Rape And Abuse441Please respect copyright.PENANAN9n97koSlt
They said it tears you apart441Please respect copyright.PENANAGbNryq5Y3A
It hurts you441Please respect copyright.PENANABHKXMZ6IQW
But it will not end you441Please respect copyright.PENANAmksEpyLUaA
I say bullshit441Please respect copyright.PENANAhQ0ZhVwtYN
It ended that girl441Please respect copyright.PENANAzzxP7MVnvT
She was innocent and sweet441Please respect copyright.PENANAJKysmR7X5W
She didn't deserve all the nights screaming in pain441Please respect copyright.PENANA1QKrXeV7A2
Begging for God to please save her441Please respect copyright.PENANAOgtSl8UpZT
Make it stop441Please respect copyright.PENANAQrRbSqMrMn
What did she do to deserve it441Please respect copyright.PENANADZytPDyErl
Nothing441Please respect copyright.PENANAv5P729X2l1
She was just a kid441Please respect copyright.PENANALN4hjCOwqr
She lies in a grave now far below the surface441Please respect copyright.PENANAWNo6vCFcBD
Unhealed, scared, lonely, cold441Please respect copyright.PENANA5QV9aSxo0j
Just like all those nights but at least she knows no one can get inside441Please respect copyright.PENANA9I2HbqZScJ
Right441Please respect copyright.PENANAx061U4U6JL
She lies in her grave441Please respect copyright.PENANAWzC6DV7GBo
I stand in her body441Please respect copyright.PENANArZgSlx6SEj
In her thoughts441Please respect copyright.PENANASYSlLJ3PjD
In her nightmares441Please respect copyright.PENANAA9kbPGIJLp
In all the pain she's built up441Please respect copyright.PENANAR2rc2lrilb
In all the rage put into bottles ready to crack441Please respect copyright.PENANAQiXAVogFke
She isn't waking up441Please respect copyright.PENANATmm9JLiKRO
She doesn't get to heal441Please respect copyright.PENANAaniC0KUKdE
I deal with the aftermath441Please respect copyright.PENANAdmNUnuvzd3
I grew up in her body and tried to keep her safe441Please respect copyright.PENANAKa2eVbd2fC
No one has met her since we were young441Please respect copyright.PENANAXmbZ8uJNrT
I lay with the thoughts at night441Please respect copyright.PENANAv7OQmNIZ87
I jump at our shadow so I'll keep the lights low441Please respect copyright.PENANArfPZYnxysy
But I'm still terrified of the dark so they cannot be to low441Please respect copyright.PENANAorhu9fyINB
I lay in bed curled up in a tight ball watching the door and window441Please respect copyright.PENANAveMgAJt6in
But I'm still to afraid to fall asleep441Please respect copyright.PENANAREzJWS79wJ
I drive through my hometown past places where it all began and happened441Please respect copyright.PENANALOV140i5vZ
But I still cannot be alone there I'm still afraid you're near441Please respect copyright.PENANAGcDZIHzQSD
Watching441Please respect copyright.PENANALRR9Y8o62v
Waiting441Please respect copyright.PENANAxqq47sjYkN
I stand in crowds, near people and friends maybe even family441Please respect copyright.PENANAcK0L0UyVb6
But I still cannot stand to close for I am afraid of what they can do441Please respect copyright.PENANAUVD531PGGX
I stand with my back against the wall441Please respect copyright.PENANA1nsn4ZTN8f
Because I know no one can come up from behind441Please respect copyright.PENANAgNCrvrZNwM
Afraid of the dark441Please respect copyright.PENANAREIFD9kOih
Afraid of sleeping441Please respect copyright.PENANAbP7espn56L
Afraid of my hometown441Please respect copyright.PENANAQhbcYjLfX6
Afraid of crowds441Please respect copyright.PENANANadDvcmLbN
Afraid of every noise and movement441Please respect copyright.PENANAh3UWTl9ZpP
Afraid of myself441Please respect copyright.PENANAmcJECOF05j
What have I become441Please respect copyright.PENANAtqb7LZ5vgs
Why can I not escape these racing thoughts441Please respect copyright.PENANALCuVZCKNWA
When will I get to heal441Please respect copyright.PENANA6sGrzW7J8w
Where will it stop stop stop441Please respect copyright.PENANASaN01AjadM
But I know the answers don't I441Please respect copyright.PENANAZSBBB8hOcP
I always have441Please respect copyright.PENANAmc4uDjnUR2
I'm a product of trauma again and again441Please respect copyright.PENANAJj931PXDX6
The thoughts are there to stay they will never leave they have made a haven inside my head and they will continue to ache and grow441Please respect copyright.PENANAixdyBEdB3g
I do not get to heal for there will always be a reminder to slip me back into a fit of thoughts and paranoia441Please respect copyright.PENANA5DCVH1A86T
It does not stop, it grows and grows and it will hibernate for awhile but it will never stop.441Please respect copyright.PENANA751agOO1j1
Rape And Abuse441Please respect copyright.PENANAnJ1e7wS5WV
Ends the person you were and creates a new product441Please respect copyright.PENANApyNeAlIMwI
The product of rape and abuse441Please respect copyright.PENANAaqIfFaLrYv
Never your own person again441Please respect copyright.PENANAgUbRq5j9nT
An imposter to your ownself441Please respect copyright.PENANAe83LSKS1h2
The products perfect mold441Please respect copyright.PENANAiJy413Xnql
You can't go back441Please respect copyright.PENANAFSYQKbXZ8O
You can't go back from the abuse and rape and the product it created441Please respect copyright.PENANAgPvqEcUIxi
You can't undo the patterns checking if the doors locked441Please respect copyright.PENANAyjg2CkHjti
Or if the door is cracked the way you left it when you left the house441Please respect copyright.PENANAmztmYnhCqT
Or locking the doors every time in the car because you cannot stand to be alone in an unlocked car441Please respect copyright.PENANA2bg8920vzh
Or locking the house and checking the locks 6 times again and again just to be sure441Please respect copyright.PENANAy7Iv9JmJHa
Or standing in the corner or against a wall because you can't trust someone441Please respect copyright.PENANAae8nck3c3N
Refusing to sleep near people because its scary441Please respect copyright.PENANAfTTFvmqtoT
You cannot ever go back from that441Please respect copyright.PENANAWzaAZ9aq79
I can't let that girl back out again because she's dead441Please respect copyright.PENANAzkYJgDaziQ
Gone441Please respect copyright.PENANAIyY0Qsnlek
You441Please respect copyright.PENANAVTCzhztDIO
Cannot441Please respect copyright.PENANAhdk3aj8NI8
Go441Please respect copyright.PENANAdiJYzXrtKb
Back441Please respect copyright.PENANAVkHQOMuKgl
The product is permanent441Please respect copyright.PENANAVRTnnjgeGC
You cannot go back from it441Please respect copyright.PENANABec4PkRoMm
Rape And Abuse441Please respect copyright.PENANARkn2j0PDmJ
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