No Plagiarism!5MzwqJd6FcK5CpNkUwLbposted on PENANA 「那麼,你現在每晚回家後,不就很痛苦嗎?整天忍受家人的冷語。」我問道。8964 copyright protection146PENANAtf883qUibm 維尼
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「那倒還好,因為我現在跟他們分居了,就算我死在自己單位裏,他們應該也要兩三天時間才發現得到吧。」楠先生笑着說。8964 copyright protection146PENANABkiPLxeE17 維尼
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我臉無表情地看着他,驟然回憶起前幾天那位跳樓的小學生,於是我便問回同一道問題:8964 copyright protection146PENANAOHvfGWJDTN 維尼
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楠先生思索片刻,便揚起微笑:「經你這麼一問,好像真的挺開心欸…對比起以往鬱悶的日子。」8964 copyright protection146PENANAWILvdnxJVe 維尼
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「可是啊,你最主要的壓力,或是負能量來源,不就是源自於家人嗎?」8964 copyright protection146PENANAMiRceqWoyy 維尼
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他向我點點頭,然後,我便問出心中的困惑:8964 copyright protection146PENANAKPGynWcD6o 維尼
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「既然如此,我就不懂了,幹嘛不跟他們斷絕親子關係?畢竟他們是構成你渴望尋死的最大原因吧?」8964 copyright protection146PENANAUGyak1hUyI 維尼
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楠先生眉目緊鎖,陷入沉思之中。8964 copyright protection146PENANAJTcPJrQIot 維尼
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「乾脆不要再跟父母有來往啊,反正他們只是阻礙你享受生活的絆腳石,就像現在的你…彬彬有禮,陶醉於金錢換來的上流生活。」8964 copyright protection146PENANAO0h7w4oo2W 維尼
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「的確…的確是這樣啊……」楠先生露出無奈的笑容,大概對我的話有半分認同吧?8964 copyright protection146PENANAizhXRiTu4d 維尼
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此時我低頭一看,玻璃杯裏的果汁已經喝光了,那就算了吧。8964 copyright protection146PENANAsFJyWni93S 維尼
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「我個人認為啦,只要你把親情割捨出來,繼續當個地盤佬、賺錢、吃高級牛扒,這樣的生活也是挺好的啊。」我掏出錢包,準備查看這餐晚飯的價錢。8964 copyright protection146PENANAZDkJuLHYX0 維尼
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下一秒,楠先生欄截著了我,沒有剛剛的笑容,而是換上認真的神情說:8964 copyright protection146PENANADMyDFSVGFb 維尼
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「這一餐我請吧…」8964 copyright protection146PENANAEUedFdNSx4 維尼
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說罷,他便走到收銀處那邊刷卡付款,我聳聳肩,背起自己的書包走到餐廳門外。8964 copyright protection146PENANAWoWmTFUoIt 維尼
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今晚的天空,依舊是一點亮光都沒有啊,是烏雲擋著了嗎?抑或單純是星星和月亮沒有出來?8964 copyright protection146PENANAfmrE05DeMj 維尼
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「走吧,你搭甚麼車回家?」楠先生友善地說。8964 copyright protection146PENANApXKOwkbDsw 維尼
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「巴士就可以了。」我想了想,還是決定開口問他:「你決定好甚麼日子自殺了嗎?」8964 copyright protection146PENANAiq8CZF7R3F 維尼
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「這個……按原定計劃,應該是這個週日吧?因為工地大多數都休息,這樣就不會影響他們啦。」8964 copyright protection146PENANAwYBYiQtaA1 維尼
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我掃視着楠先生臉上的笑容,他真是個大好人啊,連自己的死亡也不希望影響身邊的人事。可惜,這個社會,或是說這個世界,就是不適合好人生存的呢…8964 copyright protection146PENANAQiIybKQwaN 維尼
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「當日我可以…去你家拜訪一下嗎?」8964 copyright protection146PENANAeGD7nckxMt 維尼
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聽罷,楠先生感到驚訝,說道:「可是我家走廊有監視器,樓下也有保安的啊,你就不怕在我死後,警察會找你問話嗎?」8964 copyright protection146PENANAlBNcuo9QNo 維尼
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我思索片刻,便笑言:「我可沒考慮這麼多,反正我也是想尋死的人,在死亡之前,我也想按照自己的想法活着……我就是想去你家看看嘛,在你的最後一天。」8964 copyright protection146PENANAa1XiO1vwnT 維尼
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楠先生聽完我的話後,也被我逗笑了:8964 copyright protection146PENANAn0o2WGMQvE 維尼
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「你還真是個有趣的傢伙…話說回來,我還沒問你尋死的原因是甚麼呢?」8964 copyright protection146PENANAipOASRPQc4 維尼
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「週日吧,如果那時我想講出口的話,你也許能在臨終前聽到的呢!」8964 copyright protection146PENANA3sJxPSHjSa 維尼
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「哈哈,那好吧,時間不早了,你趕緊回家去吧。」楠先生露出溫暖的笑容,提醒我說:「路上小心點啊,畢竟一個女孩子回家,還是要注意安全的。」8964 copyright protection146PENANAXKdXzurBXf 維尼
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「知道啦,掰掰。」8964 copyright protection146PENANAeOQefkTD12 維尼
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我掛上短暫的微笑,隨後便往車站的方向走去。8964 copyright protection146PENANAfU1ZeGvh9z 維尼
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老實說,我自己也不希望像楠先生這類大好人死去,可是同一時間,我又希望他能早點擺脫這世界的折磨,因為這地方實在不適合我們活着啊。8964 copyright protection146PENANArkXXhBEF4b 維尼
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甚麼時候起,人們不再恐懼死亡,甚至乎,我們開始感到喜悅了呢……是甚麼時候的事?8964 copyright protection146PENANAYP7aJhYEuT 維尼
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窗外下起滂沱大雨,我坐在冷冰冰的課室裏,做着一張張數學試題,然而卷上面卻只有我的姓名,答案甚麼的通通留白。8964 copyright protection146PENANA7lkIPmgtwD 維尼
