
There’s something I’ve carried for years.21Please respect copyright.PENANA6i9Abru1yD
Something I never had the courage to say — not even when I sat beside you every single day, not even when your voice was the only comfort I knew.
We were best friends.21Please respect copyright.PENANA1junOPHLXQ
You let me in, shared your secrets, laughed with me, cried with me, made memories that stretched across years.21Please respect copyright.PENANAKUWv9yFjgz
And I held them all like tiny treasures.
But somewhere along the way…21Please respect copyright.PENANAke8YgFTmek
I fell in love with you.
Not in a loud, dramatic way.21Please respect copyright.PENANAGFHCIreshe
Not in a way that ever asked for anything back.21Please respect copyright.PENANA2vpngQcgth
I just… loved you.
In the quietest, deepest corners of my soul.21Please respect copyright.PENANAlMGSZ0DYON
In the spaces between your words.21Please respect copyright.PENANAjU6QraQUWV
In the silence after your voice.21Please respect copyright.PENANAKUnwD2uOqq
In the warmth of every “pagal” you called me.
I listened when you spoke about her — the girl you liked.21Please respect copyright.PENANA7Fm0s3U6T7
I helped you find the words, plan the replies, understand your feelings.21Please respect copyright.PENANA806IWeNoaj
And with each sentence I gave to help you be closer to her…21Please respect copyright.PENANAozzjeAiyby
I lost a little piece of myself.
Because I wasn’t just your friend.21Please respect copyright.PENANAOXvF6ID7o0
I was the one who stayed up late, not to talk — but to overthink every conversation we had.21Please respect copyright.PENANAKUsSu7lQLN
I was the one who replayed your voice in my mind when everything felt heavy.21Please respect copyright.PENANA28dl1yVjx0
I was the one who watched you choose others — and still smiled, like it didn’t hurt.
But Zuni, it did.21Please respect copyright.PENANAsxkcIvWf8Y
It hurt more than you’ll ever know.
The world saw you as the strong one. The admired one.21Please respect copyright.PENANA6g7HlFOmZa
But I saw something softer — something only I got to know.21Please respect copyright.PENANAS4w0c5CC9o
Your laughter that came after anger.21Please respect copyright.PENANAAQR49h0XZh
The way you forgot things but remembered how to make people feel loved.21Please respect copyright.PENANAdmYFnKNnnU
The way you chose me, again and again, when others wanted your time — and I thought, just maybe, that meant something.
I remember the night I sent you that video…21Please respect copyright.PENANARlG1VER8K6
That baby crying, and the words:21Please respect copyright.PENANASRO1dJgIoD
“No one ever says they miss me…”
And you replied —21Please respect copyright.PENANA8F03rNIzRS
“Pagal… you are always missed. Always remembered.”
Zuni…21Please respect copyright.PENANAsBF7F1b9re
You didn’t know, but I broke that night.21Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0rrpNQbmh
Because that was the closest I ever came to hearing what I had waited years to hear.21Please respect copyright.PENANA0Bx1WdiwtJ
And it still wasn’t what I needed.
The truth is, you never knew what I carried inside.21Please respect copyright.PENANAe9RiCLtS4U
How every word I said was soaked in feelings I buried.21Please respect copyright.PENANA0VMkNkkSXO
How every smile I gave hid the pain of being almost everything to you…21Please respect copyright.PENANA5w0i1ZGJo1
But never the one thing I wanted to be.
We still talk.21Please respect copyright.PENANATbGlnVsaQZ
Every day.21Please respect copyright.PENANA4HsdyuIbxN
Like everything is fine.21Please respect copyright.PENANAlGOk27xuFW
Like there’s no storm behind the screen.
But every message I send is a love letter written in disguise.21Please respect copyright.PENANAaQfkO1QAg1
Every reply is me pretending that “friend” was ever enough.
And you’ll never know.21Please respect copyright.PENANAvybUuzAMXb
Because I will never tell you.21Please respect copyright.PENANA9x1j55757o
Not because I’m afraid —21Please respect copyright.PENANACPDYO0N6VJ
But because I love you too much to ruin the only place I exist in your life.
Maybe Allah never wrote your heart for me.21Please respect copyright.PENANAxn9qdqhgvY
Maybe I was just meant to love you from the edge of your world… and pray for you from a distance.
So I do.
I pray that you are always happy.21Please respect copyright.PENANAFDG3K8y1Wy
That your heart is always full.21Please respect copyright.PENANAYTItVppr9G
That the person you choose gives you every joy I once dreamed of giving you.21Please respect copyright.PENANABhg2hs0Oru
And I pray — selfishly, quietly — that if you ever wonder if someone truly loved you without asking for anything…21Please respect copyright.PENANA6vxFEQxG1W
You’ll think of me.
Not as the friend who stayed.21Please respect copyright.PENANA5J3AO6QXxx
But as the heart that broke —21Please respect copyright.PENANAUtPoROPKwy
And still kept loving.
Always,21Please respect copyright.PENANAFQvq9xwFN9
your friend...................21Please respect copyright.PENANAWQ5KOTHUXP
—The girl who never told you. But always meant it.