突然這樣問好像有點唐突，但是我就只問一句：接下來，我還可以去哪兒？996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuQMBgyp5g
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「嗡隆……」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡla6YFbmg6A
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月台的列車早已經消失在路軌的盡頭，那只是風聲在軌道間捲起的悲鳴，如哭泣，如哀號。白晝時是夢想王國入口的迪士尼站變得冷清，只剩下漸漸遠去的列車泛起的勁風餘浪清散在晚風間。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeJ4Ea9RUI
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錯過尾班車了…呢。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIqEK5m9QQ
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B9NE6Jr8n
左顧右盼，空蕩蕩的月台就只有我一人。樂園早已關門，這只因樂園而存在的車站馬上變成了前不著村，後不著店的孤島。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFM8rAwaQN
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接下來，我還可以去哪兒？996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9s5DR1OSB9
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUpD7XqfCz
真是的，解僱信有必要在下班後才給我們嗎？賠一個月代通知金就能為所欲為嗎？要我們即時收拾東西也不考慮一下迪士尼線的尾班車時間嗎？996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2FvQ9Kuco
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心情壞透了。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xKNitVUfF
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXg79D47aGH
無可奈何地坐到月台上的長椅後，我看著路軌另一側的廣告燈箱發著呆。我沒有思索回家的辦法，這樣坐著也沒甚麼意思，我對那些減肥藥完全沒興趣，只是……996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuOKWX4rf1
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……抱歉，我也不知道。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVWy2MnjGe
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX81fGrfsK
開甚麼玩笑了，城堡要維修至少兩三年，所以接下來也沒煙火表演，於是把整隊煙火工程團隊解雇掉？外判職員就這樣可有可無嗎？還有為甚麼有人能留任到最後一次煙火後調去其他項目，我就能滾蛋？996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68U89POb4v
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「唉。」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCVDtsyDga
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnGcdkjn3y
抬頭看著月台的玻璃幕門，倒影中的我也看回來。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6F4Yr0IQ9
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbYhriwhDo
溫年柏，廿四歲，失業，失戀，失敗。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiaWak4OUW
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykOEjhvKq8
倒影中不堪入目的我實在有夠礙眼，所以我下意識地閉上雙目迴避，腦海中浮現的卻是一幀又一幀的回憶。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRVuCeeWU3
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2wI8XtS8i
「十優狀元確診胃癌 仍然不放棄醫生夢」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G2sv59S6R
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEyz1Ytg6j
「跳級畢業 狀元完夢 抗癌之路不忘救人初心」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKMLyebVKW
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxjI8pj3Hl
「狀元醫生遺愛人間 心臟贈少年」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrYQBlRUqe
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ138M5Wcvzf
來，猜猜看那顆心臟被捐到誰身上？996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUSRsM1Rv3
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnOdfTAMaj
我指尖滑過自己胸膛，即使隔著衣服也能感覺到那道又大又醜的疤痕在，如在悼念著那個從未見過面的救命恩人。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6mt6L2p4v
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVV4xgRye2l
先不說現在尾班車已經開走，我跳下去也不會有列車撞過來。這條命是借來的，我沒有糟蹋的權利。如果不是，我早就……996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVfjUgrtdN
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活成這個樣子，真抱歉。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfR10HAI58
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本來不應該是這樣子的，真抱歉。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtptdjgXASk
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「先生。」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQp7bjGC4m
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGhY6iQSz8
一個地鐵職員出現在我旁邊，打斷了我的茫然。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Sws0jhT9x
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmjwsqZf5A
「唔好意思，我地夠鐘閂站。」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrf1lXZf5K
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHawe9yFL9
「閂…站？」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVVaPQ7CQX
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNDXNIkpP7
「嗯，閂站。」職員的眼神相當堅決，完全是在趕我離開。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaz30mdzlcn
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHePACL28Ar
要不是這條命是借來的話……996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJBInyGYeD
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCB2DtwX0c
「你知唔知仲有乜車呢個時間出市區？」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpodLIXSpRL
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRflM8Y8Cv
「呢個鐘數……你試吓叫的士或者Uber？」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElnCcwlnSY
