My mind is a prison, without any bars.1908Please respect copyright.PENANALYzZuebjX7
I'm addicted to feelings, not drugs, and this is the worst thing.1908Please respect copyright.PENANAi38gSER5hQ
My body is loyal, but my heart is a whore and it takes1908Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6b7VmNLny
grand strength everyday to not hurt myself.1908Please respect copyright.PENANAF9PU1C67Iu
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But, dear, feelings are my addiction and the feeling I get from the nails and razors1908Please respect copyright.PENANArw8gmykJ5f
digging in my skin, is depressingly orgasmic. And I lay there, in a tired worthless state of mind, until I fall asleep and begin the same nightmare tomorrow.1908Please respect copyright.PENANA0d5TKG1uJ6
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And I gave myself to him... and he used me. And I gave myself to1908Please respect copyright.PENANAAKrj0gtbMh
him and him and him and him and they used me and used me and used me until it was natural for me to feel used and obligated to satisfy.1908Please respect copyright.PENANA4RXGfgYDWS
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And darling if I died three minutes from now, those would be the happiest three minutes of my life. I don't want to be alive but i'm too scared to end my own life1908Please respect copyright.PENANAaTyQdKh1Bg
so here I am baby doll, fucking and drinking away.1908Please respect copyright.PENANAXqrNEwVJFB
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when I was younger I was honestly in love, and I don't know what happened1908Please respect copyright.PENANAzRc2z2NXTG
but that is gone now and ever since I've craved that feeling and1908Please respect copyright.PENANAx3tJE0gHp9
searched for it everywhere and drove myself insane, craving that in love, faithful feeling.1908Please respect copyright.PENANAV0dMRoZAvS
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And I get attached so easily, to anybody that says they love me and gives me the attention I love to get. I think maybe, i'm too sexually developed. considering, these guys can usually legally vote and buy booze.1908Please respect copyright.PENANAYXjsQBwx9w
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I'm a whore. A whore a whore a whore, and i'm only beautiful without clothes in the dark in the bed of a guy who wouldn't care if I was there or not.1908Please respect copyright.PENANAmkwT0oLWmt
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Happiness is a made up construst
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