這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
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歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢413Please respect copyright.PENANAZHtn0m6Dt4
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰413Please respect copyright.PENANALRoBA5stNf
太難回頭只能一直走不停413Please respect copyright.PENANAdCizeIlQEu
曾經兩個人流失人海之中413Please respect copyright.PENANAgRFNT999z9
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明明不甘心 明明還在等413Please respect copyright.PENANAevefSyvMQD
卻偏要假装 早就不痛413Please respect copyright.PENANAxuFEuJNcbj
明明奢望著 你也再次心動413Please respect copyright.PENANAkIQO7QL69G
越美好期待 越容易落空413Please respect copyright.PENANAUOb9tsBmyL
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆413Please respect copyright.PENANA5bc8O09oeF
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂413Please respect copyright.PENANAzedjyXqmmC
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小413Please respect copyright.PENANAhiQpT43gsO
一放手就消散掉413Please respect copyright.PENANAvrxDYz5tzV
我也想灑脱一笑413Please respect copyright.PENANAc4duC5Xh5O
說一生那麼長413Please respect copyright.PENANAUhSiRqHZx5
爱與你都不重要413Please respect copyright.PENANANgJVaiGq0o
也許還會遇到另一個人413Please respect copyright.PENANAWcySas36Yz
許下相似的諾言413Please respect copyright.PENANAWuw1lbIRLo
我知道我難以做到413Please respect copyright.PENANA63MpF5eLUZ
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明明不甘心 明明還在等413Please respect copyright.PENANA4znI7LjyCs
卻偏要假装 早就不痛413Please respect copyright.PENANA4sb53SL8Dt
明明奢望著 你也再次心動413Please respect copyright.PENANAz7KNCRdS5m
越美好期待 越容易落空413Please respect copyright.PENANA4xaD4mFJGT
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆413Please respect copyright.PENANAL15PUv41vu
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂413Please respect copyright.PENANAdjLnC1dNuu
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小413Please respect copyright.PENANAenfsdfh4Ii
一放手就消散掉413Please respect copyright.PENANAi5qkzqBkSp
我也想灑脱一笑413Please respect copyright.PENANADycr1CmoSC
說一生那麼長413Please respect copyright.PENANASm6BWBvTSV
愛與你都不重要413Please respect copyright.PENANAfx48Y5MIl8
也許還會遇到另一個人413Please respect copyright.PENANA93QyEYwqpI
許下相似的諾言413Please respect copyright.PENANARnrriVtSA7
我知道我難以做到413Please respect copyright.PENANALHMuVzvIWN
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小413Please respect copyright.PENANAip1W89U7M0
一放手就消散掉413Please respect copyright.PENANAFvinfnPZJi
你的心飘向遠方413Please respect copyright.PENANAK7WBvUenqP
我留不住也好413Please respect copyright.PENANAqftxp0gEOK
酸與苦比恨要好413Please respect copyright.PENANAMHCD5fMTQh
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐413Please respect copyright.PENANAprCzZBDUhW
天亮就繼續微笑413Please respect copyright.PENANAFEsRZDguaY
我知道我可以做到413Please respect copyright.PENANA5MuELQyCrh
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?413Please respect copyright.PENANAqfm6D4yjtf
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。413Please respect copyright.PENANAsiP79oCcYD
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,413Please respect copyright.PENANAvQPbiBO0XQ
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,413Please respect copyright.PENANAv6Sz0Cx3D5
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。413Please respect copyright.PENANABobFag1nVR
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」413Please respect copyright.PENANA0bgh1LNyam
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......413Please respect copyright.PENANARdk4S0y3Nj
如果當初,沒有推開你,413Please respect copyright.PENANAuJmOuMIufm
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,413Please respect copyright.PENANAROlGKLMh8C
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。413Please respect copyright.PENANAixIZs9Hgos
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。413Please respect copyright.PENANAKAsgbzcLB3
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,413Please respect copyright.PENANADol0kHwvS6
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,413Please respect copyright.PENANA98VEFR7lin
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。413Please respect copyright.PENANA22yiNdVAOf
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。413Please respect copyright.PENANAzbEVzifY5H
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?413Please respect copyright.PENANAg9su7OVMxV
滄海桑田,人事已空,413Please respect copyright.PENANAY1nrFyztVY
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。413Please respect copyright.PENANAabb3HRDwn8
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。413Please respect copyright.PENANAW6MgBZnrpu
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,413Please respect copyright.PENANAVtCuYhG785
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。413Please respect copyright.PENANAE6x7csCARa
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。413Please respect copyright.PENANArTG0DCM3g1
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,413Please respect copyright.PENANAHybSvrm6gK
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。413Please respect copyright.PENANAGNjeP4IX6o
但我卻害怕了,413Please respect copyright.PENANAnbzy5ubjrp
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,413Please respect copyright.PENANASNXh9bqPRU
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我413Please respect copyright.PENANA6P56gNzrW9
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。413Please respect copyright.PENANAlfdL92bGSM
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。413Please respect copyright.PENANADLmwfiMRy6
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。413Please respect copyright.PENANAR3yAxMVG2F
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。413Please respect copyright.PENANAo3Zt9HUPnC
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,413Please respect copyright.PENANA8FogcWsBxe
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。413Please respect copyright.PENANAYjhotT7s08
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。413Please respect copyright.PENANA1UsCZxyzgI
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,413Please respect copyright.PENANAac2gwlR6fw
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,413Please respect copyright.PENANATz2b3ex7GS
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。413Please respect copyright.PENANAQgoVTTeLJL
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。413Please respect copyright.PENANAqPUpXz6WGY
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。413Please respect copyright.PENANAsM1GtN6Uof
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,413Please respect copyright.PENANAGgBj0kIE5T
在這場時光洪流之中,413Please respect copyright.PENANABu2EXvuIiO
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?413Please respect copyright.PENANAEyozk2pgIY
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,413Please respect copyright.PENANAU8xgq4Fhwe
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。413Please respect copyright.PENANAtXoSpesvj0
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......413Please respect copyright.PENANAyokruZNafG
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,413Please respect copyright.PENANA0bEdU8xDN8
我希望你不要恨我,413Please respect copyright.PENANAnvohDZV7WV
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。413Please respect copyright.PENANAE67g0ie8gc
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。413Please respect copyright.PENANARJohzk0pF2
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。413Please respect copyright.PENANAeZE2IL3AWE
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?413Please respect copyright.PENANAVXgWVFAstq
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,413Please respect copyright.PENANAT34Q5TAUo7
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,413Please respect copyright.PENANArXNjEjUCnz
我都想真心的,向你道歉。413Please respect copyright.PENANAf5pq7K6Lgm
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。413Please respect copyright.PENANASIrH8TU67A
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?413Please respect copyright.PENANA13fjRI2GLX
明明想要灑脫一笑的......413Please respect copyright.PENANAlmvyo6oEQW
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......413Please respect copyright.PENANARLL1LdyNzx
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。413Please respect copyright.PENANAayPFkvZPIB
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?413Please respect copyright.PENANAKPB3Q6jXCa
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,413Please respect copyright.PENANAzrgVVxekvt
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?