也有時候感覺到寂寥,好像喚醒心底之浪潮,會如常的為愛而飄渺,卻不再被世界了煩擾,在乎言行舉止,需要有著意義,如也帶着心思,去令愛情摸擬──夢想只人煙之傾倒,又行走著唯美花都,我活在世界的懷抱,才認知怎樣地虛耗⋯⋯248Please respect copyright.PENANATC6yLRFxFR
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我似活在遠古,忠於遺忘痛苦,明白當下抱負,去比劃起髮膚,彷彿都透徹著慾望,我站在世外的地方,會去把眾生也觀看,亦自在了蔓延香芳⋯⋯令誰帶著渴求,若芳華可長流,又會否去洞透,並無人在留守、248Please respect copyright.PENANAgnXWxV5Uix
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如是青年的懊惱,世界哪充滿樂土,而來去幾多效勞,卻換到失散命數,又若如迷惘,只沉著追趕,當灑過了汗,去為誰強悍:248Please respect copyright.PENANAAN2qFScSn4
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「我都盡力了啊!也都沒有被認同了的成就⋯⋯我難道活起所有公式了麼?原來,我怎樣的努力都不會夠所謂的好⋯⋯」248Please respect copyright.PENANAZztQWmxRo0
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而青年之擔憂,才會㧪殺自由,只去計較擁有,當泯滅也無休。也令詩敏婉惜人生,誰被洪流沖去奮身,俊誠也遺憾了純真,會把尺度永遠地跟⋯⋯248Please respect copyright.PENANAMlCnL1Evxs
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「你,有著什麼志願了?去想啊,有什麼的事情是你打從心底的很想去做了啊?你可以問一下自己的內心。」248Please respect copyright.PENANArOIvDyruth
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俊誠前去探究,別再過問成就,由心底的追求,才去匹配長流,而詩敏也太明白自我,別恍如燈蛾了在撲火,世界的風景只會掠過,卻都可以放下去消磨:248Please respect copyright.PENANA21vfDcQxwp
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「那些世人的眼光,其實與你又何干?你就為自己的存在而活,才不用了為了滿足了他人的視野。」248Please respect copyright.PENANAAM89ae3Kdj
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「沒錯。是你活在這個世界上,並不是了這個世界上存活了你,你就去活出自己的喜好吧!才不是為著了現實世界裡的準則啊!」248Please respect copyright.PENANA5Nm0SDwl9W
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如若詩敏裝載,來去著重喜愛;俊誠亦是感慨,該由自己主宰⋯⋯青年卻只在於反駁,又尋求起普世快樂,會去避免人情冷漠,才達至值得了寄託:248Please respect copyright.PENANAMUikPD1xd6
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「我,只想了去幹藝術啊,但這些事,才不足夠了維繫著富裕,也會極難的得到了些認同⋯⋯但我只想去堅持,可是,卻受盡了許多勢利的冷眼⋯⋯」248Please respect copyright.PENANA6aQ9HTGcjc
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「我都會在想,我追求的境界可是無價了,並不是那些名利所能夠來衡量的⋯⋯我都會去掙扎,在那個功利的漩渦內感到很無奈了⋯⋯」248Please respect copyright.PENANAyyqcfiRoBD
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人若有才華極頂尖,何況只活著了青天,當萬物自然的引牽,會去追逐生涯無邊,人間險惡,才刻意的浮繪輪廓,塑造冷落,只在抬舉了去收穫,放心追求無價,就謝絕了塗鴉,看望美麗落霞,令天際多優雅、248Please respect copyright.PENANAtOllR4HUi2
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充滿了人生之境界,如藝術亦也有姿態,不會被世俗所搖擺,才更是美好的地帶⋯⋯當然應該堅持,獨有著了天姿,就去擁抱放肆,誰又懂得後事:248Please respect copyright.PENANAfxxjzKFiSf
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「年輕人,去珍惜天份了吧!就由得人們去活在了局限當中,你去放心追求自我吧!夢想才餓不死了去人,勢利才會把夢想都餓死了!」248Please respect copyright.PENANAdR3xBCwdal
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「對啊!去走自己的路,才不用了看望著別人,別走下了讓人括目相見了的不由自主,你的心底其實也有答案吧!只是想到來了宣洩了意向,對吧?」248Please respect copyright.PENANASvljMFaAtw
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俊誠才在唱和,會自由的高歌,詩敏亦去對座,只為著了拔河,大好青年亦飄忽,這滿腦子的冤屈,但卻都有著傲骨,只言辭了在缺乏:248Please respect copyright.PENANAEk10iQrglF
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「我都被那些勢利給氣壞了,一想到被諸多的批評呀,我才不想了再去接觸了這個世界。」248Please respect copyright.PENANAidJofGslFV
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「傻瓜,你的世界,誰說不可以了改變了這個世界啊?再者,是有了我們才會有了這個世界啊。」248Please respect copyright.PENANAqtO1sf9p9u
