花語:野生748Please respect copyright.PENANAzH9BErCRDa
748Please respect copyright.PENANAU0jyh9PRXZ
「快看快看,它醒來了。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAGuzBrTpDap
「啊,真的,手和頭都在動。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAQrRw5DTBxU
748Please respect copyright.PENANAMPWOsdgAjy
眼睛還未能看清楚周遭環境,耳邊便持續傳來窸窸窣窣的聲音──他們到底煩不煩啊!748Please respect copyright.PENANA9KjsFvXoZ6
「吵死了──」748Please respect copyright.PENANAejlhla2hxH
到底是誰在人家睡覺時不停碎碎唸那麼欠揍!我氣上心頭,坐正身子怒叫起來,此時映入眼簾的是一片藍天和鮮黃色的花海。748Please respect copyright.PENANAIGQWNBq0cI
微風迎面吹來,花香讓我稍微冷靜下來,我開始回想關於自身的一切──748Please respect copyright.PENANApRdymG0SFw
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真糟,完全沒印象!748Please respect copyright.PENANAoqevpbwXmR
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我是誰、我在哪、怎麼睡在這裡諸如此類基礎到不行的問題,竟然一題也答不上來。748Please respect copyright.PENANArJ3z4GxTEh
我好像睡了很久,久得連時間也沒法算清楚,看著這片藍天黃花海,這個世界忽然變得好陌生。748Please respect copyright.PENANAIX7hCjP2bu
748Please respect copyright.PENANAI5BR8p94JA
「對不起,我們看到你醒來,實在有點驚訝。」748Please respect copyright.PENANA2v0I644ktv
「因為你是不該有生命的東西呀。」748Please respect copyright.PENANALqdLtqROWs
748Please respect copyright.PENANAqvfvftk42L
那些窸窸窣窣的聲音又再響起,沒想到是那些高度跟我齊平的黃花在說話,而且還說我是不該有生命的東西。748Please respect copyright.PENANAn5FSl6B7NJ
被沒有發音組織的花說我不該有生命這點,我應該吐槽嗎?小心我把你們連根拔起啊!748Please respect copyright.PENANAgNDvwYY8fW
748Please respect copyright.PENANAnoljlBTuit
「它似乎不知道發生什麼事啊。」748Please respect copyright.PENANALttcwKND2y
「到河邊吧!看看自己的樣子就會明白吧?」748Please respect copyright.PENANAjfKE1j26Op
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這也好,看到自己的樣子,說不定會記起什麼。我考慮黃花的建議片刻,就往有流水聲的方向走去。748Please respect copyright.PENANAvORhXch4S9
清晰的河水,原本只有天空的倒影,現在則多了一隻小身影。748Please respect copyright.PENANA2aL5VCQ88a
毛茸茸的外表、頭頂一雙半圓形的耳朵、塑膠的黑色眼珠和鼻子,還有那對沒有爪子又軟綿綿的掌和腳──748Please respect copyright.PENANA4Hihrp9GUL
748Please respect copyright.PENANAQH20nRmitz
我是一隻活生生的玩具熊。748Please respect copyright.PENANAdhE4gnIk48
748Please respect copyright.PENANANg5tc7m0yj
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748Please respect copyright.PENANAw5PVzytJRX
我成為一隻野生玩具熊,展開了到處流浪的生活。748Please respect copyright.PENANAYhEzke3MBE
離開了那片花田,到過很多大城小鎮,見識了很多人和事物,可是胸口時常充斥著鬱悶的感覺。748Please respect copyright.PENANAzVXB02RQV2
748Please respect copyright.PENANAKXsYEsJkTY
「晚安囉,小熊。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAwwm8m75a1v
這個小女孩在公園的草叢中發現了我,於是把我帶回家中疼愛著。748Please respect copyright.PENANA4NEV0DsmGG
她當然不知道我有生命這回事,知道的話一定會哭著把我燒掉或抓去驅邪吧?有了類似經驗,這幾天我也只好盡其玩具的本份,當成報答把我丟進洗衣機洗個痛快的恩情,給她玩個夠好了。748Please respect copyright.PENANAfyg7OUlO2F
恰如現在,她蓋好被子在我臉頰親了親,便緊緊擁著我入睡。748Please respect copyright.PENANAZatNPlW5vS
748Please respect copyright.PENANA6rvCuso2jJ
待在這裡一定過上一段幸福的日子吧?748Please respect copyright.PENANAhklGOuETp6
我忘了錯有多少次衷心這樣認為,也曾決定就這樣偽裝成玩具,躲在某個小孩的玩具箱裡一輩子,可是胸口的鬱悶總是會在最後打消了這個念頭。748Please respect copyright.PENANAoymXwr6EYH
小女孩的呼吸漸漸平穩,後來更無意識大刺刺地翻身──748Please respect copyright.PENANA0213obkil5
