我是鍾無影今年18歲,爸媽在我小時候就已經離婚了,340Please respect copyright.PENANAoE4Nmu810o
姊姊吳僅愛和我相差五歲,是媽媽僅愛的女兒,而我呢?340Please respect copyright.PENANAAscBWHGcJA
在家裡被媽媽當成隱形人,至於什麼時候開始她不再過問我的蹤影呢?340Please respect copyright.PENANArhYxOg7RbZ
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記得三歲那年我不太會表達,動不動就哭鬧,340Please respect copyright.PENANAfx2gVzq896
現在想想那好像是我最幸福的時候。340Please respect copyright.PENANAw6LNIkLGeL
只要我一哭,媽媽總是會放下她手中的東西,第一時間跑到我身旁,340Please respect copyright.PENANAr8F6eiKUQl
「我的小寶貝怎麼啦!是肚子餓了還是哪裡不舒服呀」340Please respect copyright.PENANAmM6n3fjzkI
就為了哄哄我、抱抱我,安撫我的情緒,我的爸爸從我有記憶以來他不常回家,340Please respect copyright.PENANApwMchfItSW
有段時間爸爸一回家就會跟媽媽吵架,我因為害怕所以又哭又鬧的,340Please respect copyright.PENANAaQyIYr1DG3
剛開始媽媽覺得我還小肯定是被嚇到了,所以連忙的跑來安慰我,340Please respect copyright.PENANAyG2ofRtTb7
「妳是不是腦子有問題啊!都不會說話!每天哭哭啼啼的,真的很煩人」爸爸生氣地罵著我!340Please respect copyright.PENANAVTpmtUjR31
這樣吵架的戲碼由於重複上演太多次,記憶猶新的刻畫在一個兩歲孩子的心裡,340Please respect copyright.PENANATJFgFzcPAU
兩歲的我不太會說話,總是用哭鬧來表達我的情緒,340Please respect copyright.PENANAgqqkB4OWud
漸漸的媽媽對我的耐心也越來越差,開始打我罵我。340Please respect copyright.PENANAs2FBifNyyM
姊姊開始教我語言能力,教我怎麼表達自己的情緒,340Please respect copyright.PENANAMijkltAJmD
「肚...子...餓...」340Please respect copyright.PENANA3JroPW6rUd
「不...舒...服...」姊姊輕聲細語的一字一字教我,340Please respect copyright.PENANAy6DPCAtHVW
「因為媽媽不知道你要幹嘛,所以她會慌會緊張才會這樣罵妳」姊姊抱著我耐心地說著...340Please respect copyright.PENANAvs3ni5fskd
我教妳說話,以後有什麼事情我們用說的好嗎?340Please respect copyright.PENANAsUrrDNpqpZ
現在想想...鍾僅愛是我此生最愛也是最疼我的人。340Please respect copyright.PENANAZJ747PBLvs
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三歲矇懞懂懂的年紀,學會說話後就想和爸爸分享!340Please respect copyright.PENANA9ia0e6tjGC
總是問媽媽「爸爸呢? 爸爸什麼時候會回家?」340Please respect copyright.PENANARcdrQixRM6
媽媽總是對我不耐煩,也不太想理我,對我的態度也變得冷漠,340Please respect copyright.PENANAhIjveMnMMQ
我以為是我之前太胡鬧所以媽媽還在生我的氣,我開始努力的想讓媽媽關注我,340Please respect copyright.PENANAjKcvZiFzmE
剛開始我變得特別乖巧,不哭也不鬧,跌倒流血了我會笑笑的跟媽媽說我沒事,340Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZFibEZKFq
生病了即使難受流著淚我也不出聲,我深怕媽媽生我的氣。340Please respect copyright.PENANAGFDK8kH5Il
這樣乖巧的我也來到了四歲的年紀,我發現我乖巧也得不到任何關愛,媽媽的重心總是在姊姊身上。
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11月12日是姊姊9歲的生日,340Please respect copyright.PENANAvvJ00H0gCv
媽媽買了一個米奇的蛋糕米奇的鉛筆盒和米奇的書包給姊姊,340Please respect copyright.PENANAwpTkxNvSs7
姊姊拿著切下來的第一塊蛋糕和鉛筆盒說妹妹這個給妳,340Please respect copyright.PENANAeRLKfkgKDj
我開心地說著謝謝姊姊「生日快樂」,340Please respect copyright.PENANAKTZg3LDInT
正要接過手時,媽媽把蛋糕和鉛筆盒抽走了,340Please respect copyright.PENANAbupnyUPNXg
媽媽溫柔地對著姊姊說「這是給你的生日禮物和蛋糕,不是給她的」340Please respect copyright.PENANAtjzn7DlENO
我沈默的把伸了一半的手放下,眼框紅著的說「姊姊妳吃吧,今天是妳的生日」,340Please respect copyright.PENANAqnmXQveAIu
那天晚上洗完澡後我裝生病又哭又鬧的,340Please respect copyright.PENANA2frpjwqRlr
我想看媽媽是不是會像之前一樣跑到我身旁來安撫我,340Please respect copyright.PENANAq8OvFMcduG
想著想著媽媽走過來了,她的眼神讓我感到害怕!340Please respect copyright.PENANA4gFXTi3J0V
她靠近我,抓起我後一巴掌打在我臉上「閉嘴!吵死了」340Please respect copyright.PENANAIw2jxtsCtC
那時候我哭鬧的更大聲了,340Please respect copyright.PENANAaacRrGV7qn
媽媽拿起旁邊的衣架往我身上一下一下的打,340Please respect copyright.PENANAY1PS0utgkd
「還哭嗎?都是妳一直哭所以妳爸爸才不回家,整個家都被你哭喪了」340Please respect copyright.PENANAS7P4NexDVA
那些疼痛讓我感受到媽媽的存在我想他還在乎我吧,至少她還願意打我。
房間門縫透出微微的光...340Please respect copyright.PENANAjAwvhZDN2X
我趕緊閉上眼睛裝作睡著的樣子,340Please respect copyright.PENANAWneH6fXaEO
腳步聲接近...棉被被掀開了,藥膏輕輕的擦在傷口上涼涼的很刺痛,340Please respect copyright.PENANArFe86BNx4B
我皺著眉頭不敢出聲,我閉著眼想著是不是媽媽來幫我擦藥,340Please respect copyright.PENANAic2ZbqXz01
其實她還是愛我的...
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腳步聲往門口前進,我微微睜開眼想確認是不是妳,340Please respect copyright.PENANA4q8RoW40I0
才發現我又錯了.....340Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q4PwMkcmh
我不該確認的,這樣也許還保有一絲幻想,340Please respect copyright.PENANA5D0PdKU58Z
此刻我的眼淚順著臉龐流到枕頭上,340Please respect copyright.PENANAnGWEDVPVsK
我想妳早已經躺在床上進入夢鄉了吧!怎麼會在乎我痛不痛!340Please respect copyright.PENANAC17g1k013e
那一夜鞭打的每一下刻劃在我心中的成為一道傷痕,終身無法痊癒!
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「沒有一個父母是不愛自己的孩子」這樣的話語,對我來說是多麽諷刺!340Please respect copyright.PENANAlJZ2Vts49X
我以為媽媽是愛我的但經歷了那麼多的事,我明白了,我的以為只是我以為。340Please respect copyright.PENANApiGv7DyiVB
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