筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvZbWJetE7
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「獨處是不錯的。」我947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYoMKxchup
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSNKa2lgLn
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGZI4nxOl5
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsVwzCJhma
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTFneqTEV1
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「原本想。」他947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXvD2TWWxt
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0iuAbLPqq
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp19VJtbl6N
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjBQoGDZkw
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxG39NXEVw
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eUcEFARTa
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YaXKIBaWq
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr8z9nsZP4
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3N6nfoukEO
至少我當下還有介意著你的心947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARegxD0w3G
雖然明天可能沒了947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGaugDUIaT
但明天你也會面對新的別人947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDOO5ChJzH
到時就到他們在乎你。」我947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVooCfofed6
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbSScDYtxJ
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「可能不會了947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU9sMJZ0C2
但當重遇某個相近的剎那947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9CPxY65ny
還會有冒起對你的記憶。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaIH0jSiTe
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHofdPIHqPz
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8VpydUGKM
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSz3kTQf9S3
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkP6viRZFn
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KuQMoJiZM
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「那就去吧947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbk4byjAc8u
趁還記得的時候。」我947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEltnh98Gp0
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl66jxvDKdv
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「不知道947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ai3LlOwRC
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoF4xLYmfJt
也許你就會知道。」我947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOH953dRsUB
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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