN
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAkD4FwPjcv8
因為我們終於知道,自己的不完美在對方眼中…或者就是完美的。
「童桐,我地識左幾多年?」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAid3aO8rFm3
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAd90369Z2ZI
「幼稚園計起…十幾二十年?」她說。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAMP4XavqsYa
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAaHRHTcbJGi
「…嗯,咁做或者好狂妄,但係我講過由第一眼見到你已經鐘意你。」我說,「我地都相處左十幾年,如果係我地既話…我諗…我諗會唔會其實…可以…既話…我…」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAClk4fcOUbV
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAwxQvmnSU3e
勇氣,給我最後一次的勇氣吧!1176Please respect copyright.PENANAkahEWCXGZt
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAw6HQA6nZ6f
連暴風雨中的航海都挺過了,這又算甚麼?!1176Please respect copyright.PENANAibmxwUkRSJ
1176Please respect copyright.PENANArxGfGUpAtG
「童桐,我意思係…我意思係…」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAs5j2t8KaO3
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAuRP7LfwrWa
「呀遊。」她笑著打斷我,「你想講咩?」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAkeyRYJ1eyD
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAuVX65vfjdl
她的笑容比起那赤色雲牆更加美麗。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAe0oGhrNYBA
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAZD4Wkx53mK
「童桐。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANA3ej0UfuAIa
1176Please respect copyright.PENANANI4osLjjV3
明鏡止水—我深呼吸。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAUmW5jRSowO
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA4BQMtHiLeq
即使不是為了給予她安全感,我也打算這樣做。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAvwpuEXBxEb
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA79vW1XeE3w
我媽叫我這樣做,就算她不知童桐人格障礙一事,大概都是猜到童桐對他人陪伴的依賴吧。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAHkc6ta6una
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAZmLpGa6QQY
這東西,代表著畢生的陪伴承諾。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAUghbxdqjCV
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAOJ9bBpBYER
「未來幾大風雨都好,世界變成點都好,你同我變成點都好。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAWZjN8uFqOX
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAZOetsygT9w
我把手探進衣服中的防水暗格,掏出那隻戒指,然後忍著身體的疼痛單膝跪下。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAFF1a8GyQEK
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAf2aq0hCIAz
「童桐,可唔可以一生一世咁同我係埋一齊?」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAP5uzO903bB
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA6MKXSgHVYz
童桐似乎沒想過我會有這一著,先是呆住,然後本來已止住的淚水湧出。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAmsZVriErbR
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA2rLNqQw0Pf
「呀遊…」她低頭看著單膝跪在水中的我。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAMfGnTxWlUv
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAv9LTBMd2qs
即使正式在一起的時間不長。1176Please respect copyright.PENANApYBvxvTfca
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA4k2n5epZtj
即使我們都傷害過彼此。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAiEBtZS6taz
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAPuub4eK9FS
但我們已經在彼此身邊很久,很久的時光了,漫長得叫人…沮喪。我們繞了很多遠路,也自以為自己曾經到達過終點,但是我決定給童桐再一個承諾。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAoKyZ8jDSlo
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAh9zCtYlaMK
這枚戒指,值得由我戴到童桐手上,直至我擁有的時光盡數逝去。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAODuko1oSn1
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAJYY7EpJXY2
即使她反悔,我也不後悔為她戴上這戒指,因為她就是我畢生的唯一。1176Please respect copyright.PENANACfiolwo1xU
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAtG8Ve7pffq
「真係…可以?我…我…我既話…」童桐也深知道這戒指的意義。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAMuZ3l9fqca
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA1zTsZqiFns
「唔係你可以,而係只有你先可以,先配得上。」我說,「童桐,我地就係呢個風眼見證下訂婚喇,你記唔記得我仲差你一次正式表白?」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAQffuD3UAaY
1176Please respect copyright.PENANApzbVNd0joC
「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAKd1HympbN2
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA6DGL8FtSeC
「下,表左架啦。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAfvXhjxzHHu
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7JsmLrdfX
「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAwStZG5hFfV
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAY6haNi1P6O
「嗯!你,你,你依加係…!」童桐含著淚點頭。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAbixnUsty1s
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAGOxjgCZglq
「…依加就係個一次。」我說,「不過係直接訂婚。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAZetOudVjN5
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAUIHuok1UWz
「呀遊,呀遊,我…」1176Please respect copyright.PENANA5boXRaTWI6
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAYUlMX0yYw8
