假如你有一億元你會怎麼運用? - 留給女兒

327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iPSB8IVjc
我坐在駕駛座，顫抖著手，看著手機螢幕內，這期的中獎號碼．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU9OWBdoSS
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrVAvF1H2F
女兒坐在副駕，用握拳的方式拿著筆，在塗鴉本上高興地創作．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPq1zIaQku
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUbCf6TpFY
我深呼吸了一口氣，因為我中了頭獎一億元，在這種關頭讓我知道這種事情...327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbVYM0SG4h
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm062wdWW1G
我們的車子停在停車場內，女兒想必也不知道我接下來要做什麼，還在想著今天要去那裡玩，殊不知一切都要在今天畫下句點，車子已經被我各處密封住了，後座的木炭也靜靜地擺著，等著女兒喝下那瓶加了安眠藥的水．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt33vXONF6b
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7jmt3NaSB
我顫抖著語氣問道：雨晴，如果妳有很多錢的話，妳有什麼想要的東西嗎？327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYXf3EvN5K
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwADm56YUl
女兒依舊低著頭塗鴉著，但筆抵著嘴角顯然是在思考．一會兒過後：漢堡！好久沒吃了！327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EB1mkdnQX
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNxbgtKYIY
聽到女兒天真無邪的答案，加深了我的罪惡感，這段時間以來，她明明也跟我一樣因為不停跑醫院而心力交瘁，明明都已經那麼痛苦了...還是跟她一樣擠出了笑容．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKC5S6pZtQ
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKndAd1L7x
我拿著手機的手因為情緒過於激動而掉落，我彎下腰去撿取手機時．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyQkZSxWiu
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKEZKPk8sX
女兒又說道：還有！327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCU2xzgIjZG
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HueoZQ6y7
我撿起手機看向女兒，女兒天真的說道：還有我希望媽媽趕快回來．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13yT5ZvaEZ
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnU062e0f0
我抿著嘴唇，實在難以啟齒媽媽幾個禮拜前已經去世的事實，還有被宣告破產而無家可歸的事實．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3CZHMnia9
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LsFb49T4U
我看了一下手機，手機回到了我的桌布，我們一家三口，雖然生活過得辛苦但仍然開心的笑著．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIC8UUIqEnf
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i6VWnzcZ5
女兒一邊塗鴉一邊碎念著：爸，可以去外面嗎？我想畫太陽！327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaSqUB03t6
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaXHIyW6Hy
說著說著女兒伸手拿了座椅邊的水瓶．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHKgV5KKhy
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQLDUDZwrN
我伸手搶先了她一步，這個時候我才看到，女兒在畫的，就是我桌布一家三口的那張照片．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79gGKXEpPP
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWrQlj7z5l
我看了一下手機苦笑地說道：很不像耶．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA64wtBVxtF
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3UcXCuRBy
女兒著急地反駁：畫上太陽就像了！327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqvfvZofFA
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrdwyBdPpe
我打開了車窗，發動了車子．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk8kh2apCj
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7A8lhilmly
我笑著跟女兒說道：午餐吃漢堡吧？327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBQX2yoDIp
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcQpctF0AI
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgpsKd38un
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HPgJhz6zM
我多年以後，才知道爸爸那個時候，是要帶我燒炭自殺，媽媽生病的那段時間，我們花光了所有積蓄，甚至瀕臨破產，無人理解與無人察覺的狀況下，爸爸的心裡生病了．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTxI07Pjw2
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb6PviOyHz
也是在那個時候，爸爸發現彩卷中了頭獎，但其實那張彩卷是我看爸爸心情不好，硬是拖著他帶我去填的，我只希望他能夠不要愁眉苦臉的，媽媽雖然一直躺在病床上，但明明也都一笑著，就爸爸一個人常常偷偷的啜泣．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdr6s5yPM4
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQRLApMYDl
我做夢也沒有想過這種事情會發生在我身上，在我們家身上．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeLcQugekk
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QdBBUUWy0
在那之後，爸爸就總是掛著微笑，那筆錢，爸爸用了極少的部分重新開始了生活，給了我最好的教育，一直到現在，還剩下很多很多．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHEqJhOs3h
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5VbSnFLgd
他幾乎沒有動到那筆錢，一直擺在銀行裡，說要留給我．我明明跟他說過我是個理財白癡...327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB98k6ucVxH
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GHZzIU5Rr
所以希望貴基金會能夠更妥善的運用這筆捐款，去幫助那些需要被理解跟需要被察覺的人．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEajS5RzNV
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2hytCg1TG
雨晴上！327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03pJmxv9kC
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEalz6MW1F
327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkel1YflFL1