gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,1060Please respect copyright.PENANAI6qiRZqvGa
like a bright message to the future.1060Please respect copyright.PENANAkdBxAm8esj
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,1060Please respect copyright.PENANAH23RcrGKre
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)1060Please respect copyright.PENANAYqJngDZ9pB
and instead, I find out with days to spare.1060Please respect copyright.PENANAj4jnLGxXHz
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.1060Please respect copyright.PENANAQyYUnj1tEh
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.1060Please respect copyright.PENANACzoR5olGKo
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.1060Please respect copyright.PENANALugfvZGjuY
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.1060Please respect copyright.PENANADG0QPkNNfC
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.1060Please respect copyright.PENANAKoVMC8gzBd
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,1060Please respect copyright.PENANAUoYu6zRllx
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.1060Please respect copyright.PENANAjZBKcYXZ9c
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.1060Please respect copyright.PENANAwRGyowFbFo
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled1060Please respect copyright.PENANAnC2gW5sQLh
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here1060Please respect copyright.PENANAjiavEfv4Jm
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,1060Please respect copyright.PENANAaYQF0Wpqgy
and a broken heart. It could be worse.1060Please respect copyright.PENANARLVjgWRv1T
I still want you here thought, by my side.1060Please respect copyright.PENANAg44wP0GFvR
That still hasn’t changed.
———
the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,1060Please respect copyright.PENANAOmasA04CBL
that chooses to visit once in a while.1060Please respect copyright.PENANAi5vWkHZk7T
I just have the recollections of our good days.1060Please respect copyright.PENANACs16tQ6qUP
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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