Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlgBlCbowQ
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6zOZREsxj
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtDhImXru0
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7P70I43HO
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NujKVe9MG
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54Fjpj3LFs
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnETyFpDuis
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoIGUiQbFA
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMTR8Koay7
Fake.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQcYqbgcop
Not myself.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQAvnvl4cO
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaMV2yChT9
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEKFo1VfqP
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKN0NekvU9t
Help me, Ray! Help me!1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyTE65sJjw
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjbqngq7vx
Voice mail.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgV2hBd53R
I try again.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHeO3X7pdj
No answer.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKVOuC5L8f
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBnBYIcAKX
I can't. I must stay strong.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TGij0iByz
My tears come faster.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eAF4jClO5
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56OHzvBRsk
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvPa9zw8UA
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1nMnWA0Af
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkj9gmvi6Xr
Is it really that high?1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTc9ENDOEm
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6w2UOLMbe
I must move… I need to move.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGhZ4bRyT4
I eye the door.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnielBytN1
I will myself to sit up.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfqOL9hzPS
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRzaKyVWLc
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBV9Q7ydsl
I focus on the door.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNICktxQHIW
I crawl forward.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJXvZjY3x9
I need to get there.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgakS5eQBkT
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rPxAXBXIs
My legs are wobbly, broken.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbCTLQdFaN
Just a few more feet…1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHNlFgeiv6
I reach out my hand and take another step-1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlpHxrZRQI
and collapse to the ground.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4aMShuL7a
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM31X7AIoGH
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPyOI7kLgU
I suck in a breath.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9abiVyGKP
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7XhDgTTfk
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa39laDfCcm
Just once.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsJXDmbDRp
"Promise me."1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRkBfnEYrX
"I promise, Ray."1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBLGiZOo5g
No, I can't. I promised him.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl6DUh2e6h
But it'll feel so good…1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFRAZitxOQ
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHmCPsiztk
It'll be quick. Just one cut.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDHbYLBWaY
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwmM92PkkW
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kCYLJuVFZ
Anytime, now…1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2nFOcxHH2
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz1CmTliuU
Is it raining?1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdHbkziLb2
No, that’s impossible.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3k0olbZdl
I can't see.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDkZPDlSvG
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiXgpecRrd
I can't breathe.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlXX4yQaej
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWr6BpPytVj
What's poking my leg…?1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVFI5AzGLX
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02uut2fBzu
How did it get there?1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8LtLbI7G6
I take it and hold it closely to myself.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsG1iFfZ6C
How can something so evil look so beautiful?1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz1xHRM4A0
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRSbOBxgDy
So cold.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaMR5R3a9r
I press down and drive it across my skin.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzjM7Oa82z
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZHmnQGKI6
I take another breath.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1KUZFZkBn
Another.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLmjZXNqd5
My breathing comes harder, faster.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbnikARL29
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDdW2bu5jl
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnoAXlSiUP
I shut my eyes tightly.1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLXE4HbqHy
I should not have done that.8964 copyright protection1022ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNQteiSVfs 維尼

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