
Back home, night had already fallen.27Please respect copyright.PENANApLlqyru17J
The door to Suzuran’s room closed with a soft click, and the house returned to silence once more.
In his own room, Koichi Kimijima slipped off his suit jacket in one smooth, practiced motion—27Please respect copyright.PENANAGXFpBgsCkm
just like he always did.
But as his fingers reached into the pocket—
He paused, momentarily caught off guard.
His hand touched something unfamiliar: a small, unfamiliar card.
He pulled it out.
It was a dainty card with pink edging—the kind used for the event earlier.27Please respect copyright.PENANAyb2JaFXYzW
The handwriting on it was unmistakable—soft and familiar, dancing lightly across the paper:
“Thank you… for staying by my side every Valentine’s Day.27Please respect copyright.PENANA5v0SWlEBDt
You always say it’s your duty…27Please respect copyright.PENANANfwhU7uboY
But still, I… really, truly appreciate it. Mm.”
He stared at the words, silent for a moment.
Then, almost involuntarily, the corner of his lips lifted.
A soft chuckle escaped him.
“When did she slip this in…?”
He tried to retrace his steps—27Please respect copyright.PENANANSChgcCAWT
Was it on the escalator? While walking to the café?
He could vividly picture her fumbling hands, flushed cheeks…27Please respect copyright.PENANAECk0qnbb4z
But couldn’t pinpoint the exact moment it happened.
Yet that sentence—that final “mm”—27Please respect copyright.PENANA2xVD5fOPdz
felt like a breath left lingering on the card’s edge: gentle, but real.
He ran his thumb slowly over the paper, eyes drifting out toward the night beyond the window.
Scenes flooded his mind, unbidden—
Her hand in his on the escalator,27Please respect copyright.PENANA1VRYEz9diK
The way her eyes went wide when he offered her the biscuit,27Please respect copyright.PENANAjXTOkVveZ4
That flustered cry: “I might have a heart attack!”,27Please respect copyright.PENANAPMJRsdsOLd
The moment she hugged her head, utterly embarrassed…
They were home now.27Please respect copyright.PENANA4ofq2nmFku
He should be organizing the day’s reports, preparing a summary of the outing.
But his thoughts remained—27Please respect copyright.PENANAq4hH9UkTbp
stuck in that single, flickering moment at the mall.
He whispered, barely above a breath:
“My lady… do you realize how many of your little ‘slips’ sound a bit too honest?”
He stood still in the middle of his room,27Please respect copyright.PENANAjAz4qlN5Ib
carefully flattening the small card in his hands,27Please respect copyright.PENANAC9GRj5w7tl
reading it again and again.
Each simple word stitched itself into his chest—27Please respect copyright.PENANAurH56jaxV6
like threads piercing quietly, one at a time.
He gently closed the card, pressing it between his palms.
Then, with a soft bow of his head and hands clasped,27Please respect copyright.PENANAUIxlEAdWjs
he whispered a silent prayer—
“Ran… may your life be filled with peace.”
27Please respect copyright.PENANAHFpkdGrEH9
Not asking for anything.27Please respect copyright.PENANAZre3UEIvFd
Not asking to be loved in return.27Please respect copyright.PENANAHao31LsEIA
Not asking to be closer.
All he wished—
Was that the girl who always smiled through her fears,
Even if she someday fell in love with someone else,27Please respect copyright.PENANAyVMC8X9lX4
Even if she remained forever out of reach—
Would still be treated kindly by the world.
He opened his hands,27Please respect copyright.PENANAIVhQvAUV5C
then lowered his head—27Please respect copyright.PENANAGMh9eqA65y
and placed the lightest of kisses onto the pink-edged card.
It wasn’t the paper he was kissing.27Please respect copyright.PENANAyzWEJ5vynB
It was her—
Her forehead, her fingers,27Please respect copyright.PENANAVSCqgawKkM
the trembling lips that had whispered “thank you.”27Please respect copyright.PENANAjwgRtKYwum
27Please respect copyright.PENANAYoYbcukloV
He quietly tucked the card into the deepest corner of his drawer.