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi8kTy88fj
他其實很有禮貌，還硬生生擠出一個笑容。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaNUfkOYTp
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygC1bYzGnh
「咁……啊。」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8PCh8lnCg
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「再唔係你可以去迪士尼酒店瞓一晚，我哋聽朝頭班車係朝早六點二十分……」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhiBzm9f0H
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCoj5SxKzZ
「唔使，我喺邊度出返去？」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDU1osaGjY
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「我帶你行。」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2owiTlntb
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領著我的職員步伐有點急促，當然是因為我礙著他下班。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaQ3INgvcj
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aSjwpFsqu
「係迪士尼返工啊？咁夜仲喺度嘅？」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b7k0dXEpu
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVicLQ162b
「呃……算係。」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PG38qrqTs
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不再是了。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50ENdHsOua
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOv4xrUqJaO
意識到我沒興趣聊天的他也沒趣地閉上嘴，領著我穿過職員通道後我們來到了迪士尼站的外頭。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYSzG58sMw
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpayp7JAOAO
「好聲行啦，拜拜！」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTmJtfhJX6
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7MeRZ3Cyr
夜裡的森林被風吹動如在搖晃，樹濤聲如在咆哮，昏暗的燈光瞬間就被夜幕一口吞下，環顧附近就只有我孤身一人站在彎彎曲曲的磚路中央。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qwjuqziku
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzs28VDLuk
抱歉，能載我出市區嗎？我始終沒有如此向那職員請求，即使我知道這時間在這兒下班的他一定有駕車。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMA5piZ5aG
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32dHSxE4Rf
接下來，我還可以去哪兒？996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwP5UdzmyU
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfRsswPWp2
我不坐的士或Uber的原因不複雜，這樣夜深人靜根本沒有車能攔，再者現在我已失業，能省就省。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOODNHqtkM
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVi04tKt7y
按常理說，其他人在情況下早就叫自己的朋友或家人來接自己，但是我不能。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuh6zk48fPg
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQsorGRtjU
因為我沒有。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jp3NmUlKd
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYrbO8bIBu
我的心臟毛病遺傳自雙親，為了照顧換心手術後的我二人都積勞成疾而離世，只有一個姐姐與我相依為命。至於朋友……自從與她分手後我才發現不知不覺間我已是孤身一人。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8CZNRm7YZ
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFhW2ZP9Ts
活該。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqDz3u323N
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGWw5N6G35
我活該。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5oqKhUXOp
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclOVaW2Bag
正當我打算輸入「姐你能不能來接我時」，我在屏幕上幾毫米的指頭卻停了下來。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSnRTtS3AL
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7LmnK1YVH
不想。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmAsMT5Tdv
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpLQO3urel
我……我不想找她。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPL9xDsymh
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXMP5usfWI
不想告訴她我被解僱，不想告訴她我錯過了尾班車，不想告訴她我這弟弟如此窩囊。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rQiS1IuhX
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXyEA6H3n1
即使她會開著那台帥氣的車來接我，即使我知道她會告訴我沒事，即使她會帶我去吃宵夜安慰。她對我越是呵護，我卻越不想站在如此優秀的她面前。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQDe1kgQOQ
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws2af2IiTx
我不想。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFX1SuCHLs
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJn6GHmgj5
回過神來的時侯我已經走到空空如也的交通交匯處，沒有巴士，沒有的士，只有飛蟲圍著天花的螢光燈在飛舞。證實的確沒有交通工具離開的我終於把目光，投向了馬路——旁的行人道。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFHGdTqmYF
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16Y1VOzXEg
不就有了嗎？996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrQVmYtmdn
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDN26hp12y4
掏出手機確認過，從迪士尼步行至東涌港鐵站需時大約四小時，絕非沒法步行的距離和時間。而且……996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1MFffc9oM
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3jUKMOsyD
既然明天開始我就是失業大軍一員，那麼我也不用急著回家對吧。先不說實在沒有面目回去對著父母的靈位和姐姐，我其實大可以步行出去。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiCpQkGUbj
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而且，我連地圖都不用。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINePbqarzF
