放學後嘅學校少咗一份生氣，樓下操場傳嚟嘅訓練聲特別響亮，黃昏嘅陽光打喺學校嘅每一處，將所有嘢嘅影子默默地拉長459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jxcm63HYz
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身處喺精英班嘅佢，每一科都要攞到好成績，聽朝早又有測驗，殷書賢感覺壓力嚟得太多459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz06Dc0fXvo
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自從升到中五之後，壓力大到令佢連呼吸一口氣都好難受，特別係上年下學期跌咗落第二名之後⋯459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uKHdBcgjH
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「聽日又有測驗⋯」殷書賢感到疲倦，但亦冇辦法唔努力459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutrKiPJgOz
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殷書賢伸手入褲袋拎出鎅刀，將刀片一格一格咁推出，然後拉起左邊嘅衫袖，手起刀落459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jmnXNaJR7
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「呼⋯」殷書賢調整着呼吸，刺痛嘅感覺由前臂蔓延，隨即又喺前臂多鎅一下459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoGdpnxtjT
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「壞習慣真係⋯」殷書賢定睛望住傷口滲出血，喺傷口上嘅血逐漸變成一顆顆小血珠459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5lv2YQI4f
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呢個壞習慣，已經持續咗好一段日子，本來只係偶爾，慢慢地變成每星期一次，又漸漸地變成每星期三次⋯好似正逐漸依賴呢種刺痛感令自己減壓459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGCaxGLItE
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有時留喺學校溫書，總會有溫書溫到個腦實晒記唔到嘢嘅時候459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGNA0DERLL
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「咔！」邱茗然推開天台嘅鐵門，前腳踏出去踩喺天台嘅水泥地上，邱茗然用力地吸一口新鮮嘅空氣，「哈⋯個腦都就Hang機記唔到嘢啦⋯！」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBZV04b4Ze
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聽到開門聲嘅殷書賢猛然回頭望向天台門口，見到邱茗然推開鐵門行入嚟，兩人對望一眼459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJ4zqz4xGV
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「嗯⋯？嗰個係殷書賢⋯？」邱茗然望住企喺矮牆前著住長袖冷衫嘅男仔459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7ETwiM4hZ
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殷書賢擔心比人發現自己呢個「壞習慣」，所以見到有人推門嘅時候嚇到窒咗一下，但好快又回復平靜嘅狀態459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEqhWnSLQF
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「咔⋯呯！」天台嘅鐵門被打開，然後自動閂上459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ5SJJZqhi
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「咦⋯？」邱茗然偶然望向右邊，目光自然地落喺離佢不遠嘅矮牆上459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GneNJgXi9
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殷書賢孭住書包踏出校門，搭巴士番屋企；佢坐喺窗邊嘅位置戴上耳機，好好咁趁呢段車程休息⋯459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjgWcTM2T2
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「佢㗎⋯？」邱茗然回頭朝門口嘅方向望咗一眼，低頭望鎅刀嘅眼神裏係滿滿嘅疑惑，「點解會帶住鎅刀喺身⋯？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70IV8HsuTy
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殷書賢拎出鎖匙開門，啱啱推開門，殷書賢就直接一怔459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcji3hP9bX
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「書賢番嚟啦？」「嗨書賢～」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGoBaTtNhh
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「姨媽、細姨。」殷書賢對坐喺梳化上嘅姨媽同細姨禮貌地打招呼459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAxga1P7H6
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殷書賢直接走向睡房，不輕不重地將房門閂上，然後將校服落嚟換上屋企衫，著上一件薄外套，免得比人見到手上嘅痕跡459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbOfKQKO3J
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「鎅刀呢⋯？」正當殷書賢準備換褲，打算將鎅刀拎番出嚟時，發現褲袋入面咩都冇，「鎅刀喺邊⋯？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNC666isCO
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殷書賢搵勻兩邊褲袋都冇，打開書包、打開筆袋都唔見鎅刀嘅身影459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVIsH8fORy
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「唔通喺學校⋯？」殷書賢拎住筆袋，望住筆袋沉思，腦海中忽然閃過喺佢離開天台之前見到嘅最後一人，「會唔會喺佢度⋯？算啦⋯聽日去天台搵下⋯」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMymKtotaof
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食飯嘅時候，媽媽、姨媽同細姨就喺度閒話家常，殷爸爸同殷書賢就安靜咁食飯459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnD5xB9qYqH
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「有種唔太好嘅預感⋯快啲食完飯番房⋯」殷書賢感覺到有少少不自在，喺心裏對自己講嘅同時手悄悄加快咗夾餸食飯嘅速度459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgzyKagcLC
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「係喎，書賢諗好讀咩大學未呀？」細姨忽然間將話題由佢地嘅日常一下子拉到殷書賢身上459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyo2A902dq
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「書賢讀書咁叻，一定考到大學啦～想讀咩科呀？」姨媽好似湊熱鬧一樣加把口問459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6NGnDFUao
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同家人一齊食飯，本應係一件好溫馨嘅事，但對殷書賢嚟講，係佢無休止嘅地獄一樣，又攰又辛苦⋯459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtISYIwLV6
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「諗好⋯」殷書賢預感嘅事都係發生咗，佢敷衍地微笑點頭，想盡快結束話題459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuY3bmFuKE4
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「咁你想讀咩科呀？」細姨追問道459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKFNRYmmDt
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「佢打算讀醫呀～」未等殷書賢開口，殷媽媽就一臉自豪地道，唔知仲以為殷書賢已經喺醫學院讀緊書，「讀醫好呀～」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiGyvvAgAw
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「讀醫呀？好事呀～叻仔！」姨媽同意地點頭459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHwBrN79ng
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殷書賢一直耷低頭食飯，佢都唔想開口講嘢，只係聽住長輩嘅對話都足以令佢疲倦不堪459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnfyCgECXK
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「點解講嚟講去都係呢啲⋯ 宜家似學術會議多過一家人食飯⋯」殷書賢邊食飯邊喺心裏無奈道，愈聽愈覺得壓抑459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgYU4oKFte
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「考個好成績，將來條路都易行啲。」「讀書有咩咁辛苦呀～出到嚟做嘢就知讀書好啦～」「為佢地好先想佢地讀好啲書，將來唔洗咁辛苦嘛～」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVYYw8DjTh
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殷書賢聽到覺得精神上好攰，食完飯就將碗筷放低459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRYlCjEdAr
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「書賢，你溫書嘅話就番房先啦。」殷媽媽見殷書賢將碗筷放低便對佢道459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aeZlCSrQF
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「嗯。」殷書賢起身就行番房，無論係唔係溫書都好，殷書賢只想逃離嗰個令人疲倦嘅「學術會議」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwT5upVxLj
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「書賢真係乖，我都想我個仔有佢一半咁乖咁上進。」姨媽嘆一口氣，諗起自己個仔同眼前嘅殷書賢嘅差距就覺得苦惱459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFPHKF6hfn
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「佢考DSE啦嘛，唔努力啲點得呢。」殷媽媽平靜地講道，雖然聽到其他人對殷書賢嘅滿口稱讚，內心都有啲飄飄然，但都唔可以咁明顯表現出嚟，「考得唔好點讀醫？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7baAEdoDhl
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「你同姐夫對佢咁大期望，怕唔怕比壓力佢呀⋯」細姨忽然輕皺起眉頭，呢一刻先擔心殷書賢嘅壓力過大459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccRg5CVTFp
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「小朋友讀書可以有咩壓力？」殷媽媽微微一笑，望向緊閉着嘅房門，「佢將來大個咗就會明白我係為佢好㗎啦⋯」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJDUlV98lI
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