1月14日,凌晨5時多。843Please respect copyright.PENANAGWr1QIc7sh
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。843Please respect copyright.PENANAGCXBlLjeYG
大家都在熟睡中,843Please respect copyright.PENANA7KjlSyxOOM
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,843Please respect copyright.PENANAijwInK5qTh
不自覺的再次想起她。843Please respect copyright.PENANABgH8UOdMC9
我,很想長睡下去,843Please respect copyright.PENANAtJE63UX1Ub
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。843Please respect copyright.PENANANco06edoU3
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。843Please respect copyright.PENANAdOKoAVdzeE
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。843Please respect copyright.PENANAbls3hix520
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,843Please respect copyright.PENANAmJ6yq0jMbk
血水慢慢的滲出。843Please respect copyright.PENANAsTwSapB5AV
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。843Please respect copyright.PENANAoTDmVrPmTP
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。843Please respect copyright.PENANA1ukOpF1VX5
起來梳洗,843Please respect copyright.PENANA8u6UIyMXli
執拾行裝。843Please respect copyright.PENANADc0pJA45lC
準備與朋友集合。843Please respect copyright.PENANA4En2hDwJyH
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,843Please respect copyright.PENANAf9ibN6YQvV
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。843Please respect copyright.PENANAi2GwFrMKZ9
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。843Please respect copyright.PENANAino2IbtHVn
或者一切都因為我的被動,843Please respect copyright.PENANABCuWJ6vrgS
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,843Please respect copyright.PENANAFE5aF09uzt
導致我的失敗。843Please respect copyright.PENANA2jREHlIjAW
843Please respect copyright.PENANAKmVEdOMvms
若不是早已應邀,843Please respect copyright.PENANA0TPREjqekI
我想,我還是留在家中,843Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZIF51Ogo7
白白的消磨時間。843Please respect copyright.PENANAEg6nCfDwwp
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,843Please respect copyright.PENANA3m8ddJK6KT
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。843Please respect copyright.PENANA1iCrrhH4tu
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,843Please respect copyright.PENANAYPa0E5OEfX
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。843Please respect copyright.PENANAGzNJ1JB7Io
843Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1yJynuUo5
我們乘坐慢船。843Please respect copyright.PENANABiUDvD4XV6
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,843Please respect copyright.PENANA42SScXqtrv
然後開展我們的「賭局」。843Please respect copyright.PENANAXPPl197M0R
我們玩得有說有笑,843Please respect copyright.PENANAfN44xU0r2t
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。843Please respect copyright.PENANAu9ggmijVF0
我內心的景象,也是如此。843Please respect copyright.PENANArPG1HgDqnh
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,843Please respect copyright.PENANA2fqeluR2Ku
尋得他們的燈光。843Please respect copyright.PENANAUs9d0YYrly
843Please respect copyright.PENANAuzXuOxoY5N
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。843Please respect copyright.PENANALhxXg40Oag
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,843Please respect copyright.PENANA4ICTsBKyfv
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,843Please respect copyright.PENANAgMqqhBi5xA
玩玩聊聊。843Please respect copyright.PENANAW5Zlxmx3nn
843Please respect copyright.PENANAF02PDE15G1
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說843Please respect copyright.PENANARfPFbuflbE
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說843Please respect copyright.PENANAJi2FCIdWK1
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應843Please respect copyright.PENANA74UZy7pjpQ
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」843Please respect copyright.PENANA0jlSPV6jmv
843Please respect copyright.PENANAogRYOyBEJ9
就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。843Please respect copyright.PENANAwHHgsn11UZ
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。843Please respect copyright.PENANAmr9lC5CGWz
記得,843Please respect copyright.PENANAIvy22lcck0
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,843Please respect copyright.PENANA2Guo4qy5as
四處找朋友拍照留念。843Please respect copyright.PENANAlNV2P3hsy6
我,只是一個留級的同學,843Please respect copyright.PENANAfWlNEV08jm
又不主動認識其他人,843Please respect copyright.PENANA5gm2TP2HjG
沒有人找上,也正常不過。843Please respect copyright.PENANArI9SvXfaqm