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHln4NNUFzD
容我自誇，我溫年柏唯一擅長的就是「方向感」，只要我看過一次的地圖就能瞬間記住，身處當中範圍時更能套用到真實世界之中。就算沒有地圖，我也能一邊走一邊記下空間方向，自己從哪個方向而來，正在往甚麼方向前進。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFFDF5d1WC
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2m2QPzZUAs
光是現在閉上眼，我已經知道如何走到市區了，因為我腦中浮現的地圖清晰無比。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoDqR2QKT1
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWU9whznzJ
出發吧。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoE8NHcegb
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsYWhKg9H9
下定了決心後，四周的晚風也變得舒暢了些許，我拐過角落走到公路旁的行人路，默默地向著遠方雲層下的燈火走去。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0dbWQAjDu
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtN3j7U3ol6
漆黑的深夜，漆黑的密林，燈火通明的公路如某頭巨獸體內的血管般默默地湧動著。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGm8zF1cvz
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbtgpdSNTV
從這兒向山下挑望，萬家燈火把雲頂映亮，光污染這時候在我眼中如把天空染上色彩的極光，萬賴具寂的天地之間如同只剩我一人。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBUYVjc8IJ
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDoAYWHy9P
步復步，步復步，前進速度緩慢得可笑，但我卻毫不在意。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7u63mQtsJW
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXetU6fhcfp
「溫年柏。」996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWqQkH0D3s
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePedtMFWRk
拐過路牌的瞬間，我突然聽到背後有人叫自己的名字。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYed7iQIKo
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvW9ooiuhm
俗語有云：天黑莫回頭，這種時間怎麼會有人在背後叫我的名字？當我意識到這點時，我早已經反射動作地回首。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNX6oH34H54
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwI24umX40Z
沒有人。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5YqVEJiBi
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAmNmj5cJ9
空空如也的馬路，行人道，街燈，樹影，完全沒看到任何能叫我名字的存在。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfs7FBAXJhB
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCJ41YUTDN
是幻聽嗎？我搔搔有點長的髮尾，壓下不安的心情，然後繼續往前走去。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeM8BnRVoDj
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxkSAczzh2
方向是對的，路是對的，但是我卻馬上注意到一點：山下的燈，熄滅了。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhQOg96c5g
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTFGwAz9K3
要知道山下的燈是東涌市區的燈火，瞬間消失的可能並非沒有，但除非整個東涌停電，或整個東涌消失，不然從這高度這方向，我是不可能看不見東涌市中心的燈光。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNFR2cfjUn
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKrRBpH3Bb
這到底是……996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWBl1sIThw
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrq8RJTqZm
我連忙抬頭看看馬路的路牌，卻沒有絲毫異樣，耳邊寂靜得有點耳鳴，但我還走在正確的路上，朝向正確的方向。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iuabmhLqO
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUYKwn9e6v
是…霧之類嗎……？996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuSzPFzQGi
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwgaEID7jV
強行說服自己後，我繼續信步向前走去。分辨方向其實沒有想像中複雜，路是兩點一線的構造，只要走在正確的路上，面朝正確的方向，便總能確定自己沒有走錯。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkisDQ8xX3q
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqT2cp7qH5P
但以防萬一，我還是掏出了手機查看地圖。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUXRspDDYm
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hddL40i4U
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很好，GPS顯示方向與座標都正確，如我所料大約再走一小時左右我便會到達欣澳，沿著海邊再走三小時就會到達東涌，剛好坐第一班車回家。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAxEe3ol9P
996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwweEZs9JdV
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但望向遠方漆黑的夜，理應存在於那兒看東涌卻是消失得無影無蹤，實在使我心中感到不安。但我深知只要走到欣澳，就是沿著海邊的大直路了。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70o4wNclBZ
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繼續走著走著，我發現事情不對勁。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKn8NqbUp7
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首先，我身旁的道路從不知甚麼時候開始，一架車都沒有駛過，即使是深夜，也絕不應該過了這樣久還是完全沒車子出現。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKNlwuKkhW
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而且，欣澳亦消失了。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EnJcuKFxV
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道路還在，路牌還在，但是山下理應存在於那兒的欣澳站現在只是漆黑一片。雖然我知道已經過了尾班車，港鐵站就會關站直到頭班車開車前的時間，但是……但是總不可能這樣一遍漆黑吧！那兒現在就只有一片密林，根本沒任何建築物存在！996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsqVOxgkxL
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意識到不對勁的我掏出手機打算查看地圖，下一幕震撼了我的腦袋。996Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEic0ds8iP
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