2月14日,814Please respect copyright.PENANAnAlqpyiqdc
很多人都知道,這天是什麼日子。814Please respect copyright.PENANAdlihyxuU65
我的渦輪在前兩天已經運行過度,814Please respect copyright.PENANAAaVyQfzNwo
這天,停轉了。814Please respect copyright.PENANAisc9fv1kMw
沒有與她說些什麼,814Please respect copyright.PENANAhMckZNRvrd
我不知道她收到電郵後會怎樣,814Please respect copyright.PENANA1mDvW0YUid
更不知道她看了沒。814Please respect copyright.PENANAVhLEmOM3gH
她,沒有什麼反應,814Please respect copyright.PENANApEidMcJOv3
可能是還沒有看,814Please respect copyright.PENANAwSJ9X3isCd
也可能是看了卻不知怎回應,814Please respect copyright.PENANAiDbwBM7zi6
但我寄望是前者,814Please respect copyright.PENANAkOc2p65uAC
浩然亦是這樣猜測,814Please respect copyright.PENANAn0Naby4LuV
而事實是什麼?814Please respect copyright.PENANAlDhedeV6HZ
答案就只在她心中。814Please respect copyright.PENANAcKJaTw1cpI
814Please respect copyright.PENANA4VqNlkRxcG
這天回到學校,我不期然跟著浩然,814Please respect copyright.PENANALM7HEJPMbZ
他不斷叫我放膽,我不斷的退縮。814Please respect copyright.PENANAgP4pEaoUtZ
小息的時候,我們四人,814Please respect copyright.PENANA14jVTP8vwd
聚在一起,814Please respect copyright.PENANAFTgUMajIBp
只有我靜著,沒說一句話。814Please respect copyright.PENANAQePTGpc370
呆呆的站著,聽著,814Please respect copyright.PENANAxNs8t0PWIy
腦裡只在想:要說些什麼,要說些什麼,814Please respect copyright.PENANAztkGpl3DqG
卻不知該說些什麼。814Please respect copyright.PENANAmdjMayCyVx
電郵的事,我又怕大家都尷尬,814Please respect copyright.PENANAUgMh1HLSHu
而且我又沒膽去問。814Please respect copyright.PENANALjnllrxN9R
最後被浩然罵我不說話,814Please respect copyright.PENANAutNSczdLnj
我想,但我真的說不出。814Please respect copyright.PENANAHNIz355pBx
814Please respect copyright.PENANAoZRAatuRhp
大家都忙於準備下一課的用品,814Please respect copyright.PENANA9ozwK3MrXY
我...814Please respect copyright.PENANAaWGeBXClFK
旱就在我的座位附近等待著,814Please respect copyright.PENANAZrXc2qmSPJ
不過,上天就是喜歡玩弄人,814Please respect copyright.PENANAgo4oyCJ9i7
偏偏讓我聽到些傷盡人心的話,814Please respect copyright.PENANAkN6H52DY95
我低沉了好一段時間,814Please respect copyright.PENANAMtBDvnsH5g
她與他應該有意開始了。814Please respect copyright.PENANAtdErvm9VyM
我,就如現在的物理課的處境,814Please respect copyright.PENANAoaL65w1G3i
只有獨自一人,仿似那些要獨處的人,814Please respect copyright.PENANAgUtd5IlKMw
身邊沒有人會在意他的存在,814Please respect copyright.PENANAsCYujQuB9O
他亦不會在意身邊發生的事。814Please respect copyright.PENANAezcuoF2RMu
814Please respect copyright.PENANAjnE7btS7Uj
曾經喜歡獨個兒的我,814Please respect copyright.PENANAHaBaXExoEt
如今一點都不喜歡,814Please respect copyright.PENANAbaY6GzXmCZ
更覺反感,根本並非我所想像的好。814Please respect copyright.PENANAkWOSORnTJ8
814Please respect copyright.PENANAuRD5QM9Kq3
放學,不用多說,814Please respect copyright.PENANApGNOGd0Kzh
在沒人留意的情況下,回家了。814Please respect copyright.PENANAoR2bSGmper
打機聽歌,和等待晚上的聚會。814Please respect copyright.PENANAYij5aV9HzB
浩然更不用說,比我更早離校了,814Please respect copyright.PENANAnrnulQu6gt
不知他這晚會做些什麼呢?814Please respect copyright.PENANANUgDKhsXJ4
不過我也沒心情理會太多。814Please respect copyright.PENANAHE5MSOtZTw
814Please respect copyright.PENANAi1CE5aATgF
這晚,同樣是小鋒他們的聚會,814Please respect copyright.PENANAm94rWaPmdg
我,同樣是帶著憂愁的心應邀。814Please respect copyright.PENANA6x78OVQrb5
我在享受我假裝的快樂時,814Please respect copyright.PENANAKyvQlzQbkX
浩然傳訊息來問候我。814Please respect copyright.PENANA583ow2Z5T3
這位朋友算是這了,814Please respect copyright.PENANANpNJPqgHGP
我有事總會幫我。814Please respect copyright.PENANAxrp1S5JUvu
814Please respect copyright.PENANAzpZL9KbxJD
間斷的聊過後,我回家了。814Please respect copyright.PENANAYQbX6AJ8qT
才跟浩然仔細地談,814Please respect copyright.PENANAZyqmAgZVsy
但他好像在隱瞞些什麼,814Please respect copyright.PENANAz5A2mRDE7k
