I am dreading growing old.333Please respect copyright.PENANAwkZyhd2wNE
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,333Please respect copyright.PENANA8DjLLACVAG
everyone asked for a young female.333Please respect copyright.PENANAWrd3AGbYvn
what happens when I grow old,333Please respect copyright.PENANA99dX4GFcUG
what happens when my tits sag 333Please respect copyright.PENANAIgYpDc5wTv
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,333Please respect copyright.PENANAPwPmf7UGCt
will I no longer be wanted?333Please respect copyright.PENANAC3jSXimsp1
No longer desired or admired.333Please respect copyright.PENANAFCQM4IAfOv
will I just be old?333Please respect copyright.PENANAVPw7LjhTFB
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 333Please respect copyright.PENANAznVLsDQzeG
Just333Please respect copyright.PENANAEcwdCCZ7jo
Old.333Please respect copyright.PENANAgFA0Hgs6Zf
333Please respect copyright.PENANA8hLVwIdKZD
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?333Please respect copyright.PENANAKo8Ku0L8L4
I'll have to be good at something,333Please respect copyright.PENANAiw7ttZgM9T
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills333Please respect copyright.PENANAdS4FwggswV
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain333Please respect copyright.PENANAAV6qLe12OH
I'll have to be somebody333Please respect copyright.PENANAVgJKdfupTC
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth333Please respect copyright.PENANASjWNGSSRkH
but I know I can't keep it.333Please respect copyright.PENANALrpyjbvTtX
Good things never last.333Please respect copyright.PENANAEWyqtV94X2
333Please respect copyright.PENANAkmTUnJOgpg
I don't know when youth became so important to me333Please respect copyright.PENANA1xo6p9M00J
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail333Please respect copyright.PENANAAGNl48Rfvu
and why so many people died over it333Please respect copyright.PENANAeFdwBa9DJO
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,333Please respect copyright.PENANAWVbWlcZid8
I would.333Please respect copyright.PENANA0HqQ0zrYrl
perhaps that makes me a bad human,333Please respect copyright.PENANAqUaUxvEsNz
a bad feminist333Please respect copyright.PENANAk9nlVmcRPZ
bad person,333Please respect copyright.PENANAlSMQqc6NIV
but all I know is it's the truth333Please respect copyright.PENANAENReYgF8AT
and I would do it,333Please respect copyright.PENANAoBM7dXadky
333Please respect copyright.PENANAiQHBOkkFH6
I would give up so much to stay desirable.333Please respect copyright.PENANAEWYKjVATBo
Because I've never been desired before333Please respect copyright.PENANAyH5uPd21zL
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,333Please respect copyright.PENANAmDNOvepXe1
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?333Please respect copyright.PENANAHVaKAxj8ER
and my skin sags from my bones333Please respect copyright.PENANArW2VbiPPvB
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach333Please respect copyright.PENANAimRdokXBHU
my neck doubling,333Please respect copyright.PENANAh4cL2R9zeW
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad333Please respect copyright.PENANAIRYlQ2tYPK
333Please respect copyright.PENANAvLwt2JDN2c
some people think when you get older looks matter less333Please respect copyright.PENANA6knTaEhbZF
But that's not true, nobody wants that333Please respect copyright.PENANAHCDMwRSnfC
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.333Please respect copyright.PENANAhi1wdms4kz
What will I be?333Please respect copyright.PENANA3pdAOVWzZz
Chopped liver I suppose.333Please respect copyright.PENANA9xghMxSPVA
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools333Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZvgmQIlTi
333Please respect copyright.PENANAD0itNc3oeh
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life333Please respect copyright.PENANA0k3viGYzFe
I'm young333Please respect copyright.PENANABggaEfW9b0
I have done nothing time is flying by333Please respect copyright.PENANAgeQV98z00b
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast333Please respect copyright.PENANAxwdH69DP1k
Keeps slipping from my fists.333Please respect copyright.PENANA1QBJg97iLM
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).333Please respect copyright.PENANAWAylNMLxqS
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.333Please respect copyright.PENANABlGxTJkn3x
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up333Please respect copyright.PENANAdB698oxnJk
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.333Please respect copyright.PENANAb0M8Tyy0X6
333Please respect copyright.PENANAAUqAMcbXv0
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity333Please respect copyright.PENANAMsDGPhW861
I feel it closing in on me333Please respect copyright.PENANAUIBjFXEczT
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,333Please respect copyright.PENANAvD8GQtlFiy
looking in the mirror I see my painting.333Please respect copyright.PENANAVAkEECUUIG
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,333Please respect copyright.PENANAcIjAx9MlMJ
I know they're going to be my demise.333Please respect copyright.PENANAOpdzByv5mF
333Please respect copyright.PENANAZvieMzc2Af
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen333Please respect copyright.PENANATsuSAnKND5
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.333Please respect copyright.PENANApPE2PZ5nc2
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 333Please respect copyright.PENANAmmk4MRG5nO
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 333Please respect copyright.PENANAsbA8Lkiug7
333Please respect copyright.PENANAaNwBjTAenL
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither333Please respect copyright.PENANARASIvbnrXo
because I know myself if not anyone else333Please respect copyright.PENANAQj2BQMzSxP
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.333Please respect copyright.PENANA2TatiTCmss
333Please respect copyright.PENANAiiVKglCNQI
