五天過得比想像中快很多，星野莉奈覺得自己連時差都還沒調好，就落地回到日本了。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSTbDosK7D
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「然後你知道嗎？我真的沒看過那麼誇張的走台現場，根本是模特兒界的神仙打架，光是眼神就能把人震出場外那種——而且我一直以為只要拍照！結果到了他們才說也要走秀！我、我我我、走在那群人中間，根本像誤闖巨人國的小矮人！」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ445Cx8Fdeo
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客廳的沙發上，星野莉奈裹著毯子、頭髮還有些微亂，手裡捧著一杯熱牛奶。講話的語速比平常快一點，聲音帶著剛回國的高昂情緒。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjhJFFr3k6
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「我本來就知道自己身高沒什麼優勢啦，可是真的站進去才發現——十公分，是世界和我的分界線。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0PEoXm0ib
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZGQGYlLlu
她像隻捲成團的蝸牛，誇張地比劃模特的長腿，語氣半笑半自嘲。餘光掃過牆上那張等身照片——腿長得像不科學一樣，幾乎佔了整個畫面的三分之二。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBa90g3goc3
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她一直以來最崇拜的模特，也是她每天睜開眼都會看到的身影；一種，世界標準的象徵。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9LlQTO4HH
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沒有多看，星野莉奈輕輕收回視線，把毯子往上拉了一點。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJT4mdx6Lw3
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4pkZFkSsQ
糸師冴的目光也跟著落過去一瞬。沒說話。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEm2Ifxu5U
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他知道那是誰。從小就知道。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OxyUsjidy
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「——我拍完那天直接靈魂出竅，五天裡只有一天睡滿六小時，其他時間都在趕通告、改造型，連自己擦了什麼眼影都不記得。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyGJp3c1gK
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKGUAQOEk2
糸師冴坐在沙發的另一端，聽星野莉奈從香榭大道講到塞納河；從攝影棚講到試鏡現場的光線。他手上轉著保溫杯，偶爾點個頭，偶爾挑挑眉，但大部分時間只是靜靜聽著她說。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8mLZsEghB
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「不過——也還好啦，我猜我應該沒選上。那邊競爭真的超激烈，連候補名單都快比正式名單強了。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6UViApgd1
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YW3ExqG19
星野莉奈聳聳肩，語氣倒沒什麼失落，「而且有一個人超強的神人也來了——神谷美咲！她果然也去了！」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC6quLmnxo
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5SrtLk0fO
「誰？」糸師冴簡短回應。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyDLPmrdxY
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlrDCrecJ3
「蛤啊——你不是知道她是誰？！就那個啊——『亞洲模特界話題新星』！本人真的超漂亮！氣勢超強！」星野莉奈一邊回想畫面，一邊用誇張的手勢比劃：「黑長直髮、超高冷，走進來連攝影助理都不敢直視她的臉，整個房間瞬間變成冷色調背景欸！完全不敢想像她只比我們大兩歲耶！那個氣場——」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEM5KzbjM6
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「嗯。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfi2NAUDwf5
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XeX4jiU5k
「而且你知道最扯的是什麼嗎？」星野莉奈像是存心想讓他專心聽，眼睛瞪得大大的：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7xrrVrNRC
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2zVvbnWTZ
「——她前男友是一個足球員！」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLnpOnBLlH
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPay4f5ZCbo
這句話終於讓糸師冴抬起眼，「誰？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiUl5h8HBi
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpriZe4vHV
「我有點忘記名字了，已經確定會代表國家隊出賽，好像是好幾國混血，踢中後衛的，也跟我們差不多大——叫什麼去了？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPVdbS1tgv
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjr3cMT98B
「奧利佛・愛空。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOamXPhoX1
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「啊——對！你怎麼知道？你認識他喔？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8HQLvS9rs
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNf0JJqOLF
「不認識。看過他的資料而已。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivsEqPpmC6
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUvSSoxwFA
「噢，我還以為你認識。」星野莉奈轉了轉手中的馬克杯，「我好像有聽説，後來因為他們有點不愉快，神谷美咲的狀態跟名聲都受到影響，才導致現在沒那麼常出現。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlc1QWtrA9z
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsv5nDpYaw9
星野莉奈說到這裡，才忽然意識到什麼，笑著補了一句：「不過她對大家都很有禮貌啦，但就是⋯⋯你知道有種禮貌像是隱形刀片，說話都很溫柔，但聽完你會想反覆確認對方是不是在罵你？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7fAdwWgbw
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsSVw3aPC5
糸師冴沒接話，只是把視線落回她手中的杯子，注意到她的手指一圈一圈摩擦著杯壁。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk7PXWGRsZ
