跟大家分享個故事:
這個女生,其實在前年第一次光顧,之後一直沒見,直到去年年頭再光顧,一直維持了半年......260Please respect copyright.PENANArCA09zeoHr
260Please respect copyright.PENANAO24AjFMOkq
還記得再次見面的時候,我倆都好像忘了對方似的,但又莫名其妙的去相認......260Please respect copyright.PENANAjNBgHOCtGF
260Please respect copyright.PENANAmhr6auVJI6
我:「其實這次我們算是第二次見面吧......🙄」260Please respect copyright.PENANAt84ivgR6mv
260Please respect copyright.PENANAXLGjfACRdW
女:「啊……又像是十一月吧……🤔」260Please respect copyright.PENANAjVy90sJ7EH
260Please respect copyright.PENANAw7WWKkNH1c
然後,我倆居然開始麻吉起來,當然我倆有做正經事的(色色的);臨別時,我倆交換聯絡方式,不是Wechat,而是電話號碼;就這樣知道了她的名字——蝴蝶(化名)260Please respect copyright.PENANAQeZMjxKCJQ
260Please respect copyright.PENANA72H7T67vUc
當然,我也不會因為一個人而停下來的,雖知世上那麼多美食,我也藏了好幾家店的吧,而我一向奉行每家店每個月光顧一次的態度......260Please respect copyright.PENANAzNcC4DwDWX
260Please respect copyright.PENANAkir3EKY2WN
如果每家店光顧幾次,我的香港都巿病——荷包乾硬化、急性發錢寒、窮到褲穿窿——會一併發出來!260Please respect copyright.PENANAWkiN4MNPMg
260Please respect copyright.PENANAbnFjyD4j9r
所以「蝴蝶店」也會一視同仁,每月一次......但......260Please respect copyright.PENANARK3wfjE4Em
260Please respect copyright.PENANA2OWWzyo7db
手機響......260Please respect copyright.PENANAIfk5cRHxZs
260Please respect copyright.PENANAgaNCiPg9Wc
蝴蝶:「我今天上班......」260Please respect copyright.PENANAKGI1DEmueK
260Please respect copyright.PENANAk9pyKise9e
我:「真巧......我也在上班😂」260Please respect copyright.PENANAI3Dq9WbcLB
260Please respect copyright.PENANAJlktFb5nTu
蝴蝶:「哦......」260Please respect copyright.PENANApSrD0bU7JR
260Please respect copyright.PENANAk5vY9nxNGw
我:「怎麼了,想我吧😏」(別回我:我想你爸幹嘛.....🤨我保證收綫)260Please respect copyright.PENANANPSs5pVr7b
260Please respect copyright.PENANAczXU2xvzlY
蝴蝶:「好像好久沒有見到你......」(嘩塞!上個禮拜才見完好嘛!🤨)260Please respect copyright.PENANACbuhvPhEFM
260Please respect copyright.PENANAwlk9qofHqL
我:「那是想我了嗎?想我甚麼了?」260Please respect copyright.PENANAucnFIKKrZK
260Please respect copyright.PENANAt8bmaf6bqv
蝴蝶:「想你全部」(不知為啥......我覺得......好hea唄😑)260Please respect copyright.PENANA6V17I4IPza
260Please respect copyright.PENANA3na19la74A
我:「那我今晚過來吧」260Please respect copyright.PENANA0nqrFqHZIx
260Please respect copyright.PENANAwL9J8F9Byr
蝴蝶:「好」260Please respect copyright.PENANAniFvqMhfZt
260Please respect copyright.PENANAyPrOhxin20
就這樣,我的「每月一次」破戒了......260Please respect copyright.PENANA3zUr7ZOpOK
260Please respect copyright.PENANARP7IiOXwwX
如是者,這個「互相主動」的遊戲玩了一陣子,期間也交換了Wechat,這讓我有機會知道她的日常;不過,發怖了一天就刪除是啥回事?限定追po嗎?(那麼秘密就別發吧🤨)260Please respect copyright.PENANAZFjY5WQleh
260Please respect copyright.PENANAzqrwltrSCI
但財力有限真的是一個問題......260Please respect copyright.PENANA4eNcIR8EuL
260Please respect copyright.PENANA4tcytcD984
所以,自私心作祟的情況下,我提議:「不如這樣吧,以後你主動找我,就不算我錢;我主動的話,我就給錢;這樣可以吧!😏」260Please respect copyright.PENANARgRDPvgAjy
260Please respect copyright.PENANA45C4EyelIh
我當時也不知發啥瘟的,我居然說這種話來,一般也不會答應吧!260Please respect copyright.PENANAG2VnyWMm9h
