gray skies.
———
Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwbVfcT3Uc
like a bright message to the future.1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡounSrT9b2o
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MFrkGH5YX
and I keep them close to my heart.
———
a shadow crosses your visage.
———
Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmJ5AapbfQ
and instead, I find out with days to spare.1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEwAlB8ipD
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FYimW6w34
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
———
the skies steadily darken.
———
Iron.
The first days are the worst.1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3ZD5eZkpT
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwElrRn30hP
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYGPM2sB9A
It hurts, you know. It really does.
———
the memory of you keeps me going.
———
Lead.
I deal with the pain.1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2DrhbrRkA
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOihW2x0FZ
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmxPqLZFgs
But you’ll never know, will you.
———
i miss you.
———
Smoke.
The burden has lightened.1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XabxzWfFx
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2tcVZecmy
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33jjoeDP7t
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
———
i wonder where you are.
———
Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1W2jmyrBsn
and a broken heart. It could be worse.1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYV2XfB4yr
I still want you here thought, by my side.1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkFY20zZww
That still hasn’t changed.
———
the skies begin to clear.
———
Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgQ6m3H0JV
that chooses to visit once in a while.1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs82AkfRHoX
I just have the recollections of our good days.1044Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAe4BOIKMX
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
———
you’re the light that brightens my world.
ns216.73.216.222da2
and then Add to home screen.