飛機落地時是當地傍晚五點半。太陽還沒完全下山，風卻已有夜晚的濕意。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvTjBPlJNd
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糸師冴一落地，照流程搭上接機車隊，車還沒開動，領隊就把一份文件遞到他手上。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPIlVAQlcp
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日方臨時發來的緊急備忘錄——34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva5R4kAhkp
三頁內容，一頁簡報、三張截圖、一行摘要。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsuGUlnKlv
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「建議統一口徑回應：不評論私事。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPOrXWKkTb
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他低頭看了一眼，沒說什麼。把文件翻到最後一頁，簽了字。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaHWwX1ZuR
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隔天清晨五點半，糸師冴準時出門。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTMYHEoIiW
地面帶著沒睡醒的溫度，連空氣都還沒張開眼睛。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIiZwPc1wL
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訓練排得很緊，他幾乎沒有空出時間給任何人說話。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYILDZdJma
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早上是三圈短衝測驗、兩輪定位傳球；34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdq4FxOOWTT
午餐後做靜態柔軟與腳踝加壓處理。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYB08dPW9Su
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下午，他照常留下，把自己送進「非必要但自選」的自主訓練時段——34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvHzmDDyt8
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自選課程內容：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxI0FRms1K
防守模擬視野轉換、三球連傳精度修正、靜態球快速分配。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLGE1Ax80C
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整整兩小時，沒人打斷他。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SCnA82WWC
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除了偶爾一兩個隊友從旁邊經過，語氣像開玩笑，又像在試探：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6ZFJE4ioq
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「¿Tan pronto?」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdO4XIic70
（回來這麼快？）34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivEHIKPKWg
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他點點頭，腳沒停。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zIZPSZiSa
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「¿Estás bien?」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyxSWeyG4h
（你還好吧？）34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfoK4lmn4T
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「Sí.」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYssI0rad6l
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他只說這一個字。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWxz5R39xf
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第三天，一樣。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50KDf5Yw67
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第四天，差不多。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzEkPb0L0l
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只有第五天早上，助理在門口問他要不要調整餐表、考慮增重計畫，他只是「嗯」了一聲，沒多說什麼。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGKCOWLZVX
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經紀人提過兩次「Rina」，助理也提過一次——34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVyGsxlzHX
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但這裡不是日本。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJLgAEkmAx
沒有星野莉奈的雜誌，沒有她的廣告影片，根本沒人知道她是誰。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkbZehkPBG
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就算有人看過那些截圖，也不會過問。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjn6FQMrj4V
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這裡的文化，「私事不管」，是真的不管。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsPxAtJwYi
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直到第六天晚上，糸師冴剛收完操，坐在簡報室的長桌邊，滑著健身APP調整心率時，手機震了一下。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx85OLsFvn
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他看見那行訊息的時候，手指頓了一下。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdPf0CWM4F
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「你那個前鋒傳球還是不看人耶，改天幫我揍他一下好嗎。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiie8zBc4xw
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語氣很輕，像開玩笑。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePulskfsFi
沒有問他現在在哪裡、也沒有多說什麼——就像平常聊天一樣。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6stWeWz0q
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糸師冴盯著那行字看了幾秒，嘴角幾乎看不出來地動了一下。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHInrJQsRvU
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沒笑，也沒回。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPO44s0y7b
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但他把那封訊息打開了兩次。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKneBjDqRt
就像這幾天一樣，生活繼續，訓練照走。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXJfm9Soig
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一切沒有變。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1L61CXF4mJ
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那條訊息，還留在他手機裡。沒刪，也沒覆蓋。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4K7XW1DgU
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就靜靜地，放在那裡。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1xaAq5vvD
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糸師冴回去西班牙後，這是她的第三支廣告。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsgNtw6Ggt
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星野莉奈準時抵達片場，化好妝，換上第一套衣服，站上燈光定位點。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6ivXgqmZs
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「很好，Rina這邊眼神往上提一點——對，笑得很自然！」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbaNeYHLxZ
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攝影師的指令輕快，她也配合得俐落乾脆。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwc7XN7AYu3
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每一次擺姿勢、移動步伐、調整微笑的角度，都流暢得像經過上百次排練。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQO1BEnqdJa
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棚內的燈打得過亮，攝影機轉過來的時候，她一秒入位，三秒完成第一組表情變化。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOcrBOGgPW
