2月14日,810Please respect copyright.PENANAJup5NxgVhs
很多人都知道,這天是什麼日子。810Please respect copyright.PENANARFuS3aq6Ra
我的渦輪在前兩天已經運行過度,810Please respect copyright.PENANArY7Z7SPCla
這天,停轉了。810Please respect copyright.PENANAppuMQBSWo0
沒有與她說些什麼,810Please respect copyright.PENANAIi3JOdQuVz
我不知道她收到電郵後會怎樣,810Please respect copyright.PENANAH6Nfohiv9n
更不知道她看了沒。810Please respect copyright.PENANAtyfbV2CIKS
她,沒有什麼反應,810Please respect copyright.PENANAbe24ytOtQE
可能是還沒有看,810Please respect copyright.PENANAFplLLb3SFn
也可能是看了卻不知怎回應,810Please respect copyright.PENANAaaN7jUC2fs
但我寄望是前者,810Please respect copyright.PENANAKhjBfCnqRp
浩然亦是這樣猜測,810Please respect copyright.PENANAG3TBQkmGVx
而事實是什麼?810Please respect copyright.PENANAM4d2mAZ8Tk
答案就只在她心中。810Please respect copyright.PENANAaqL7H5264s
810Please respect copyright.PENANAYCnpXnBxBG
這天回到學校,我不期然跟著浩然,810Please respect copyright.PENANAhUO8bCDvOs
他不斷叫我放膽,我不斷的退縮。810Please respect copyright.PENANA29YcK99zZS
小息的時候,我們四人,810Please respect copyright.PENANA3FofdfpcDX
聚在一起,810Please respect copyright.PENANAZDriIdWSGB
只有我靜著,沒說一句話。810Please respect copyright.PENANAejAk5a71It
呆呆的站著,聽著,810Please respect copyright.PENANAHjROVTMLNa
腦裡只在想:要說些什麼,要說些什麼,810Please respect copyright.PENANAybIcLSQ1tm
卻不知該說些什麼。810Please respect copyright.PENANAYl0ZGb4MgU
電郵的事,我又怕大家都尷尬,810Please respect copyright.PENANA1zztCShLZK
而且我又沒膽去問。810Please respect copyright.PENANAILXY3w9534
最後被浩然罵我不說話,810Please respect copyright.PENANAXtcHhuqcXw
我想,但我真的說不出。810Please respect copyright.PENANAB7dvHNskUf
810Please respect copyright.PENANA4Wt3Cbt5Q2
大家都忙於準備下一課的用品,810Please respect copyright.PENANAQFp1GftPXM
我...810Please respect copyright.PENANAu6t2WizEpx
旱就在我的座位附近等待著,810Please respect copyright.PENANAHTwwf8aFdd
不過,上天就是喜歡玩弄人,810Please respect copyright.PENANAjD8UCz0Xf9
偏偏讓我聽到些傷盡人心的話,810Please respect copyright.PENANAtQXqkFPrkj
我低沉了好一段時間,810Please respect copyright.PENANAtDxy5v0ku1
她與他應該有意開始了。810Please respect copyright.PENANAftXTZ4eO6c
我,就如現在的物理課的處境,810Please respect copyright.PENANAgA12OlQRMI
只有獨自一人,仿似那些要獨處的人,810Please respect copyright.PENANA7Fxdw9JLMx
身邊沒有人會在意他的存在,810Please respect copyright.PENANArM11vbZE09
他亦不會在意身邊發生的事。810Please respect copyright.PENANApVNn72BgsI
810Please respect copyright.PENANApMwe69EWJx
曾經喜歡獨個兒的我,810Please respect copyright.PENANA9WnKORpgsF
如今一點都不喜歡,810Please respect copyright.PENANAnqizIeBiUB
更覺反感,根本並非我所想像的好。810Please respect copyright.PENANArxOvma31QT
810Please respect copyright.PENANAbcP0QreJdd
放學,不用多說,810Please respect copyright.PENANA8kidXVWPq4
在沒人留意的情況下,回家了。810Please respect copyright.PENANAd4JyPhBuAh
打機聽歌,和等待晚上的聚會。810Please respect copyright.PENANAbQGLEitHgm
浩然更不用說,比我更早離校了,810Please respect copyright.PENANAyTdrCLfL8M
不知他這晚會做些什麼呢?810Please respect copyright.PENANAvyv67rNg0w
不過我也沒心情理會太多。810Please respect copyright.PENANAsKdAvuqzFL
810Please respect copyright.PENANALOu1QbrNoB
這晚,同樣是小鋒他們的聚會,810Please respect copyright.PENANAfHgtGbe1Ak
我,同樣是帶著憂愁的心應邀。810Please respect copyright.PENANAOWVUbvyuxe
我在享受我假裝的快樂時,810Please respect copyright.PENANA74ZyTXBJnM
浩然傳訊息來問候我。810Please respect copyright.PENANAZMCUQL7WOd
這位朋友算是這了,810Please respect copyright.PENANAD9njUUXiBu
我有事總會幫我。810Please respect copyright.PENANA6rCsejSWBm
810Please respect copyright.PENANAstmj4SRrBf
間斷的聊過後,我回家了。810Please respect copyright.PENANAH4RSzfXaxw
才跟浩然仔細地談,810Please respect copyright.PENANACPzbv07qF1
但他好像在隱瞞些什麼,810Please respect copyright.PENANAiLFxSOIYXc
只說我可以放膽,810Please respect copyright.PENANA0YEcma3JKS