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。843Please respect copyright.PENANAME2KGBxNEm
不過,843Please respect copyright.PENANAABh3NqNMSc
她對我已經……843Please respect copyright.PENANAKWxVaCDnY8
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,843Please respect copyright.PENANAFvA6D4d0Kn
其實,843Please respect copyright.PENANAazVDkldvc5
心裡還是渴望著。843Please respect copyright.PENANAM3v3CJBAuu
843Please respect copyright.PENANAbz5mofp2aJ
最終,都得到實現。843Please respect copyright.PENANAMhxjwGuYZ5
不過,843Please respect copyright.PENANAczFKffHgra
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。843Please respect copyright.PENANAIFvIn7Ifwp
我不喜在她這樣的態度,843Please respect copyright.PENANA3sLlVhSErW
不是想說她態度欠佳,843Please respect copyright.PENANAhaYezQaJYo
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。843Please respect copyright.PENANAuNryzjnYJc
843Please respect copyright.PENANAwahklR5MEo
眼見面前一班好友,843Please respect copyright.PENANAXaWYuyvTkh
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。843Please respect copyright.PENANA0QBC9kuUAK
過了好一段時間,843Please respect copyright.PENANAeLUi0QBohL
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。843Please respect copyright.PENANANJMAu6LGsz
偏偏在上山的時候,843Please respect copyright.PENANA23fLVwE2ac
我突然感到一陣納悶,843Please respect copyright.PENANAqxThYbNzQf
那刻,我在想,843Please respect copyright.PENANAoBirqsnGQJ
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?843Please respect copyright.PENANAVbXW3An9Bk
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。843Please respect copyright.PENANAlL6ulrb0a4
良久,終於下山,843Please respect copyright.PENANAGz0VUiPFiD
時間來到下午五時多,843Please respect copyright.PENANAjXKbPzwv5o
我不適的感覺重了,843Please respect copyright.PENANAvJtujp34at
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,843Please respect copyright.PENANAD0YPxrRVnT
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。843Please respect copyright.PENANAOAGtw74ASA
843Please respect copyright.PENANA8Fx1ieEapu
終於舒暢了,843Please respect copyright.PENANAWiJyU3CIv2
可惜,843Please respect copyright.PENANA5JphtAMIzF
過了不足兩小時,843Please respect copyright.PENANA3brds0mz1m
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,843Please respect copyright.PENANAPTPyLSQRiw
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。843Please respect copyright.PENANAzVWSBNapOO
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。843Please respect copyright.PENANAUBzsn8POgS
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。843Please respect copyright.PENANA1A4tJFAnSN
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。843Please respect copyright.PENANAXiWRRGaO1G
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲843Please respect copyright.PENANAdFo63rkuTT
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」843Please respect copyright.PENANA4KLvbrnXWv
「回去好好休息吧。」843Please respect copyright.PENANAsxoJ8LeZ5a
843Please respect copyright.PENANAbYELrfgdEq
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。843Please respect copyright.PENANAZU1lTFHjPi
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。843Please respect copyright.PENANAh5uy8UB3Z2
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,843Please respect copyright.PENANA34el2LzURx
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,843Please respect copyright.PENANAKIMg7gFU4i
無奈已經沒可能了。843Please respect copyright.PENANASHGQsiJSOE
843Please respect copyright.PENANATPC0a47aBi
晚上十時多,843Please respect copyright.PENANARe4eTYiRen
終於回到家裡,843Please respect copyright.PENANAmom3wGWptp
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,843Please respect copyright.PENANAiprM5KrLPK
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,843Please respect copyright.PENANA9fo9Xa0iRS
我,肚瀉了。843Please respect copyright.PENANATA7pvlBFFb
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,843Please respect copyright.PENANA39XAXS5qt2
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。843Please respect copyright.PENANAdFNGGmUkc9
本打算藉今天散散心,843Please respect copyright.PENANABW4DFpVvUB
卻又嘔又瀉。843Please respect copyright.PENANAUYJjv5ThNH
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。843Please respect copyright.PENANAym4lVzNdY1
閉起雙眼,843Please respect copyright.PENANA2oehJqrf38
更見黑暗,843Please respect copyright.PENANAk5flH2qMsv
更感孤寂。843Please respect copyright.PENANAF17gX5NvNX
我,很想很想...843Please respect copyright.PENANAM8dnNTNy56
很想痛哭一場。843Please respect copyright.PENANA0JPVtmBtUT