攝影師在螢幕後點了點頭：「非常好，Rina今天特別快，眼神很穩。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEntdr5bEF
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一切看起來，都和以前沒什麼不同。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqIEgkdyB2
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換妝休息時，星野莉奈坐在化妝間的角落，造型師忙著整理下一套服裝。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCf4UwkdK3
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化妝間另一邊，有人壓低聲音說話。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEntxK3AwAu
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講得不大聲，也沒有叫她名字。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoWtxb7pWN
但她還是聽見了——「冴」這個字，像水珠敲在耳膜上。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQHcokmq8J
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很輕，也可能是她聽錯。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFMgawJiM7
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她沒有抬頭，也沒有轉頭。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAFBKzGZz8
視線停在鏡子裡的自己兩秒，一如往常地，把微笑拉回來。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBo0cCkdxoA
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星野莉奈乖乖讓化妝師補妝，只是眼皮輕輕顫了一下。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWRSWKZvCP
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沒有人明講，沒有人直視她，但空氣裡像浮著一層無形的問號。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9Ogo6HGOa
她拉回自己的呼吸，把笑容重新調整好。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEnNc1WHCx
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就像往常那樣。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfbhRUnyIA
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她還能笑，也還能快。胃有點緊，像早上喝下的咖啡沒完全化開。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFukpku8vqG
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但不嚴重——還撐得住。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6GhqAwCDf
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拍攝比預定時間提早了二十分鐘結束。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7CLFsg4z9
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「今天超順利的，謝謝Rina！」製作人對她比了個大拇指。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQghvrZwXBS
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星野莉奈回了個燦爛又收斂的笑容，鞠了一躬，開始收拾東西。助理在旁邊提著包包，眼神偷偷瞄了她好幾次，像是想問什麼，又不敢開口。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7D33Uxz77
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星野莉奈裝作沒發現，走到保母車邊，等司機開門。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFC6Ls0LxJ
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一上車，空氣明顯變了。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnalXIRErM
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小川鈴坐在後排，平板電腦放在膝上，螢幕還亮著，是幾個剛出的新聞標題。她抬眼看星野莉奈，一句寒暄也沒有，直接開門見山：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KFTMoWwbu
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「他們在等著我們露餡。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpJN7eVvMG
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語速低，不快，但每個字都壓得很緊。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ldn2kP59X
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「那邊一個字也沒回。沒有否認，也沒有承認，什麼都沒有。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEEckTXC7d
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說出這句時，小川鈴的語氣已經壓著一整天的疲憊和火氣。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DAUgLlVbw
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「妳現在繼續出現，繼續拍廣告，繼續工作，這些本來都是正常的——但只要他不出來說話，外界就會把所有『不正常』貼在妳身上。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmRNTt3aYh
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星野莉奈低著頭，把包包放在腿上，手指輕輕揉著肩帶。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjHhxV9TRj
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即使是在攝影棚那樣喧鬧的環境裡，她心裡總會浮起那個背影——他不說話時的模樣。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtkevpfJeo
那不是沉默，是慣性。她太熟悉了。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69yfmHMzlX
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——所以她現在也沒說話。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZM9uCQZHgE
像在忍耐，也像是接受。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5KNBbHXgD
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想起雪月，冴剛落地回到日本跟小凜吵架的夜晚；想起重回便利商店的那天；想起她剛從巴黎回來，他在沙發另一端，安靜沉穩地坐在那裡⋯⋯一次又一次，他一向不喜歡為自己解釋什麼。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkODl72MLXT
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那些誤解、那些質疑，他不回應，不是因為害怕，也不是逃避——只是從來不覺得有什麼好說的。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrysdZ2aG2
對他來說，解釋像是一種辯解，是自降身段的事。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFbpLlYF06
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——他不會回的。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKocqJGNnhg
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心裡某個地方很平靜地這麼說。她不特別覺得受傷，只覺得好赤裸。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uCzKrFJIw
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小川鈴關上平板，語氣乾脆：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik7ENncgCy
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「Rina，誠實告訴我——你們現在是什麼階段？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONH7yMygz2
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「啊？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBF01ORqug
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「你們，到底是什麼身份、什麼關係？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIVyHodAj0
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「我們⋯⋯」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlLQlMLQCl
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星野莉奈才張口，就停住了。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqtCPUNMTk
她想說是「男女朋友」，可糸師冴從沒點頭過；是「青梅竹馬」，糸師冴也未曾回應過。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5DOeA4Jsg
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「我們⋯⋯」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuoZN48PrL
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小川鈴看著她，眼神一閃，語氣輕了一點，卻直白得刺耳：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqV55xu5cv
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「只有妳認定，是嗎？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFPWeHPw5v
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「我⋯⋯小川姐、不是⋯⋯我只是⋯⋯」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcCGPAaVZE
