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這個女生,其實在前年第一次光顧,之後一直沒見,直到去年年頭再光顧,一直維持了半年......261Please respect copyright.PENANAeFKgUQz13H
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還記得再次見面的時候,我倆都好像忘了對方似的,但又莫名其妙的去相認......261Please respect copyright.PENANAKM1ycAWvsL
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我:「其實這次我們算是第二次見面吧......🙄」261Please respect copyright.PENANAGtU8Ay7XNZ
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女:「啊……又像是十一月吧……🤔」261Please respect copyright.PENANAFC852v02aY
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然後,我倆居然開始麻吉起來,當然我倆有做正經事的(色色的);臨別時,我倆交換聯絡方式,不是Wechat,而是電話號碼;就這樣知道了她的名字——蝴蝶(化名)261Please respect copyright.PENANAtUK7c8kCF3
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當然,我也不會因為一個人而停下來的,雖知世上那麼多美食,我也藏了好幾家店的吧,而我一向奉行每家店每個月光顧一次的態度......261Please respect copyright.PENANABCv2db3DWn
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如果每家店光顧幾次,我的香港都巿病——荷包乾硬化、急性發錢寒、窮到褲穿窿——會一併發出來!261Please respect copyright.PENANAnUkDRqMxeg
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所以「蝴蝶店」也會一視同仁,每月一次......但......261Please respect copyright.PENANAqhmXasha3v
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手機響......261Please respect copyright.PENANAF756EVHKnU
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蝴蝶:「我今天上班......」261Please respect copyright.PENANAcV9N0L2Qy8
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我:「真巧......我也在上班😂」261Please respect copyright.PENANAnhP0Kvr5RS
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蝴蝶:「哦......」261Please respect copyright.PENANAZIRNUcBM7V
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我:「怎麼了,想我吧😏」(別回我:我想你爸幹嘛.....🤨我保證收綫)261Please respect copyright.PENANA29aFLGpW7z
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蝴蝶:「好像好久沒有見到你......」(嘩塞!上個禮拜才見完好嘛!🤨)261Please respect copyright.PENANANKuZYHZccb
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我:「那是想我了嗎?想我甚麼了?」261Please respect copyright.PENANAD2qrSY93jO
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蝴蝶:「想你全部」(不知為啥......我覺得......好hea唄😑)261Please respect copyright.PENANAi6kFML2eqj
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我:「那我今晚過來吧」261Please respect copyright.PENANAcMNejh2ccI
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蝴蝶:「好」261Please respect copyright.PENANAGSVxAznTzj
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就這樣,我的「每月一次」破戒了......261Please respect copyright.PENANAO6ucQH5x0o
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如是者,這個「互相主動」的遊戲玩了一陣子,期間也交換了Wechat,這讓我有機會知道她的日常;不過,發怖了一天就刪除是啥回事?限定追po嗎?(那麼秘密就別發吧🤨)261Please respect copyright.PENANAQCozCpAhw5
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但財力有限真的是一個問題......261Please respect copyright.PENANAKXHfao3r4a
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所以,自私心作祟的情況下,我提議:「不如這樣吧,以後你主動找我,就不算我錢;我主動的話,我就給錢;這樣可以吧!😏」261Please respect copyright.PENANAjgZbmLFlPw
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我當時也不知發啥瘟的,我居然說這種話來,一般也不會答應吧!261Please respect copyright.PENANASlNX094kFJ
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但蝴蝶居然說:「好丫!那我約你下禮拜二見,我約你!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAHNgjMaIadP
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居然答應🤨......這明白是坑你的吧......是手段還是......?261Please respect copyright.PENANAQC58qLc9PD
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別多想,去了才算!261Please respect copyright.PENANAFnxa45SYmk
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所以禮拜二我去了,也沒把青蚨拿出來,而她也沒問我,我就這樣大搖大擺的離開......261Please respect copyright.PENANAUtToFVWZAb
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這個「主動埋單,被動免單」的遊戲,發生在八月,也玩了兩個禮拜;到第三個禮拜,她約我的那天......261Please respect copyright.PENANAZU8CElSNlk
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我問:「今天想我幾點過來?」261Please respect copyright.PENANAovXOJJQ2Zy
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蝴蝶:「啊......今天我不舒服,沒上班了......」261Please respect copyright.PENANA0GFpVE5znK
