
當我盧仔再次上洗手間的時候,都會看清楚門牌上的「Gentleman」的英文字,才敢進入學校的「男」洗手間去:男女在某些事情上是不會有平等的?儘管內急,但依然要小心為尚,先行看清楚室內四周的一切設備,確定是男洗手間才敢走進廁格方便去。
然而……
然而……
然而……
真的有點像「墨菲定律」------就是說要出錯的,始終會出錯?當我舒暢了、方便了以後,一打開廁格的門;卻發現了幽小魂背向著我,但一臉緋紅的她卻倒映在鏡子的面前來。
「盧仔……」
幽小魂面向鏡子卻對著倒映在鏡子上的我,幽幽地說話:
「盧仔,你可以……可以放下張吉蒂(Kitty Cheung) 嗎?」
「我……你……」
我,根本不知道在此時此刻如何反應;幽小魂的心事?但願理解也願意……可是,突然之間,鏡子的倒影一變而為吉蒂,怎麼會這樣子?
「盧仔,你忘記了我嗎?你說過……一生一世的……」
「吉蒂,你回來了嗎?但我沒有說過……一生一世的……」
突然,那個女生轉過身來,忽地是幽小魂的臉龐,卻又忽地是張吉蒂的面孔,閃爍不定地在我的眼前去復往還,把我逼迫得只好走回廁格的裡面去,並且把門關上,我肯定是發噩夢;但卻也幽美的,兩個美少女的美麗臉孔,依舊在我的眼前揮之不去!
睜開眼睛,全身冷汗,下身濕濕的;我在黑暗中簡單清潔,把骯髒的處理後,穿上外套、褲子,因為始終夜涼如水!到書桌前來開窗、開燈,外面依然漆黑一片,夜中很寧靜,我想起了吉蒂她們是怎麼樣學習英文,其實端賴2E班的英文科老師Miss Fok;她是一個慈祥而幽雅的中年女士,她的金絲眼鏡下的高雅儀容,一口流行利的英式腔調------是她自己說的,我們2E班同學又怎麼會曉得分辨英式的、美式的?
曾幾何時,英文科老師Miss Fok為我們2E班的同學的改上了英文名字,最經典是如風的Windy、阿水的Walter!女班長則叫Thresa、高個子叫Vincent……反而,吉蒂較為容易,Kitty是也;王嘉明呢?是「Elise」,至於我盧仔,不會真的是Donkey吧?其實,因為盧仔太深入2E班的同學們的心中,反而忘了我的英文名字,並順便改我的渾名:「Donkey」!
英文科老師Miss Fok教我們聽歌學英文,尤其係學習Tenses;最記得是吉蒂Kitty買了一架小型的錄音機,把卡式錄音帶放進去,戴上有線耳筒。這時候的她陶醉在樂韻之中,你知道嘛?十四歲少女最美的臉容及姿態,都盡在吉蒂Kitty的身上來。
有一次,吉蒂Kitty跑來向我說:
「盧仔,聽聽這一首歌,旋律及調子都是很動聽的哩!」
「歌名是什麼?」
吉蒂把一邊的耳筒塞進我的耳朵裡去,我就問她歌名;只見她想了一會兒,笑了一下,說:
「歌名?都忘了,反正很動聽!」
究竟,是什麼英文歌?直到她退學離校後,我方才記得這樣的一首英文歌,翻查之下,原來是《Love's Not For Me》,由英國創作歌手Graham Gouldman一手包辦曲詞及主唱,是1980年卡通電影《Animalympics》的原聲歌曲。Graham Gouldman是英國搖滾組合「10cc」的主將。我把吉蒂送給我的錄音帶放進我新買的卡式錄音機,戴上有線耳筒慢慢細味我和吉蒂的相聚每一刻:
I've always run away320Please respect copyright.PENANAvWrTSbs8XZ
From things that tie me down320Please respect copyright.PENANA6rV4x5Y8rU
My life I love320Please respect copyright.PENANAfCvQJfoRpK
But love's not for me320Please respect copyright.PENANAwkao2SUOTk
I see my goal ahead320Please respect copyright.PENANABSx38nVJaG
With nothing in the way320Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZZwOnevTw
If love should come320Please respect copyright.PENANAOHEzxCkfOd
Then I'll run away320Please respect copyright.PENANAgLU84wqgJL
I've always been the type of man320Please respect copyright.PENANAwX3IGvOHFC
Who's dedicated to his cause320Please respect copyright.PENANAdJPzmN5poS
And it's a lonely road I run320Please respect copyright.PENANACtyMuBxduR
But I'll stay faithful to my course320Please respect copyright.PENANAEub9hJPOtd
There's only one direction320Please respect copyright.PENANAKU3Yfrk72e
There comes a time when you must choose320Please respect copyright.PENANAQWQX9IjNpO
About the path you're gonna take320Please respect copyright.PENANA5uBTo9X2vl
And you must take it win or lose320Please respect copyright.PENANAVCQ0a43osF
And if you lose it's your mistake320Please respect copyright.PENANANudmKWEPJS
There's only one direction320Please respect copyright.PENANAjgxl4SNgP0
So when the race is won320Please respect copyright.PENANAv5Hzs1g7sH
And there's nothing left to do320Please respect copyright.PENANAPB1pTW7Qns
Alone again but where are you320Please respect copyright.PENANAP6qkU4hoLo
Alone again but where are you
《Love's Not For Me》這首歌,好像跟電影《Animalympics》(動物奧運會,1978)的主題有點格格不入的感覺。但細心歌詞帶出的,Love並不是Win or Lose那麼簡單,總要有緣份,以及很多不確定的因素在其中,愛情又是否冥冥中自有主宰?
