2020.04.21.臺大醫院
雨下得很大,雨點砸在窗戶上,發出密集的「啪啪」聲,像有人在拼命敲門。76Please respect copyright.PENANAvvXi8m9Nrb
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顧星嵐躺在床上,睜着眼睛,望着天花板。已經是深夜兩點,但她完全睡不着。不是因為失眠,而是因為「心跳」。76Please respect copyright.PENANA3FkWAEtJg1
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手腕上的監測手環閃了閃微光——那是三天前陸醫生給她戴上的,說是為了「更精確地追蹤身體狀況」。她當時沒多想,現在卻覺得那個手環好像在發燙。76Please respect copyright.PENANAABs6DAR9UV
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那個節奏從傍晚開始就變得不對勁,時快時慢,像一個失控的節拍器。她按住胸口,試圖讓自己平靜下來,但沒用。心跳越來越快——咚、咚、咚、咚——快得像要跳出來,每一下都震得她胸腔發疼。76Please respect copyright.PENANAAPfAzsqIFa
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監測儀的聲音也跟着急促起來,紅燈開始閃爍,像在發出某種警告。她額頭開始冒汗,呼吸變得困難,空氣像凝固一樣,每吸一口都要用盡全力。76Please respect copyright.PENANA7Cz9UmLwVV
不對……這次不一樣。76Please respect copyright.PENANA8y5pjubVTz
心跳忽然暴走,像有什麼東西在胸口炸開,熱流湧向四肢百骸。她感覺自己的血液在沸騰,心臟在震顫,每一次跳動都像要把她撕碎。76Please respect copyright.PENANAADPPMMJsaz
監測儀發出刺耳的警報聲——「嗶——嗶——嗶——」76Please respect copyright.PENANAJVL43eFuM8
螢幕上的心率曲線劇烈跳動,數字飆升﹕120、140、160——76Please respect copyright.PENANAnveEBKlqJs
她想按呼叫鈴,手卻抖得按不下去。視線開始模糊,眼前出現一道道旋轉的光斑,像是某次墜落時見過的碎片。76Please respect copyright.PENANAnJAR3hNs4V
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然後,她聽見了另一個心跳聲。76Please respect copyright.PENANAYrjvlbLfYO
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不是她自己的,而是從很遠的地方傳來——穩定、沉着,像在對她說﹕別怕。76Please respect copyright.PENANAbN6r00WOHL
那是……沈翎嶼。76Please respect copyright.PENANA4drZC71BZa
她不知道為什麼會知道,但她就是知道那是他的心跳。而且,他的心跳也在加快,像是感應到她的危險,正在向她靠近。76Please respect copyright.PENANA7JkBFd3COV
沈翎嶼正在整理報告。76Please respect copyright.PENANAgDhH2pzOef
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忽然,胸口一緊,心跳驟然加速,像被什麼拉扯。那種感覺太過強烈,痛得他幾乎站不穩,報告從手中滑落,散落一地。他猛地站起身,撐住桌沿,額頭冷汗瞬間滲出。76Please respect copyright.PENANA7lABTUukdx
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手機同時震動,是護士站的緊急呼叫﹕「沈醫生!3-407病房!病人心率失控!」76Please respect copyright.PENANAz2b34590Kz
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他抓起白袍,衝出研究室。76Please respect copyright.PENANAnc0bqIC64Z
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走廊的燈光在雨夜裏顯得格外冷清,他的腳步聲在空蕩的長廊裏迴響,每一步都帶着某種急切。而胸口的心跳越來越快,快得讓他知道——那不只是他自己的,還有她的,她正在痛苦,正在掙扎,正在等他。76Please respect copyright.PENANAKwbvECaPB3
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病房的門被推開,沈翎嶼衝進去,看見顧星嵐蜷縮在床上,額頭全是汗,臉色蒼白得像紙。76Please respect copyright.PENANA1S5xTeMBVt
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監測儀的警報聲刺耳,走廊上已傳來護士奔跑的腳步與推車的輪聲——但警報聲先一步,把沈翎嶼拉到門口。數字還在攀升——170、180——像一條無法逆轉的時間線,迫近着她生命的極限。76Please respect copyright.PENANAxbEBpqIIpW
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「顧小姐!」他快步走到床邊,聲音比平時急切。76Please respect copyright.PENANA9CDGDvSsR6
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她睜開眼,看見他時,眼底閃過一絲光,像溺水的人看見了浮木。「沈……醫生……」她的聲音很虛弱,每個字都像要用盡全力,「我……我以為……你不會來……」76Please respect copyright.PENANA5lF0cO82U2
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「我在。」他的聲音沉穩而有力,像錨一樣穩穩地落在她心上。「別怕。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAQT8hL0x6Ly
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他伸手扣住她的手腕。那不是任何標準檢查的動作,更像是一種下意識的確認——確認她還在,確認那個急促失序的節奏,沒有從他掌心消失。76Please respect copyright.PENANAY9fmPD95kh
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那一瞬間——整個世界靜止了。76Please respect copyright.PENANA3r4IdjuvnU
兩人的心跳,在觸碰的瞬間,完美重合。76Please respect copyright.PENANAoBIVHRdm6K
監測儀的數字開始下降——180、160、140——警報聲漸漸平息,她的呼吸漸漸平穩,臉色也慢慢恢復血色。世界像被按下了播放鍵,一切重新開始流動。76Please respect copyright.PENANAxHKHWs2Zbk
警報聲停了,只剩下雨聲,和兩個同步的心跳——咚、咚——咚、咚——像一首只屬於他們的旋律。76Please respect copyright.PENANAvXcRBciJqX
