
母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹,49Please respect copyright.PENANAyezu9bco4z
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足;
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詢問:
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「我的母親,還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予,但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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「49Please respect copyright.PENANAC9JxVcRK61
我所在處境由妳所把控,不論是優渥或貧困,49Please respect copyright.PENANA5QqkNrB4je
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。49Please respect copyright.PENANAfcCrzjoA0I
」
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自白 :
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「49Please respect copyright.PENANAIDmoMHCIhX
過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處,49Please respect copyright.PENANAtpkipEzrVG
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。49Please respect copyright.PENANAY9zidDjkKo
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年幼時媽媽說過:49Please respect copyright.PENANABRY0SfUGkb
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「49Please respect copyright.PENANA9q0YSYpE2n
如果很痛,49Please respect copyright.PENANA3ECDMWenCK
我們家沒錢看醫生,
所以要忍著,如果很痛,49Please respect copyright.PENANADlBdzL9DVy
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。49Please respect copyright.PENANAcgekXVScKd
」49Please respect copyright.PENANA0CdQA7ttAd
那之後還身為孩子時的自己,49Please respect copyright.PENANAZ73ue84Mtu
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日,49Please respect copyright.PENANA1IX0d6D3Oe
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況,請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。49Please respect copyright.PENANAGOkaIngjvP
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「
還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來,我可以幫妳再割掉一些,49Please respect copyright.PENANAAesPqNx4WY
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固,49Please respect copyright.PENANAjd4fobQS9R
我只能這樣做,妳要體諒我。
沒關係,現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛,說出來,我可以幫妳,不用害怕。49Please respect copyright.PENANAKNpM8u2DQA
我們只是沒錢而已,還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後,49Please respect copyright.PENANAeNUQcjWBe2
會覺得很舒服,
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼?」49Please respect copyright.PENANA1j0oY59E39
「因為我們是家人。」49Please respect copyright.PENANATgI71zMRgC
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回想以往,以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:49Please respect copyright.PENANAdhp9Ql9kY1
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是什麼樣的母親,49Please respect copyright.PENANAQq2HVd6Zwy
於孩子的撒嬌下,49Please respect copyright.PENANAZifzOI0JlJ
於貧困、於匱乏,49Please respect copyright.PENANAxIiR2ZraDV
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸,49Please respect copyright.PENANAkdCMkemAgk
作為玩具獎勵給子女。49Please respect copyright.PENANAbjorx7Igv2
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣,49Please respect copyright.PENANAQWJQ4VAXdx
將左胸,那肥大柔軟的哺育器官,49Please respect copyright.PENANAPmZkYvnRkz
輕易的如無痛覺般割下,賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後,49Please respect copyright.PENANA1IXU880cTH
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、49Please respect copyright.PENANAZwsgihvqjF
與觸感、與厚大沉重。