
The room fell silent for a few seconds.
Suzuran bit her lip.25Please respect copyright.PENANAot4DfOqdLq
She knew she shouldn’t say it.25Please respect copyright.PENANAJY1UZvFZN9
But still, in a voice barely above a whisper, she asked:
“Then… can I touch your arm muscles?”
She said it quietly, not quite a joke, not quite a confession—25Please respect copyright.PENANApwfJZci5rv
just a small nudge to see how close she was allowed to get.
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Kouichi turned slightly, his gaze landing on her.25Please respect copyright.PENANAiK0aN7RZKs
For just a moment, something flickered in his eyes—25Please respect copyright.PENANAeUgTGfFtsv
but he didn’t reply right away.
Seeing his silence, she hurried on, her voice picking up speed and pitch like she was afraid he’d misunderstand… or worse, say no.
“It’s for the exam! Really! Everyone’s practicing palpation in class—biceps, deltoids, triceps… I have to pass too!”
Her face was already red, but she held her ground,25Please respect copyright.PENANAGAWJcvOPpI
trying her best to look confident.
Kouichi stared at her—stubborn, flustered, determined.
Finally, his gaze softened.25Please respect copyright.PENANANyexx2ICXp
A breath escaped his lips, almost a sigh.
“…Fine. Left arm.”
The words were quiet, calm. But they were permission.
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He rolled up his left sleeve, exposing the clean lines of his forearm and biceps—25Please respect copyright.PENANAdfeEvRL5kX
firm, defined, composed—just like him.
“Ten minutes. Palpation only.”
His tone was as cool as ever, as he added:
“No laughing. No daydreaming. No weird thoughts.”
Suzuran's eyes lit up.25Please respect copyright.PENANAc6u07lVqKi
She nodded furiously, like a kid who just got permission to pet a very fancy dog.
“I swear—study mode only!”
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She carefully reached out, her fingertips brushing his arm.
The moment her fingers touched skin, she froze.
“…Ugh.”
A breathy, involuntary sound escaped her.
This wasn’t like anything in the textbook!
No one ever said muscles could feel like this—so springy, so firm, so…25Please respect copyright.PENANAkKBrMqwBLX
temptingly real.
She had expected something hard and static.25Please respect copyright.PENANApgu68IFVsa
But instead—there was warmth. Depth.25Please respect copyright.PENANAKK9CMWNK4q
A weight that made her want to touch again.
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Her eyes focused, hands trembling slightly,25Please respect copyright.PENANAHio3HXufmH
trying desperately to maintain her “I’m being professional” façade.
Kouichi said nothing.25Please respect copyright.PENANAeaxGDjlIZd
He just lowered his gaze and watched—without pulling away.
He let her touch him.
But it was as if he were silently saying—
You can touch me like this.25Please respect copyright.PENANAZgby7zeYqE
But only like this.25Please respect copyright.PENANAghtDx6YrLJ
Only from this distance.
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She glanced at him again.25Please respect copyright.PENANAb0gkdzxNC3
Still calmly seated beside her, editing her report without so much as a blink.
As if nothing had happened.25Please respect copyright.PENANA2CUu08aqrq
As if her little emotional derailment was part of the routine.
He didn’t scold her.25Please respect copyright.PENANADrSSQ6Y3GT
Didn’t dodge her.
He simply… carried on.
And somehow, that made her feel—
Maybe it was because he was always so steady…25Please respect copyright.PENANAWSVOqjRKoS
that she could inch a little closer each time.
She took a breath.
Then, carefully, she cradled his hand in both of hers.
That hand.
The one that had shot across her chest that day when he hit the brakes.25Please respect copyright.PENANAnvT60cCMS1
The one that had thrown her whole heart into chaos.
Her fingers trembled slightly as they slid slowly over each of his knuckles—25Please respect copyright.PENANAG4LWHxtjCW
like she was holding something precious, too fragile to grip tightly.
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It was a very quiet hand.
The joints defined, calluses soft at the creases,25Please respect copyright.PENANAhTDfmM6Zc5
fingertips warm and calm.
As her fingertips brushed his index finger,25Please respect copyright.PENANA3BZCcVud92
she felt the veins beneath his skin—subtle, winding, like strands of strength coiled under a surface of warmth.
So cool…25Please respect copyright.PENANAmKp6VOipbF
She thought, and immediately her cheeks flushed hotter.
Her heart stumbled up into her throat.25Please respect copyright.PENANASKgxOuMQe0
Her gaze followed the path of her own fingers—25Please respect copyright.PENANAyN01D04YBG
from the web between thumb and forefinger,25Please respect copyright.PENANA2GxBnmlg6L
to the back of his hand,25Please respect copyright.PENANADkhpQ5e3Ej
down to the long, slender bones of his wrist.
There was something addictive in the quiet complexity of it all.25Please respect copyright.PENANAKckdhln2Kb
Something that pulled at her, soft and slow and impossible to stop.
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And then—25Please respect copyright.PENANAXAtMtbSVfB
her fingers moved again.
Not consciously.25Please respect copyright.PENANADQcxQUDfJp
As if her body had decided on its own.
She slowly, almost soundlessly—
interlaced her fingers with his.
One finger.25Please respect copyright.PENANAG3vF98sd5i
Then another.25Please respect copyright.PENANANS9sGvLaQ0
And another.
Until their hands fit together—perfectly.
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Ten fingers. Intertwined.
She froze.