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沈翎嶼沒有鬆開她的手腕。他的手指還扣在那裡,貼着她的皮膚,清楚地感覺到那個節奏一點一點慢下來。那股從指尖傳來的溫度很輕,卻真實得不可忽視,像是在告訴他——她還在。76Please respect copyright.PENANA3arNO1gdgX
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他這才發現,自己一直繃着的那根弦,終於慢慢鬆開了。「好些了嗎?」他問,聲音比平時輕,像怕驚擾到她。76Please respect copyright.PENANAeqq83I1UyU
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她點點頭,虛弱地笑了笑﹕「你一來……就好了。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAir3PP9am7O
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那笑容很淡,卻讓他的心跳又快了一拍。76Please respect copyright.PENANATbJh0alcYa
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他怔住,視線落在她蒼白的臉上。那張臉上還有淚痕,汗濕的髮絲貼在額頭上,她看起來那麼脆弱,那麼……需要保護。他的手微微收緊,像是要確認她真的在這裏,真的安全了。76Please respect copyright.PENANAk8HVYwah97
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「為什麼不早點按呼叫鈴?」他的語氣帶着一絲罕見的急切,甚至有點責備。76Please respect copyright.PENANA2SakYQa1Lp
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「我……我按了,但是……」她頓了頓,聲音很輕,「我覺得只有你……才能讓我好起來。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAg01dtv6U2Z
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這話說得很輕,卻像一顆石子投進他心裏的湖面。漣漪一圈圈荡開,無法平息。76Please respect copyright.PENANAMj72soLaqv
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他沉默片刻,最終只是說﹕「以後有任何不舒服,立刻叫我。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAfU5TVJ234v
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「即使是半夜?」她抬起頭,眼神帶着一絲試探。76Please respect copyright.PENANA4Y1YQSbIcZ
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「即使是半夜。」他說這話的時候,語氣堅定,像在做某種承諾,某種超越醫生職責的承諾。76Please respect copyright.PENANA2ahRTCaH8O
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她望着他,眼底有一絲溫暖的光。76Please respect copyright.PENANAPZO95kHvUL
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「沈醫生……」她輕聲說,「只要你在,我就不怕。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAgAbdkWDvhZ
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空氣凝固。76Please respect copyright.PENANABSiYEQhuaW
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雨聲還在繼續,但病房裏像被按下了靜音鍵。時間在這一刻變得很慢,慢得他能清楚地聽見自己的心跳,能清楚地感受到她手腕下那股溫暖的脈動。76Please respect copyright.PENANAkAiG6ELq5T
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沈翎嶼看着她,那雙向來冷靜的眼睛裏,第一次出現了動搖。不是懷疑,不是困惑,而是某種他不願承認的情感——那種情感太過危險,危險得他必須立刻退開。76Please respect copyright.PENANAP7iYJSzEej
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他緩緩鬆開她的手腕,站起身,背對着她。「好好休息。」他的聲音有些緊繃,像在壓抑着什麼。「我在外面待一會兒,有事隨時叫我。」76Please respect copyright.PENANA5vKQQZHmU1
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他轉身要走。76Please respect copyright.PENANAMNQH3GaLvE
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「沈醫生。」她在身後叫他,聲音很輕,卻讓他的腳步停住。76Please respect copyright.PENANAfA1fYLrnLC
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他停下腳步,沒有回頭,只是站在那裏,等她說話。76Please respect copyright.PENANAaWSP1EMtKF
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「謝謝你。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAQE9eSiMrnx
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他沒有回答,只是輕輕「嗯」了一聲,然後推門離開。76Please respect copyright.PENANAgj0g8mN7Cv
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門關上的瞬間,他靠在牆上,閉上眼睛,深深吸了一口氣。手心還留有她脈搏的觸感——溫暖、脆弱、讓人想要守護。76Please respect copyright.PENANAiwxy4nZvzm
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他按住胸口,心跳還在與某個遠方的節奏共鳴。76Please respect copyright.PENANARk7bS79lM5
走廊盡頭,陸澄曜靠在牆邊,手裏拿着咖啡。他看着沈翎嶼從病房出來,靠在門邊的樣子,挑了挑眉。76Please respect copyright.PENANAB7XjUG8mhL