His fingers lingered at the edge a moment longer,27Please respect copyright.PENANAc5TdrPQymM
as if sealing away a feeling that could never be spoken aloud.
Night fell deeper.
But in his heart,27Please respect copyright.PENANAgsPVQ9HfXr
he was still standing at the very beginning of that love escalator—
The place where she had once held his hand,27Please respect copyright.PENANA0g5lv4S313
and where the warmth of that touch still burned in his palm.
Meanwhile…
After her bath, Suzuran stepped into her room wearing a long house dress, towel-drying her damp hair.
She was just about to sit at her vanity when—
She stopped.
On the tabletop sat a beautifully wrapped gift box.
A silver-white ribbon she knew all too well was tied into a perfect bow.27Please respect copyright.PENANAPL1aRDgeb4
Beside it rested a small card.
“Wh-what—when did he put this here…?”
Her heart stopped for a beat.
She hurried over, caught somewhere between panic and anticipation,27Please respect copyright.PENANAhLvPPEfNiO
and gingerly picked up the card.
The handwriting—27Please respect copyright.PENANAuNGSHxB6Ma
was his.
So familiar it made her fingertips tremble.
“My lady, you are a lily in the valley—27Please respect copyright.PENANAiLaYCIiWXh
Quietly blooming, yet impossible to overlook.27Please respect copyright.PENANAp1Vhj2AZD6
I admire you.27Please respect copyright.PENANAgRrd0Orxem
—in every way I’m allowed to, as your butler.”
She froze.
Her eyes locked onto that line, unable to move.
And then—
Warm tears slid quietly down her cheeks.
Not sobbing—27Please respect copyright.PENANAdJiGUm8pAC
Just a silent, breathless stream, as if even breathing too loud might break the moment.
She didn’t know if she was happy… or heartbroken.
Maybe it was because the word “admire” held such gentle weight—
Or maybe it was the way he chose the word “admire”—27Please respect copyright.PENANAELcf6nlc7a
a word that framed all his feelings neatly27Please respect copyright.PENANAIxdnk9YSWX
within the role he was never allowed to step beyond.
She gently opened the box.27Please respect copyright.PENANA7OGbScijpV
A familiar scent wafted up at once—
It was her favorite perfume.
27Please respect copyright.PENANAOVWIpWSJKK
Penhaligon’s · Lily of the Valley.
27Please respect copyright.PENANAzyPnIj8NIe
The scent of valley lilies—soft, clean, and tender.27Please respect copyright.PENANAQR0q8bd1CH
Like a confession that never quite found its voice in spring.
She held the bottle in her hands.27Please respect copyright.PENANAkSwPiKLKrt
Her nose tingled, her heart ached, as if the scent had grazed it lightly.
And then, softly, she murmured—
“Why did you have to choose ‘admire’… when you could’ve said ‘adore’?”
Just one word. Just one step closer.
But instead, he chose the one that kept them apart.
Her eyes welled again.27Please respect copyright.PENANA2bsEsI4o3R
Her grip on the bottle tightened just a little.
She looked down at the label, her vision blurring slightly.
Then she closed her eyes—
And gently rested her forehead against the glass,27Please respect copyright.PENANAKPFxkdpmGk
as if hoping to hide inside it,
To escape the emotion threatening to overflow.
And in her heart, one quiet thought surfaced:
“What do I do… I like you so much…”27Please respect copyright.PENANAo8h9uD0wrk
“So much, I couldn’t even bring myself to go watch the fireworks with you.”27Please respect copyright.PENANAoabaaRcMP4
"Because if I did… I’d fall harder than I already have."
She never did see the rooftop fireworks that night.
But deep down, she knew—
Her heart had already exploded27Please respect copyright.PENANAjLOazJPtmg
on that love escalator27Please respect copyright.PENANAUx49iMz2mc
earlier that day.27Please respect copyright.PENANADRkYTRY6NS
You made it this far—you're seriously the sweetest! 🥹💗27Please respect copyright.PENANAR1mjTHiYEl
If you liked it, don’t forget to like 👍, bookmark ⭐, and drop a little comment 📝~27Please respect copyright.PENANAldM4lhXuBp
Your support keeps me going—and keeps the characters falling deeper in love 💞💭