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BkyBWELBn
「所以我覺得沒選上也沒差啦——至少去過一次巴黎，還吃到夢想中的羊角可頌，雖然是凌晨三點拍完照後去的⋯⋯但我還是會記得那個味道，永遠。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bmgnw4Hnx
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvj5xyXvDT
糸師冴看著星野莉奈微笑說「沒差」的模樣，指尖又無聲地在手上的保溫瓶轉了一圈。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTZ2dbt1d4
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3kFR3ksuN
她一邊說，一邊撐著下巴看他，「——你都不想問我有沒有想你嗎？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdjGOdNGud
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCm88yzoDDW
「妳不是已經說了五百次『好想傳照片給你又怕打擾你』了？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9nnYkB2wf
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6qkdiHqp6
「你居然有認真聽我講話喔。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILKnvXDuSk
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1pxiir98Y
「講那麼多次，失智也記得起來。」糸師冴語氣一如往常淡淡的。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSlR6xZRZ4
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZED4cjeU9
「⋯⋯你真的很欠扁。」她輕輕地踢了他一下腳，「不過，冴，我真的有一瞬間，是靠著『你一定會覺得我拍得很棒』這個想法撐過去的。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vQD4w9UCH
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzuWWVCOV3
糸師冴沒回應她最後那句「撐過去」，只是輕輕地「嗯」了一聲。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZKfTpjhm9
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNHjb8OO4R
他沒有加什麼評語，也沒有對她的經歷發表任何看法——可她卻從那聲「嗯」裡，聽出一點點像是⋯⋯他也懂的回應。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7c623QLjD
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYRUNNRmy2
會不會⋯⋯其實他在西班牙的時候，也有過，這種時刻呢？星野莉奈眼神亮亮的。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzvFMiOP22
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAU2yLP8wrw
靠著她，跟小凜⋯⋯？哪怕只是一點點也好，撐過了那種沒人知道的瞬間？42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡML5e5PbvAV
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGGDRehJah
她突然覺得有點得意，好像自己默默參與了一場無聲的並肩作戰。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBIsFCIyBl
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8567yWFvnY
「說真的，我本來以為自己會緊張到哭，結果在現場的時候，完全冷靜得嚇到我自己。連經紀人都被我的表現震驚到。」星野莉奈笑了笑，嘴角微翹，像是在告訴他——我真的也有長大一點了。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCADAknuEFP
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlaJCsGhhi
糸師冴抬起眼，看著她沒化妝的臉、亂翹的頭髮、裹在毯子裡的模樣，忽然說：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnndq5mhCg3
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4Ijt6vFrY
「妳跟以前比，變得比較能撐場面了。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Pgbc0YAt3
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pCMAtyGVk
星野莉奈一愣，突然被電到似地整個人撐靠在沙發背，眼睛睜大得不敢相信，「什麼——你這是在誇我嗎？現場Live的誇獎嗎？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKO4XEw7ow
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdjXtVSMe4
「沒有，是事實。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqfUeM58IG
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYyvF6CNVh
「哇哇哇！居然還補一句！等等，我要錄音——」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3WC2di0Fq
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EENCGmxMX
她正要拿手機，他卻一把拉過她的手，直接按住她的手腕。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizzA02U29d
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyAYq5wnx0
「不要吵。」糸師冴語氣沒變，語調好像又低了一點。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYeyv1ml2x
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUThPDUm5Y
她注意到他指節上微紅的壓痕。像冰敷留下的痕跡，也像球場草皮擦過後沒說出口的疲勞。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfihDjTILX
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡST7YAtZwpv
「⋯⋯你保溫杯裡，還是只放常溫水嗎？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ451GVKqkCc
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「嗯。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8OV7a1uj2
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3ZZT62MA0
「這麼冷的天不用熱一點的喝，真的不會感冒嗎？」星野莉奈語氣溫柔得像聊天，但指尖卻悄悄幫糸師冴拉了拉毯子邊緣，蓋過他手背。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKXyeKwr8n
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOF48o5jIW
「還以為你現在應該超怕失溫，畢竟早上五點的那種場地⋯⋯風可不是開玩笑的。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMVQmpKiJh
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeqagBKHhZ
糸師冴沒說話，但動作頓了一下。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAYyz7ONro
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XcJZ0gUcy