260Please respect copyright.PENANAhU7JEp56YV
但蝴蝶居然說:「好丫!那我約你下禮拜二見,我約你!」260Please respect copyright.PENANAH0qyCCRjRs
260Please respect copyright.PENANAtGSb4HBtC9
居然答應🤨......這明白是坑你的吧......是手段還是......?260Please respect copyright.PENANA8inftE7uMn
260Please respect copyright.PENANAmTguFz2JWJ
別多想,去了才算!260Please respect copyright.PENANA5ty4wjlQPv
260Please respect copyright.PENANAwv3HYuEkoi
所以禮拜二我去了,也沒把青蚨拿出來,而她也沒問我,我就這樣大搖大擺的離開......260Please respect copyright.PENANA5MgOV2Tcy1
260Please respect copyright.PENANAv5B7jbsYUm
這個「主動埋單,被動免單」的遊戲,發生在八月,也玩了兩個禮拜;到第三個禮拜,她約我的那天......260Please respect copyright.PENANAwMfJgmE2Ji
260Please respect copyright.PENANAHA8nhMfMHX
我問:「今天想我幾點過來?」260Please respect copyright.PENANAJHUWTWqfCK
260Please respect copyright.PENANA8L3pKPGTAR
蝴蝶:「啊......今天我不舒服,沒上班了......」260Please respect copyright.PENANAIY2A7FGULK
260Please respect copyright.PENANA6v8O8Bis15
我:「喔!是啥不舒服?有看醫生嗎?好好休息吧!」260Please respect copyright.PENANAyHDEW9f9pY
260Please respect copyright.PENANAxUr88CK7EA
蝴蝶:「不好意思......要不明天見吧」260Please respect copyright.PENANAPlhPdHO2z3
260Please respect copyright.PENANAjtcMm7o7uE
我:「那好吧......明天見吧......好好休息!」260Please respect copyright.PENANAD4w5gRebRP
260Please respect copyright.PENANAmFvgnOtHHq
話是這麼說,但總覺得......有些不對丫......看一看明友圈......260Please respect copyright.PENANAR5aEV0GFaQ
260Please respect copyright.PENANAHDfxV4RUTa
蝴蝶的帖子:起床了!上班了!早起的鳥兒有蟲吃!260Please respect copyright.PENANACaRvnnyPo7
260Please respect copyright.PENANAjOJiVPc6Ga
跟我說不舒服,朋友圈說上班,這是攪咋的?今晚去查查看!260Please respect copyright.PENANAWuOUFzjCtG
260Please respect copyright.PENANA9vrIO2K494
如是者,當晚就去查看;一樓一浪聲此起彼落是很正常的,但蝴蝶的房間也有聲音就不正常!260Please respect copyright.PENANAhtvgNEyzRe
260Please respect copyright.PENANARH2rOikVRw
她說她不舒服沒上班,但房間為何有聲音?可能是替工?不可能!平常她不在,房間是丟空的;唯一解釋是她在裏面!260Please respect copyright.PENANA8lF9cQAHwa
260Please respect copyright.PENANAkVNBydtvqC
為免聽錯,我走近一些,確實是她的聲音!260Please respect copyright.PENANAOpMFA3nlPW
260Please respect copyright.PENANAay1iyt4u1P
我拿起電話:「房間內有你的聲音」260Please respect copyright.PENANArivG7QMCar
260Please respect copyright.PENANAKJ6FTrOBeS
蝴蝶:「不是我!我在家,你聽錯了」260Please respect copyright.PENANAz4SEAkIA5e
260Please respect copyright.PENANAMCDkCSyh6C
我:「沒有!確實是你的聲音沒錯!我在你門外,那會聽錯?」260Please respect copyright.PENANADc2iSPGuh1
260Please respect copyright.PENANAi9op53JRq6
就這樣,蝴蝶撒謊就這樣穿邦了......當然,她也不是省油的燈,而且態度也一百八十度轉變......260Please respect copyright.PENANAtYo3vNwMyV
260Please respect copyright.PENANAfO64oLBQHD
蝴蝶:「你去找其他小姐!」260Please respect copyright.PENANAjRuxzyi90F
260Please respect copyright.PENANAyXD3vjJHyV
我:「我沒有」260Please respect copyright.PENANAwLNmLMyh4G
260Please respect copyright.PENANAuncb8EcGjT
蝴蝶:「那你說,我明明都說了不在,你上來幹嘛?反正我不在你也會找其他人,直接拉黑吧!」260Please respect copyright.PENANA635b4Ztlbu