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我:「喔!是啥不舒服?有看醫生嗎?好好休息吧!」261Please respect copyright.PENANA993rDoxFlI
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蝴蝶:「不好意思......要不明天見吧」261Please respect copyright.PENANAZ36BKeKoxc
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我:「那好吧......明天見吧......好好休息!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAkJVADbRYQS
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話是這麼說,但總覺得......有些不對丫......看一看明友圈......261Please respect copyright.PENANAGqU9z1xxM2
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蝴蝶的帖子:起床了!上班了!早起的鳥兒有蟲吃!261Please respect copyright.PENANAfOcC8ioVYl
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跟我說不舒服,朋友圈說上班,這是攪咋的?今晚去查查看!261Please respect copyright.PENANAM3bEhSBAYF
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如是者,當晚就去查看;一樓一浪聲此起彼落是很正常的,但蝴蝶的房間也有聲音就不正常!261Please respect copyright.PENANAg7Q5y8qpHH
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她說她不舒服沒上班,但房間為何有聲音?可能是替工?不可能!平常她不在,房間是丟空的;唯一解釋是她在裏面!261Please respect copyright.PENANAKcKXSvidoc
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為免聽錯,我走近一些,確實是她的聲音!261Please respect copyright.PENANAj3At6tOpD7
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我拿起電話:「房間內有你的聲音」261Please respect copyright.PENANA2OdbqI8OEV
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蝴蝶:「不是我!我在家,你聽錯了」261Please respect copyright.PENANA9AKkT4Sf3g
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我:「沒有!確實是你的聲音沒錯!我在你門外,那會聽錯?」261Please respect copyright.PENANA7qwq3X9IXY
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就這樣,蝴蝶撒謊就這樣穿邦了......當然,她也不是省油的燈,而且態度也一百八十度轉變......261Please respect copyright.PENANAGXhVqM0etL
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蝴蝶:「你去找其他小姐!」261Please respect copyright.PENANARrpMrokOQe
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我:「我沒有」261Please respect copyright.PENANAIe89GQUlqj
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蝴蝶:「那你說,我明明都說了不在,你上來幹嘛?反正我不在你也會找其他人,直接拉黑吧!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAfBtspxZMzC
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我:「我沒找其他人!我是去找你!」(我在說啥......?)261Please respect copyright.PENANAActC48z5lq
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蝴蝶:「那你說,明明已經說明天見,我也說了不在,你不是找其他人,還有甚麼原因?結束吧!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAaJlw6EBmMc
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我:「你那麼大反應幹嘛?我就是知道你會改變主意,才上來看看......」(我又在說啥......?🤦♂)261Please respect copyright.PENANA69ycFWdgxI
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但這時候,說啥也說不清,解釋也不會聽吧;所以,我只好在外面一直等,每當有人出來,我便試試進去;當然是吃閉門羹,而她的客人也接二連三的進出;兩個小時後,我終於逮到機會進去她的房間......261Please respect copyright.PENANAWrmFfWEBnb
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進了房間,氣氛尷尬......261Please respect copyright.PENANA6LBPIjkmhe
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也不知到是誰開始講話,只知道雙方也不太友善,大概說了甚麼也不記得,只記得她說了......261Please respect copyright.PENANAuILVD4RwJr
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「你為甚麼跟我聊感情的事?......你觸碰到我的底線.......你憑甚麼?.......我是出來工作!你不給錢,找我幹嘛?」261Please respect copyright.PENANAEGScEaQbkA
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嘩!你這臭三八,翻臉比翻書還要快的!261Please respect copyright.PENANA5RHbZ3QAJ8
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我:「我哪有跟你聊感情?而且是的答應免我的.......」算了,算了,反正我說啥也聽不進去,她先入為主甚麼的,我也不解釋了,反正我話已說了,我也不喜歡解釋那麼多......261Please respect copyright.PENANA0i0Gx0W9nc
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但在這情況,也約了第二天再見,當然也不出意外的被鴿子了,如是者便約了後一天——八月二十六日261Please respect copyright.PENANAiLpec4b62a
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八月二十六日,其實是我每年最討厭的一天,因為每年的生日是我最霉運的一天,而分別選在那一天,她也真會選......261Please respect copyright.PENANAQxU04J5Tn8
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當天見過以後,她說了:「以後不要見了,祝你幸福!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAyTxOY9oh8m
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「一直以來,打擾了!」說完,我便直接離開......但那一晚,我抽了兩包煙也不能把心情平伏,而且她也把我的Wechat刪了,這就真的斷了......261Please respect copyright.PENANAVy1FFxmDS3
