Poetry Contest. - A whale for Itself

For you i sped up a little1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTTAqS6XmE
i quickened my pace1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiIqV6ZoTg
but i was always slow and deep1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOVdjAKHlN
with layers and layers1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdRxQQplJK
lush with thoughts and beliefs1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDY5nGQYxMU
abundant of comfort and 1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gFi76EymJ
only me.1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwohnwVxN7

Just a bit lost, that's all.

i sang songs deep in the1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ5rjEE2M5
water, making sure there were1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsBc9DOTH2
no other whales to hear1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniZsr7QShw
but i came to stop checking1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxwUAlFSyD
since there were always none1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCpypHZJXp
i was lonely1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEuaJRyY8D
and slow1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6pgPG4MaL
and deep1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbHQgyBBhg
stuffed with thoughts and beliefs.

Maybe i was alone because1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI126v127zI
i wasn't enough for you. 1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBkSxqES1h
maybe you finally saw me1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69icipKQmj
after I stopped being myself1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrJV5X3d98
as it was enough just with that.1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jp9fEpbyU

But I 1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwU1mydH9d
I was at least myself, at least1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBi25Ud3DS
slow and deep, layered, lush, full1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqqLwWUjDJ
even if I was1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgxEgBjvu1
lost1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEsCEyBz3s
lonely1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqnt4l0sIP
hurt.1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqxhPBLG9l

I'm enough. 1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2tYyqjnX8

And just accepting that I'm a lost, lonely, hurt whale in such a big, endless, cold ocean, just accepting myself I-1142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkA2QTXT7n

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For me I slowed down.

the capitalization of the "i"s are on purpose, just an FYI.

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