等到了!就是這個時機!748Please respect copyright.PENANAltd61jnbkU
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噗咚。748Please respect copyright.PENANAtmiUpv7uOy
被子連帶我一起被她踢下床,唉唉,這傢伙睡相真的很差,差到不行。748Please respect copyright.PENANARfBp2VQVBg
不過今後也與我無關了。748Please respect copyright.PENANAGATRAtU3Ph
我把沉重的被子踹開,悄悄地打開窗戶,窗紗便隨風飄逸著,不知不覺又混到秋季了嗎?說來這到底是流浪日子裡頭第幾個秋季呢?748Please respect copyright.PENANAXpJ1gKWEhq
罷了,根本沒必要算清楚。748Please respect copyright.PENANAKX3sOeRxWT
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不過秋風啊……748Please respect copyright.PENANAM9Q2k0aPrW
748Please respect copyright.PENANAvO27YY4K0u
我從窗台跳回睡房內,吃力地把被子拉回床上。748Please respect copyright.PENANAbuQeBMdbfA
「拜託睡相不要太差,這樣嫁不著好伙子啦!」748Please respect copyright.PENANAV66bdduFVD
「……知道……」748Please respect copyright.PENANAVh3hV7442T
啊啊啊啊啊──她醒來了嗎!748Please respect copyright.PENANA1Z6Z8MuIQr
我連忙偽裝起來,可是沒一會才發現那只是她的夢囈,呼,嚇、嚇死了。我不禁搖頭懊惱,嘖嘖,怎麼我永遠也是這副德性,總是不自覺就做著沒意義的事。748Please respect copyright.PENANAFbNyqRvyX9
這次我真的離開房間,從窗台一躍而下,咚咚咚幾聲便滾到空無一人的深宵街道上。748Please respect copyright.PENANAtoAkOwbBLD
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好,自由了!748Please respect copyright.PENANAk0ZlRLw86T
只是,接下來要去哪裡呢?748Please respect copyright.PENANA14ghXu13E3
大概走了半條街,看到一輛停泊在路邊的貨車,我沒多細想便攀了進去。748Please respect copyright.PENANAy9SS01eGVf
748Please respect copyright.PENANAfW7QylmSH1
我是野生玩具熊,不屬於任何一個地方。748Please respect copyright.PENANAVFmMqhmtA0
748Please respect copyright.PENANAPeYjS8dxWU
總結而言大概是這種感覺吧?748Please respect copyright.PENANAmVPb9543w4
可惜嶄新旅程帶來的刺激和期待,還是沒有取代胸口的鬱悶感。748Please respect copyright.PENANAowtzRISvF3
究竟缺少了什麼呢?748Please respect copyright.PENANAxq9uXY4O0x
748Please respect copyright.PENANATdhKsyJ7zT
在貨車駛至目的地之前,我一如以往找不出解開這問題的線索。沒差,說不定這趟旅程將會得到答案吧?我也懶得深究了。748Please respect copyright.PENANAm441cd4eV8
於是我跟隨著貨車,混在洗淨的床單和毛巾裡頭,來到這個名為醫院的地方。雖然不是第一次聽聞,但還是頭一次到達這個地方,我的旅行似乎比那些背包客更不一樣。748Please respect copyright.PENANAZdRzbEin5j
現眼看到兩個清潔女工正在埋頭整理,準備把用品分發到各個地方,我也得找個時機溜出去──748Please respect copyright.PENANAseFSMiCjFP
「哎,怎麼有隻毛娃娃?」748Please respect copyright.PENANAO4wjG2eTCv
「大概是兒童病房的東西?」748Please respect copyright.PENANAogPobZJAMG
「這樣啊,我順道送過去就好。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAidHA1sPkMC
等一下!妳們不打算問問我意見嗎!我可不想又要被屁孩又拉又扯啊!748Please respect copyright.PENANApuvHCOiLPr
748Please respect copyright.PENANAXoyTORDP4W
儘管我內心抗拒不已,但現實還是不敢有什麼動作,於是我就這樣被大嬸一手抓住頭,然後粗魯地塞到手推車裡,送到兒童病房內。748Please respect copyright.PENANAa8QgyHdWIg
嗚啊……這是宿命嗎?748Please respect copyright.PENANAwm3L4iO18j
為什麼只要有兒童專屬的角落,我就非得會先去參觀不可!隔著門仍能聽到那些喧嘩聲我就頭疼起來!你們不是有病嗎?為什麼還能如此精神奕奕!748Please respect copyright.PENANAszytAj7UoQ
手推車正要轉入病房之際,忽然停泊在房門外,她似乎被護士叫住跑去忙別的事,實在太好了!748Please respect copyright.PENANAPhELcs7KjV
我急不及待從籃子裡爬出來,咚一聲跌落到地上,然後──748Please respect copyright.PENANAdPiJPgFf9j
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然後──748Please respect copyright.PENANAk7Q8pRJtEu
