“I’m sorry I’ve been more isolated from you. I’ve just been thinking lately and I’m not really ready for a relationship yet. Thanks for being understanding.” That was the text you sent as I broke.
Tears trickle down my face, leaving salty tracks. Why?
I get it. But then I talked to a friend. You lied to me.
You said I was too depressed behind my back.
I wish you had left before I was in love.
Four months.
That’s all I could think as I stared down at my phone. Four months of you starting everything. Four months of you holding me. Of your love. Four months of you being my safe place.
And now it’s over.
Why wasn’t I enough? Why did you use that against me? Why did you disappear from my life, but still be there?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXehjli8fs
You knew what was happening. You knew that my parents were fighting. You knew they were getting divorced. You heard me cry and ask you for support.
Then you just left, giving me a lie for a reason.
I hate that I love you still. I hate knowing you don’t care.
You don’t look at me, you don’t talk to me, you’re not even the person I loved anymore.
Now you’re a ghost who’s always around, haunting me, and I can’t escape you.
I can’t even look you in the eyes anymore, let alone speak to you.
I guess, I never knew you like I thought I did.
Maybe this was for the best.
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