2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧145Please respect copyright.PENANArxUyUd7Dip
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那麼久了啊145Please respect copyright.PENANA51X3TQhKXn
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大概…也活夠了吧145Please respect copyright.PENANA9KCpcL2ZAj
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始145Please respect copyright.PENANAt8dXUl67zW
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但…145Please respect copyright.PENANAfeawSaoQhi
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「20歲了啊」145Please respect copyright.PENANApWpMt27i4B
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已145Please respect copyright.PENANABUJjasxD8b
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼145Please respect copyright.PENANA9dSuNZZKCH
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣145Please respect copyright.PENANAFlkTcJcgLB
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼145Please respect copyright.PENANABfY4LWeuEs
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?145Please respect copyright.PENANAHEEDPiWhfY
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白145Please respect copyright.PENANAKDn6FASSXn
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子145Please respect copyright.PENANAteZkdJSZPP
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地145Please respect copyright.PENANAsD24KegxrT
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子145Please respect copyright.PENANAevFLd3cNyD
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可不知道從什麼時候開始145Please respect copyright.PENANAEBTk5ZtnyT
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格145Please respect copyright.PENANAqUzYNQ645N
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了145Please respect copyright.PENANAIQu26T7H5p
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事145Please respect copyright.PENANAkk30bB8w6O
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但我就是無法表達我的情感145Please respect copyright.PENANAkYPRR9CcD6
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆145Please respect copyright.PENANAYwgRByLGVx
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點145Please respect copyright.PENANA9x7fFBeoAk
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就是虛無與面無表情145Please respect copyright.PENANArs1WCA7Iss
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此145Please respect copyright.PENANAd5N7OfS0Gx
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只是145Please respect copyright.PENANAV1XpwmUbLE
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會145Please respect copyright.PENANAkWdmG6i7CO
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給145Please respect copyright.PENANAMm791QvbXD
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案145Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZsP0vck5n
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果145Please respect copyright.PENANATv1F7Rg6oG
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這就是我的生存方式145Please respect copyright.PENANA6Fat2UUw0h
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也是我慢性自殺的方法145Please respect copyright.PENANAx4k0Y6y1Ms
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