雷恩娜看過躺臥在床的母親最後一眼,踩過滿地針筒的地板,背著行李來到玄關。今晚以後,她此生都不會再踏足這個地方了;她一早已經受夠這個虛偽的家。11Please respect copyright.PENANApznnpKIGtQ
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沒有孩子需要一個只懂得打海洛英的母親。11Please respect copyright.PENANAUUyq6ubbzI
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雷恩娜從出生起,一次也沒見過父親,但透過家裡封塵的專輯海報和雜誌,她知道自己的父母都是曾經紅極一時的藝人。本應是人人稱羨的身世,卻只為她帶來了痛苦。11Please respect copyright.PENANAXlmVJHl99G
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在母親若有似無的呢喃中,她得知父親和母親一直都只是維持著若即若離的肉體關係。在知悉母親懷孕後,父親只留下一筆錢就跑了,說是會影響樂團發展;未幾他卻被爆出吸毒的醜聞,樂團反而是被他拖累了。母親的毒癮似乎是在和他交往的時候染上的,隨著生活的不如意日積月累,當年被喻為風光明媚的她早已只能依賴藥物帶來的迷幻逃避現實,昔日的「國民女神」已然淪落成一副瘦黃的老骨頭。11Please respect copyright.PENANA8qb7qNWk0P
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要說這個家有什麼令雷恩娜喜歡的地方,那就是海量的搖滾專輯收藏。在大量歌頌叛逆青春的龐克音樂和力訴徬徨的硬式搖滾之中,雷恩娜在黑暗中瞥見了一絲曙光。在這些音樂裡,不論多麼悲慘的過去都能化為創作的糧食;只要站上舞台,她就能忘掉現實的一切。她甚至已經為自己取好了藝名,就只等著向夢想邁進第一步的這一天。11Please respect copyright.PENANApOir1n2oJW
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雷恩娜背起從閣樓找來的貝斯,拖著行李箱踏出了家門。由此刻起,她將重生為「蕾娜」。11Please respect copyright.PENANA9zNtuqKIw0
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話雖如此,蕾娜對今後的去留卻仍未有確實的計劃。從家裡偷來的錢根本不夠她在旅館住上一週,而她還必須存錢把那台被她彈壞、日久失修的貝斯修好。在找到便宜的租盤之前,離家的首個晚上看來得露宿街頭了。11Please respect copyright.PENANAX6efOl20p2
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像是要呼應蕾娜的心中的鬱結,這北風呼嘯的晚上竟然還下起雨來。街上的途人慌忙撐傘走避,只有蕾娜狼狽地拖著笨重的行李箱,全身都被雨水淋濕了。有一瞬間,蕾娜想過不如就這樣直接死掉算了;反正世上少一兩個人根本就無所謂,自己本就不應出生,這只是解脫的捷徑而已。11Please respect copyright.PENANAFvMcaLFe79
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突然,天上的雨停了。蕾娜抬頭一看,才知道原來是有人在為自己撐傘。來者是個約莫三十歲的上班族,西裝筆挺的模樣顯示他剛結束工作,準備回家。11Please respect copyright.PENANAdMjRHzNyMO
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「……要來我家嗎?」他只淡然的問了這句。11Please respect copyright.PENANA6yJ2OqKpwf
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蕾娜仔細端詳對方的外表。他鐵面無私,言談間都散發出大人的威嚴,然而撐傘的舉動似乎又透著一絲溫柔。蕾娜不知道該不該相信他,但如果這是命運的安排,蕾娜願意抓住這根救命稻草。11Please respect copyright.PENANAkevGVn4siZ
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看見蕾娜緩緩點頭,他便一手搭住她的肩膀,領她前往停車處,邀她上車。坐上車後,他卻沒有立即發動引擎,只是看著蕾娜的臉。11Please respect copyright.PENANAko51GOVat1
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「你好美。」低沉的聲線迴盪在車內。男人的手溜過她耳邊的髮絲,滑過臉頰,再撫過鎖骨,最後滑進了她的內衣,整套動作輕柔而純熟,這種事對他而言顯然是家常便飯。蕾娜沒有抵抗,任由他修長的手指色情地摸過身體的每一處。這個瞬間,她只覺得男人又大又寬的手掌無比溫暖。11Please respect copyright.PENANA76xAMmIcLa
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話畢,蕾娜雙手便被鎖上手銬。蕾娜現在才知道,紳士和禽獸原來可以並存。之後不管是抽打還是抽插,她都只是緊緊的抱住他;雖然疼痛的感覺讓身體變得好像不屬於自己,但蕾娜第一次如此確切的感到自己徹底活著。11Please respect copyright.PENANApWi7gyrYar
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回憶#1 Just Tonight / The Pretty Reckless
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