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「要想那麼久嗎？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUugAA48Zz
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小川鈴低頭，再抬起眼，語氣柔了半拍，可仍不退讓。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvbTPF0eRc
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「不、不是⋯⋯我、他⋯⋯」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdilNeRITW
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「Rina，如果這種事都要想——那答案不是已經很明顯了嗎？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8PCZbQc2v
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小川鈴說得很輕，像是在提醒，也像是在逼自己，把該說的話說完：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8BDUL5cHg
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「我們必須提前準備。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TxSzX7wAZ
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那句話落下來的一瞬間，她覺得胸口像被什麼冰冷的東西輕輕碰了一下。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPfDfRyMUt
沒有痛，但讓她清醒。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYZabYglo7
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她知道，小川鈴一直在保護她；她知道，小川姐是故意在冴回西班牙那天，替她塞滿行程，不給輿論空間；也知道，為了讓她現在「只是聽見化妝間的耳語」，對方在幕後做了多少努力。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamJCx7Sv7I
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——她知道，小川鈴沒有想傷害她。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQMmLdKqKP
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只是，現實，比心疼更早一步逼近了。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9bHlf8z3M
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小川鈴轉向助理，簡短交代：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWsGCaahcC
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「通知經紀公司的人，開始擬定聲明稿，備案兩版；一版是他方開口後的回應稿，一版是單方面澄清稿。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh7cx4tVWe
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助理怔了怔，猶豫著問：「要不要再等幾天？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zoHSnDGhE
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小川鈴語速不變，把什麼壓進心底：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5ppdydyJZ
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「等不到的。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaQmReDVf4
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星野莉奈雙唇還微微張著，像是還想解釋剛才的話——卻只是靜靜聽，沒有再插話。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoOU4HBe1M
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她早就知道，他不會說。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc43AMWYfTz
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對象又是媒體——他從來最討厭的那一類。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1R75Ncs1B
鏡頭、追問、立場，那些話，他不屑應付。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyn2OVvLB0
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更別說這次，是關於他自己。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfElmdgBBo
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只是，小川鈴的語氣、助理緊張的神情，還有那台膝上亮著新聞標題的平板——每一樣都在提醒她。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwVmNHb7RF
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提醒她，她和他之間，從來沒有什麼是可以拿出來給世界證明的。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZgvXopR71
無論多努力工作、無論笑容多自然，在外界眼裡，她就是一個人孤零零地唱著獨角戲。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMWBeuYt9F
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星野莉奈把包包緊緊抱在懷裡，肩膀有點僵硬。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9fLN5BtxE
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不是不理解。也不是不甘心。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HcbwXhOy4
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只是那種早已存在的孤單，被一層層揭開來。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTYjoKZuMh
像冬天裡被風細細刮過的皮膚，微微發疼。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwC5F37j80
主要是運動員之間的默契文化34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwDrWr0mtP
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHybGbZYsYq
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68iffkSQcg
1.保持距離的尊重34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnatfxaiovI
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QMkQHxYd3
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENm3N2HXFD
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這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMeumbZXML
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西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkcDaMXRce
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc24Blnv4ys
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但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkDa2YQoaM
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所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKmpBsy7xu
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文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xXYtNjwYB
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這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qm5gwCFh5
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIGHa5qoWe
主要是運動員之間的默契文化34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4BQGrkwvw
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hJC5BMtkx
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCTzI6Fh8n
1.保持距離的尊重34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu9Qq6bFUF
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMr1akhZmTj
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEJBcQCXS2
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA466SfSgyw
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtojmMsDEJ
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q1JbFjAio
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYCbIESOeO
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjIw5wU0kV
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZ8AaYaTXt
但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJMKEyGZKf
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlvJ5PfZ4L
所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FtegpkjBT
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8edxVS6yB
文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL81jW5iPgK
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這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
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