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I never wanted to be a person like me with all the pain I feel everyday . I have many names. The one I like is Ray as of 5/4/26 I am 14 years old and this is my life story. I've never been much of a writer but now I am going to try even when I barely have a person by my side . I think everyone has a story to tell no matter the age, the family and the pain and the money . I am a normal person in fact I am a teen but I got a story to tell . I know my book wouldn’t make me much money, that is not my goal . Everything I work for is to help to make someone’s life easier.
Every smile I help make brings a thing of hope to my dark soul , A soul that had scars, a soul that was bullied, a soul that has many names, some foul, some kind ….
I can’t put the pain into words. All I can say is that something broke but is still living .One that is broken but loves . But that is the same reason I want to be a cop because I want to stop others from getting hurt and stop innocent people from getting hurt . It has always been my job to help. It is a duty I must do. I may be a teen but I still have a story to tell the up and the down .
Sometimes I wonder if I should have the love I have now after all the pain, the names and the cuts and scars and tears wasted from my childhood days . At first when I first came out to my mom I expected my mom to be mad like my grandma was. She doesn’t like it but it doesn’t matter . My mom and dad love me. They don’t always show it in the right ways but they try and I can’t expect the best. After all, they had no clue what the school did to me. No one told them but I should have told them .Honestly I was too scared to tell anyone because I looked happy but I wasn’t . Let’s be honest, my mom and dad were young. I was young and stupid we all made mistakes .I was bullied and they tried to help but they never got the whole story . I wish I was back in 2016 so I can fix things I dream about everything that happened and I wake up from it. Sometimes I wake up crying without a sound . But I can’t change what happened to me. I can't do that but I can change the future . I can change what I think of mys
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