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「真的?允詩敏,你相信了我可以嗎?我真的能夠走到了成功嗎?」248Please respect copyright.PENANAN1LKlMtzJN
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「廢話。你是……佑安?你也相信了自己吧!就去過活了沒有遺憾去……」248Please respect copyright.PENANAdKBzMxsCW5
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當氣氛似觸電,令美好在沉澱,而潛在之伏線,愛頃刻了蔓延……就連對望也會臉紅,行前可會引致起哄,凝視間彷彿了造夢,令心癢得沒有輕重,如是去來撲蝶,情懷太過熾熱,心聲都也重疊,飛不出了轟烈……248Please respect copyright.PENANAceHqWqVkkx
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──在沉默當中醞釀,眼前人好比對象,但完全遺忘立場,也說不起來無恙,被誰了佔據,只在於戲水;沉迷起愛侶,在天涯伴隨,如時間已經停留,去從此執子之手、248Please respect copyright.PENANAyi9fZHBizU
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當光陰只是消受,來輕的細水長流……佑安才要上前愛,卻失去某些存在,詩敏亦是很無奈,被操控了去人海:248Please respect copyright.PENANAQrxqUAAlPF
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「喂!閔俊誠!『心靈同協會』的人應該是自然地消散了啊!你怎麼刻意地將人家打回去了現實的世界了啊?」248Please respect copyright.PENANA6TlqjnYHot
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「他是……佑安?你就在這個空間內結識對象了嗎?他都再沒有了懊惱了,也是時候了消失了去。」248Please respect copyright.PENANAo1OmetV79G
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詩敏才來驚覺,構成了些冷落,俊誠卻要烘托,但只關於閉幕,何況醒來更加輕狂,當我和你如常破浪,會去迎接地老天荒,若你與我亦要守望:248Please respect copyright.PENANANzq7h5gPju
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「你愛我,所以在你妒忌了,於是,你根不得他消失掉了,我,說得都對了吧?」詩敏會去認證,可以疑惑傾情。248Please respect copyright.PENANAB0adbpyW24
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俊誠都會冷靜,來放心的任性:「他也是個藝術的愛好者啊!你不是都也鍾情的麼?有沒有什麼了的火花了?」248Please respect copyright.PENANA3uyCfaBN0J
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「有。他好像了個故人,曾經都很脫俗,去追求了最熱衷的人與事,可是……最後他名成利就了,從此就只有了自命清高……」若把往事來傾聽,詩敏亦特別安寧。248Please respect copyright.PENANAFPS6xqnrCW
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將平生了去清醒,俊誠也只得風輕:「所以你心癢了,於是也動容了,你難忘了那熱血的曾經,抑或是這個超脫了去的青年?你是在看到自己了吧!你何嘗……不是在有著了一個文藝的夢想……」248Please respect copyright.PENANAhHdYfEVHPJ
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任世界怎麼了改變,為你我的初衷蔓延,當曾經亦只是流年,令我你將餘生連綿,猶如玩弄青絲,都在撇脫貪癡,回首了去相依,才會只有風姿,亦不帶著人間情慾,令相愛得超然脫俗,永無煙火了的格局,在清淨之內也滿足、248Please respect copyright.PENANAeO2yLYVaZW
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猶如反覆的互動,在同一個了青空,才會泛起來美夢,將所有愛去吹送……彷似俊誠從來理解,也更懂得努力不懈,當詩敏去走遍長街,亦在乎了萬千境界,繁花玩藝,亦不只精細,流於造詣,才是了瑰麗──248Please respect copyright.PENANAcx6dNzQy89
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「文藝啊!去將字都寫成了藝術,去把意境都溶化了在語意當中,又可以去帶出了山水之傳奇……我都還在修行的路上啊!只要沒有人來破壞呀,我都會堅持地向前行了……」248Please respect copyright.PENANASqIvEatQSg
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若無奈,才滿了悲哀,沒感慨,於懷內放開:「詩敏呀……那個佑安,好像了你那時候,你所欣賞了的列佐向了吧!你是否真的有在被動容了?」248Please respect copyright.PENANAwvkSxl7ULZ
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「沒有。但如果你並不愛我了,就會是另一個的答案了。你只需要了回應,你把他消失了去,到底是不是在迴避了觸電……你是愛我的,對不對了啊?」如掩蓋,俊誠之心愛,若變改,詩敏亦自在──248Please respect copyright.PENANAJaQoKOObwk
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「你如果不作聲,我會當是了,而我的作聲,你也應該明白都是了。」248Please respect copyright.PENANAfPrtxRwXTX
