There’s something I’ve carried for years.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGWJtAWh6J
Something I never had the courage to say — not even when I sat beside you every single day, not even when your voice was the only comfort I knew.
We were best friends.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCO4FRvwz3
You let me in, shared your secrets, laughed with me, cried with me, made memories that stretched across years.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkouA9tpQa1
And I held them all like tiny treasures.
But somewhere along the way…79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU11oGNg1w
I fell in love with you.
Not in a loud, dramatic way.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL61vpFp0dA
Not in a way that ever asked for anything back.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zvpHLBdQf
I just… loved you.
In the quietest, deepest corners of my soul.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7t3miaoGQ
In the spaces between your words.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zg0lu2jzi
In the silence after your voice.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODirq86fsp
In the warmth of every “pagal” you called me.
I listened when you spoke about her — the girl you liked.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8scTgliyw
I helped you find the words, plan the replies, understand your feelings.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgyMMPhY2N
And with each sentence I gave to help you be closer to her…79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQLyJpiCwS
I lost a little piece of myself.
Because I wasn’t just your friend.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQDMw4VwgW
I was the one who stayed up late, not to talk — but to overthink every conversation we had.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXT9AuC3x1t
I was the one who replayed your voice in my mind when everything felt heavy.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTTbXB9CpV
I was the one who watched you choose others — and still smiled, like it didn’t hurt.
But Zuni, it did.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94MMcdozPx
It hurt more than you’ll ever know.
The world saw you as the strong one. The admired one.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsGhsipknx
But I saw something softer — something only I got to know.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVRIX2kS5F
Your laughter that came after anger.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BwiU0SS1i
The way you forgot things but remembered how to make people feel loved.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyi6bZoLAh1
The way you chose me, again and again, when others wanted your time — and I thought, just maybe, that meant something.
I remember the night I sent you that video…79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFWoV968f7
That baby crying, and the words:79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjV9CukiiP
“No one ever says they miss me…”
And you replied —79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1LwgMKwHp
“Pagal… you are always missed. Always remembered.”
Zuni…79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10w2pi3Cjv
You didn’t know, but I broke that night.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUtnDbIhFP
Because that was the closest I ever came to hearing what I had waited years to hear.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIjItnw1Fl
And it still wasn’t what I needed.
The truth is, you never knew what I carried inside.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrayaUjsePt
How every word I said was soaked in feelings I buried.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz84pXH0bVI
How every smile I gave hid the pain of being almost everything to you…79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0YSfwV9Al
But never the one thing I wanted to be.
We still talk.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFK6JHICun
Every day.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFa1v20qTI
Like everything is fine.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvBYj6d92d
Like there’s no storm behind the screen.
But every message I send is a love letter written in disguise.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzV8ztOFvH
Every reply is me pretending that “friend” was ever enough.
And you’ll never know.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcAGPLckkn
Because I will never tell you.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6Vf8Aeslx
Not because I’m afraid —79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOVwSxQSFU
But because I love you too much to ruin the only place I exist in your life.
Maybe Allah never wrote your heart for me.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwnf9V60hU
Maybe I was just meant to love you from the edge of your world… and pray for you from a distance.
So I do.
I pray that you are always happy.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6ErnEjtJq
That your heart is always full.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiIwjxNL7R
That the person you choose gives you every joy I once dreamed of giving you.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkU4BOrVPW
And I pray — selfishly, quietly — that if you ever wonder if someone truly loved you without asking for anything…79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN69UMRWeEQ
You’ll think of me.
Not as the friend who stayed.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnuTHrTkym
But as the heart that broke —79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmv6gfGVrE
And still kept loving.
Always,79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUW0AcLrzkh
your friend...................79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡat5pwxe3FG
—The girl who never told you. But always meant it.
and then Add to home screen.