接著,是女歌手Charlene Duncan的《I've Never Been to Me》我記得吉蒂曾告訴我,這首歌是很女性的,很有女生自我覺醒的情歌。其實,我已經忘記了我和吉蒂是在哪兒聽這首歌;因為在哪兒或什麼時候都不重要,重要的是只有我跟吉蒂在一起兩人的時候……
Hey lady, you lady320Please respect copyright.PENANAxx7lwmFCl5
Cursing at your life320Please respect copyright.PENANAA0rxNCGKK7
You're a discontented mother320Please respect copyright.PENANA9ThM6TS5DV
And a regimented wife320Please respect copyright.PENANAhXeUWwz9Cp
I 've no doubt320Please respect copyright.PENANA8nWSQAoqOi
You dream about the things you'll never do320Please respect copyright.PENANAYbGeugthpk
But I wish someone had a talk to me like I wanna talk to you320Please respect copyright.PENANAlBKhUiGO1a
Ooh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run320Please respect copyright.PENANA0XKtQtcfor
Took the hand of a preacher man320Please respect copyright.PENANAlfBs5h8u4I
And we made love in the sun320Please respect copyright.PENANAglOVJANDoI
But I ran out of places and friendly faces320Please respect copyright.PENANAL1kPitWKmw
Because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...320Please respect copyright.PENANA8hF4zai2Ne
Please lady please lady320Please respect copyright.PENANARkal0S5YpL
Don't just walk away320Please respect copyright.PENANA906aymFSdA
'Cause I have this need to tell you320Please respect copyright.PENANAOXvzgec2Q3
Why I'm all alone today320Please respect copyright.PENANAOGRyVrvJjI
I can see so much of me320Please respect copyright.PENANAtNGtWJbwby
Still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part320Please respect copyright.PENANAQn7TkiSuH3
Of a weary heart that has lived a million lives320Please respect copyright.PENANAfj3JNhQFap
Ooh, I've been to Nice and the Isle of Greece320Please respect copyright.PENANALi55wapZVR
When I sipped champagne on a yacht320Please respect copyright.PENANAPA76nwsDGc
I moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo320Please respect copyright.PENANADaIUQXup8l
And showed them what I've got320Please respect copyright.PENANA8izNQiC8LA
I've been undressed by kings320Please respect copyright.PENANANvgvxgvLKv
And I've seen some things that a woman ain't s'posed to see320Please respect copyright.PENANAvnK4iEcNU7
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...320Please respect copyright.PENANAdxm2VhBiBZ
Hey, you know what paradise is?320Please respect copyright.PENANA0rXSdCbUaE
It's a lie320Please respect copyright.PENANA0wn6jI4HI8
A fantasy we created about people and places320Please respect copyright.PENANAS17yBQSjfm
As we like them to be320Please respect copyright.PENANAxU41DAnmLZ
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding320Please respect copyright.PENANACC8CmSv4SW
and it's that man you fought with this morning320Please respect copyright.PENANAmVWyPo53nw
The same one you are gonna make love to tonight320Please respect copyright.PENANAA5QjVBJO9q
That's truth that's love320Please respect copyright.PENANALcJcPkbjig
Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children320Please respect copyright.PENANAsqTEH64XTu
That might have made me complete320Please respect copyright.PENANAhpFlkASeKz
But I, I took the sweet life320Please respect copyright.PENANAKINGknyoZn
I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet320Please respect copyright.PENANA9VwqpJDOUW
I spent my life exploring320Please respect copyright.PENANAeCPBFo2XuE
The subtle whoring320Please respect copyright.PENANA7YvZr9MhJq
That costs too much to be free320Please respect copyright.PENANAQO8GuXwmh6
Hey lady I've been to paradise320Please respect copyright.PENANAx7dSz53K8g
But I've never been to me...320Please respect copyright.PENANAVHmcb2ADx8
I've been to paradise - never been to me320Please respect copyright.PENANABM23b5IJ6F
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)320Please respect copyright.PENANA7DAXXLdTnI
I've been to paradise - never been to me320Please respect copyright.PENANAIHjObJQTmL
(I've been to Nice and the isle of Greece320Please respect copyright.PENANA61eCs5G5MQ
While I sipped champagne on a yacht)320Please respect copyright.PENANA53x5P98Y2Q
I've been to paradise - never been to me
我盧仔……此刻滿有詩意,於是執筆寫了如下的:
在你與我之間
我想給你寫一首情詩
點了又點逗號
在你我之間
都只有偶爾有緣點落
欲言又止的
……
注定了在其中的
;
斷續往還
無數?的疑惑滿溢了思海潮汐漲退之間
!如流星雨點劃破夜空星碎殂落的驚嘆
「你我」的所願
卻始終有長長的------如銀河橫臥在其間
來一個圓圓的句號可會是痛快的終結
《你我》只不過是歷代詩人抒發的偶然
標點符號
我跟你相逢
,偶爾點落你我之間
欲言又止
……卻注定了在其中
;的往往還還
?溢滿了我你的思海潮汐漲退之間
!像流星雨般是你給我劃破夜空殂落星碎的驚嘆
「」在你我前後左右本是所願
------的銀河卻橫臥在我你之間
拉拉扯扯復復返返
一個圓圓的句號可會是結局的最終
繁星寄寓人間傳說的種種
一一盡在《》之中
我有一個夢想,在茫茫的字海裏,剔除所有的字與詞,還有標點符號,讓我可以緊貼你:我你你我我你你我……最終成不了意思卻最有意思。夢想抵擋不了現實,無奈是只有一條長又長的破折號在我──你之間,像銀河把天地阻隔,是神話裏的喜鵲橋,終於把你和我變成傳奇,合該套上書名號《你我》!
究竟,誰,才是妳?
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