無數選擇交錯下,我要在此奠定我與童桐的未來。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA2rl3qEAxu4
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA1Pnvys2acD
「呢個時候講我願意,我會開心D。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANA6DFBbLd1Hl
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAxJInxBYvRV
童桐看著我,我看著童桐,我在心中下定決心,這表情我要永遠記著。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAxcpmIP2Y2M
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA2iIzYEriYX
因為現在的童桐比任何存在更要美麗,連那氣象奇觀也為之失色。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA0N0RO6K0jj
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAEWn7j1e9gQ
「我願意!」
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAeKRPu4FL7N
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAOhBBUGSRsL
童桐向前伸出手,我把那訂婚戒指套進她的中指,即使她瘦了所以尺寸雖然有點太大,但只要我牽住她的話——1176Please respect copyright.PENANAjTotXOGXcr
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAJoHBUrBSWx
——便永遠都不會分離。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAzgnmryjQYa
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAYbeu2bfQv6
這是第三次自以為和童桐到達終點。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAjWdMfz2iju
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAJhhigRN0Ya
第一次,我與童桐在情聖的婚禮上接吻,我那時覺得我們拉近了距離而變得更加親密,所以能衝過終點。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAGXMtGV3upj
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAE3AtC7NP7r
結果我被童桐的另一面直接摧毀,還差點心碎而死。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAFoItKWlD5O
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA2trEKiuwHh
第二次,認清現實的我在童桐面前坦白,我與童桐都只是一介凡人,都有自己的秘密,我們都有自己的邪念。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAz5zhKKfnDL
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAm57vgjSSms
但我不會稱之為黑暗面,因為只有不同面向互嵌,才是完整的我們。那次我以為我們都接受了彼此,而正式成為了情侶。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAYwFst2MwNW
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAHkkG3fpFfg
到此為止嗎?大功告成嗎?其實不然。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA0rud2ggbvk
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAVcyxfgyPjP
結果我們是做了自己畏懼了十多年的事,積壓一生人的擔憂在眼前步步逼近,龐大的心理壓力更使童桐的人格障礙發作,最後變成了現在這局面。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAlIdERvDbMR
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA5NsSgCRhFB
…還有Kay的悲劇。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAAx9Frlhynh
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAcWLOuTe5iH
現在第三次,我覺得我與童桐訂婚後又再次衝過了終點線。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAMkhGT69flt
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA5VqAzADWyM
一切來到這裡,便應告一段落了吧?1176Please respect copyright.PENANAyhezsQnF0Y
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAUk8XMfT5ls
追了這麼,總算能停下腳步了吧?1176Please respect copyright.PENANAE3ejSuso4S
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAeTS6v8ZbLv
這麼漫長的衝刺,到了大功告成的時候了吧??1176Please respect copyright.PENANA5fr6tLyN1m
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAXBvDYslUGU
其實不然。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA43Ho4mhvRk
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA1CBVwVbPiU
「童桐,咁以後…都要你好似咁多年咁照顧我。」我站起來擁著她。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAkbiI11Z4ZE
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAeXTxrsq9Kj
並不是這樣的,人和人之間的關係從來都沒有終點線。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAmCSDOamqVH
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAHakETINFDw
即使我們得到了一時的結果,不論是之前那兩次,還是這一次,我和童桐還是要繼續走下去。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA7xYMr4MG37
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAW39A3WwsEv
「當然,我亦會照顧住你,好似咁多年黎咁。」我說。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAHbDjQLKS1f
1176Please respect copyright.PENANACZJhEaU6cb
「嗯,勾…手指尾?」童桐問。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAPTgn4aJYr1
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA0iVYO1DvjQ
童桐舉起尾指,不同之處是她中指上多了一枚戒指。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA2Rvjr0qdmQ
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAj3khVUuQA8
而我手心中,多了一道保護她而來的疤痕。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA87ThojMT5W
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAz1jJO0E7ge
我舉起尾指,如孩童時一樣輕輕勾住童桐的尾指,但現在勾起來的手指也能感到那戒指的重量。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA6kF38gl2Zf
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA1i2h3ej6ow
唯有不斷地了解彼此,不斷地與彼此並肩前行,一直一直,一直地走下去,直到我們時光的盡頭,直到人生的彼岸。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAUnFWY1ZNZB
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAMb6nDpY66l
這並非登山,也不是賽跑。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAOssj01dvuf
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAtdtlu7Qgdi
沒有頂峰,也沒有終點線。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAC3EGgVde83
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAoXW8d1VmiP