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「老沈,你這樣子……」他走過去,語氣帶着調侃,「可不太像『只是醫生』啊。」76Please respect copyright.PENANA9Kzz5SXsuz
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沈翎嶼睜開眼,看他一眼﹕「你怎麼在這裏?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAhsaE0zrXwN
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「我收到系統警報,過來看看情況。」陸澄曜聳聳肩。「結果剛到走廊,就看見你衝過來,那速度簡直是『百米衝刺』啊。老沈,你知不知道,你剛才差點撞倒兩個護士?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAL8AyhWttbY
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沈翎嶼沒接話,只是轉頭看向窗外。雨還在下,夜色深沉。76Please respect copyright.PENANAosICdvOzla
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陸澄曜湊近一點,壓低聲音﹕「老沈,我剛看了即時數據。你知道最可怕的是什麼嗎?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAJuXPsIPLmT
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沈翎嶼轉頭看他。76Please respect copyright.PENANAevkPoo1xYn
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「她心率暴走的瞬間,你的心率也跟着暴走了。」陸澄曜拿出平板,上面是兩條幾乎完全同步的曲線。「不是延遲,不是反應,而是『同步』。老沈,這已經不是普通的耦合了。」76Please respect copyright.PENANABErWcXxRY8
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沈翎嶼盯着螢幕,沉默良久。76Please respect copyright.PENANAEVwqC7LemX
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「你們的心跳……」陸澄曜的語氣變得凝重,「已經開始『量子糾纏』了。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAWS00T6MSAS
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「什麼意思?」76Please respect copyright.PENANA9hyBNuhSbL
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「『量子糾纏』是一種物理現象,兩個粒子無論距離多遠,其中一個的狀態改變,另一個會瞬間改變。」陸澄曜指着螢幕。「你們的心跳現在就是這樣。她痛苦的瞬間,你也痛苦;她平靜,你也平靜。這不是生理反應,這是……」76Please respect copyright.PENANACPJTPgu2E0
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他停頓了一下,像是在組織語言。「這是靈魂層面的連結。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAdCZvnwR0GK
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空氣安靜了幾秒。76Please respect copyright.PENANAMQEbBVwrm2
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陸澄曜收起平板,靠在牆上,語氣變得認真:「老沈,我需要建立一個理論模型。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAvkB8QoRTf0
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「什麼模型?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAGCtYFarkds
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「時空波動模型。」陸澄曜看着他,「如果她真的穿越過,那按照物理學原理,這種現象不可能毫無規律。我需要用數學框架把你們之間的共振現象量化,找出背後的時空結構。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAFkAyjZWLPu
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沈翎嶼沉默片刻:「需要多久?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAp0MZoXEeDp
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「不知道,也許幾天,也許更久。」陸澄曜聳聳肩,「但如果不建模,我們永遠只能被動觀測,無法預測接下來會發生什麼。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAzBeCHcuBC9
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他頓了頓,補充道:「而且……如果她真的要回去,我們至少得知道那扇『門』在哪裏,什麼時候會開。」76Please respect copyright.PENANA7YexQcBRmn
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沈翎嶼沒有回答,只是轉身望向窗外。76Please respect copyright.PENANAShzG134U5W
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「老沈,」陸澄曜的語氣變得嚴肅,「這次的數據顯示,你們的耦合強度已經達到95%。如果繼續下去,很快就會達到100%。那時候……」76Please respect copyright.PENANAT4DBYv5evr
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「那時候會怎樣?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAHjYcJj7j80
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「那時候,你們就真的變成『一體』了。」陸澄曜深吸一口氣。「她的生命,就是你的生命;你的心跳,就是她的心跳。任何一方出事,另一方都會受到致命影響。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAvSS07SRd92
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沈翎嶼閉上眼。他知道會是這個結果,但聽到陸澄曜親口說出來,還是讓他心臟一緊。76Please respect copyright.PENANA6RwSG0guzG