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之後幾個月,我跟自己說:「她免我單的幾次,就當我欠她的,之後我一次過還她」261Please respect copyright.PENANA8GctX2nsth
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當然,我也不會閒下來,除了上下班,我也會光顧其他店,也新加了新的店(就上星期五,我才送了一個女的回家,這是另一個故事),也跟其他職業女生談過跟蝴蝶的事,她們都不約而同說她很奇怪;其中一個更因着蝴蝶說的反問我:「你為甚麼不能去那?她又不是把那地方買了......」261Please respect copyright.PENANAkzTISOqr8M
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聽了這句,就當作自我安慰吧,心情也算好了一點......261Please respect copyright.PENANAq30mZihagw
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不過,我要還錢給蝴蝶,我也要確定她是否還在,所以這幾個月也定時上去查探......261Please respect copyright.PENANAErEkmALTnE
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在一月這個時候,我公司發了雙糧,我的錢算有鬆動,再加上我一直的查探,確定蝴蝶還在;所以在上星期日我偷偷把錢從她房間門縫塞進去......這樣就兩清了吧......261Please respect copyright.PENANAO9pfDAvIa8
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但這個禮拜,不知道是習慣還是啥的,我也會不期然的去她那邊,不過不是站門外,而是樓層高一點的梯間,就站着抽煙,每次也是半小時,所以有時候有其他客人或是正常住客上來看到我,我也會眼神不太友善的看回去,心想:「看啥的?媽的!」261Please respect copyright.PENANAuaQioxHa8M
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今天,我也不知到為啥又上了去那位置,本來只想着站一陣子抽完煙便走......261Please respect copyright.PENANA5j6KlwkpSE
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之後,有一個女生走了上來,我以為是一般住客,所以一個眼神回了過去......261Please respect copyright.PENANAVeA6VZkpWA
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「你......為甚麼會在這裏?」「你......為甚麼站在這裏?」261Please respect copyright.PENANAhmV70CCCUB
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那女生走了過來,抱了我一下......261Please respect copyright.PENANAQl8p5KBcfj
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我:「你......跑上來幹嘛?」261Please respect copyright.PENANA0c6QsJYfvH
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是......蝴蝶......261Please respect copyright.PENANAOhggad52Ov
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「進我房間坐吧,不要站在這......」說着,蝴蝶便把我拉進了她的房間。261Please respect copyright.PENANAkAo1DamSxT
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「你不是下班了嗎?」我問。261Please respect copyright.PENANAgS8tlIGnig
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蝴蝶:「是丫......先抽根煙吧」261Please respect copyright.PENANAkjBW4CldHr
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接着,我倆也抽着煙,在我感覺有點怪怪的,我也不知該說甚麼,也不知道現在是啥情況,只知道自己就這樣進了房間......261Please respect copyright.PENANAYwCKpHGIhh
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「真的......好巧丫......好巧丫......」她笑着說。261Please respect copyright.PENANAer8nmc3re4
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我:「喔......感覺......你沒有變......」261Please respect copyright.PENANAOLjLYS7maU
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蝴蝶:「你也沒有變,感覺跟之前一樣......」261Please respect copyright.PENANAq33zTVi7XU
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然後,她站了起來,面對着面,看着對方,也吻了對方......261Please respect copyright.PENANAfeqkB8g37d
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我:「你這樣......不怕我搞你嗎?」261Please respect copyright.PENANAEqqtZpkSn1
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她再次吻了下來,之後把所有的束縛防線也解除,能感受到對方手心的溫暖、也能感受到對方脈搏的跳動,在這空間、這個時間,只有我倆在一起,天塌下來也只有對方的存在;在水乳交融的一剎,只想把對方抱得更緊,既已結合便不想抽身,生怕一鬆開便失去眼前人的......261Please respect copyright.PENANAGk7IUSEmWS
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之後,我們聊了很多最近的經歷,而且也跟對方道歉;我跟她說不應該算計她的;她也跟我道歉說她不該發飊的,那天之後已很後悔的;而且她立馬把Wechat加回來......261Please respect copyright.PENANAGKTvYQyRty
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離開房間,我跟她買了一個外賣,送了她去地鐵站便各自離去......但隔着口罩的Goodbye kiss......算了吧......261Please respect copyright.PENANAVHcqCW9d6m
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算是和好了嗎?我也不確定......
儘管如此,我倆還是偶爾見面,也知道了對方很多過往;而以上的事情也時有發生,我也跟自己說:「再發生一次,就是永別……」可自己總是主動的上去找她、哄她,就是不能自拔的喜歡她……
我曾想過:如果我倆沒認識,會不會更好?
也曾想過:如果我倆在一起,會幸福?還是辛苦?
喜歡她,是對的嗎?她是我該喜歡的人嗎?
不過,這個世界沒有如果;喜歡一個人,也不該計較甚麼;我只知道,現在的我喜歡你就夠了……
我不懂甚麼甜言蜜語,也不懂甚麼浪漫的……
只知道……從認識……到現在,我喜歡的……
只有那個最亮的她……
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