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唉,甚麼時候才能結束這一切?8964 copyright protection146PENANASdRANXMIoX 維尼
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鐘聲響起,老師開始喊話要收卷。8964 copyright protection146PENANAFtJaiNRIhl 維尼
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「麻煩大家回去好好背熟書本的公式,距離公開試還有數個月時間,不要怠慢了啊!」8964 copyright protection146PENANAWFCFzw7N7D 維尼
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說罷,他便捧着一疊疊試卷離開。小息開始後,同學們都吵成一片,有些人圍在一起溫習、有些人在吃着小賣部的食物、有些人在玩手機、有些人在聊八卦…8964 copyright protection146PENANAHmJ2PrgYPb 維尼
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各種各樣的聲音混雜在一起,我默默戴上耳機,把音量調至比正常還要大聲。8964 copyright protection146PENANAxMvGjksorJ 維尼
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真是很煩啊…為甚麼人們總愛說着毫無意義的話?8964 copyright protection146PENANAehZ0Rce7Fy 維尼
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我不想理,不想聽,我和其他人就像是生活在不同的次元裏,他們是吵鬧星球的人,而我是獨自流浪於此地方,我是唯一的異類,如同「矩陣世界」裏的bug一樣。8964 copyright protection146PENANAN98P77CTFp 維尼
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望向窗外的雨水,我猜外面是烏雲密佈的吧?希望這場雨不會持續到放學後,因為我沒帶傘啊…8964 copyright protection146PENANAtaVO1jXFJ7 維尼
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透過窗戶的反射,我好像注意到教師桌的一位男生正在看着我。沒記錯的話,他是叫劉甚麼源,忘記了,整天跟其他朋友們圍在電腦桌那邊玩樂。8964 copyright protection146PENANA20t4jMIxP3 維尼
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我馬上低下頭來,拿出紙筆,在上面畫畫消閒。8964 copyright protection146PENANAz9ooN0DeYD 維尼
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在悅耳的音樂加持下,我成功抽離於現實世界,陶醉在自己的時空裏,沒有別人、沒有雜聲、沒有淚水、沒有壓力、沒有我討厭的東西、也沒有討厭我的東西,只是單純地畫着我想畫的圖像。8964 copyright protection146PENANAJba4UhykTi 維尼
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這就是我了,若然死後是上天堂、下地獄、或是一片虛無,不管是那一個,都至少比現在的人間更加適合我待着…8964 copyright protection146PENANAwKtJQaUXw3 維尼
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雨,還是下個不停,我獨自一人站在校門口發呆,等待着雨水褪去的那刻。8964 copyright protection146PENANAudN37j4Iob 維尼
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這時候,某人從身後拍拍我的肩膀,我脫下耳機,回頭一看,原來是那位劉同學。8964 copyright protection146PENANAoI35viaI4F 維尼
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「甚麼事?」8964 copyright protection146PENANATaW12zvor8 維尼
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「呃…請問妳是沒有帶傘嗎?」他用害羞的語氣向我問道。8964 copyright protection146PENANAN2LKNx4miS 維尼
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這不是擺明的嗎?還要問哦?8964 copyright protection146PENANAbuCyenISlz 維尼
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我點點頭,不跟他浪費口水。8964 copyright protection146PENANAUOw9TJYXYV 維尼
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「我這裏有兩把雨傘,可以借妳一把啦,明天還我就可以了。」8964 copyright protection146PENANApiYtN4nLFF 維尼
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「呃…謝謝。」8964 copyright protection146PENANAjO7vRZA96x 維尼
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我接過他的短傘,內心並沒有太多感激的念頭,反正淋着雨回家我也沒差啊。8964 copyright protection146PENANAZHYR44nf2z 維尼
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於是,我們各自撐起傘來離開校門。劉同學問道:8964 copyright protection146PENANAoozXcwTf4Q 維尼
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「阿黑,妳往哪個方向走?」8964 copyright protection146PENANAOOc0tFMvlW 維尼
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「地鐵站那邊。」8964 copyright protection146PENANAdJFDoCgWxj 維尼
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「噢,正好我也要到旁邊的商場買東西,順路呢!」8964 copyright protection146PENANA0v2RBy774E 維尼
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我沒有搭理他,自顧自的往地鐵站方向走去,而他則跟在我身旁。8964 copyright protection146PENANAXyW8qNxPFq 維尼
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「你全名是叫劉……」8964 copyright protection146PENANAfLc5IDS0gK 維尼
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「叫我阿源就可以了。」他微笑說。8964 copyright protection146PENANA4bUyeO2WlV 維尼
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我點點頭,然後一路上便靜默下來,跟阿源沒有再多的交談。畢竟在班上,沒有任何同學是跟我熟絡的,雖然這是件好事。8964 copyright protection146PENANAjSUo7jRUlf 維尼
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走了一會兒後,他便對我說:8964 copyright protection146PENANAWineRbiNma 維尼
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「我走這邊…那明天見咯,掰~」8964 copyright protection146PENANAwsLgEdrlUq 維尼
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「再見。」8964 copyright protection146PENANAzm8kUypYGN 維尼
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我目無表情地向他道別後,便走進地鐵站裏,無奈回家去……8964 copyright protection146PENANABcSsadvrYG 維尼
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