這算什麼?721Please respect copyright.PENANAyHVQaGes0E
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突然之間出現,說要給我一個測試,突然之間說完就完。721Please respect copyright.PENANACSc4Ssk4wr
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說什麼,我為傾姐哭了一回,她以後就會改變。721Please respect copyright.PENANA63ZH2zgXIE
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說什麼人最厲害的地方在於改變態度,什麼事都能夠做到。721Please respect copyright.PENANAza7nC5jW85
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說什麼脫離不了人的思維,說什麼不如開創自己的人生。721Please respect copyright.PENANAdnFueyyc1r
721Please respect copyright.PENANAiPiu5CvRka
神明丁在看著我,手中仍然拿著練習簿。721Please respect copyright.PENANAAPjy6VgHtb
721Please respect copyright.PENANAhOKUTcTW9Z
我伸手接過練習簿,慢慢站了起來。721Please respect copyright.PENANAxtuMY6lHGN
721Please respect copyright.PENANAIWXIfrQovo
走去岩石旁邊,拾起厚皮的孤島日記,裡面仍然夾著葉片。721Please respect copyright.PENANAmB9K4z8URG
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然後便準備下山了。721Please respect copyright.PENANAgkmZ96wyDc
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「其實我想聽朝先畀本簿你……」神明丁說。721Please respect copyright.PENANAaw96hH2fFS
721Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7Ov4UR7hD
「你想去邊?」祂再問,一直注視著我。721Please respect copyright.PENANABOoOQIVjyl
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我嘴巴兩動,「餵雞。」721Please respect copyright.PENANAoysFJNvDFt
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一步一步離去,不久消失在祂的眼前。721Please respect copyright.PENANA2n7UecD1F9
721Please respect copyright.PENANAVVZ16RHOfd
到了山腰,我撥開茂密的樹枝葉,走到空曠的樹底。721Please respect copyright.PENANAdTrb2jmsGi
721Please respect copyright.PENANAYrizvRYfCM
樹幹旁邊綑了一個雞籠。721Please respect copyright.PENANAWNomGcesvQ
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雞籠是我用很長時間,以枯枝、樹滕和氣根織成的。721Please respect copyright.PENANAwd0V7P60AH
721Please respect copyright.PENANAJIvIico6Hi
裡面住了三隻山雞。牠們都是雌雞,一年有幾個月會生蛋,其餘時間白養。721Please respect copyright.PENANARCRAllRUOE
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養雌雞的好處是,不會晨啼,不會在陽光出來的時候,「額咯咯咯……」721Please respect copyright.PENANAidgkz0jBtC
721Please respect copyright.PENANA0AbXL3fhjB
不會告訴我,又一天了。721Please respect copyright.PENANA3oCeoGSUBS
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在沒有光的晚上,雞會發雞盲,什麼都看不見。721Please respect copyright.PENANAXPguh2ZIlg
721Please respect copyright.PENANAQhPoBVqjvh
我總是在這個時候,偷雞蛋吃。721Please respect copyright.PENANAYkiJF8wV8K
721Please respect copyright.PENANAVQ6zp6nht9
現在就是沒有光的時候,但也沒有雞蛋吃。721Please respect copyright.PENANAj58YB58K3j
721Please respect copyright.PENANAUl74YtNdRB
我摘了一個水果,咬了一口,又咬了幾口。721Please respect copyright.PENANAijqZkPDinq
721Please respect copyright.PENANAriAvlJ82wd
靠著樹幹坐下,我打開神的練習簿,從第一頁開始看起。721Please respect copyright.PENANAS0RDthf3r6
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「陸傾兒,17歲的少女,願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」721Please respect copyright.PENANAVSQJKB0IYZ
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摸著書頁,仍然覺得紙張的質感很特別,像是摸著人的心靈。721Please respect copyright.PENANAbIL3ipq7Sp
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但此刻的觸感,跟最初摸的時候不同了。721Please respect copyright.PENANAsb9CA8fYH2
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怎麼說呢?721Please respect copyright.PENANAeJOtjIKWrz
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本來是偏冷感的,現在多了一份溫暖,有冷中帶暖的感覺。721Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3UvKMykgd
721Please respect copyright.PENANAKRDA0uVm2i
「陸傾兒。」我撫摸著。721Please respect copyright.PENANAqEooxz8LFE
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翻開下頁,記錄著我的所思所想。我像個新的人一樣,無知又懷舊地上學。理性又感性地救人。721Please respect copyright.PENANAIGAmCPPKcY