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.333Please respect copyright.PENANAxcSPkh6gxp
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,333Please respect copyright.PENANAtsXxNePaMP
everyone asked for a young female.333Please respect copyright.PENANAM3sYbu1Ycs
what happens when I grow old,333Please respect copyright.PENANAHARETgBTov
what happens when my tits sag 333Please respect copyright.PENANA02A1aTyy6o
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,333Please respect copyright.PENANAquEVeRhDMt
will I no longer be wanted?333Please respect copyright.PENANA36pUJyRPHk
No longer desired or admired.333Please respect copyright.PENANA9UtqVXGoEi
will I just be old?333Please respect copyright.PENANAgKLz66pVLZ
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 333Please respect copyright.PENANAV57hvoNCX2
Just333Please respect copyright.PENANAZOEcQkC9BG
Old.333Please respect copyright.PENANAdmrHac1oOE
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?333Please respect copyright.PENANAtaGpDe8iDd
I'll have to be good at something,333Please respect copyright.PENANABRx7wPExU2
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills333Please respect copyright.PENANAwhej6Ou2iZ
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain333Please respect copyright.PENANAY4P9qn7MtJ
I'll have to be somebody333Please respect copyright.PENANANSg49dr1gA
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth333Please respect copyright.PENANAkBlddTHGoH
but I know I can't keep it.333Please respect copyright.PENANA4LbNJDvbry
Good things never last.333Please respect copyright.PENANAPbyXEr0hL2
333Please respect copyright.PENANAmvU7FlXmKn
I don't know when youth became so important to me333Please respect copyright.PENANA36gpKU9nf9
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail333Please respect copyright.PENANA6RoGjjG1bD
and why so many people died over it333Please respect copyright.PENANAuwSTK8uGAa
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,333Please respect copyright.PENANAlTzITF6kRV
I would.333Please respect copyright.PENANAxTCSBjsRW7
perhaps that makes me a bad human,333Please respect copyright.PENANA66Zv79Ypry
a bad feminist333Please respect copyright.PENANAJgYSEfLW13
bad person,333Please respect copyright.PENANAB7UvTqvbiy
but all I know is it's the truth333Please respect copyright.PENANAjUbcwzKbkj
and I would do it,333Please respect copyright.PENANAsEJ6246d4v
333Please respect copyright.PENANAJbV4gZzMPc
I would give up so much to stay desirable.333Please respect copyright.PENANAn4HwekOiU8
Because I've never been desired before333Please respect copyright.PENANA8TwJmTN77J
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,333Please respect copyright.PENANA0vq95Me99p
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?333Please respect copyright.PENANAtm0x0FDKLx
and my skin sags from my bones333Please respect copyright.PENANAFZQj32tE7v
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach333Please respect copyright.PENANA3kX9V7oh9P
my neck doubling,333Please respect copyright.PENANAgfZ9JP0cEV
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad333Please respect copyright.PENANA9thhM5yYSi
333Please respect copyright.PENANAaYrcp8er60
some people think when you get older looks matter less333Please respect copyright.PENANAu56jOWBYIH
But that's not true, nobody wants that333Please respect copyright.PENANALgLBqNc259
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.333Please respect copyright.PENANAoIhCWTSrG5
What will I be?333Please respect copyright.PENANAcUlROxgHZF
Chopped liver I suppose.333Please respect copyright.PENANAwv1XxALy2B
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools333Please respect copyright.PENANALse88u4O2Z
333Please respect copyright.PENANAaOYgUOwneG
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life333Please respect copyright.PENANAXGps1Ob0VL
I'm 20333Please respect copyright.PENANAOShNP2GR4b
I have done nothing time is flying by333Please respect copyright.PENANA146j4vb5Sh
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast333Please respect copyright.PENANAJTn6y7VxLC
Keeps slipping from my fists.333Please respect copyright.PENANAnhPsVHCYJT
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).333Please respect copyright.PENANAtMhPfUxEmz
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.333Please respect copyright.PENANAqswsOgvJ4z
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up333Please respect copyright.PENANAXOMsrwqPWf
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.333Please respect copyright.PENANAQYMSNJJIIA
333Please respect copyright.PENANArqohoIenZr
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity333Please respect copyright.PENANAW0uDPALDoQ
I feel it closing in on me333Please respect copyright.PENANAO2eLNYjCwd
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,333Please respect copyright.PENANA55no8j0w2h
looking in the mirror I see my painting.333Please respect copyright.PENANAXKv7f4Btxm
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,333Please respect copyright.PENANA9fWaSmlnMo
I know they're going to be my demise.333Please respect copyright.PENANA0vO5B8KFyA
333Please respect copyright.PENANAHGmGlUUuy6
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen333Please respect copyright.PENANANgzVYtl5yl
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.333Please respect copyright.PENANA0LI1pqHc9h
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 333Please respect copyright.PENANAXiI1hyyKNh
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 333Please respect copyright.PENANAyRYeQK3Yfv
333Please respect copyright.PENANATQTPPb9tqp
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither333Please respect copyright.PENANAHiyMWyEG13
because I know myself if not anyone else333Please respect copyright.PENANA9QrtiimFJ8
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.333Please respect copyright.PENANAL8aRyvUusY
333Please respect copyright.PENANA6goJKjZ9v0
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old