748Please respect copyright.PENANA1uam9J7yTj
和一名小女孩對上了視線。748Please respect copyright.PENANAiwJb0V1vn4
僅僅過了二十四小時,我又和這女孩相遇了。748Please respect copyright.PENANAXC09LpDSBC
748Please respect copyright.PENANAEAaEHQCBwN
她默不作聲,趁在父母發現前把我塞進包包內,往兒童病房走去。接下來的一整天,她彷彿在監視我似的,不論到哪裡也緊緊抓住我的爪不放。748Please respect copyright.PENANAFPRR6KgqLo
748Please respect copyright.PENANAQf3ZnU2zae
究竟她是何時發現我?748Please respect copyright.PENANA3i2trfHciY
在跌往地上的那刻,還是在我爬出毛巾堆的時候?748Please respect copyright.PENANAInyi0671Z0
有沒有察覺我的秘密呢?748Please respect copyright.PENANAUgGD5FuV1m
可惡……她的反應平靜得出奇,根本無從猜測!748Please respect copyright.PENANAI40sciWhk7
無計可施之下,我也只能同樣按兵不動,偽裝成一具普通的玩具熊,這次到底要如何才能脫身啊啊啊──748Please respect copyright.PENANA6T5MdJiPN1
在我完全摸不著頭緒之際,看到她換上一身病人服裝,疑惑又不自覺浮上心頭。748Please respect copyright.PENANAsYB8RKthmL
明明在公園和在家裡時她都一臉歡愉,興致勃勃,完全不像和醫院有關的健康小孩嘛。748Please respect copyright.PENANA7OIP76fASm
748Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5lDlM69Cw
「晚安囉,小熊。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAp3vTFpVEI8
護士走來關掉兒童病房的燈,恰如二十四小時之前,那女孩蓋好被子,然後擁著我一起入眠。748Please respect copyright.PENANA5tpiDwn5pZ
該走了嗎?還是繼續靜觀其變呢?748Please respect copyright.PENANAMyE72825kc
起初病房內還是很多悄悄話和抑壓的笑聲,但隨著夜深,房內漸漸只剩下大刺刺的打呼聲。748Please respect copyright.PENANA7anfMq82Lv
這個女孩的被子也徹底踢到地上,小孩終究也是小孩,即使再扭鬧也一定敵不過睡意嘛。748Please respect copyright.PENANAp1JO6jMmTf
好,趁現在!748Please respect copyright.PENANA4OyJBysfYQ
這次我必須更加小心翼翼,手腳也必須放輕再放輕,對,就這樣慢慢鑽出她的懷內。748Please respect copyright.PENANA6K4uXkdy3o
只要再一次抵達窗戶,我便再次恢復自由──748Please respect copyright.PENANA7mcihQ4FkL
748Please respect copyright.PENANAIkPnD4MPHK
「你果然有生命啊。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAPvPhKsgBV3
748Please respect copyright.PENANAfrpXOjfXvG
幼嫩的嗓子響起,連帶一股力量捏住我的後腿……糟!她竟然醒來了!748Please respect copyright.PENANAyKrfL345Nt
「放手啊臭丫頭!」748Please respect copyright.PENANAO3fNAjCz94
事到如今我也不跟她玩家家酒了,直接壓低聲線喝罵,將身體左甩右甩怎麼就是甩不掉她的手啊啊啊啊──748Please respect copyright.PENANA4gkfcIi6sS
「我跟爸爸媽媽說,親眼目睹你從窗戶溜走,他們都說我做夢。」她嘟嚷著嘴巴,同樣壓低聲量,一臉苦惱地怪責。「為什麼不好好留在家呢?」748Please respect copyright.PENANABC3SVwARqp
「因為我是一隻野生玩具熊啊!」748Please respect copyright.PENANAHpwXIXs0KQ
可惡!這個軟綿綿的軀體即使拚命對她拳打腳踢,依然造不成任何傷害!我可不想又被抓去做稀奇古怪的儀式啦!748Please respect copyright.PENANAILe6mVFT72
「玩具熊怎可能是野生?不過能再次見面,真是太好了。」她邊說邊笑邊用力拉我回被子裡。748Please respect copyright.PENANA6hStyqNfTs
「雖然妳很可憐,不過我可不會同情妳的。」反正甩不開她,我也索性停止扭動了,硬來不行就試試軟功!「聽好了,每個人都有自己要走的路,妳走妳的奈何橋,我繼續我的流浪,從此各不相干就好明白嗎?明白的話就快放手。」748Please respect copyright.PENANA85vcyzlhty
「你有一定要去的地方嗎?必須盡回到主人身邊嗎?為什麼會髒兮兮的躲在公園呢?我好喜歡你啊,不能稍微多待一會直到那個時候嗎?雖然醫生叔叔、護士姊姊和爸爸媽媽也沒對我說過什麼,」748Please respect copyright.PENANAlOeGo0rsFB
她用另一隻手按在心房上,眼睛忽然湧出霧氣──748Please respect copyright.PENANAlUwyvNqbib
喂、妳怎麼了?妳打算怎麼了!748Please respect copyright.PENANA9ugVhYmt3K
別、別這樣啊……748Please respect copyright.PENANA7ArM2btUtd
「可是『它』果然快不行吧?不然最近怎會常常住進醫院檢查呢?」748Please respect copyright.PENANA3ooJ1XYujZ
這女孩因為要用力掩住嘴巴不讓自己哭出聲來,所以她終於如我所願鬆開了手。748Please respect copyright.PENANASbSODbTUfm