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那天剛好也是我的生日,完完全全是慶祝我的新生啊。721Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZYySZe3Tk
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「新生……」我繼續看著,翻後一頁。721Please respect copyright.PENANAp0jePt9EZ4
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「咁聽住喇喎。」她看著我說,表情漸漸柔和起來。721Please respect copyright.PENANA822CdIaylE
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我再點頭。721Please respect copyright.PENANAu9YEBkSGDo
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「孫正直,陸傾兒祝你生日快樂。」她露出笑容地說。721Please respect copyright.PENANAsD79ahMjMU
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一天完了,有一個記號「END」。721Please respect copyright.PENANAZjlYQfxbA4
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我馬上看第二天。721Please respect copyright.PENANA0JVwUnjOGl
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中六的阿豪和阿晨還沒遭到天譴,還不知道蔣少的下場,李可兒的事情還未處理。721Please respect copyright.PENANA2DNbRtNdss
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在傾姐以外,仍有很多問題未解決。721Please respect copyright.PENANAbxGzm5QbMQ
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在海邊替她戴頸巾、蒙眼餵麥提莎、訴說心事……721Please respect copyright.PENANAoTbVfFnbh6
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聽著她說自責的話,讓有共同體會的我,流下了淚。721Please respect copyright.PENANAkLzpadWcvs
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「如果我喊一喊,就能夠令佢產生咁大嘅轉變……」721Please respect copyright.PENANAYmM9z5AeQD
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「咁我做更多嘅嘢,咪會有更大嘅轉變?」721Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZkR9J2oT8
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第二天「END」出現。721Please respect copyright.PENANAjfueYO8H01
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我蓋上了練習簿。721Please respect copyright.PENANA4K8RZiHw6j
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雙手把練習簿抱在胸前,深深地感受心靈的重量。721Please respect copyright.PENANAxgfvsLc3md
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如果換一個態度去面對,會變成怎樣?721Please respect copyright.PENANA2fybs0RLoh
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深深地嘆一口氣。既然我已經不合格了,那麼我就不需要在意什麼神的慧根,什麼神的做法,不需要在乎神的目光。我就只需要做我認為對的事,做我自己就可以了。721Please respect copyright.PENANAMADRSttiwU
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問題是,我不只有一個自己,我有孤獨且軟弱的我,也有堅強而積極的我。721Please respect copyright.PENANAAp6jrFShJh
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活在這個孤島的我,是軟弱的我。這兩天,進入練習簿中的是另一個我。721Please respect copyright.PENANAOAKFcKCree
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但無論哪一個我,都受著過去的影響。721Please respect copyright.PENANADxBehHmHs3
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有人說,過去的經歷會影響人現在的生活。沉重的過去會成為腳上的鎖鏈鐵球,阻礙著自己前進。721Please respect copyright.PENANAAfU33clffd
721Please respect copyright.PENANACGTfySdnJG
我現在是不是正被過去束縛,而停滯不前?721Please respect copyright.PENANAuHiLYpLOzy
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剛剛看完練習簿,在學校裡的我總是回憶和感觸,放學後也是,看見別人在牽手也感慨一番。721Please respect copyright.PENANAgP3XkZxPCE
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只有一個時候,我變得特別不同。特別珍惜時間,沒有回想過去,腦海像是沒有過去的人一樣只享受現在。721Please respect copyright.PENANA0RiGvORlxR
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「你都有今日。」陸傾兒陰笑,馬上得逞地說,「繼續答頭先嘅問題。」721Please respect copyright.PENANAQwer2MMeLz
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「我揀大膽。」我逃避地說。721Please respect copyright.PENANAA7jk2kngZg
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「吓?」她難以置信,激氣地說,「我話畀你知,我突然之間好唔開心!你揀大膽嘅話,你真係要好大膽先得。」721Please respect copyright.PENANAC5j1lgjEjj
721Please respect copyright.PENANAjDYKz072qz
「嗯,我揀大膽。」我無可避免地說。721Please respect copyright.PENANAPcyok1HmBS