260Please respect copyright.PENANAKlNva8sPXV
我:「我沒找其他人!我是去找你!」(我在說啥......?)260Please respect copyright.PENANAr2Ltc3SadR
260Please respect copyright.PENANA9DkuyccFvG
蝴蝶:「那你說,明明已經說明天見,我也說了不在,你不是找其他人,還有甚麼原因?結束吧!」260Please respect copyright.PENANALxWfXzxVPS
260Please respect copyright.PENANAFkNa22pCEs
我:「你那麼大反應幹嘛?我就是知道你會改變主意,才上來看看......」(我又在說啥......?🤦♂)260Please respect copyright.PENANA3A4RCTgjN2
260Please respect copyright.PENANAHlOcYH8K7U
但這時候,說啥也說不清,解釋也不會聽吧;所以,我只好在外面一直等,每當有人出來,我便試試進去;當然是吃閉門羹,而她的客人也接二連三的進出;兩個小時後,我終於逮到機會進去她的房間......260Please respect copyright.PENANA5Cm6wZYIPg
260Please respect copyright.PENANAB1Z5XGWxnY
進了房間,氣氛尷尬......260Please respect copyright.PENANAzAr9YissqG
260Please respect copyright.PENANAYOnxwWz8oT
也不知到是誰開始講話,只知道雙方也不太友善,大概說了甚麼也不記得,只記得她說了......260Please respect copyright.PENANAJjm8Dbdp1Q
260Please respect copyright.PENANAER7Wltfm8A
「你為甚麼跟我聊感情的事?......你觸碰到我的底線.......你憑甚麼?.......我是出來工作!你不給錢,找我幹嘛?」260Please respect copyright.PENANAtaBTjJHbyV
260Please respect copyright.PENANAz8m3jakaf6
嘩!你這臭三八,翻臉比翻書還要快的!260Please respect copyright.PENANA5UikyMrTyu
260Please respect copyright.PENANAIc7x2yxP71
我:「我哪有跟你聊感情?而且是的答應免我的.......」算了,算了,反正我說啥也聽不進去,她先入為主甚麼的,我也不解釋了,反正我話已說了,我也不喜歡解釋那麼多......260Please respect copyright.PENANAqLznK7p6zV
260Please respect copyright.PENANAVkoXJsX9e4
但在這情況,也約了第二天再見,當然也不出意外的被鴿子了,如是者便約了後一天——八月二十六日260Please respect copyright.PENANAPe61NvKxRs
260Please respect copyright.PENANAEVubSAdEbK
八月二十六日,其實是我每年最討厭的一天,因為每年的生日是我最霉運的一天,而分別選在那一天,她也真會選......260Please respect copyright.PENANAmGhNxpP1PP
260Please respect copyright.PENANAALi84tAvRi
當天見過以後,她說了:「以後不要見了,祝你幸福!」260Please respect copyright.PENANAjFWDiUr7TA
260Please respect copyright.PENANAYgbRRbDJzi
「一直以來,打擾了!」說完,我便直接離開......但那一晚,我抽了兩包煙也不能把心情平伏,而且她也把我的Wechat刪了,這就真的斷了......260Please respect copyright.PENANAjnzHNWHfyN
260Please respect copyright.PENANAKRqJNfsZ4a
之後幾個月,我跟自己說:「她免我單的幾次,就當我欠她的,之後我一次過還她」260Please respect copyright.PENANAT6Jsl3l3b5
260Please respect copyright.PENANA93mDiCphXS
當然,我也不會閒下來,除了上下班,我也會光顧其他店,也新加了新的店(就上星期五,我才送了一個女的回家,這是另一個故事),也跟其他職業女生談過跟蝴蝶的事,她們都不約而同說她很奇怪;其中一個更因着蝴蝶說的反問我:「你為甚麼不能去那?她又不是把那地方買了......」260Please respect copyright.PENANAPCwfTWaQ0h
260Please respect copyright.PENANA9WqHI6dbu4
聽了這句,就當作自我安慰吧,心情也算好了一點......260Please respect copyright.PENANAmP51ryHt06
260Please respect copyright.PENANAZfhD3nxSov
不過,我要還錢給蝴蝶,我也要確定她是否還在,所以這幾個月也定時上去查探......260Please respect copyright.PENANARzaiKt7hnk
260Please respect copyright.PENANAJG7XourmDn
在一月這個時候,我公司發了雙糧,我的錢算有鬆動,再加上我一直的查探,確定蝴蝶還在;所以在上星期日我偷偷把錢從她房間門縫塞進去......這樣就兩清了吧......260Please respect copyright.PENANAgbA7E9QdmP
260Please respect copyright.PENANAzBIgCiB5I6
但這個禮拜,不知道是習慣還是啥的,我也會不期然的去她那邊,不過不是站門外,而是樓層高一點的梯間,就站着抽煙,每次也是半小時,所以有時候有其他客人或是正常住客上來看到我,我也會眼神不太友善的看回去,心想:「看啥的?媽的!」260Please respect copyright.PENANAWQwnR0uNP1
