2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧144Please respect copyright.PENANAJHb4EIfeCy
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那麼久了啊144Please respect copyright.PENANAEWOK4VhrHi
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大概…也活夠了吧144Please respect copyright.PENANArBdEgNxHAu
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始144Please respect copyright.PENANAyArkuJrOEu
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但…144Please respect copyright.PENANAY3eeFYP5yU
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「20歲了啊」144Please respect copyright.PENANAwQEtAKlN0x
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已144Please respect copyright.PENANAL3OCcJC5hB
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼144Please respect copyright.PENANAaex3y9Lt8g
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣144Please respect copyright.PENANAwNaXy9907S
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼144Please respect copyright.PENANADEJTbVEAel
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?144Please respect copyright.PENANAQV7E8Xj3Sm
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白144Please respect copyright.PENANApo3inhXi1Y
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→→→144Please respect copyright.PENANAcPOzTBFpTm
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子144Please respect copyright.PENANA9my7VnDCdh
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地144Please respect copyright.PENANA2T5y4zUHT0
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子144Please respect copyright.PENANAB8xRzgWJ34
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可不知道從什麼時候開始144Please respect copyright.PENANArmqmnBxYFo
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格144Please respect copyright.PENANAwdlaj9VTm1
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了144Please respect copyright.PENANA4CYXhwWOht
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事144Please respect copyright.PENANA76wsUvVbiH
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但我就是無法表達我的情感144Please respect copyright.PENANAdktYIVDf9M
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆144Please respect copyright.PENANAVLCkWhJWTg
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點144Please respect copyright.PENANAUqfxgwk6YW
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就是虛無與面無表情144Please respect copyright.PENANAeitxBxrpLk
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此144Please respect copyright.PENANAHp5s72u0t7
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只是144Please respect copyright.PENANAh6UauEQner
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會144Please respect copyright.PENANA7PSNIzdd2A
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給144Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6CDpLvZEO
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案144Please respect copyright.PENANAdUBXzPVWM8
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果144Please respect copyright.PENANAaylzLWQnjP
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這就是我的生存方式144Please respect copyright.PENANA7BgqBPGa38
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也是我慢性自殺的方法144Please respect copyright.PENANAx1VWxb7Qx8
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