gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,1041Please respect copyright.PENANA8994YofDjd
like a bright message to the future.1041Please respect copyright.PENANAhexi8G3hCH
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,1041Please respect copyright.PENANARTeRSiBfM5
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)1041Please respect copyright.PENANAk6pQ6UFM3e
and instead, I find out with days to spare.1041Please respect copyright.PENANACqg2IWrsmV
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.1041Please respect copyright.PENANAspW0jVL2eZ
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.1041Please respect copyright.PENANAkpBxdyLlQt
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.1041Please respect copyright.PENANAImJmCI2ndp
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.1041Please respect copyright.PENANAsttvOoZocK
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.1041Please respect copyright.PENANAVzEQ0fvDv9
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,1041Please respect copyright.PENANAQPZtVK53Oq
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.1041Please respect copyright.PENANAuKZuPA6f7k
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.1041Please respect copyright.PENANAMWW9Cvy62Z
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled1041Please respect copyright.PENANA4qrGx1CueN
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here1041Please respect copyright.PENANAxMiozUGRVH
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,1041Please respect copyright.PENANAnwwAXs9zoF
and a broken heart. It could be worse.1041Please respect copyright.PENANAv9uv2iDObB
I still want you here thought, by my side.1041Please respect copyright.PENANAd6kxI2TPkS
That still hasn’t changed.
———
the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,1041Please respect copyright.PENANAjVNTEoxh2u
that chooses to visit once in a while.1041Please respect copyright.PENANAWEgz5ixSV8
I just have the recollections of our good days.1041Please respect copyright.PENANArYLV4oSj4H
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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