我有點不明所以,810Please respect copyright.PENANA3DbdvSwsJj
還是有點兒卻步。810Please respect copyright.PENANAfbnGjUXa2r
回應他說我好好再想。810Please respect copyright.PENANAo0O7sCJ8vj
810Please respect copyright.PENANAkmQhVBvYSo
我依然不知如何是好,810Please respect copyright.PENANAPzD1O588l9
我思索,細想,也得不出答案。810Please respect copyright.PENANA4Um628pgyJ
儘管我繼續問浩然,但他仍沒說太多。810Please respect copyright.PENANAKPjLOGZXgM
還是不斷的說幫了我,即管放膽。810Please respect copyright.PENANAqcu6gELBq6
我也沒多問下去,之後的事,810Please respect copyright.PENANAEtty0dgQrY
之後再作打算。810Please respect copyright.PENANA9WD41oYmHA
810Please respect copyright.PENANADWheoqCnOz
2月17日,星期一,810Please respect copyright.PENANA4i39XdkkDY
我如常的回校,810Please respect copyright.PENANAIm54odWDTi
一切都是那樣的正常。810Please respect copyright.PENANARseJHBLCfs
我與她的距離,沒有一分的接近,810Please respect copyright.PENANAK8Xk4A0O9o
亦沒有一聲的交流。810Please respect copyright.PENANA1fjF9615Ae
這天的通識課,810Please respect copyright.PENANALzUaI4lPqe
我仍是不自覺的注意板上的倒影。810Please respect copyright.PENANAR0EVNrFQey
沒有想像著什麼,腦裡一片空白,810Please respect copyright.PENANAPozTEwCPuy
但有種難以形容的感覺,810Please respect copyright.PENANApG6hhJ4s95
那刻,內心的空蕩,就像一個比冷血更無情的人更無情,810Please respect copyright.PENANAu92PaCbKSv
沒一絲感覺,卻隱隱蘊含著一點憂傷。810Please respect copyright.PENANAl34THQs7R0
810Please respect copyright.PENANADoSRa8TDAA
晚上,又再與浩然談上這話題,810Please respect copyright.PENANAXndsvEWLxG
說著說著,810Please respect copyright.PENANAUErZLPMdXp
電話突然傳來訊息,810Please respect copyright.PENANAn1bnhus7jJ
是她。810Please respect copyright.PENANAKKuN8J6I4M
我,欲看卻不敢看,810Please respect copyright.PENANAKRPtr2CxQd
手指快要接觸螢幕又縮回去,810Please respect copyright.PENANAETo5pKt5Kq
猶豫了數分鐘,還是打開了。810Please respect copyright.PENANAkM1wstYepT
「唔好意思,咁耐先覆你,其實隻手指個檔我睇左啦,不過我都唔知點回應你好,真係唔知打咩好。你打左咁多字,我應得少又好似有D唔尊重你。好多謝你教我數,雖然有時我仲係唔明,不過都係我比較鈍。就黎文憑試啦,你都用多少少時間溫書啦。作為好朋友嘅我,一定支持你,都祝你入到大學,加油啊!!最後就係你我都友誼共存!! BY何思雅上」810Please respect copyright.PENANArYnWLZvzPi
看著看著,原來都完了。810Please respect copyright.PENANA9M0LKdXNId
這天,終於都得到了一個確實的答案。810Please respect copyright.PENANAk0DzXX3tVf
完結這漫長的旅程。810Please respect copyright.PENANAT6UF5QNNT0
再一次覺得,810Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZakQtzxwp
完了,終於都完結了。810Please respect copyright.PENANAJzXbqFI3l7
突然有種解脫了的感覺,810Please respect copyright.PENANAvkQkyTZqpp
我的心,還是有一點點的痛,810Please respect copyright.PENANA7PfPmSzDqW
哭的感覺又再湧現,810Please respect copyright.PENANAwMkRa5BZKN
不過,依然流不下眼淚。810Please respect copyright.PENANA39F6tfYYw8
810Please respect copyright.PENANAmj9ww3pVMA
可是...810Please respect copyright.PENANAMcsEnIfhMD
之後在校,該怎去面對她呢?810Please respect copyright.PENANA7IlfADPDE3
是同學?是朋友?還是什麼呢?810Please respect copyright.PENANANIbCTpkdAo
依舊的怕去接觸?810Please respect copyright.PENANA2Kr7016cWB
那不就是最一般的關係?810Please respect copyright.PENANAnbSDaiztcs
她不是說友誼共存嗎?810Please respect copyright.PENANAU3oBnGQ5rZ
朋友不就成了。810Please respect copyright.PENANAnSPuBHpZTw
是什麼也好,只管沒帶上那心態,810Please respect copyright.PENANAAOwQSGuLEa
便好了。810Please respect copyright.PENANAlMe38ERwa2
既然是這樣,做回小鋒們眼中的我便是了。810Please respect copyright.PENANAA9ycBPRuvJ
810Please respect copyright.PENANA4v0SqX8EcC
沒錯,做回那樣的自己...810Please respect copyright.PENANAXocz4kMmHR
做回自己...810Please respect copyright.PENANALl9gFxfpRD
810Please respect copyright.PENANAt2NXkkbvfQ
810Please respect copyright.PENANAqOnW0nM4Mt
810Please respect copyright.PENANAC50WHhOij1
《你,一直被自己欺騙了》810Please respect copyright.PENANAQpgghqCr05
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