她沒逼問，只是淺淺笑了下，換了個話題：「我在巴黎每天被造型師抓來抓去的時候，超羨慕你只要穿訓練服就好。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2OpyiMXIu
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNwb9yhEpc
「妳那叫工作。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxTuyTpAnl
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MMwDIIAEf
「你也是在工作啊，不然RE・AL怎麼會一直派人來監督你。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlW8elXZ7d6
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHprb9XoVE5
星野莉奈說得自然，像是從報紙上讀來的公開資訊，也像是從什麼群組小道消息中不小心滑到的。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykH2A2NG4e
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrt7CNuzmx
糸師冴轉了轉保溫杯蓋，沒否認，也沒接話。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalTSqSNAcq
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYwZ0vRUjZ
星野莉奈舉起杯子喝了一口牛奶，視線隨意地落在他身上。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvsBEJpGvB
——不過好險，她擔心的那些事，一件都沒有發生。他沒有被YIPS擊潰、沒有獨自去踢很冷的夜場；也沒有在她不在的時候，真的撐不過去。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV93jCi6g55
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUjVh61c6m
「我最近看你的影片啊⋯⋯」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HB5bOeP3c
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFotqhGnQa
星野莉奈語氣像是不經意地提起，語尾卻輕輕一挑，藏了點壞心眼的笑，「你影片裡的動作啊，一個一個都像在交報告——其實是你在考教練眼力吧？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSwefIYOVr
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pqXr4BIC8
啜了一口牛奶，星野莉奈杯子放下時才慢悠悠開口：「不吃甜食、不蓋毯子，還每天五點去場邊結霜⋯⋯你到底是訓練，還是想變成冰棒？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrJ80LTalR
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvwrFMCcB9
他微微皺眉。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWnWoWq3BG
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuX4z7HCNI
她笑了兩聲。像什麼都沒說過一樣，然後又補了一句，半開玩笑地呢喃：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0rQB8JBWj
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ePp9qhnrC
「你那種冷到會結霜的練習場啊，如果哪天忘記帶手套⋯⋯我可以借你一邊手放我口袋裡喔。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhMCotGEiZ
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYonvPPl6cL
糸師冴轉頭看她，眉毛都沒動一下。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aU77Evfns
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTvDS9hRdf
星野莉奈笑得很乖巧，「一邊而已，超出不收費。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn31Ze9WxYb
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAeRPOdFea
他沒有回應，只是伸手碰了一下杯口。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkvPSS896T
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBVepmPjUu
她笑了幾聲後，忽然安靜下來。抬頭眨了眨眼，輕聲說：「我可以再多問你一件事嗎？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc6Do6Tk6H
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「什麼？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDNIza11Xm
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYmlYCLKTN
「你有聽過——就是，神谷她之前的事嗎？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3HyOCloRh
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMd1jxyFvCn
「我第一次聽到她的名字——妳覺得呢？」糸師冴挑高一邊眉毛，看她的眼神像在說：我為什麼要關心她。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BfHfNnhPe
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RkgviveKr
「噢對吼。」星野莉奈傻笑了一下，又猶豫幾秒才說出口：「就是⋯⋯她那時候跟奧利佛・愛空的事，好像有被拿來炒作過。還有她公司⋯⋯我有聽說過一些⋯⋯不太乾淨的操作手法。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtmgJOYnvz
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKcUqJHvVc
糸師冴沒有立刻回應，手指輕敲了兩下保溫杯。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QSUTjAFz0
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnkbC8hHsB
「我們圈子也有那種人。」他終於開口，語氣平靜，「不是運動員的問題，是有些人會把所有不甘心都掛在別人身上。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDdHW1h5s9
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她抬眼看他。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLYChsi4Cy
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糸師冴語氣沒變，只是語句明顯轉向：「那不是他們的問題，也不是妳的。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzJ8j2MlCz
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然後低頭喝了一口保溫杯裡殘留餘溫的水。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73612fdrRx
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「別讓那些人的帳算到自己身上來。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVn6yQSEG26
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星野莉奈輕輕笑了：「我也不想那麼在意⋯⋯但她看人的那種眼神，真的很難不記住。我覺得她應該不只是想拿代言，她好像⋯⋯想證明些什麼。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2QXMbCHgI
