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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajgKVm8Unj
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggztGlz1VO
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodqOcqmDwQ
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgruMeUHCv
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Why are you never proud of me?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoc0Pd8CaA
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DLERgV7Zp
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLBVGbSsMs
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZnBzAtO74
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSyhLQs0E6
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdgn14Tsn5
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuQ9jKIpww
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCV6Q5kYMu
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uIGPfYcmX
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUQVowkEkz
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJRFaJ9yb3
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sC46mLTUj
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvN1H4fTunE
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoGpGlIZt4
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE508XYaipi
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSk6oo2p3Bb
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhBc9Ff33B
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGCAP5ehMq
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURI2R5SZv8
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVHIr0weTn
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2XU5IuiwK
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01eRUoLhuX
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I tried to save you.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsNsX70l0d
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I told everyone what really happened.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEEwDlRB6x
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqwUHEAW2i
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Was it painful?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnB0Do5wMG
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I should never have left you.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVX6QFNvCB9
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They told me about your death 15 days later.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0kcu2MDKH
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWmVLl0Hd7
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Was poison really that brutal?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTqqYY9K5t
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUAy1qog7D
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I thought I’d see you again.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsvzhHukPh
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAqmhdbIek
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But not my pain?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrCk7Tbr8g
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLV5QGtUSI
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWygOWBWmB
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJ4aqDScF7
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The only memory I have is scolding you.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFkDQa6KMY
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoV2DQ5FS5x
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEztr8Psall
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One month later, I attempted suicide.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3SWtAygHV
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuYlSsj93R
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Why?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqksGaba8e
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyBVQ34A3Z
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEneFST1OF
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Why am I falling apart like this?63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hxhrbQKOg
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gbP9PrAVh
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
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People move on.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5KmSgEWZ0
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Family is not the same for everyone.63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNRJpzvky7
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
and then Add to home screen.