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這該死的心癮,原來生而為人,不把愛情啞忍,竟化開了烙印,恍如煙花開後墜下,來半生糾纏也無他,當曾經都滿了優雅,令永恆之思念萌芽,是愛,其實不必走來,放開,才會明白記載、248Please respect copyright.PENANAWnW0wgkXui
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我在沿著路趕上,過多的思念斷腸,你又於夜下頌唱,愛都已經了悠揚……248Please respect copyright.PENANAmoR6GhY1kp
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「你看,俊誠在『心靈同協會』回來之後,整個人都神不守舍了去!是不是被告白了啊?」真神去觸踫,也無法接通。248Please respect copyright.PENANAOfZ3USDYGc
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魔怪的蠢動,並未可入夢:「是不是在鬧認真了呀?俊誠可是沒有真正的在愛上過了誰……」248Please respect copyright.PENANADFu3N6p9Zl
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驀然回首起源,卻並不帶幽怨,但是花香飄遠,去來感受冷暖,若真神亦不過同步,誰刻意將魔怪塑造,而靈精也沒有深奧,只是感情忽然顛倒,這大慨是愛情,會去甘願對稱,才不管了曾經,去廝守起遠景……248Please respect copyright.PENANAeYvVrh0QKM
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「那個詩敏的真神呀,總是要在連結上我了,其實我啊!是俊誠為了感受到了詩敏,才參照的倒模了出來的。俊誠才不用了什麼靈通,他根本已經是天聖了的境界……」真神亦會追趕,人間之愛猖狂。248Please respect copyright.PENANACv1kc0Kc4p
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靈精來到掛望,又有幾多狂妄:「那個詩敏……俊誠可是和她在一起嬉戲了啊,他又哪裡需要了我呢,但是有了我……才可以跟允詩敏有著了某些的共鳴……」248Please respect copyright.PENANAYaavTBYLAB
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──假若世界原來完美,停於夜下只為著你,誰都已經擁抱傳奇,也會因愛而去萎靡,這樣地同在,於風花之外,人心的傾愛,都滿了灌溉,如若了不能違和,也把愛結了果,似是些無法掠過,去將愛生了火:248Please respect copyright.PENANAGbDOOS2uy4
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「俊誠哪有了煩惱啊,誰又需要了來魔怪,但如果能夠去為詩敏分擔了呀,俊誠才把我這個小魔怪都留在身邊了。」248Please respect copyright.PENANApIqEEDiQ5j
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「所以呀,真神呀!你說那個允詩敏……到底是不是了個大笨蛋呀,俊誠到底是否愛上了她,難道還需要了去說出口了嗎?」魔怪亦也知初,根本沒有成魔。248Please respect copyright.PENANAeA7CWFXBvD
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真神才更輕呵,其實沒有講過:「俊誠他在又想著誰了,或者都別要去說,就讓愛啊,這樣的在逗留了……」248Please respect copyright.PENANAWDQaL65x9a
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而年月有時候分叉,也引致錯失的某家,但人煙去擁抱春夏,才不管了細微如沙,若果上前去景仰,猶如看到了對象,不過曾經的心癢,令誰人也來惆悵──248Please respect copyright.PENANAEpFDpytRyA
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「你好,是否有個女生叫允詩敏了?她是否經常都會在這個咖啡廳了啊?」248Please respect copyright.PENANANc5axsipgM
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「欸!佑安啊!我是你的舊同學呀!你的藝術怎麼了呀?你認識那個允詩敏的嗎?她也像極了是個文藝青年,哎呀!你們真的好登對了啊!」248Please respect copyright.PENANALeT1OxbHgY
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「我現在還不太認識了她。原來她不在了,那麼,我之後再來這裡找她了吧!」248Please respect copyright.PENANAiCFq27cEzs
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「啊!愛上人家了嗎?是不是了?她可能又去上學了,你過兩天再來找她吧!」248Please respect copyright.PENANATyBnkAktFg
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當天地依然敢去愛,就趁還有力氣開採,才無悔了曾經趕來,去將心思都也放開,彷彿只願望落空,但留在回憶之中,當去來明了動容,會值得前去觸踫,亦很好,即使不過傾慕,去同路,唯美了些吐露、248Please respect copyright.PENANAbIbdBgyV8F
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而有情人假如廝守,也不在於去向白頭,若愛情甘心的等候,會到來花開之回眸……248Please respect copyright.PENANABmc16JRkyO
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(八)該死的心癮
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