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。843Please respect copyright.PENANA9nUwnRzWgi
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,843Please respect copyright.PENANACsVf3N0zSE
但我卻無法哭一場。843Please respect copyright.PENANAhjYVkcSfcc
味苦,843Please respect copyright.PENANAvRRvKJuv6w
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,843Please respect copyright.PENANA4k2aW9l7U6
辛苦。843Please respect copyright.PENANApI2JSZb69r
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,843Please respect copyright.PENANAMmrTGMzOuZ
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,843Please respect copyright.PENANA8u2tcWb5Ss
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。843Please respect copyright.PENANAlvqoSFPprX
843Please respect copyright.PENANAmH5RjC2mNf
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。843Please respect copyright.PENANADgXa2PtYwy
其實,我想不出一位。843Please respect copyright.PENANA18ZRx4eyEH
其實,我身邊都沒有。843Please respect copyright.PENANA3KcW3xJLSG
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,843Please respect copyright.PENANAPsKRBOxqMp
減下痛苦。843Please respect copyright.PENANADpvaa6hy4R
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色843Please respect copyright.PENANAcopksiDHBH
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了843Please respect copyright.PENANAZY8wh6KHxi
你已經決定了 你已經決定了843Please respect copyright.PENANAONJ6GGFhrb
843Please respect copyright.PENANAlDLLEkKYoS
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著843Please respect copyright.PENANAE1u5BctEH6
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了843Please respect copyright.PENANAppKW6el3mO
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割843Please respect copyright.PENANAAYHWsNiIs5
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色843Please respect copyright.PENANAt4OCRD6bQa
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了843Please respect copyright.PENANA7dmTewRrRE
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼843Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZhrNdf8w3
843Please respect copyright.PENANAguCaSTI6DV
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了843Please respect copyright.PENANAQR46IGy0Cn
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇843Please respect copyright.PENANAuV9QNQjxC8
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著843Please respect copyright.PENANAuCLNx4J3bc
843Please respect copyright.PENANArADWl2rRlK
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色843Please respect copyright.PENANACT0VnlivA6
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了843Please respect copyright.PENANAnHce0TzobG
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼843Please respect copyright.PENANAQiYWYrv5a3
843Please respect copyright.PENANA1ed75y0Pyo
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合843Please respect copyright.PENANAYDoYwpkmQZ
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河843Please respect copyright.PENANAVBQYQjW1Yx
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了843Please respect copyright.PENANAUevDXfJDCZ
然後才後悔著843Please respect copyright.PENANA04OTdBgowJ
843Please respect copyright.PENANAl1JCbtKT15
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色843Please respect copyright.PENANAEbKhtteLLB
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了843Please respect copyright.PENANAGAGsY1JxLZ
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼843Please respect copyright.PENANAzEn50o7yZy
843Please respect copyright.PENANAtwmnE5KOip
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合843Please respect copyright.PENANAF2Xf4L3cKe
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河843Please respect copyright.PENANAJY083Tpxpd
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了843Please respect copyright.PENANAhS2ajYpEZN
843Please respect copyright.PENANAbE4frJEYWn
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色843Please respect copyright.PENANAuV8tE2aO45
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢843Please respect copyright.PENANAaUhuabHY1H
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻843Please respect copyright.PENANA1uS57rqTK9
重新開始活著843Please respect copyright.PENANAWOMdM4D2hb
843Please respect copyright.PENANAFGzRxj2yzv
843Please respect copyright.PENANA5YasHwAT1r
843Please respect copyright.PENANAnEJU3F9tTS
《你,不是真正的快樂》843Please respect copyright.PENANAJaKI2KY7MR
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