260Please respect copyright.PENANAvD8SqPjhc9
今天,我也不知到為啥又上了去那位置,本來只想着站一陣子抽完煙便走......260Please respect copyright.PENANAPnDa3B2e71
260Please respect copyright.PENANAvRdM8sTIgt
之後,有一個女生走了上來,我以為是一般住客,所以一個眼神回了過去......260Please respect copyright.PENANA7YqZ7V2zym
260Please respect copyright.PENANAVvXsNTp1Oy
「你......為甚麼會在這裏?」「你......為甚麼站在這裏?」260Please respect copyright.PENANA1NgnGLekTO
260Please respect copyright.PENANAr5Vhgu5LGv
那女生走了過來,抱了我一下......260Please respect copyright.PENANAgoPHCWERPs
260Please respect copyright.PENANA3besHqfO97
我:「你......跑上來幹嘛?」260Please respect copyright.PENANA2KKpO8gcYN
260Please respect copyright.PENANAuSb01NFCqf
是......蝴蝶......260Please respect copyright.PENANA6LV30rsjlH
260Please respect copyright.PENANAnV7qfT0tzN
「進我房間坐吧,不要站在這......」說着,蝴蝶便把我拉進了她的房間。260Please respect copyright.PENANAdIUbxchRq1
260Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5rgDQjsAH
「你不是下班了嗎?」我問。260Please respect copyright.PENANAdlygFjDmuo
260Please respect copyright.PENANAgjzSomlGbe
蝴蝶:「是丫......先抽根煙吧」260Please respect copyright.PENANAS9ZJfKMZ2Q
260Please respect copyright.PENANAnZ7rhGGdfd
接着,我倆也抽着煙,在我感覺有點怪怪的,我也不知該說甚麼,也不知道現在是啥情況,只知道自己就這樣進了房間......260Please respect copyright.PENANA77zJlqsq6w
260Please respect copyright.PENANASUMOuppGep
「真的......好巧丫......好巧丫......」她笑着說。260Please respect copyright.PENANAGYkOUTPV6w
260Please respect copyright.PENANAX3Z0MdTnqQ
我:「喔......感覺......你沒有變......」260Please respect copyright.PENANAK68GkLjNpO
260Please respect copyright.PENANAs79hODfFJs
蝴蝶:「你也沒有變,感覺跟之前一樣......」260Please respect copyright.PENANA482PI2E3YZ
260Please respect copyright.PENANA1SmW4zCrwy
然後,她站了起來,面對着面,看着對方,也吻了對方......260Please respect copyright.PENANAqAtilsuzpH
260Please respect copyright.PENANAhYXekncbee
我:「你這樣......不怕我搞你嗎?」260Please respect copyright.PENANAGkU9XtF4pz
260Please respect copyright.PENANAJtXLaec8lw
她再次吻了下來,之後把所有的束縛防線也解除,能感受到對方手心的溫暖、也能感受到對方脈搏的跳動,在這空間、這個時間,只有我倆在一起,天塌下來也只有對方的存在;在水乳交融的一剎,只想把對方抱得更緊,既已結合便不想抽身,生怕一鬆開便失去眼前人的......260Please respect copyright.PENANAZlfCQkPBJj
260Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0F9nNz0PN
之後,我們聊了很多最近的經歷,而且也跟對方道歉;我跟她說不應該算計她的;她也跟我道歉說她不該發飊的,那天之後已很後悔的;而且她立馬把Wechat加回來......260Please respect copyright.PENANAQQEJygnTEk
260Please respect copyright.PENANAAah7xPAJOf
離開房間,我跟她買了一個外賣,送了她去地鐵站便各自離去......但隔着口罩的Goodbye kiss......算了吧......260Please respect copyright.PENANAUo5WeDQEeW
260Please respect copyright.PENANAvx4LMPrBlo
算是和好了嗎?我也不確定......
儘管如此,我倆還是偶爾見面,也知道了對方很多過往;而以上的事情也時有發生,我也跟自己說:「再發生一次,就是永別……」可自己總是主動的上去找她、哄她,就是不能自拔的喜歡她……
我曾想過:如果我倆沒認識,會不會更好?
也曾想過:如果我倆在一起,會幸福?還是辛苦?
喜歡她,是對的嗎?她是我該喜歡的人嗎?
不過,這個世界沒有如果;喜歡一個人,也不該計較甚麼;我只知道,現在的我喜歡你就夠了……
我不懂甚麼甜言蜜語,也不懂甚麼浪漫的……
只知道……從認識……到現在,我喜歡的……
只有那個最亮的她……
260Please respect copyright.PENANAhqhSNLPtel
260Please respect copyright.PENANATpcBf9iEjo