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再沒有任何阻攔我的事物了。748Please respect copyright.PENANAqUCUseMqAI
748Please respect copyright.PENANAoQ54OTroJQ
我爬出被窩,攀上窗台,正要一躍而下之際,我看到一抹披著黑袍的身影,領著幾道身穿病人服裝,走在冷清的花園,任憑那些病人又哭又叫,最後亦漸漸消散於空氣之中。748Please respect copyright.PENANA8ER129lD3W
雖然是頭一次看見,不過那個黑影就是人們口中的死神嗎?748Please respect copyright.PENANA1PnWwzYsh8
回望一下靜寂的病房,月夜下的窗戶剪影恰好灑落在瑟縮成一團,不停抖動的被子。748Please respect copyright.PENANAe9qC73ejet
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……748Please respect copyright.PENANAgYgjE3ahzp
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我坐回女孩旁邊,如此提問:「妳想知道為什麼我會髒兮兮的躲在公園嗎?」748Please respect copyright.PENANAzOSNWJ93bP
被子倏地停止震動,一顆小頭顱悄悄探出來,含著豆大的淚珠,呆呆點頭。748Please respect copyright.PENANAa66eUMHXRr
748Please respect copyright.PENANAsdjTIpn61u
我不禁重重嘆了口氣。748Please respect copyright.PENANAIEfc9RlkpE
永遠也是這副德性,總是不自覺就做著沒意義的事。748Please respect copyright.PENANAa2IuTzT6oH
748Please respect copyright.PENANAq0fFmozDm5
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「所以說,你的故鄉是那片花田嗎?」748Please respect copyright.PENANAOKlua8asoj
748Please respect copyright.PENANA7Df7H3tGdG
接下來有好一段日子,這女孩都纏著我問東問西,從她亮晶晶的眼神看來,她似乎相當憧憬我的流浪生活。748Please respect copyright.PENANAPvUtdERHyJ
相處一段時間便發現,大概大家也知道她不能承受太劇烈的運動吧?沒同齡的小孩會來找她玩耍,很偶而才會看到一起看書的畫面,所以基本的日常活動,不是檢查、看書,就是和我聊天。748Please respect copyright.PENANAxiR4jB3brE
現在她躲在圖書角的角落,把我放在膝蓋上,抓來最大的圖書將我遮掩,日晝我們多半就是這樣掩人耳目地交流著。748Please respect copyright.PENANA2qw9d1X27l
748Please respect copyright.PENANARzrGvGoopv
「可以說是,也可以說不是。」畢竟我只是在那裡醒來罷了。748Please respect copyright.PENANAhXYNLOz0E5
還有,那裡算不上是花田,確實來說是粗生野花佔領了的荒地,而我對花海的記憶,也只剩下噪耳的黃色花而已。748Please respect copyright.PENANAJvp77YZnWx
「聽得懂動植物和昆蟲的說話,明明是死物卻忽然活過來。」她露出好奇心徹底被滿足的神情,嘗試總結感想。「擁有奇蹟般的生命,你該珍惜呀。」748Please respect copyright.PENANA2sF3t5tzB2
她會說出「珍惜」,背後的意義我也相當明白,可是……748Please respect copyright.PENANAMTR5MUcXDB
「有生命之後到底要幹三小──好重!」748Please respect copyright.PENANAHwKVwwJwZB
搞什麼忽然一記手刀砍下來,難不成她是氣我說洩氣話嗎?748Please respect copyright.PENANA36QWBKI7C7
「不要說髒話!明明是隻很可愛的玩具熊啊!」748Please respect copyright.PENANA6Tjt6oO1wK
原來妳在糾結這個!748Please respect copyright.PENANAbo4xvS24JM
坐在角落的小女孩忽然大聲說話,立即惹來大伙兒好奇的目光,她羞窘得把頭深深埋在圖書裡,直到他們繼續方才的事兒,她才稍鬆口氣。748Please respect copyright.PENANAoPSKnNRQy4
「有生命之後到底要做什麼……這個啊,我也不知道就是。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAeL4FKsCVSP
她歪著頭想了想,最後給了我一個意料之中的答案,唉唉……這也不能怪她啦,我活上比她更久的時間,還是找不出所謂活著的意義。748Please respect copyright.PENANACyYrqwSeoe
748Please respect copyright.PENANAK0Pq1fdCb4
胸口又再次鬱悶起來,到底缺少了什麼呢?748Please respect copyright.PENANAwGMiHFiioI
748Please respect copyright.PENANADr0Kne5Ysu
「對了,今早檢查時,醫生叔叔說我情況好轉了點,下星期可以試著回家,這次假期帶我到那片花田吧?」748Please respect copyright.PENANA6aize1HmlN
她指著圖書上的那片黃色花田,喂,別一臉期待地看著我啊!好歹要經你爸爸媽媽同意才可行動啦!748Please respect copyright.PENANA0Qnm3ZXiCY
「說不定那裡有著不思議的魔法,把我的病治好?」748Please respect copyright.PENANAc4N181V4TX
「最好是這樣簡單。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAj7Rr0hMHKj
