1月14日,凌晨5時多。842Please respect copyright.PENANAbdNG4edFTX
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。842Please respect copyright.PENANAtZoQRcMJGd
大家都在熟睡中,842Please respect copyright.PENANASchoYtaOGg
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,842Please respect copyright.PENANAWe6yOnvPcU
不自覺的再次想起她。842Please respect copyright.PENANA2kH5i4Mc4v
我,很想長睡下去,842Please respect copyright.PENANA7KXMvFmo4j
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。842Please respect copyright.PENANA0wJhoxtlWO
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。842Please respect copyright.PENANAS7UZoFaXYy
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。842Please respect copyright.PENANAQlh7KqdGhP
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,842Please respect copyright.PENANAyHS18fbKB7
血水慢慢的滲出。842Please respect copyright.PENANANq2saGlFDs
842Please respect copyright.PENANA9HMGTBQiJU
暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。842Please respect copyright.PENANAI1p0sEI8N7
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。842Please respect copyright.PENANAW6VETVfWSY
起來梳洗,842Please respect copyright.PENANArcqvZXAUXH
執拾行裝。842Please respect copyright.PENANAUNklGMXtdG
準備與朋友集合。842Please respect copyright.PENANAIN193SNPa5
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,842Please respect copyright.PENANAofbR4jSAMg
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。842Please respect copyright.PENANAYYDiQy1s9D
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。842Please respect copyright.PENANAbhrtkmB5g7
或者一切都因為我的被動,842Please respect copyright.PENANADoyrvUC6eH
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,842Please respect copyright.PENANAKnuKGOfvgF
導致我的失敗。842Please respect copyright.PENANAtNdsjtRdqc
842Please respect copyright.PENANAjdDp4BXWv0
若不是早已應邀,842Please respect copyright.PENANANBKhiIkc7s
我想,我還是留在家中,842Please respect copyright.PENANAUDuVdsuqP7
白白的消磨時間。842Please respect copyright.PENANAUgDt3AvDW5
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,842Please respect copyright.PENANAM1DFr532cx
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。842Please respect copyright.PENANAhAPtAN1vjA
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,842Please respect copyright.PENANAen41QnAs3s
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。842Please respect copyright.PENANA02koe96Dhg
842Please respect copyright.PENANAp7nlRMnJOw
我們乘坐慢船。842Please respect copyright.PENANAMsk00DMSR8
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,842Please respect copyright.PENANAg2t0EOolkO
然後開展我們的「賭局」。842Please respect copyright.PENANAYHNbaZg2J0
我們玩得有說有笑,842Please respect copyright.PENANAgzsgFy6wHx
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。842Please respect copyright.PENANAS5D0HAhMsO
我內心的景象,也是如此。842Please respect copyright.PENANAvq4jgbzbgC
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,842Please respect copyright.PENANASq7Pw9wErI
尋得他們的燈光。842Please respect copyright.PENANATqTQ0KAJMb
842Please respect copyright.PENANAm1TJl3t6Wq
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。842Please respect copyright.PENANAcZUO92hIXD
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,842Please respect copyright.PENANAHEtTQYYOUW
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,842Please respect copyright.PENANAUZDlQy0CTA
玩玩聊聊。842Please respect copyright.PENANAEVEBUjgMq6
842Please respect copyright.PENANAdvMiQ7M9gt
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說842Please respect copyright.PENANA2TTOwLnFSQ
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說842Please respect copyright.PENANAtflIxHDCMP
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應842Please respect copyright.PENANA6x0JCN6gmZ
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」842Please respect copyright.PENANAtbm1TBSGG2
842Please respect copyright.PENANAA8SK7HuK0F
就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。842Please respect copyright.PENANA9fHiGrG7b9
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。842Please respect copyright.PENANAhqweJW24gg
記得,842Please respect copyright.PENANAPtTqiqXDnv
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,842Please respect copyright.PENANADNLOplsa58
四處找朋友拍照留念。842Please respect copyright.PENANAsQlKP4fmog
我,只是一個留級的同學,842Please respect copyright.PENANAGbQHaRfmrB
又不主動認識其他人,842Please respect copyright.PENANANuL8JmF5xk
沒有人找上,也正常不過。842Please respect copyright.PENANAUvjlJbse5H
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。842Please respect copyright.PENANAtPjDaDUr1V
