筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhFhLS8fYv
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「獨處是不錯的。」我948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54YybfhGUZ
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyg9w1a475k
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42iDGAnPVu
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0GTeluj7Z
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJZnWf9cDG
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「原本想。」他948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOGs92dv48
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ332uE8yAdc
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDW9G78LxUs
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEPVPBMONf
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAPhA4nWzd
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHbW0y82CR
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWaYAlIyQh
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrB8EUjMvNb
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTohwoHcgUp
至少我當下還有介意著你的心948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ELVNgYPjN
雖然明天可能沒了948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AV67oXfQK
但明天你也會面對新的別人948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwiz74YQiT
到時就到他們在乎你。」我948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSm811aF62n
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡog4NHIuJ0Z
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「可能不會了948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3GeIiC1mY
但當重遇某個相近的剎那948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBN9cCg4iDX
還會有冒起對你的記憶。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfl8IJUN4w1
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySi9cGmcYf
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGdJUYaPEk
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1Jcr6SdHR
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLrOqvb78C
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4qqDLa5SW
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「那就去吧948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ583Y9hDmos
趁還記得的時候。」我948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5qZLkRsnB
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyoJxBDkyN
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「不知道948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGeEJjWR0M
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKt590nB8d
也許你就會知道。」我948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGdOdh92ee
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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