gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,1044Please respect copyright.PENANApwbVfcT3Uc
like a bright message to the future.1044Please respect copyright.PENANAounSrT9b2o
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,1044Please respect copyright.PENANA8MFrkGH5YX
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)1044Please respect copyright.PENANARmJ5AapbfQ
and instead, I find out with days to spare.1044Please respect copyright.PENANAQEwAlB8ipD
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.1044Please respect copyright.PENANA2FYimW6w34
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.1044Please respect copyright.PENANAS3ZD5eZkpT
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.1044Please respect copyright.PENANAwElrRn30hP
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.1044Please respect copyright.PENANAzYGPM2sB9A
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.1044Please respect copyright.PENANAg2DrhbrRkA
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,1044Please respect copyright.PENANAqOihW2x0FZ
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.1044Please respect copyright.PENANAfmxPqLZFgs
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.1044Please respect copyright.PENANA0XabxzWfFx
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled1044Please respect copyright.PENANAW2tcVZecmy
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here1044Please respect copyright.PENANA33jjoeDP7t
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,1044Please respect copyright.PENANA1W2jmyrBsn
and a broken heart. It could be worse.1044Please respect copyright.PENANAGYV2XfB4yr
I still want you here thought, by my side.1044Please respect copyright.PENANATkFY20zZww
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,1044Please respect copyright.PENANABgQ6m3H0JV
that chooses to visit once in a while.1044Please respect copyright.PENANAs82AkfRHoX
I just have the recollections of our good days.1044Please respect copyright.PENANAdAe4BOIKMX
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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