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放下練習簿,放在日記旁邊。721Please respect copyright.PENANAAGdT4fVU2t
721Please respect copyright.PENANANqpdMc0DMH
我再摘下水果,用石頭砸成幾塊,悄悄放進雞籠子裡。721Please respect copyright.PENANAjohLculiB6
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然後再次坐好。721Please respect copyright.PENANAo83b5lcd3h
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「陸……傾兒。」721Please respect copyright.PENANAufmDUZBkVU
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這一晚,在睡著之前,我一共想起了她四次。721Please respect copyright.PENANAaZCzvN8xbC
721Please respect copyright.PENANAWEaPoXMuqc
陽光再次出現,睡醒的我看著雞籠,山雞正在喙食水果。721Please respect copyright.PENANAV0PtWauzR3
721Please respect copyright.PENANADMnXp0k91Z
紅頭黑頸啡身綠屁股的山雞,並不是常見的家禽品種,而我已經強制養了牠們很久。721Please respect copyright.PENANAIifFGpqDKI
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一身骯髒的我,這時,有了溫暖的想法。721Please respect copyright.PENANAUOqR9SMes2
721Please respect copyright.PENANA9eMR8k90MK
不如拆掉籠子,看看牠們會不會走。721Please respect copyright.PENANAsFBTIhNW81
721Please respect copyright.PENANAbgQtelsB72
牠們會不會因為這裡有膳食而留下呢?或者,會不會對籠子產生了感情呢?721Please respect copyright.PENANArobp42YwNq
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於是,我伸手去拆開籠子,解開至牠們能夠出來為止。721Please respect copyright.PENANAVImIc1k2YJ
721Please respect copyright.PENANAEaF6fW4Shp
坐在一旁的我,看到了有趣的一幕。721Please respect copyright.PENANAThOqxIJ0Cd
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山雞喙起果肉,馬上跳跳,再拍拍拍拍翼飛走了。721Please respect copyright.PENANA8jF2raI3UA
721Please respect copyright.PENANAKIMxIUbZXU
第二隻也是,第三隻掉了果肉,回來喙起,也再次起飛了。721Please respect copyright.PENANA64j4HjraJj
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雖然只能飛五秒左右就墮地,但牠們沒有放棄過逃生,一直跳走跳走飛飛。721Please respect copyright.PENANAiX9IUez0V6
721Please respect copyright.PENANAndWlnBuLzB
不愧是山雞,有著天生的野性,跟被人類選來圈養的雞種不同。721Please respect copyright.PENANAoRVYnr8waU
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這些山雞,從基因裡,就有著不被馴服的特徵。721Please respect copyright.PENANA9Sp466k1s7
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所以,不會甘心一生留在籠裡。721Please respect copyright.PENANAaFXGutfV9v
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只要有機會,就一定會逃出去,再次過自由自在的生活。721Please respect copyright.PENANAGVgSxAUdn8
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那麼,我呢?721Please respect copyright.PENANATwfjSA1Owx
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我會選擇留在籠子裡,還是想辦法逃出去?721Please respect copyright.PENANAbVuQ4b4fk3
721Please respect copyright.PENANA0WBktkhlCE
「點啊你?」神明丁問,仍在山頂上等我。721Please respect copyright.PENANAZvuQ22YDOt
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我來到山頂,帶回練習簿和日記。721Please respect copyright.PENANA2jaLHTBLvu
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「你好似精神咗喎。」祂說,正在看著我。721Please respect copyright.PENANAFs8nOVKzvj
721Please respect copyright.PENANAdD4Ne8okrS
「係咩?」我問,走到祂的身旁,掠過祂的身旁。721Please respect copyright.PENANAWELaQzZoRu
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屁股坐在扁平岩石上。721Please respect copyright.PENANA3hUBzFLvmg
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第三次出發,我要做到什麼? 721Please respect copyright.PENANAyGFA306A4P
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最後一次出發,我要過怎樣的一天? 721Please respect copyright.PENANAAkaTBKACkW
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「神明丁,你覺得我應該點做?」我默默地問。721Please respect copyright.PENANA1NWzseXyNs
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「最好……唔好咁悶啦。」神明丁說,「太無聊嘅話,冇人會想睇。」721Please respect copyright.PENANApcktczUcg3
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「神明丁,我好多謝你兩日前嚟到哩度。」我說,「係我想讀完本日記就自殺嘅一晚,你及時出現,令我活到今日。」721Please respect copyright.PENANAuNqOUygmpS
