副題:那天光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。
我記得那天的光,亮得不像現實。94Please respect copyright.PENANAzPl8v3tOkh
劇組在山坡取景,反光板幾乎要被曬化。94Please respect copyright.PENANAtO4NecYPEk
我正準備換戲服,餘光掃過另一邊的場地——就這樣,看見了她。94Please respect copyright.PENANAiFi3Ct6qSR
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白衣、青髮。94Please respect copyright.PENANAlhGNxnLM5S
她坐在鏡前,妝還未卸,神情專注得像世界只剩鏡中的自己。94Please respect copyright.PENANAg2TKxy5x4p
那種專注,會讓時間變慢。94Please respect copyright.PENANAefekI1CHxT
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那一刻,我第一次覺得,原來「命中注定」不是戲詞。94Please respect copyright.PENANAEQRQVR69M8
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她抬頭,看見我。94Please respect copyright.PENANA8XF9O7T92A
隔着光、隔着人群。94Please respect copyright.PENANAWOpHOuUYQW
只是短短一眼,我卻記了很久。94Please respect copyright.PENANAJL0EqpDefX
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那之後,我們的劇組帳號同時上了熱搜。94Please respect copyright.PENANA4NNSD7phPw
#兩組劇組撞景#94Please respect copyright.PENANAyS0XREl3Zz
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#94Please respect copyright.PENANAyI0M0cctou
照片裏,她仰頭、我低頭,光剛好落在我們之間。94Please respect copyright.PENANADlxQ3GAv87
底下的評論說——「他們不像在演戲,像在互相發現。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAbbxGuW5Xdb
我看着那句話,第一次覺得,網友也會說真話。94Please respect copyright.PENANAjzVseJ26ks
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幾天後,我鼓起勇氣發了訊息給她。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】94Please respect copyright.PENANA56DnDXLxO4
我以為她不會回,她給人的印象總是冷靜、禮貌,連距離都拿捏得剛剛好。94Please respect copyright.PENANACpNzmkWbwv
結果,不到一分鐘,她回了——【網友想像力太豐富。】94Please respect copyright.PENANAaq7qKPhKgc
我笑出聲,原來她也會開玩笑。94Please respect copyright.PENANA8Q3Esvk4cC
我回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】94Please respect copyright.PENANAzndjhZBccE
她秒回:【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】94Please respect copyright.PENANAsgzPtBaR9P
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「民國少帥」——那三個字,我看了十遍,不為別的,只是那句話裏有她,還有我忽然亂掉的心跳。94Please respect copyright.PENANAjIl8ZkSRFp
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後來,我們真的有了合作機會——一次品牌拍攝,一場雙人訪談。94Please respect copyright.PENANA1Pma3CZD2Y
她穿着白襯衫,笑得很淡。94Please respect copyright.PENANA5LdzugOQa5
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAGOZhxUbheP
我往前一步,她沒退。94Please respect copyright.PENANAlEMuF10cxj
快門「喀嚓」一聲,那張照片成了雜誌封面。94Please respect copyright.PENANAWLoO7MH6oP
別人說我們「眼神裏有故事」,其實,那是我開始動心的時候。94Please respect copyright.PENANAe1UQSk3Gfl
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時間往後推,我們都忙着拍戲、跑宣傳。94Please respect copyright.PENANAM1cZ5UwPNp
偶爾在活動現場擦肩,她的笑一如既往——乾淨、克制,又讓人想靠近。94Please respect copyright.PENANAlxNH9oSHWD
我站在人群裏,看着她被光包圍的樣子,心裏卻有種說不出的距離感。94Please respect copyright.PENANApSBpJXfZ0c
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直到有一天,媒體拍到我和合作女演員蘇芮瑤的照片。94Please respect copyright.PENANAnXJTjQWA80
【賀淩峰疑似戀情曝光】94Please respect copyright.PENANA6YZDdufiN5
照片裏,我替她撐傘、護她上車。94Please respect copyright.PENANAcHqiTE1h4q
其實,只是車臨時沒來,我順路送她一程。94Please respect copyright.PENANAbtUdVKpMGQ
雨太大,閃光燈太亮,那角度一剪,就成了「深情對視」。94Please respect copyright.PENANAuGvN08BlHf
新聞出來的那晚,我第一個想到的人,是她。94Please respect copyright.PENANArOHT12kXmm
我傳了三條訊息:94Please respect copyright.PENANAy2IdIGrJHo
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】94Please respect copyright.PENANAZBnD7dArrB
【我只是送她一程。】94Please respect copyright.PENANAkdiymXUcMP
【別多想。】94Please respect copyright.PENANAb7klfajO5I
她己讀,不回。94Please respect copyright.PENANA8EHgVQxVbs
那兩個「已讀」,比任何評論都更安靜,也更刺眼。94Please respect copyright.PENANAmPKoxulCcc
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隔天,我去找她,她在拍一場哭戲。94Please respect copyright.PENANAcZnpXBGk9P
導演喊「卡」的時候,她回頭,看見我。94Please respect copyright.PENANAihN6dbldLc
她沒問,沒笑,只是微微點頭。94Please respect copyright.PENANAbBrOV5qYaA
那一瞬間,我什麼都說不出口,所有的解釋,都變得多餘。94Please respect copyright.PENANAJpiWZLkIDe
我只說:「妳辛苦了。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAZlK5gE0Nyl
她點頭:「你也是。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAtYeqxlIlEF
就這樣,擦肩而過。她的背影,淡得像光消散的尾。94Please respect copyright.PENANAH7M3NzfHfK
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那晚,我一夜沒睡。94Please respect copyright.PENANA1sQsRfZxKX
也許我錯了——錯在太早動心,太晚承認。94Please respect copyright.PENANAD4HFOxOFDR
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又過了幾個月,我們在片場再次相遇。94Please respect copyright.PENANASj136MLlWd
她剛拍完收尾戲,我站在遠處,看着她笑。94Please respect copyright.PENANA4n5ZhI6JNU
「你怎麼在這?」她問。94Please respect copyright.PENANAF5SsxhAEoD
「來看妳。」我說。94Please respect copyright.PENANATkAfFxeTV2
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAEwnl0o7o6R
「拍啊。」我頓了頓,「但演不下去了。」94Please respect copyright.PENANApnHz7G0BkE
她皺着眉:「為什麼?」94Please respect copyright.PENANA04JXtdkO7g
我看着她,笑得有點笨:「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」94Please respect copyright.PENANASZwj2cWdwC
她怔在那裏。94Please respect copyright.PENANADT5clZbYVa
風從我們之間穿過,連樹影都靜下來。94Please respect copyright.PENANA2UDR6isCrl
我往前一步,她沒退。94Please respect copyright.PENANA9FRs8vZFkt
那一刻,我知道——有些心意,不需要台詞。94Please respect copyright.PENANAxc5UWnVC5E
「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAOmoazpGDeJ
她沒有回話,只是低下頭,輕輕笑了一下。94Please respect copyright.PENANA18xzS84irk
那笑裏有風,也有光。94Please respect copyright.PENANAxoFXEqR5T8
還有一點,屬於命運的溫柔。94Please respect copyright.PENANA7aZtTpcFdp
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後來的後來,我們被叫作「光影CP」。94Please respect copyright.PENANAKDQs89Mad7
但我知道,那不只是戲。94Please respect copyright.PENANA5SaI9pAxSF
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她說過:「幸福不需要排練。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAmalChOY14r
而我想回答她——「那天的光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。」
——〈番外篇五・完〉
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