不過,842Please respect copyright.PENANAI1OHcDIvEs
她對我已經……842Please respect copyright.PENANAp1FYpGgNUl
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,842Please respect copyright.PENANAtHyej6cN8s
其實,842Please respect copyright.PENANAsOznltCWdU
心裡還是渴望著。842Please respect copyright.PENANAcFnVtCdmXp
842Please respect copyright.PENANAmnmEoOyEcX
最終,都得到實現。842Please respect copyright.PENANAAwO700PzJN
不過,842Please respect copyright.PENANAtLjkLzvFRD
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。842Please respect copyright.PENANAfhb1SK70S2
我不喜在她這樣的態度,842Please respect copyright.PENANAFzUxmZXPQA
不是想說她態度欠佳,842Please respect copyright.PENANAYEJf5lxieQ
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。842Please respect copyright.PENANAh5IDtmCKNH
842Please respect copyright.PENANAVrSXfNx5lH
眼見面前一班好友,842Please respect copyright.PENANA98NFNFiKCQ
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。842Please respect copyright.PENANAIkjHVeZDag
過了好一段時間,842Please respect copyright.PENANAZpmmdOKfQz
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。842Please respect copyright.PENANAf6kQMOxhcW
偏偏在上山的時候,842Please respect copyright.PENANAKU97DpyYOM
我突然感到一陣納悶,842Please respect copyright.PENANAODumbj2zWI
那刻,我在想,842Please respect copyright.PENANAnawPdp75uX
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?842Please respect copyright.PENANAGTb6LjqyFE
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。842Please respect copyright.PENANAFsELPZLN9c
良久,終於下山,842Please respect copyright.PENANAlDFJr3LF8S
時間來到下午五時多,842Please respect copyright.PENANAZPhA60GbNu
我不適的感覺重了,842Please respect copyright.PENANASbGJ3IS4UA
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,842Please respect copyright.PENANAx5p7WW4voo
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。842Please respect copyright.PENANA6USCu9DnW2
842Please respect copyright.PENANABp6NbhLiZR
終於舒暢了,842Please respect copyright.PENANAxCYuQ7k2bw
可惜,842Please respect copyright.PENANABtcfFXkvBS
過了不足兩小時,842Please respect copyright.PENANAwf7mqnejWA
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,842Please respect copyright.PENANAr4Z144Uh55
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。842Please respect copyright.PENANAFn8p6AFTHI
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。842Please respect copyright.PENANAxn6OdhplC4
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。842Please respect copyright.PENANA0D4N1zvb3I
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。842Please respect copyright.PENANATAbNXQjbCR
842Please respect copyright.PENANAOImJWKFJ2S
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲842Please respect copyright.PENANAmh9nfLAxwc
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」842Please respect copyright.PENANAdZ4JsNn1Fx
「回去好好休息吧。」842Please respect copyright.PENANAs8RdWuCLcs
842Please respect copyright.PENANAVZ95z7eXnU
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。842Please respect copyright.PENANAAIwTZUdI11
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。842Please respect copyright.PENANAJTCOzptAh1
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,842Please respect copyright.PENANAwCrVK3NGmO
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,842Please respect copyright.PENANAkiDagcghrY
無奈已經沒可能了。842Please respect copyright.PENANAf0qJSH1cqs
842Please respect copyright.PENANAP2rZR77eyd
晚上十時多,842Please respect copyright.PENANACcqbM5sNtj
終於回到家裡,842Please respect copyright.PENANAvEoDd7ibnF
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,842Please respect copyright.PENANAy9jl9S97t4
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,842Please respect copyright.PENANAu4ub5wCdAG
我,肚瀉了。842Please respect copyright.PENANAwS99SDevbf
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,842Please respect copyright.PENANAu81AjGauGM
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。842Please respect copyright.PENANAtQnlkVfOxe
本打算藉今天散散心,842Please respect copyright.PENANA7sib3QsWny
卻又嘔又瀉。842Please respect copyright.PENANAzx8TJ6Mvlk
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。842Please respect copyright.PENANASnqytNEgAo
閉起雙眼,842Please respect copyright.PENANA2X2W1zvIR7
更見黑暗,842Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ptd9TBpnn
更感孤寂。842Please respect copyright.PENANASUu2V9aOna
我,很想很想...842Please respect copyright.PENANAwmlD45MwPi
很想痛哭一場。842Please respect copyright.PENANAEBtN01Rcya
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。842Please respect copyright.PENANA7VDIIrb7Zs