「那麼,約定──」748Please respect copyright.PENANAYIV7bOtcCy
「喂,不要整個人壓在我身上!走開走開!」748Please respect copyright.PENANAtHTpNcEfU8
所有小孩也這樣子嗎!一旦得意忘形便緊緊擁著別人──748Please respect copyright.PENANAAHQzD5ZeZj
748Please respect copyright.PENANAYwErgHi2dz
她怎麼揪著胸口一臉痛苦。748Please respect copyright.PENANAeuqHqCqngD
748Please respect copyright.PENANA9Pa5h6nCRF
「──快叫醫生來!」748Please respect copyright.PENANAPeLNZ2AXX9
怎麼她偏偏坐在一個不起眼的角落!748Please respect copyright.PENANAr73KZRCvON
聽到我的叫喊,在玩耍和聊天的小孩及在場的護士終於慌慌張張地有所行動,沒多久醫護人員便聞風趕至。748Please respect copyright.PENANAKmIIIBEcn9
我理所當然被人視為障礙物拋到一旁,雖然現在的情況扭動一下身體也不太可能被發現,但要是一個萬一令他們分心了,我可承受不起那個後果。748Please respect copyright.PENANAxYcolt13TN
就這樣,我聽著很多儀器聲響和醫生冷靜卻帶點焦慮的指令交錯,由現場急救直到擔架送走搶救,我一直背對著急救現場。748Please respect copyright.PENANAXnelh1lR1Q
748Please respect copyright.PENANAg7rlxLOmJx
我還是第一次衷心痛恨著這個玩具熊的身體。748Please respect copyright.PENANA1cfCQdLsJI
748Please respect copyright.PENANAisuH5zmsHF
小女孩被送走了,現場的人似乎也被嚇住,那些小孩的神情變得哀傷起來,大人們想要安撫卻說不出真正能令人安心的語句。748Please respect copyright.PENANAqbkXpUmajY
「會回來的吧?上次不也是這樣,最後活蹦亂跳回來了?」748Please respect copyright.PENANAwVetJtwvZ0
一個男孩倏然湊近,我認得他是小女孩的鄰床,好幾次險些發現我能動,現在他打算怎麼了?748Please respect copyright.PENANAho8RrzghCE
「我來帶玩具熊回她床上。」他將我拾起,放到小女孩的枕頭上。「我希望她回來時就立即發現玩具熊在等待她。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAMGBaBVMBXi
748Please respect copyright.PENANANdnlDs9yHM
對吧?748Please respect copyright.PENANAwPSrFaL36x
會回來的吧?748Please respect copyright.PENANAGMc1VCEY4E
妳不是要和我約定嗎?可別這樣就丟了小命啊!748Please respect copyright.PENANAzWyAXp1pvp
748Please respect copyright.PENANAMjMqqOg3j6
※ ※ ※748Please respect copyright.PENANAzJsqJxA6Wu
748Please respect copyright.PENANAiMoGjLtmQv
今夜,這張床上始終沒有小女孩的身影。748Please respect copyright.PENANA8uA31EKqN2
748Please respect copyright.PENANA6yVAWcxVUq
不過,黃昏時倒是看到她的父母出現了並著手收拾東西,期間小男孩硬是要把我留下來,原因依舊是那個,反正我只是拾來的玩具,沒幾下她的父母就同意了。748Please respect copyright.PENANAg2ccT0o3WC
我說啊,這個年紀的男孩還真是非一般的扭鬧。748Please respect copyright.PENANARxfq3DG267
看著黃澄澄的圓月,我腦袋不自覺追溯著這段不長不短的日子,這算是我在同一個人類身邊逗留最久的一次。748Please respect copyright.PENANAvd74imeEBB
748Please respect copyright.PENANAZeCmVCR6y0
不論如何,終究還是結束了。748Please respect copyright.PENANA6dyGjYDkjC
748Please respect copyright.PENANA7G4rVhaNi1
我從枕頭站起來朝看窗戶,除了偶然有身穿素衣的衣護人員經過外,還有平常人沒辦法看見,引導亡魂的黑影。748Please respect copyright.PENANAPULb21T82F
那麼,是時候出發,繼續我的旅程。748Please respect copyright.PENANAxqMylyljKM
畢竟我是野生的玩具熊,什麼生命的意義,什麼約定,根本就是無謂的束縛。748Please respect copyright.PENANATTVCiChwWg
好,這個地方,永別──啊啊啊,怎麼又有東西扯著我啦!748Please respect copyright.PENANAHf7eY9PAoS
748Please respect copyright.PENANAy0KiOyvmwC
正當我要打開窗戶,一股蠻力抓住我的頭,硬生生扯我回去。748Please respect copyright.PENANAmdfMHPLSn6
竟然是你──鄰床的小男孩!748Please respect copyright.PENANAx7N4QB7qdF
他果然發現了我有生命,這下糟了!又再一次不能脫身嗎!748Please respect copyright.PENANAMXIXRBmq4d
「放手啊小子,老子可沒心情陪你耗!」748Please respect copyright.PENANALB54lLJ9hF
「護士說她轉了到『兒童深切治療部』。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAUzNTqXreUL
