我有個習慣,就是喜歡寫文章,或者說寫日記。59Please respect copyright.PENANAPaChP8HIMj
尤其,我最喜歡紀錄跟祂的對話。59Please respect copyright.PENANAP1A5poBJoS
「我該怎麼稱呼你?」跟祂相處了這麼久,我沒想到高三畢業這一天第一次問祂的名字。59Please respect copyright.PENANAoVuNJZ29xm
我記得有人守護靈是天使,有人守護靈是貓、狗,有人守護靈是自己早已逝去的親人。
「死神。」祂淡淡說了一句。59Please respect copyright.PENANApnYOfWTYMm
這句話讓我震驚,緩了好久才開口。59Please respect copyright.PENANAVWHhtDQm30
「你是死神?我的守護靈是死神?」我驚訝地說道。59Please respect copyright.PENANAJRlDdbYRo5
祂不再說話了。59Please respect copyright.PENANAHXhH4WqD4p
「你倒是回我呀。」我難得情緒激動。59Please respect copyright.PENANAyjCCJahsPf
我知道祂的不凡,但怎麼會是位死神呢?59Please respect copyright.PENANA767Rr1tNqc
難不成那些人的死亡,都是我害的?只因我的守護靈是死神?59Please respect copyright.PENANAfgq1VroNot
我不禁如此想著。59Please respect copyright.PENANAAzIuZTjNZP
畢業典禮進行著,我的心卻忐忑不安。59Please respect copyright.PENANAbvoJIKpnJH
偌大的場地,我隱隱看到好幾個人身上的黑霧已經快要到達致死量了。59Please respect copyright.PENANAFp6VsdxmUI
我突然感覺自己乘載著無數生命的重量。59Please respect copyright.PENANAwSPbaantwK
那感覺好沉重。59Please respect copyright.PENANAeIF9tjvA1h
「死神阿死神,你是神,為何還要管理死亡呢?」我腦中浮現出好多問題。59Please respect copyright.PENANADnTEdG3Jro
「我就是管理死亡的神。」祂說道。59Please respect copyright.PENANAkbbamxqaDX
「如果當初是其他人快死了,你是不是會出現在他們身邊,成為別人的守護靈。」我問著,腦中浮現起當年的畫面,從遠處看著自己的身體被急救著。59Please respect copyright.PENANAakS1fdE1PA
「死亡」真的不是每個人都能體驗的。59Please respect copyright.PENANAR9ZB7mIJtp
「不會。」祂如此說著。59Please respect copyright.PENANAkX3ST1kFWR
「為什麼。」我疑惑地問。59Please respect copyright.PENANAGNYgzYGksh
「因為那人是你。」祂回答。59Please respect copyright.PENANAMen6140RhN
同樣的話語,跟那時同樣的回答。59Please respect copyright.PENANA75atwOByt9
我不懂自己有何特別的。59Please respect copyright.PENANArYtbFbiLpk
難道死過一次,才能擁有死神當守護靈嗎?59Please respect copyright.PENANAVfOhaqUFjy
「還有其他人有死神做守護靈嗎?」我又問,我發現自己有時挺煩的。59Please respect copyright.PENANAc18083yg4F
「沒有。」祂的語氣也是冷冷的。59Please respect copyright.PENANA7KdvfZSlht
其實要接受這一切也不算太難,或許是因為早就猜到了。59Please respect copyright.PENANAKsefdB9gWk
死神守護靈,聽著也挺酷的,但就是不能說出去,太中二了。59Please respect copyright.PENANAkXLJIMNpXJ
「擁有你,我就是特別的,是嗎?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAEuO2wMTgSP
「是。」59Please respect copyright.PENANABLxBqRSAOM
我突然有點開心。59Please respect copyright.PENANA86NsbrLoZK
這讓我想起第二次跟祂見面時的場景。59Please respect copyright.PENANAXEBDW0N5ZO
自從死亡過後,我就再也沒見過祂了,只能看見一點黑霧。59Please respect copyright.PENANA4Fe81l20sT
第二次見到祂是死後的一年。59Please respect copyright.PENANANNUA3VY5Cs
我在房間內,開始靜心冥想。59Please respect copyright.PENANAUMWGccLQWa
那時我才八歲,但我不知道為什麼,當下就是盤著腿深呼吸。59Please respect copyright.PENANAWKBEqVTSpR
後來,我看見窗戶邊有一道黑影。59Please respect copyright.PENANADRtirQZD9k
「你好。」這是我對祂說的第一句話,正式的第一句話。59Please respect copyright.PENANAdjAIXMyzg0
而祂只是點了點頭。59Please respect copyright.PENANAD43O2Mt0RR
後來我只要想見祂,就會開始冥想,看著那道黑影劈哩啪啦地說一堆話。59Please respect copyright.PENANAawjsNCCfr1
祂都沒回,但沒關係,至少祂仍願意靜靜地聽我說著。59Please respect copyright.PENANA96EnwxeXLP
時間長了,我漸漸地在日常看見祂了,或者是祂願意讓我看見了吧59Please respect copyright.PENANABMdtfjmrwb
我笑了。59Please respect copyright.PENANARA7Jnk834u
想起這些片段的我笑了。59Please respect copyright.PENANAurf7oNhFAv
「你是不是有些傲嬌。」我開口問。59Please respect copyright.PENANAS9QKCND0i3
而祂依然不說話。59Please respect copyright.PENANAoqLKN1gjmN
這樣也好,有人靜靜聽我說話,這樣就好。59Please respect copyright.PENANA5pOnPFa6lH
「以後再見。」典禮結束後,一群人哭著抱成一團。59Please respect copyright.PENANAPpGBVlL4Ar
而我跟陸子雲也約好有空就一起聚。59Please respect copyright.PENANAwbAFEIb3A6
但我知道的,子雲,未來天涯路遠,我們不一定再有機會見面的。59Please respect copyright.PENANASNeukaxHVJ
我很想說你是我兄弟。59Please respect copyright.PENANA2z0qnP0Bad
但陪在我身邊的,一直是祂。59Please respect copyright.PENANAf7zQ0wvfXC
那晚,我睡得很好,只是做了一個夢。59Please respect copyright.PENANAhI7ho9c0qC
夢裡是一位戴著眼鏡的女生,被一輛車撞上的畫面。59Please respect copyright.PENANAcb83oEvipU
那個人,我不認識,那就算了吧。59Please respect copyright.PENANANxw8BnNUMZ
那就算了吧。59Please respect copyright.PENANATRtmbRhfZt
算了,嗎?59Please respect copyright.PENANAuGA5E23ZAK