721Please respect copyright.PENANAWXwwSHq1eb
「今日,雖然你話我已經唔合格。」我說,「但我一早有咗心理準備,早就同自己講,至少我賺咗沖一個熱水涼、食到魚蛋燒賣。」721Please respect copyright.PENANAvG7GzkDfrB
721Please respect copyright.PENANAcNqHFLXeVt
「所以,即使我對你有好多不滿,但終歸嚟講,我都係感謝你,能夠嚟搵我嘅。」721Please respect copyright.PENANADqH2r65e0v
721Please respect copyright.PENANAaUkk6Wmy3Z
「係……係。」神明丁聽著。721Please respect copyright.PENANAaGQWnsJiil
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「今日,」我回歸今日,「我一樣會救想救嘅人,幫要幫嘅人。無論係咪測緊試,我認為我都係要繼續做嘅。」721Please respect copyright.PENANAbi0DFZCGy0
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「嗯,嗯。」祂點著頭。721Please respect copyright.PENANASl6LjnQtDu
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「今日,我會活得比你『預知』嘅我,更加出色,更加超乎想像。」我宣言。721Please respect copyright.PENANARnKPxmLYuy
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不然的話,就太對不起這「一天」了。721Please respect copyright.PENANAboVggiBrqA
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我已經很多年沒有重視過一天是怎麼活,但今天,我稍微地,想試一次。721Please respect copyright.PENANA04qy6fIou1
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不受束縛的我,到底能活成怎樣?721Please respect copyright.PENANA18bdodGf8K
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我期待著。721Please respect copyright.PENANAfI8tOkyYjW
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——揚起嘴角,流下了淚。721Please respect copyright.PENANAPHVjo0Le5n
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「點啊你,準備……好未?」神明丁問。721Please respect copyright.PENANARALuGp47MM
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祂用白淨的手袖,替我抹抹。721Please respect copyright.PENANAZD0vPCfqae
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「今日,我要毫無遺憾咁度過,就算遇到令人心碎嘅畫面,我都要好似神明辛咁,勇往直前,甚至做得比佢更好!」721Please respect copyright.PENANA5PBfh7kLi7
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「加油。」神明丁眼裡的我。721Please respect copyright.PENANAO5lrHgoMV4
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「我會睇住你。」神明丁再說,十分認真,「全程睇住,你放心啦。」721Please respect copyright.PENANAWQqlqu5TBQ
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「好,咁我去喇。」我說。721Please respect copyright.PENANAPidib2xQgJ
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「啊,係你去之前,我有一句話想講。」神明丁說。721Please respect copyright.PENANAoPD7pDqZRc
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傾耳以待——721Please respect copyright.PENANAiokQOZyETB
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「孫正直,做唔到一個合格嘅神,你做神『不合格』,係唔緊要。」721Please respect copyright.PENANAw4kUvAQNgV
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「最重要係,唔可以做一個不合格嘅人。」祂再說。721Please respect copyright.PENANAUIqG11hGcC
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聽完,我便低頭,準備打開練習簿。721Please respect copyright.PENANATRG3p2gIQS
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「你諗住坐係岩石度?」祂問。721Please respect copyright.PENANAQLeemF7Kcv
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「唔通又企一日咩?好攰。」我說,正在翻開,「同埋我都唔係諗住坐。」721Please respect copyright.PENANA94JDgFcd5Z
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身體傾後,躺了下來。721Please respect copyright.PENANAauNoLt3wMn
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「係諗住攤。」721Please respect copyright.PENANA5DgaptRs4g
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翻到新一頁,意識隨即被牽扯。721Please respect copyright.PENANASWj2LZgZNJ
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神明丁站在一旁,默默地守候著我,目光在看著我。721Please respect copyright.PENANAy2mc7qr4oO
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孤獨的島住了一個人
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24 / 餵雞的哲思
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