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,842Please respect copyright.PENANACGWsiwIcQi
但我卻無法哭一場。842Please respect copyright.PENANABTCFT1Zh6b
味苦,842Please respect copyright.PENANAc3CMxG0cpe
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,842Please respect copyright.PENANAfLmRFlgzeo
辛苦。842Please respect copyright.PENANA2PmeTBq782
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,842Please respect copyright.PENANAycYalfV7ke
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,842Please respect copyright.PENANAuMp63CP0G8
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。842Please respect copyright.PENANANdzkJzjKsG
842Please respect copyright.PENANAzt05vXkLbF
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。842Please respect copyright.PENANApoqiwpbtA2
其實,我想不出一位。842Please respect copyright.PENANAaLgDOPnlcm
其實,我身邊都沒有。842Please respect copyright.PENANAtrdMmPf2KN
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,842Please respect copyright.PENANAJjN4BVTV5J
減下痛苦。842Please respect copyright.PENANAEHUKOSTe1r
842Please respect copyright.PENANA0gW0NFqUkF
842Please respect copyright.PENANA2cWdTTyl5r
842Please respect copyright.PENANAkl0WqteNQc
人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色842Please respect copyright.PENANAWZX7LbQr92
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了842Please respect copyright.PENANAB41z6BFYvS
你已經決定了 你已經決定了842Please respect copyright.PENANApg9oWCcWlO
842Please respect copyright.PENANAeAeXYizf2p
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著842Please respect copyright.PENANA9VodEHcew9
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了842Please respect copyright.PENANALgbVwscVEW
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割842Please respect copyright.PENANAOSxOeBfoB7
842Please respect copyright.PENANA28NSIYz13O
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色842Please respect copyright.PENANATCOfCceEYm
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了842Please respect copyright.PENANAsLJVoJdruF
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼842Please respect copyright.PENANAjZXRiX9APo
842Please respect copyright.PENANAAW8JEzspWc
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了842Please respect copyright.PENANABAvTksulZl
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇842Please respect copyright.PENANAtFbsdC9r72
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著842Please respect copyright.PENANAVCT15stHHj
842Please respect copyright.PENANA53t5cM8C2t
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色842Please respect copyright.PENANAv4TCVszSOt
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了842Please respect copyright.PENANA5i2BHewVfq
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼842Please respect copyright.PENANAjiyHSs3Ylm
842Please respect copyright.PENANAKPpfbu30OU
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合842Please respect copyright.PENANA4vLvmyG7Tf
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河842Please respect copyright.PENANAlt9TO2nBdc
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了842Please respect copyright.PENANAuVJ00Aqlov
然後才後悔著842Please respect copyright.PENANA4kvgjdc79o
842Please respect copyright.PENANAcAgGra8liN
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色842Please respect copyright.PENANARDQt1cRalV
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了842Please respect copyright.PENANApeXueoNIfD
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼842Please respect copyright.PENANAv5fjwWRVrY
842Please respect copyright.PENANAC0k3umILVs
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合842Please respect copyright.PENANAxJd1YsMUc2
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河842Please respect copyright.PENANAvjhoD5tXjb
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了842Please respect copyright.PENANAAkDLXWTAfb
842Please respect copyright.PENANAKx6xIKYjd2
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色842Please respect copyright.PENANATpRFe6PUK2
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢842Please respect copyright.PENANAyWaJrteBGy
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻842Please respect copyright.PENANAi3EI9m7MiZ
重新開始活著842Please respect copyright.PENANAXaps1wgk9g
842Please respect copyright.PENANAbK8Im8Ytza
842Please respect copyright.PENANAZdtiCFeye4
842Please respect copyright.PENANAGTxaPJ7Jh4
《你,不是真正的快樂》842Please respect copyright.PENANAVlXVBkMqSZ
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