Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfclmAUESk
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kCxUSJJHJ
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXRu3hCT17
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa0gZ5a6YY
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJZtBrAsQP
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Z0cu8Otb1
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdToaOYfv3i
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUx0c6Jfu0x
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5con102W7U
Fake.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJLrf5xOJP
Not myself.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUY85NrgfAW
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi2eB4gvKm
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxXRYZE7Pr
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQHuUUHDWy
Help me, Ray! Help me!1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZuR23Y7aC
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiZy6D1H4t
Voice mail.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXidtEAkK0
I try again.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpBIkjVlnB
No answer.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0bwwaE2LB
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1VAJrPf3J
I can't. I must stay strong.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01IVguiD2g
My tears come faster.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlS77RjZd9
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxQLAiFNJd
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2BDsalSIV
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPYSLMhUiG
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBYLuZkPKA
Is it really that high?1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAT0MbyKfn
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssaXgg4nHC
I must move… I need to move.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKjPOzOYBq
I eye the door.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWO5Xkx1cPU
I will myself to sit up.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0Ax8JF1lG
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdh6In5qUD
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEmLgRmHi4
I focus on the door.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlA4xNBCGT
I crawl forward.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVS9lf4CYk
I need to get there.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaryZTcSRaU
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqts16qUDXD
My legs are wobbly, broken.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡto3AKL6PTa
Just a few more feet…1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIFyIN61Yr
I reach out my hand and take another step-1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1xwZhvGvm
and collapse to the ground.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSjDEcTamZ
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4BNFCUkqH
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0ZcVGgrlx
I suck in a breath.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLAZwnYYVw
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuo6U5sBdN
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXmiYeRjEi
Just once.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttbwMUdglr
"Promise me."1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBMQBLUvDH
"I promise, Ray."1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPIdQmiUVq
No, I can't. I promised him.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2K7g2jAB5
But it'll feel so good…1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxahLcOwqq
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fokXwJaCg
It'll be quick. Just one cut.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ESvEYPqox
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRrT52Oi2E
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkr2D5iiupn
Anytime, now…1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9q1r8Hj01
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQjT8pXPFi
Is it raining?1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUsLHCNvXm
No, that’s impossible.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SoSKj2Rt3
I can't see.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDeSMj0mVE
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnH3B4S9qWr
I can't breathe.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhWz7K4ZAI
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsHLPVuHiB
What's poking my leg…?1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJ7F8CwjcS
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6Xu9aInfz
How did it get there?1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZ5iJsmcXI
I take it and hold it closely to myself.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhqGgJ0Vqp
How can something so evil look so beautiful?1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzWWRQAbC1
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz04mEMEtc
So cold.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ATFl9oCgk
I press down and drive it across my skin.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IIxtmGzdX
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQQ41vwrw0
I take another breath.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClzKz0EZhV
Another.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlUqJkX8dp
My breathing comes harder, faster.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuXWl1dFjP
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoZAIHngTv
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXLXkc203p
I shut my eyes tightly.1025Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvLNeL8eM0
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