She hadn’t said a word.25Please respect copyright.PENANAPECEri3drK
But her body had confessed everything.
There was no way to explain this as "studying."25Please respect copyright.PENANAXZpvdNo6QV
This wasn’t about anatomy.25Please respect copyright.PENANADx5OIZylY1
This was… the way lovers hold hands.
She stared down at their joined fingers,25Please respect copyright.PENANAxtcXtS9xDW
her palm burning from his warmth.
And somewhere in her heart, a soft voice whispered:
If only I could stay like this.25Please respect copyright.PENANAJZRoa2dqII
Not just for palpation.25Please respect copyright.PENANAPjAZiUHcQv
Not just for ten minutes.25Please respect copyright.PENANAkXkY1SKmST
But forever.
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She bit her lower lip.25Please respect copyright.PENANAdaoZQv0IIC
Too afraid to look up.
Because what she feared most…25Please respect copyright.PENANAMrhFgTmNyz
wasn’t rejection.
It was the possibility—
that in his eyes,25Please respect copyright.PENANAzslh19pXGo
she might see a tiny flicker of indulgent gentleness.
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lose all ability to pull away.
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that would make her fall even deeper.
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“…My lady,”25Please respect copyright.PENANAIY5EdlPUql
His voice was low, the calm she always knew.
But this time—25Please respect copyright.PENANAQmBBFZ6OBM
there was a faint huskiness to it, like he’d just pushed something down.
“Are you sure this part… is covered in the textbook?”
Suzuran snapped back to reality.
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She looked down—
Her right hand, still holding his left.25Please respect copyright.PENANA3jnZF10t8O
Their fingers laced tight.
Like lovers.
Like a secret promise in the middle of an ordinary afternoon.
Her heart dropped.
“I—I…”25Please respect copyright.PENANAfvFwXHoOH6
She couldn’t even finish.
Her face had turned red to the roots of her hair.
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What. Just. Happened?!
She meant to feel his tendons. Just the hand. Just for class!
But somehow—her fingers had just slipped into his without her noticing?!
She yanked her hand back in a panic—25Please respect copyright.PENANA25TEP8AgH6
but fumbled halfway, making it seem more like she didn’t want to let go.
Kouichi didn’t release her immediately.
He simply watched her.25Please respect copyright.PENANAPYzKGxjTv8
Quietly.25Please respect copyright.PENANAF4SSdHWhYU
As she panicked like a kid caught sneaking cookies before dinner.
Her lips moved, but no words came out.
And then—finally, he spoke.
“…Time’s up.”
His voice was calm as ever. Composed.25Please respect copyright.PENANARieJAoBLEF
As if absolutely nothing had happened.
But only he knew—
That for one second,25Please respect copyright.PENANAAb4CJVJp8T
his fingers had gently squeezed back.
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“I-I was just checking your muscle tone! That’s all!”
“Mm. Got it.”
He calmly pulled his hand away—unhurried, smooth.25Please respect copyright.PENANAjmPHRFaPWp
But there was still a faint warmth left behind in her palm.
He paused for a second.
Then added, as if it were a matter-of-fact follow-up:
“So… would you like to check any other muscle groups?”
“…What?”
“For example—pectoralis major, biceps brachii, wrist flexors…”
“Wait a second.”25Please respect copyright.PENANAt1fM2LrOVO
Her eyes suddenly lit up.
Her brain raced through the names he just listed:25Please respect copyright.PENANAgbQJTYG841
Pectoralis major, biceps, wrist flexors…
Every one of them…
were the muscles you use when you hold someone close.
“Wait—are you saying… I should test them by having you hug me? For accuracy?”
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Kouichi didn’t reply.
He just turned and gave her a look—expression neutral, eyes steady.
Suzuran, meanwhile, lit up like a Christmas tree.
“Yes! Yes yes yes!! Obviously!!”
“….”
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Without a word, he slowly raised a hand…25Please respect copyright.PENANAjJxV8ebycx
and pressed it flat against her face.
“Idiot.”
Tone completely deadpan.25Please respect copyright.PENANARWuBSc2z4s
As if stating “Your book is upside down.”
Suzuran’s face exploded red.25Please respect copyright.PENANAmw29Bb9grB
“Wh—Hey!!”
“I was kidding,”25Please respect copyright.PENANA0EHAnlCqD0
Kouichi muttered, calmly returning to her report.25Please respect copyright.PENANARW9YQWkxcS
His voice dry as ever.
“I didn’t think you’d actually take it seriously.”
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“No wonder your etiquette grades are so borderline…25Please respect copyright.PENANAKhs6LAeiTN
You’ve probably been reading shoujo manga under the desk instead.”
“Hey—!”25Please respect copyright.PENANAyMUmgKi3mb
She exploded, grabbing a pillow and rolling back and forth in outrage.
“You can’t say stuff like that in that tone!!25Please respect copyright.PENANAAjFUaoU1RR
Don’t forget who your master is!”
Kouichi shot her a glance and deadpanned:25Please respect copyright.PENANAWCg6KiKyyv
“You were the one who took it the wrong way.”
“I did not! It’s called hands-on learning, thank you very much.”
“Mm. Real dedication. I’m impressed.”
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He nodded with mock sincerity, then looked back down to continue writing comments, like he was grading some kind of midterm paper.
But in that moment—
facing away from her—
his lips twitched25Please respect copyright.PENANAaCJ3qFyml7
into a small, unmistakable smile.