「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQk9BDAvoq
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQNY7q8qs6
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgd8XYHqVs
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幼小我的父母就離異，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZkXUR6nQw
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjGK7DrnpL
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對母親的記憶還是有，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HpA2SkNgu
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記得她很常酗酒，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHQNoTMvbO
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後來的日子，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpCAxkgTJj
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBa5iE3eqbD
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忙於工作的他，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYstgl7DHS
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpc4yWqI6hX
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到了上課時間再直接上課，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TWBeRYprm
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18Jlow8sHP
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VRYICeefu
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjWVXqtTsT
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbWusf7kjP
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kEz9B1zp2
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父親工作的地方不一定，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVe1pqnyV5x
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輾轉的換了三所小學，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAypkSqT7Tw
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDmAfPPLwJ
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他開始會喜怒無常，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWP2s9eXyv
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP28YXQANa
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrljPkIZMK3
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很小我就與異性交往，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWJVVoMqpW
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB53etafnEN
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaURzE3NYpm
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX22JkoIF0
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我會睡在工地，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHZL4B2xL5
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMUBfh5aVe
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhep558tJh4
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsM0UrL4IRe
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他開始會講貶低的話語，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ847NmJpScW
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那些原本用來工作的用具，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt1Az1Ksey
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡade8BcrOOT
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElZrNVHtIJ
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6uWDOO8TV
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvZgGnYECC
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要我轉告給老師，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHqqTmMvtr
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71YJvl7S3W
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU6siYbzC7
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1I6JBqGJM
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhq6G6zJRDe
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細細去回想每個片段，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznaRChyzIH
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKYG37v5DX
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1j53DtlgpH
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpORCJm4EKM
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOc6dFTBHw
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHTpSiK7xB
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISBV9jVOZh
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvxkSKG2LG
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZHJPvpPRN
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWOx2LOkUe
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1JuJrEbcW
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cxzuFLdml
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正準備吃下第一口時，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpzVzQODp0
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtWkvWwkvJ
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQPrWw3Zet
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