這是無盡旅途般的航海,與童桐漫向無邊無際的未來,與童桐一起互相扶持著,直到比遙遠更遙遠的彼岸。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAoxykyg8DtD
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA36wx0MOtwL
「以後就交俾我,我…會努力。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAJICmwKFR08
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAVNAXRhjazu
「嗯!」童桐嫣然一笑,「…咦?咁我依加咪就係係你既…未…未…未婚…未婚妻?」1176Please respect copyright.PENANA1Gr3pmgGK6
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAzcNFjhlQDc
意識到自己新身份的童桐,她的臉蛋比那美麗而恐怖的赤色風眼更紅通通。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAKKM11F3quI
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAR7fhTJG7Bl
「你呢~係我既女朋友~兼未婚妻~」我說,「最重要係,我天下第一最可愛既青梅竹馬。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAVepZbuA2iA
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAKfIzQXKR6m
「好…好肉麻呀!你你你幾時變到咁咁咁咁肉麻架!個,個風到啦我地係唔係要走?!我地,我地走走走…走去邊?」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAqgkNGjgUDX
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAAt7KokCx9i
我忙裡偷閒欣賞著童桐手忙腳亂的樣子。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA0zcOVwpIau
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAQJH3AfqLR2
雲牆逼近,街道上的水開始再次翻騰,我牽著童桐穿過被水淹沒的街道,這樣子下去可大大不妙!1176Please respect copyright.PENANAgoZuo5yEW4
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA6Itf4ZzhPi
「童桐,我地去酒店喇!」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAy2BoJZA0Va
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA5Jgp5GxeEw
「咁,咁快?!」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAWe5d8Z4lmt
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAD3MLHAJdN7
「咩呀,避風呀!」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAR9Wk0kxXtt
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAZzZzN0nezp
結果那文物酒店也是空無一人,但即使這樣我們闖空門進去也不太妥當,所以呆在有上蓋的二樓走廊便足夠。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAuQcww1oUMy
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAzBfZyUVUJH
我從廚房找來了一些乾糧食水之類,然後放下了阿強退回給我的鈔票,即興寫的道歉信和自己的聯絡電話。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAPkVOTTVKtd
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAwMHGe0iSey
那夜我與童桐在酒店的走廊席地而坐,相依偎著渡過了狂風暴雨的一晚。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAWK8D6fAEq6
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAwCUlKy6SpV
只要她在身邊,多大的風雨我也不怕。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA8IFqnzAW2F
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAXox6ADzonS
甚至在這樣的暴風雨中,我也能睡著,而且夢中再沒有那一夜的煞車聲和慘叫。1176Please respect copyright.PENANABJqOIogQNY
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAF4Kri965Lr
「呀遊…」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAOkGQthHNhT
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAvauYwOBnmL
「童桐你俾我訓多陣…」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAuu5YWoerrR
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAVtiHyv7MT7
「但天光啦喎…快D睇啦,個日出勁靚!!」童桐興奮地拍醒我說。1176Please respect copyright.PENANABsuWuvELDg
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAndxIgmo58P
我揉揉眼睛,不知不覺間天空已經是晴空萬里。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAPegTBNHQhf
1176Please respect copyright.PENANABHJIGy4bSv
蔚藍的澄空從東方漫延,童桐興奮得像個小女孩自轉著走向露台,舉起雙手迎向被風暴洗淨的天空,昨夜的風眼變成了柔和的海風,輕輕吹動著童桐的秀髮。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAHJ0Dka4hiP
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAHIDIqxfXLj
即使風暴再完美,也會有藍天在萬尺之上守候;1176Please respect copyright.PENANAonGzHN9mwb
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAxQj7ByyFn5
即使風暴再完美,也會有過去消散的一天。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA2lVea4sEZn
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAWuIzCDdR52
正因為有風暴過境後的風捲殘雲,才有現在眼前的這片蔚藍澄空。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA2LrrGaCv2M
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAm1igpaHBoV
破曉的金光中,我走過去牽起她的手。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA6tZBK9oyCt
1176Please respect copyright.PENANASbnQkorT96
「返屋企喇。」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAITSgMyxEjx
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAP1LG9cPmlY
「…嗯!」1176Please respect copyright.PENANAG1Y1W4OPSO
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA3E5R7f1WB6
曾經我們這樣說過:無論多生氣多不滿,也不準和對方絕交,消氣後便要找對方,因為我們是彼此唯一的青梅竹馬。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAa2Q3t7VDBU
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAltRNLBYnhF
曾經我這樣向童桐說過:無論你走失幾多次,無論追尋幾多次,我也一定會來找你,帶你回家。1176Please respect copyright.PENANA8J7YQDJNbJ
1176Please respect copyright.PENANAEIVTkcrQTB
現在我會這樣說。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAMg8Gb48NIt
1176Please respect copyright.PENANA5cYUYdp9vU
未來多大風雨也好,世界變成怎樣都好,我與童桐變成怎樣都好,也要一生一世地一直走下去。1176Please respect copyright.PENANAzmzceS10o7
1176Please respect copyright.PENANADnwTEfP07r
晨曦之中,童桐的回眸笑容令我心醉,如過去十多年的每一次見面。