在我奮力掙扎期間,一個說不上好也說不上壞的消息從他口中吐出。748Please respect copyright.PENANAoMkbJZJC5E
「我們去找她吧?」748Please respect copyright.PENANAefmKiLAfOB
「喂,等一下──」748Please respect copyright.PENANAAPsddFAUhJ
我還沒答應,不要擅自抱著我跑出病房啊!還有,小子你知道兒童深切治療部在哪裡嗎!醫院到處是病菌,你又是病童這樣到處走真的好嗎!748Please respect copyright.PENANAxnVOV4O8eG
748Please respect copyright.PENANAh0BpJKdSMI
「我想去見她。」748Please respect copyright.PENANASo00bbp3mi
小男孩一路走走停停,不時躲開經過的工作人員,也努力在迷宮般的醫院走廊確定方向。748Please respect copyright.PENANAihXvGjDggU
「要是過了今晚大概不能再見了,我有這種預感。」748Please respect copyright.PENANA0OZADa7wlx
「那你自己去不就好了?我可不想再見那傢伙──」誰要看到她躺在病床虛弱瀕死的樣子啊!748Please respect copyright.PENANALFsb2QtOe5
748Please respect copyright.PENANAwQYoOCXkD5
「糟了。」748Please respect copyright.PENANA7vPZoQaD91
我還沒說完,小男孩忽然停下腳步。748Please respect copyright.PENANAwe0R6oEHDF
他終於如願走到兒童深切治療部前的轉角,看著盡頭那堵需要密碼鎖的玻璃幕門如此暗罵。748Please respect copyright.PENANAYpslXhwOo8
而我知道他懊惱的並不是密碼鎖。748Please respect copyright.PENANAylxqIhXq0j
748Please respect copyright.PENANAqPQZT4tJdD
而是死神領著小女孩穿過幕門的情形。748Please respect copyright.PENANAW9622XuI3g
748Please respect copyright.PENANAjTJ615YJae
右手被死神粗魯地拉扯著,左手不停擦拭著眼淚,小女孩就這樣出現在我們面前。748Please respect copyright.PENANAd1cQDzqi6h
「是你……還有玩具熊!」748Please respect copyright.PENANAnJKNRWlG0U
看到熟人,她的眼淚更是洶湧,大顆大顆地掉下來,大聲向黑影哀求。748Please respect copyright.PENANAYtwX1sLeSd
「求求你,死神先生,我還不想死!我還沒和玩具熊到過花田,還沒替朋友慶祝生日,我不想死!」748Please respect copyright.PENANAGCL7N3jEKd
就在此時,走廊的另一端迴響著急促的腳步,沒多久便見幾個醫生護士衝入深切治療部。小女孩的身影倏地變得恍惚,虛無得甚至連死神也沒辦法確實抓住她。748Please respect copyright.PENANAv9HCQKIaCH
「小孩的靈真麻煩。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAvePxBHzE6R
死神吐出了相當不耐煩的說話,然後用手在小女孩面前劃了一圈,她立即動彈不得。748Please respect copyright.PENANALmNQHg7FRJ
748Please respect copyright.PENANA9AlXnFqzCY
「啊!你怎麼在這裡!」748Please respect copyright.PENANA2yjYgZmyMB
一名當值護士氣喘喘地跑出來,並發現了站在走廊中央的小男孩。748Please respect copyright.PENANAdyggcawKiv
「不能進去啊,小女孩會沒事,你先回房吧!」748Please respect copyright.PENANAaqPFZUvQBV
「不行!我要去阻止!」748Please respect copyright.PENANAqkFlvLDatR
748Please respect copyright.PENANAIWZUtQKNar
事情就這樣不分先後地襲來,這條不寬不窄的走廊迴響著兩個小孩的哭聲,我到底要怎麼辦?748Please respect copyright.PENANAHAvv3DLXxj
眼見小男孩被護士攔下來不能再隨心行動,我到底要怎麼辦?748Please respect copyright.PENANAXoc71FMroU
眼見小女孩被黑影拖到窗邊消失,我到底要怎麼辦──748Please respect copyright.PENANAwa8WhPDtpq
748Please respect copyright.PENANATCQYTohTxn
忽然,天旋地轉。748Please respect copyright.PENANAVlWJdlxwSR
小男孩奮力將我擲出窗戶。748Please respect copyright.PENANA4Jbv9BE3J4
748Please respect copyright.PENANA83ZeTRumNu
「拜託了!把她追回來──」748Please respect copyright.PENANA1AqRqPRF5w
748Please respect copyright.PENANAfsclTBrqQg
接觸到外頭冷空氣的瞬間,他的請求亦轟然響起。748Please respect copyright.PENANAT05mn45AqL
把她追回來──748Please respect copyright.PENANAHh1BqJogYT
就像�ڰߤ@ť懂的指令,一著陸在草坡雙腳便狂奔起來,追趕著那個哇哇大哭的小鬼。748Please respect copyright.PENANADrDhyAdi2u
748Please respect copyright.PENANA5C82XBcTqo
已經不停跟妳說,野生的我不甘心被馴養,不停想要逃走,老是不聽!748Please respect copyright.PENANAmKZxXjQifN
