gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,1048Please respect copyright.PENANAsvF8nAsxMN
like a bright message to the future.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAVY1WhhsFzF
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,1048Please respect copyright.PENANALlJbBfYDmt
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)1048Please respect copyright.PENANA5MVe7MIqdq
and instead, I find out with days to spare.1048Please respect copyright.PENANALrEY896cU1
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAUws1K8D3h1
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.1048Please respect copyright.PENANATcg1OHI6w4
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAGmPXhn15q0
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAf9gJeTaMnW
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.1048Please respect copyright.PENANA6oqEuWlfkO
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,1048Please respect copyright.PENANAxnyTMpz767
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.1048Please respect copyright.PENANA5cXQP30AZf
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAn52d0V7ZDW
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled1048Please respect copyright.PENANA9UnhkNslBw
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here1048Please respect copyright.PENANAS2T6SjURD0
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,1048Please respect copyright.PENANAVRB5edpuIt
and a broken heart. It could be worse.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAsBVEien7Df
I still want you here thought, by my side.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAdnqtaR3cxh
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,1048Please respect copyright.PENANAGI3DY1ozWo
that chooses to visit once in a while.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAsXaMu4fzt3
I just have the recollections of our good days.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAL4NpeGZ76L
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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