
母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹,46Please respect copyright.PENANAH1R12iRWH1
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足;
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詢問:
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「我的母親,還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予,但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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「46Please respect copyright.PENANAzV71dDDQMp
我所在處境由妳所把控,不論是優渥或貧困,46Please respect copyright.PENANAaOE4JI1rD9
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。46Please respect copyright.PENANAxRBHQwPOwm
」
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自白 :
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「46Please respect copyright.PENANAa98ICAMEkf
過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處,46Please respect copyright.PENANA0CqKuJ5lpF
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。46Please respect copyright.PENANAIfEyov1p2L
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年幼時媽媽說過:46Please respect copyright.PENANAYGF7i8fnyW
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「46Please respect copyright.PENANARAOJr5osHI
如果很痛,46Please respect copyright.PENANA3Be5wCpYxT
我們家沒錢看醫生,
所以要忍著,如果很痛,46Please respect copyright.PENANAZg3oYH71SL
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。46Please respect copyright.PENANAkAws31MO2z
」46Please respect copyright.PENANAM5WraLXHKW
那之後還身為孩子時的自己,46Please respect copyright.PENANAbJYq5xtTTf
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日,46Please respect copyright.PENANAMz9hS0pzLX
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況,請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。46Please respect copyright.PENANA6iYF4xdlAs
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「
還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來,我可以幫妳再割掉一些,46Please respect copyright.PENANAj98CNMbWlQ
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固,46Please respect copyright.PENANABfgEo18GhF
我只能這樣做,妳要體諒我。
沒關係,現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛,說出來,我可以幫妳,不用害怕。46Please respect copyright.PENANAgnw24MzdYF
我們只是沒錢而已,還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後,46Please respect copyright.PENANAFD7liQjtix
會覺得很舒服,
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAbymFjOFMKQ
「因為我們是家人。」46Please respect copyright.PENANA72i8EMJFav
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回想以往,以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:46Please respect copyright.PENANAqaJWYfRs7I
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是什麼樣的母親,46Please respect copyright.PENANACqCqzq2qhq
於孩子的撒嬌下,46Please respect copyright.PENANA6zknhhylMX
於貧困、於匱乏,46Please respect copyright.PENANAaNGO8j2cuS
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸,46Please respect copyright.PENANAKRmdfkeWA4
作為玩具獎勵給子女。46Please respect copyright.PENANA49LMTlEtNi
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣,46Please respect copyright.PENANAMDX379e8is
將左胸,那肥大柔軟的哺育器官,46Please respect copyright.PENANAIQpVd8nVk2
輕易的如無痛覺般割下,賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後,46Please respect copyright.PENANADJvlud44mn
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、46Please respect copyright.PENANA1ucPVvPBug
與觸感、與厚大沉重。