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「還有更嚴重的。」陸澄曜頓了頓,「如果她真的要回2025年……這種連結可能會把你也一起拉走。或者……」76Please respect copyright.PENANAwtQz3FWfdT
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「或者?」76Please respect copyright.PENANA8DW1D4Z39s
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「或者你們兩個都會死在時空裂縫裏。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAKrZRE5oRnW
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這句話像一顆炸彈,在寂靜的走廊裏炸開。76Please respect copyright.PENANAEuBdPNf2qs
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沈翎嶼沒有回答,只是轉身望向窗外。雨還在下,夜色深沉,遠處的城市燈火朦朧,像隔着一層霧。76Please respect copyright.PENANAaGnF09I4yB
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「老沈,我必須問你。」陸澄曜的聲音很輕,「如果真的到了那一天,你會怎麼選?」76Please respect copyright.PENANAqXV46rRELR
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沈翎嶼沒有立刻回答。他站在那裏,看着窗外的雨,看着遠方的燈火,心裏忽然有種很清晰的答案。「我不會讓她走。」他終於說,聲音低沉而堅定。76Please respect copyright.PENANAvDWikWYxGI
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陸澄曜愣住。76Please respect copyright.PENANAcZPD23PcRr
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「不是因為害怕死亡,」沈翎嶼轉頭看他,眼神前所未有的認真,「而是因為……我不想失去她。」76Please respect copyright.PENANATa3xyRYgWc
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這句話說得很輕,卻讓陸澄曜整個人都怔住了。他認識沈翎嶼十幾年,從來沒見過這個男人露出這樣的表情——那不是醫生的冷靜,不是科學家的理性,而是一個男人,面對自己在乎的人時,真實的樣子。76Please respect copyright.PENANAeTPWBEBexx
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陸澄曜沉默了很久,最後拍拍他的肩﹕「老沈,你……還未戀愛就……陷進去了。」76Please respect copyright.PENANAIwxmghwEbq
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沈翎嶼沒有否認。他只是靜靜地站在那裏,看着窗外的雨,心裏忽然有種預感——他和她之間的故事,已經不可能回頭了。76Please respect copyright.PENANABI4dZAcg2L
病房裏,顧星嵐靜靜躺着。76Please respect copyright.PENANApdWCr8mecu
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心跳已經恢復正常,但那種溫暖的感覺還在。他握住她手腕的那一刻,世界像被按下暫停鍵,所有的恐懼、所有的不安,都在那一瞬間消失了。只剩下他的體溫,還有那個穩定的心跳,像錨一樣,把她穩穩固定在這個陌生的時空裏。76Please respect copyright.PENANAq2isEg569B
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她閉上眼,回想他說的話﹕「即使是半夜。」「我在。」「別怕。」每一句話都像錨,把她穩穩固定在這個陌生的時空裏。76Please respect copyright.PENANAN0iqtKnAuV
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她忽然意識到——在這個沒有「藝人顧星嵐」的世界裏,唯一讓她覺得真實的,就是他。他的聲音,他的氣息,他的心跳。76Please respect copyright.PENANAly7Z9dcc5j
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她拿起筆記本,翻到新的一頁,就着微弱的夜燈,寫下﹕76Please respect copyright.PENANAoPATbNYnMx
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今天差點以為自己會死,心跳失控的時候,我以為自己要被這個世界排斥了,像一個bug,要被系統清除。76Please respect copyright.PENANAsbPLisZX85
但他來了,他握住我的手腕,我的心跳就平靜下來,像找到了頻率,像找到了歸屬。76Please respect copyright.PENANAxzG7FWcR2J
我對他說﹕「只要你在,我就不怕。」這不是客套話,這是我此刻最真實的感受。76Please respect copyright.PENANAWHmJ4jOJq2
她停筆,看着「最真實的感受」這幾個字,臉微微發燙。她搖搖頭,繼續寫﹕76Please respect copyright.PENANABytTVZTqzU
我不知道這算不算依賴,我也不知道……這算不算……喜歡。但我知道,我不想失去他。76Please respect copyright.PENANAnLr72XA0a9
她停筆,看着「喜歡」這兩個字,臉更燙了。她趕緊闔上筆記本,像是怕那兩個字會從紙上跳出來。76Please respect copyright.PENANAEv3D9hR35T
不對……這只是因為他救了我……只是因為我在這個世界裏只認識他……76Please respect copyright.PENANAy97YijwOpG
她這樣安慰自己,但胸口的心跳,還在輕輕跳動,像在說﹕妳騙不了自己。76Please respect copyright.PENANAu08S8MulPL
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窗外,雨漸漸小了,天空開始泛白,黎明將至,新的一天要開始了。76Please respect copyright.PENANA04pcVECjHk
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但她知道,從今晚開始,有些東西已經改變了。她的心跳,再也不只屬於她自己。76Please respect copyright.PENANAoKvm7JdeO6
🪧〈卷一・第五章完〉🪧
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如果你想繼續聽見他們的心跳,76Please respect copyright.PENANAtVU3dTKi69
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