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她說完後低下頭，用大拇指劃著杯子邊緣。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iEszu7GqN
順著杯沿在心裡劃出一道軌跡——其實也在問：那我呢？42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWLF5BHP6C
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「那妳呢？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8rXEj1sF5
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「我、我啊？」星野莉奈頓了一下，突然被問住了，但很快輕笑起來：「我⋯⋯我就是想——站在鏡頭前，被很多人看到，然後⋯⋯」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfT4Hp1tChD
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話說一半，星野莉奈低頭看著杯子，聲音慢了些：「至少，有一個人會覺得『很適合』，就夠了。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTNXGh3UWm
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說完這句話，怕被聽懂什麼似地，她趕緊補了一句：「當然啦，如果能拿到代言，我還是會開心得飛起來！」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTkPJjwQM9
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糸師冴沒再說話，只是稍微垂了眼，看見她把腳趾縮回毯子裡的動作。像是怕冷，也像是怕被看見她的在意——42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzx1f1QYfjJ
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「巴黎很冷吧。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OuqtSRFGH
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「有你冷嗎？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FtfSflzuy
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他又挑了下眉，「比我冷的地方不多。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUylFHjB08q
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星野莉奈笑得更大聲了，躺在毯子裡像是整個人都鬆了一口氣。這才是真正的「回家」。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk4mEzseGX
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「欸，我媽說你今天想睡我們家客廳也可以哦。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjquB7JdrF
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「我想睡床。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48JET9IOHn
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「冴你⋯⋯」星野莉奈睜大眼盯著他，語氣瞬間高八度：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAL5ysYNoWa
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「你該不會是說你今晚⋯⋯要——」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5l27xolrqW
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「回家睡我自己的床。」糸師冴面不改色地打斷她，語氣比平常還平。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IQAy8yh0e
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「⋯⋯哦。」星野莉奈當場啞火，然後小聲補了一句：「講清楚嘛。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5Navz7QOp
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她也知道他口中的「家」只是慣用詞，他根本沒打算要回去他家。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjMz2GcSnp
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「對了，你跟小凜和好了沒啊？」星野莉奈跟糸師冴一起起身。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqLIUmN2Ub
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「沒聯絡過他。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS0Dd25ali
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「你不回去見一下嗎？」星野莉奈用拇指指了一下糸師家的方向，「你不在的時候，小凜真的一直很努力⋯⋯」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp06S9Qh5iZ
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她停了一下，又補了一句：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IWlT6mhYS
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「那種努力啊，有時候看了會讓人覺得——他是不是太拚了，拚得有點孤單。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4hrkDcVeq
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那種孤單，不只是因為哥哥不在，還有全世界都看不懂他真正的渴望是什麼。所以他只得獨自向前——拚命想抓住某個東西。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMiRBkqmml
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而她知道，那東西的名字叫「哥哥」。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkIBZAShQF
比自己還拼，比自己還更相信「糸師冴」的，糸師凜。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBZ3GA8R4v
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糸師冴沒有回答，只是走到玄關前，拉開門時——手微微停了一下。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh497wgQ6Bv
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「那是他的事。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2P3ZorW1A
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星野莉奈沒再追問，只是默默看著他，心裡卻想著：你嘴巴再硬，也還是會來找他的吧。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaJX7nDRql
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認識他久的人都知道，糸師冴的眼神，有時候會比他嘴巴誠實一點。
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