我有個很愛很愛的人。795Please respect copyright.PENANAxQgIUl3VcJ
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讀書的時候,雖然我們的座位隔了很遠,各有自己的朋友圈和愛好,但每到小休時間,我們也走到對方的身旁談天說地,因為彼此今天所遇到的趣事而被逗笑。795Please respect copyright.PENANAiFtfGtId6i
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上學途中碰見一隻很可愛的小貓、乘車時留意到鐵道旁會有間新店開張、車廂裡的一個人的奇怪衣著和言行惹得你們關注……795Please respect copyright.PENANABKd7qv1b0c
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當其中一人鬱鬱寡歡時,我們會包容對方的一時衝動下說出的氣話,包容對方為不讓自己再受傷害而擺出冷淡與抗拒的姿勢,當對方的好聽眾:795Please respect copyright.PENANA2mMS0Hd5Bn
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「不要理我。」795Please respect copyright.PENANAarr2L8HfFN
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「為甚麼?」795Please respect copyright.PENANAdG5UFJSgQu
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「我心情不好啊你看不出嗎!」795Please respect copyright.PENANAoMh05PUFEh
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「好好好我就坐在旁邊不說話。」795Please respect copyright.PENANAwVk6QhW4mb
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「……這次小考我又搞砸了。」795Please respect copyright.PENANAegFCoHVGLN
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「下次再努力吧。」795Please respect copyright.PENANABd18o3NAga
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「老師說再不合格就要上輔助班……」795Please respect copyright.PENANAjq34sHpRt5
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「不要緊,我們一起複習,你有不會的我再教你。」795Please respect copyright.PENANAN7LCMLtXic
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「我肚子餓了,但沒帶夠錢……」795Please respect copyright.PENANAG6i4UqSD8H
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「……我借你吧。」795Please respect copyright.PENANA3prA77xncU
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考大學的那段時間,我們很久才能見面一次,但佔據我們手機訊息欄頭位的永遠都是彼此。795Please respect copyright.PENANAkzJVz44IPc
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在那段時候,噓寒問暖的關心卻顯得很虛假,一句直白的抱怒和牢騷,反而更具感染力,令疲憊的心注入生氣,即使身在遠方,仍知道我們是共同進退。沒有甚麼能比可以互相扶持和振作的伙伴更重要。795Please respect copyright.PENANABK46qxkBwA
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「幹今天做那份試卷真他媽的難……」795Please respect copyright.PENANAXSLnLSJAMS
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「靠甚麼時候該用甚麼公式啊!」795Please respect copyright.PENANAyFfjqWf6xm
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「媽啊我不行了讓我睡吧……」795Please respect copyright.PENANAXy8f9c6JNG
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「【圖片】明天就開考了記得帶齊!」795Please respect copyright.PENANADKSuTfjFVE
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我們甚至約好考完之後去哪裡慶祝一番。795Please respect copyright.PENANACwZYDcLNOG
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正當我以為自己會一直愛著他、我們會一直陪伴彼此時,795Please respect copyright.PENANARglDXOlhHE
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我才發現阻撓這份感情開花結果的不是考試和畢業,而是我自己。795Please respect copyright.PENANAA9yf9fw9Ev
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突然有天,我沒再理他。795Please respect copyright.PENANAYxntnX0ggD
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我看了他的訊息,但即使再下定決心,我的手指卻遲遲未有動作,也不願意發任何一個字給他。795Please respect copyright.PENANALdMLjBzk0y
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從他第一天興高采烈地宣告考完了和一連串餐廳地址連結,又發貼圖引我回覆、到第二天開始察覺到不對勁便問我是不是不舒服還是怕考不好,還伴隨著好幾個未接來電,直到今天一句句小心翼翼的「在嗎?」和「讓我知道你還好吧」。795Please respect copyright.PENANA4vPsWOSNSe
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他明明沒有做錯,一向待我很好,至今仍然鍥而不捨地發訊息給我,僅憑片言隻語,也能聯想到他擔憂又帶著膽怯的樣子,但不知道這份堅持能維持多久呢?795Please respect copyright.PENANAkbFHIh6gxl
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我不知道他目前的感覺如何,擔心、困惑、不安、憤怒,還是每種都有?他會氣我對他不理不睬嗎?會氣我不把自己的事說出來讓他一起分擔嗎?795Please respect copyright.PENANAFZcTU7Gywf
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為甚麼我會變成這樣呢?明明這麼愛他,我卻令他如此不安?795Please respect copyright.PENANA30jFiZCQjR
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或許我厭倦了他?或許只是我擅自把這份感情昇華為愛?795Please respect copyright.PENANAdICBsx7tH1
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對,我們相處了很久,很了解對方,但為何與他一起共度的獨處時光卻是這般輕描淡寫?是我覺得平淡的幸福已經足夠,還是本就沒有擦出一絲難忘的戀愛火花?795Please respect copyright.PENANA2NW5W9SA68
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或許我只是沉淪在那片面的親近和溫暖。795Please respect copyright.PENANA2NwSgCrMC8
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若我的愛真的是那麽堅定,為何喚不起只屬彼此的一刻心動?為何還會輕易地拋棄我深愛著的他?為何還不明白他正承受著我一手造成的痛苦?為何還會對他的關心無動於衷?795Please respect copyright.PENANAFbG1x8OOVG
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若我真的愛他,為何我會毫無原因地抗拒他的接近?795Please respect copyright.PENANANKfaMUGVAI
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我很想說我依舊愛他。795Please respect copyright.PENANAVAruuiNL1d
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但愛這個字說易行難。究竟我真是愛他的本質,還是只想向旁人證明自己是對的?795Please respect copyright.PENANAWPXQhcHws8
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不如趁著這段冷淡期,先退一步,坦誠認真審視這份感情吧。795Please respect copyright.PENANAnVWqN0sDSM
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我很想他。想好之後一定要跟他解釋清楚,只希望他知道以後別討厭我。795Please respect copyright.PENANAIKMDkHFHEU
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也希望一切不會太遲。795Please respect copyright.PENANA8hPwqdEfGY
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有個很愛很愛的人
Published:
Aug 15, 2018
ENTRY #7
抱歉認真了
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