好了,害我現在開始有點在意妳,妳卻拍拍屁股溜掉了!748Please respect copyright.PENANAbNohwxqkpO
別太過份!即使是小孩也該負責任啊啊啊──748Please respect copyright.PENANA1hjWeAwZ7e
748Please respect copyright.PENANABE1dDYmkuM
回過神來,醫院的花園景色已換成一條灰色隧道,死神顯然放慢了腳步,我才得以追上──748Please respect copyright.PENANA4V8FBw7TtB
「放開那個女孩──」748Please respect copyright.PENANAU6Vsfox1yd
我使勁地對死神使出飛踢……完全沒有攻擊性的飛踢。748Please respect copyright.PENANAUSrBTuHxIm
實在糗死了,不過成功讓他停下來就算。748Please respect copyright.PENANAgYu5fpgebo
「玩具熊!」小女孩看見了我相當雀躍,呼呼,還好沒有把剛才的出糗放在眼內。748Please respect copyright.PENANAP5O10eu9p6
「你怎麼能進來?能進來這裡的只有亡靈和引渡者。」死神有點不解地問,什麼鬼?這些事你該比我清楚吧!748Please respect copyright.PENANAWlkSb8NGv4
「我哪知道怎麼進來啊!總之我不會讓你帶走她!」748Please respect copyright.PENANA8lEOT8Sr7c
我握緊前爪,使出一記又一記勾拳。748Please respect copyright.PENANAXry4XkQjjS
「你們倒是幹得出這種事啊!這樣的孩子還沒看過世界就死掉──」748Please respect copyright.PENANABA3IMALH67
「在這世上十年也不夠就要走──」748Please respect copyright.PENANAtykPpD7QVs
「有好多東西、有好多想做的事也沒有實現──」748Please respect copyright.PENANAxGrx81F1Gn
748Please respect copyright.PENANAcxKyyNrUUG
明明是個天真可愛的小孩,卻就這樣痛苦的死掉了……748Please respect copyright.PENANAfXo551v02G
748Please respect copyright.PENANAMmxUUHB5TB
「我只需要把逝世的人們帶來這裡,其他事情並不需要深究。」死神用了比踹開我更加震撼的方式,斬釘截鐵止住我的攻勢。「她時辰已到,你們該很清楚,也該接受這個事實。」748Please respect copyright.PENANA3odHtSinAJ
死神伸出了手,在我和小女孩的旁邊劃了個圓圈,打開了一個大洞。748Please respect copyright.PENANAIpFf1eKBaz
748Please respect copyright.PENANAIZNdwxNvJV
已經沒任何辦法了嗎?748Please respect copyright.PENANAnfnurOS3tJ
可惡啊──748Please respect copyright.PENANAM9Pq8yfd5O
748Please respect copyright.PENANAqx41csanwf
沒想到,一片花田就在那個大洞呈現出來。748Please respect copyright.PENANAuv9naUnm0b
藍天白雲和在風中搖曳黃色的鮮花,還有一條清澈的河流,這就是我當初醒來的地方。748Please respect copyright.PENANA3aWAjrXvqh
748Please respect copyright.PENANA21OqOH0KXL
「玩具熊的故鄉、好漂亮啊……」小女孩先是發呆,然後又開始抽泣。748Please respect copyright.PENANAwgCKq1cAPN
拜託妳不要哭啊!不要把眼淚傳染給我啊!748Please respect copyright.PENANA0bpzewrtt2
「謝謝你,死神先生。」748Please respect copyright.PENANACCSfwHI6zQ
小女孩一邊擦眼淚一邊主動牽回死神的手,繼續往隧道深處前進,妳這樣就滿足了嗎?748Please respect copyright.PENANAr0ubTJoJcw
「玩具熊,這段日子也謝謝你了。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAT6Umyx3mgs
748Please respect copyright.PENANAiQ1L8z4fdm
等一下。748Please respect copyright.PENANAcm6H436tpT
多等一下──748Please respect copyright.PENANA8uBmgb4m3i
連接花田的洞不斷擴大,我追不上他們也逃不掉崩塌,直接墮回花田裡去。748Please respect copyright.PENANAapHxGRNBOL
最後烙印在我腦海的,是小女孩那抹滿足的微笑。748Please respect copyright.PENANAmZJH3F8Jva
748Please respect copyright.PENANAYF3B1gDCAT
※ ※ ※748Please respect copyright.PENANAZt0JqKwuH6
748Please respect copyright.PENANAhTGxjyPyUL
就這樣,幾天以來我一直持續著那天墮回人間的姿態躺在原地,喚回我思緒的居然是一隻硬是要掛在我鼻子上的甲蟲,噁心死了。748Please respect copyright.PENANAuO3mw4rw88
748Please respect copyright.PENANAYkkNLvNZtO
「雖然你沒有眼淚。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAaY0xH87Hwj
「可是似乎在哭一樣。」748Please respect copyright.PENANA88zhxc9xkq
748Please respect copyright.PENANAEatvrK3bTa