只說我可以放膽,814Please respect copyright.PENANAT8HMDkUULk
我有點不明所以,814Please respect copyright.PENANAGG4qVQh515
還是有點兒卻步。814Please respect copyright.PENANAhOXSsQ9IZu
回應他說我好好再想。814Please respect copyright.PENANATCgKBQBjOF
814Please respect copyright.PENANAUwVwcoHS4g
我依然不知如何是好,814Please respect copyright.PENANAccyFzbAd5i
我思索,細想,也得不出答案。814Please respect copyright.PENANAvrasAY05Kg
儘管我繼續問浩然,但他仍沒說太多。814Please respect copyright.PENANAzQy7gKYYw6
還是不斷的說幫了我,即管放膽。814Please respect copyright.PENANA1bPMYlVWZu
我也沒多問下去,之後的事,814Please respect copyright.PENANAN3rDtp7URb
之後再作打算。814Please respect copyright.PENANAMB1etmJqO3
814Please respect copyright.PENANAGcq4f0QbNI
2月17日,星期一,814Please respect copyright.PENANAQSnei7QHpr
我如常的回校,814Please respect copyright.PENANAhfXTxqbJ01
一切都是那樣的正常。814Please respect copyright.PENANAXPuHSey1yN
我與她的距離,沒有一分的接近,814Please respect copyright.PENANAF2RkUViE3y
亦沒有一聲的交流。814Please respect copyright.PENANA9ExPHMMuuL
這天的通識課,814Please respect copyright.PENANAC9HjpdmgDc
我仍是不自覺的注意板上的倒影。814Please respect copyright.PENANAnSNpMeMnv1
沒有想像著什麼,腦裡一片空白,814Please respect copyright.PENANAQKU3VsMou1
但有種難以形容的感覺,814Please respect copyright.PENANA9WVRBUZBXZ
那刻,內心的空蕩,就像一個比冷血更無情的人更無情,814Please respect copyright.PENANATBdcCFVX2V
沒一絲感覺,卻隱隱蘊含著一點憂傷。814Please respect copyright.PENANAN3mbrJZ6O5
814Please respect copyright.PENANAN7loYqF2TK
晚上,又再與浩然談上這話題,814Please respect copyright.PENANAt3NneJ9A1j
說著說著,814Please respect copyright.PENANAJP4F4rzASz
電話突然傳來訊息,814Please respect copyright.PENANAkDyIsBeZnu
是她。814Please respect copyright.PENANATyBgijYQZR
我,欲看卻不敢看,814Please respect copyright.PENANAlAyVd5p6NV
手指快要接觸螢幕又縮回去,814Please respect copyright.PENANAoiQ2mwXwLs
猶豫了數分鐘,還是打開了。814Please respect copyright.PENANAI07dznYKqw
「唔好意思,咁耐先覆你,其實隻手指個檔我睇左啦,不過我都唔知點回應你好,真係唔知打咩好。你打左咁多字,我應得少又好似有D唔尊重你。好多謝你教我數,雖然有時我仲係唔明,不過都係我比較鈍。就黎文憑試啦,你都用多少少時間溫書啦。作為好朋友嘅我,一定支持你,都祝你入到大學,加油啊!!最後就係你我都友誼共存!! BY何思雅上」814Please respect copyright.PENANAknB1IASSNg
看著看著,原來都完了。814Please respect copyright.PENANAbN41zYOp2k
這天,終於都得到了一個確實的答案。814Please respect copyright.PENANAisdabwVBRd
完結這漫長的旅程。814Please respect copyright.PENANAtNSuJnxWo1
再一次覺得,814Please respect copyright.PENANAfqaXDGXeUr
完了,終於都完結了。814Please respect copyright.PENANAozL0ufmMDP
突然有種解脫了的感覺,814Please respect copyright.PENANAjDGNu5qrnP
我的心,還是有一點點的痛,814Please respect copyright.PENANAynJjzOFyZS
哭的感覺又再湧現,814Please respect copyright.PENANAxEtUyvdvW5
不過,依然流不下眼淚。814Please respect copyright.PENANARBfOmoA3vg
814Please respect copyright.PENANA5iPWsgLPi7
可是...814Please respect copyright.PENANAtROL0FOWwU
之後在校,該怎去面對她呢?814Please respect copyright.PENANAPNreZvVJn9
是同學?是朋友?還是什麼呢?814Please respect copyright.PENANA3KiEHbH4HX
依舊的怕去接觸?814Please respect copyright.PENANAJzYneoVXWm
那不就是最一般的關係?814Please respect copyright.PENANAakYJ6govp4
她不是說友誼共存嗎?814Please respect copyright.PENANASA1WPXZxki
朋友不就成了。814Please respect copyright.PENANAqX9PlnoOoF
是什麼也好,只管沒帶上那心態,814Please respect copyright.PENANAdbbHiPqIZ7
便好了。814Please respect copyright.PENANA5QfyMi923S
既然是這樣,做回小鋒們眼中的我便是了。814Please respect copyright.PENANAUKHiUgAkmT
814Please respect copyright.PENANAcV5U5WGI2d
沒錯,做回那樣的自己...814Please respect copyright.PENANAkiBvqothg2
做回自己...814Please respect copyright.PENANAj3P8lhNTVD
814Please respect copyright.PENANA4oLDTpnv2V
814Please respect copyright.PENANAckHPCN7sAG
814Please respect copyright.PENANAIdiDruRf3g
《你,一直被自己欺騙了》814Please respect copyright.PENANAmrqg2mBw2V
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