我是鍾無影今年18歲,爸媽在我小時候就已經離婚了,339Please respect copyright.PENANA7qOzKyte9E
姊姊吳僅愛和我相差五歲,是媽媽僅愛的女兒,而我呢?339Please respect copyright.PENANASCm3NKKAkG
在家裡被媽媽當成隱形人,至於什麼時候開始她不再過問我的蹤影呢?339Please respect copyright.PENANA1uOhbDBmFz
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記得三歲那年我不太會表達,動不動就哭鬧,339Please respect copyright.PENANAWWk1MDFcOG
現在想想那好像是我最幸福的時候。339Please respect copyright.PENANAW3U2Fnmc0z
只要我一哭,媽媽總是會放下她手中的東西,第一時間跑到我身旁,339Please respect copyright.PENANAxEycQu8FVE
「我的小寶貝怎麼啦!是肚子餓了還是哪裡不舒服呀」339Please respect copyright.PENANARUQbJq3AOH
就為了哄哄我、抱抱我,安撫我的情緒,我的爸爸從我有記憶以來他不常回家,339Please respect copyright.PENANATkZBMeu2fQ
有段時間爸爸一回家就會跟媽媽吵架,我因為害怕所以又哭又鬧的,339Please respect copyright.PENANAQoMR2knFHS
剛開始媽媽覺得我還小肯定是被嚇到了,所以連忙的跑來安慰我,339Please respect copyright.PENANAi9VPHJJpOf
「妳是不是腦子有問題啊!都不會說話!每天哭哭啼啼的,真的很煩人」爸爸生氣地罵著我!339Please respect copyright.PENANAiw5yj9wuTW
這樣吵架的戲碼由於重複上演太多次,記憶猶新的刻畫在一個兩歲孩子的心裡,339Please respect copyright.PENANAD8pidHxLqs
兩歲的我不太會說話,總是用哭鬧來表達我的情緒,339Please respect copyright.PENANAd1GFnvLYmb
漸漸的媽媽對我的耐心也越來越差,開始打我罵我。339Please respect copyright.PENANAzrsqdeyJmD
姊姊開始教我語言能力,教我怎麼表達自己的情緒,339Please respect copyright.PENANAv3Htd1ZyVa
「肚...子...餓...」339Please respect copyright.PENANAALaJjSPPCy
「不...舒...服...」姊姊輕聲細語的一字一字教我,339Please respect copyright.PENANAcKBxQJbt0n
「因為媽媽不知道你要幹嘛,所以她會慌會緊張才會這樣罵妳」姊姊抱著我耐心地說著...339Please respect copyright.PENANAnq4RWLVMNS
我教妳說話,以後有什麼事情我們用說的好嗎?339Please respect copyright.PENANAEQZnngXZuK
現在想想...鍾僅愛是我此生最愛也是最疼我的人。339Please respect copyright.PENANAg02XFTeOza
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三歲矇懞懂懂的年紀,學會說話後就想和爸爸分享!339Please respect copyright.PENANAZPLmMtFkkw
總是問媽媽「爸爸呢? 爸爸什麼時候會回家?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAIDD3MKl0n3
媽媽總是對我不耐煩,也不太想理我,對我的態度也變得冷漠,339Please respect copyright.PENANAJifVhVPk7e
我以為是我之前太胡鬧所以媽媽還在生我的氣,我開始努力的想讓媽媽關注我,339Please respect copyright.PENANA7FsDdQemiy
剛開始我變得特別乖巧,不哭也不鬧,跌倒流血了我會笑笑的跟媽媽說我沒事,339Please respect copyright.PENANAkX0gwDuiMf
生病了即使難受流著淚我也不出聲,我深怕媽媽生我的氣。339Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8IdE4pGer
這樣乖巧的我也來到了四歲的年紀,我發現我乖巧也得不到任何關愛,媽媽的重心總是在姊姊身上。
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11月12日是姊姊9歲的生日,339Please respect copyright.PENANAZtBw0QupNV
媽媽買了一個米奇的蛋糕米奇的鉛筆盒和米奇的書包給姊姊,339Please respect copyright.PENANArXCPTKolju
姊姊拿著切下來的第一塊蛋糕和鉛筆盒說妹妹這個給妳,339Please respect copyright.PENANA3zVMkl5Iq3
我開心地說著謝謝姊姊「生日快樂」,339Please respect copyright.PENANAFeT8DIJeLT
正要接過手時,媽媽把蛋糕和鉛筆盒抽走了,339Please respect copyright.PENANAwIjEqtkQpS
媽媽溫柔地對著姊姊說「這是給你的生日禮物和蛋糕,不是給她的」339Please respect copyright.PENANA19bhIM85JV
我沈默的把伸了一半的手放下,眼框紅著的說「姊姊妳吃吧,今天是妳的生日」,339Please respect copyright.PENANAi6ONCz6oto
那天晚上洗完澡後我裝生病又哭又鬧的,339Please respect copyright.PENANAM57cTon1lI
我想看媽媽是不是會像之前一樣跑到我身旁來安撫我,339Please respect copyright.PENANALo6rLSBIxd
想著想著媽媽走過來了,她的眼神讓我感到害怕!339Please respect copyright.PENANA9rMiHbgWpD
她靠近我,抓起我後一巴掌打在我臉上「閉嘴!吵死了」339Please respect copyright.PENANAbg7AcskBeF
那時候我哭鬧的更大聲了,339Please respect copyright.PENANAFXR3SJHbCr
媽媽拿起旁邊的衣架往我身上一下一下的打,339Please respect copyright.PENANA6dUrxqnNKS
「還哭嗎?都是妳一直哭所以妳爸爸才不回家,整個家都被你哭喪了」339Please respect copyright.PENANA8e8vevOCvm
那些疼痛讓我感受到媽媽的存在我想他還在乎我吧,至少她還願意打我。
房間門縫透出微微的光...339Please respect copyright.PENANAFb5STIZ9BN
我趕緊閉上眼睛裝作睡著的樣子,339Please respect copyright.PENANAak1mXegKcl
腳步聲接近...棉被被掀開了,藥膏輕輕的擦在傷口上涼涼的很刺痛,339Please respect copyright.PENANAQARkXZF0hY
我皺著眉頭不敢出聲,我閉著眼想著是不是媽媽來幫我擦藥,339Please respect copyright.PENANAHRUGSXtc21
其實她還是愛我的...
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腳步聲往門口前進,我微微睜開眼想確認是不是妳,339Please respect copyright.PENANAk5yZiO6iS5
才發現我又錯了.....339Please respect copyright.PENANAkdZLYdUYfq
我不該確認的,這樣也許還保有一絲幻想,339Please respect copyright.PENANAjpWnA10rMy
此刻我的眼淚順著臉龐流到枕頭上,339Please respect copyright.PENANAhPAbIPhuxe
我想妳早已經躺在床上進入夢鄉了吧!怎麼會在乎我痛不痛!339Please respect copyright.PENANAZrBzVWnUdM
那一夜鞭打的每一下刻劃在我心中的成為一道傷痕,終身無法痊癒!
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「沒有一個父母是不愛自己的孩子」這樣的話語,對我來說是多麽諷刺!339Please respect copyright.PENANAkpvqtkMHYh
我以為媽媽是愛我的但經歷了那麼多的事,我明白了,我的以為只是我以為。339Please respect copyright.PENANAh0APKoIV8s
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