這幾天漫山遍野的噪音,總算組織成黃花的說話了。748Please respect copyright.PENANAJzsCmW8mbP
是嗎?原來我在哭嗎?748Please respect copyright.PENANAj2RwzJNlA4
748Please respect copyright.PENANA8H7CqWXceW
「我好像……做了一個很長的夢。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAvBGpSyCryw
我坐起身子,把至今為止的旅程不吐不快似的,鉅細靡遺地說出來,當中包括遇見女孩的事,還有跟死神對抗的事。748Please respect copyright.PENANAhxPLzWgcsu
我一直在這個世上流浪,遇見了好多新奇有趣的事物,見識過很多,然而面對生死時仍然深刻地感到無能為力。748Please respect copyright.PENANA1pUNFwxpl6
「夢醒來了,旅程結束了,我還是不清楚自己要做什麼,這種人生有什麼意義?」748Please respect copyright.PENANAcQFkTFFGGf
我很想知道,擁有奇蹟般的生命之後,我該要做些什麼。748Please respect copyright.PENANAlBnpG89Gfw
那個小女孩死了,我還可以為她做些什麼。748Please respect copyright.PENANAaYzYHcEdPI
748Please respect copyright.PENANAemQCOWFp0d
耳邊持續傳來窸窸窣窣的聲音,黃花商量了好一陣子,最後終算有個代表回答我:748Please respect copyright.PENANAnLpvf9Ap7t
「每顆生命都有其意義呀。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAYS1iL5Pez0
748Please respect copyright.PENANAgaiSDNb9dR
每顆生命都有其意義,是嗎?748Please respect copyright.PENANANOx25Pi4Pk
即使忽然在這世上活過來的我、一隻野生的玩具熊,也是有著其意義,是嗎?748Please respect copyright.PENANA8aYFDgsFy6
腦海中,又再一次浮現了小女孩的身影。748Please respect copyright.PENANA1tJHveROLW
在她人生最後的那段時間,有因為我的陪伴而感到愉快嗎?748Please respect copyright.PENANAQeU6D4xH0k
這個世界,還有多少個沒來及感受世界,就要離開世上的小孩?748Please respect copyright.PENANArnerEG3JDY
每顆生命都有其意義,是嗎……748Please respect copyright.PENANA9lzHMk9kB9
我想,我知道該怎麼辦了。748Please respect copyright.PENANAsVX7VcQyf2
我找到了──身為一隻野生玩具熊的意義。748Please respect copyright.PENANAFS6CFCdXdv
748Please respect copyright.PENANAIj4D36Jsec
是時候展開一段嶄新的旅程了。748Please respect copyright.PENANAyOIamf0sDw
唯一不同的是,這趟旅行有別已往,如今的我身負特殊重任。748Please respect copyright.PENANA151kX7yDvb
748Please respect copyright.PENANAQMl1yAKi96
「我是一隻野生玩具熊,也是小孩專屬的引渡者。」748Please respect copyright.PENANA7X1nhrKUDS
這夜我來到一間醫院,對著一名男孩如此自我介紹。748Please respect copyright.PENANAB9Mf4tLx7Y
沒錯,我軟硬兼施之下終於得到那些傢伙的認可,成為了世上最獨特的引渡者。748Please respect copyright.PENANA08KeKmFExa
「引、引渡者?」748Please respect copyright.PENANAEgee9skLKQ
「嗯……簡單而言就是死神啦。」748Please respect copyright.PENANAnuqtR5vgnz
聽到死神這名稱,果然會令他崩潰而泣啊……這心情我也相當理解,不過這是沒辦法的事,只能拍拍他的頭。748Please respect copyright.PENANAfPBniXZGmt
「的確很不甘心吧小子?所以你有什麼願望,我都陪你逐一實現好了!」748Please respect copyright.PENANASjcTzjPrFZ
我拉著他來到窗邊,一架巨現化的玩具蒸汽火車便由星空駛來。大概和人類口中的死亡過程有點不同,他睜大眼睛,感到相當不可思議,不過也乖乖坐到車廂裡去。748Please respect copyright.PENANAhgU1dpOZHC
748Please respect copyright.PENANA5WjcppNtfr
「出發,來去實現願望囉──」748Please respect copyright.PENANAkFIzcS4qw4
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至少,我希望自己是這種存在。748Please respect copyright.PENANA90p0d7vm88
至少,希望能帶給他們人生中最後的快樂。748Please respect copyright.PENANA8dVgy5XUmA
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(I’m Asphodel, Tell Me Your Last Wish.) 748Please respect copyright.PENANAlj7cvE9EFj
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《紊花緣》
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ISSUE #13
Thirteen Petals. 黃日光蘭
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