gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHHgQEVnxT
like a bright message to the future.1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBuRkCmE0f
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGtsQFqjSD
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUzQsBHFCn
and instead, I find out with days to spare.1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr6ZTfVnLS
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaZbVNfNu0
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5EjZhOSCf
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5v5gbeslN9
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB63U3d0Gj8
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
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If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIDBS2PGWP
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGl64mYW0E5
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJiNFrcsSv
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBU26NyN5c
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcooiBHpJ9
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYdCeKnRnJ
and a broken heart. It could be worse.1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71PVsZ6SqQ
I still want you here thought, by my side.1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtr1fDLWcLL
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm1ZhdbJcJ
that chooses to visit once in a while.1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAnXGC5wdN
I just have the recollections of our good days.1028Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRA9bCU6YMf
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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