這算什麼?719Please respect copyright.PENANANslGDlP81U
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突然之間出現,說要給我一個測試,突然之間說完就完。719Please respect copyright.PENANAwgpf5NaK3t
719Please respect copyright.PENANAVgMg3LRXO7
說什麼,我為傾姐哭了一回,她以後就會改變。719Please respect copyright.PENANAHNiWhSdJFP
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說什麼人最厲害的地方在於改變態度,什麼事都能夠做到。719Please respect copyright.PENANAeEhiEcZstv
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說什麼脫離不了人的思維,說什麼不如開創自己的人生。719Please respect copyright.PENANAhe0PYFnkXl
719Please respect copyright.PENANAQeHrvpd7xi
神明丁在看著我,手中仍然拿著練習簿。719Please respect copyright.PENANALZLVcQgvyS
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我伸手接過練習簿,慢慢站了起來。719Please respect copyright.PENANA4fmxl6JZ91
719Please respect copyright.PENANAT0JvZpy6R1
走去岩石旁邊,拾起厚皮的孤島日記,裡面仍然夾著葉片。719Please respect copyright.PENANAxt5Xv06zB8
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然後便準備下山了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAGqldo68jcH
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「其實我想聽朝先畀本簿你……」神明丁說。719Please respect copyright.PENANA3s7T70DF2R
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「你想去邊?」祂再問,一直注視著我。719Please respect copyright.PENANAtRMyTOf79u
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我嘴巴兩動,「餵雞。」719Please respect copyright.PENANA1iw5NHFxRP
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一步一步離去,不久消失在祂的眼前。719Please respect copyright.PENANAUUZJ630XON
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到了山腰,我撥開茂密的樹枝葉,走到空曠的樹底。719Please respect copyright.PENANA6WZy3F8PL9
719Please respect copyright.PENANAmsXL1m0hkO
樹幹旁邊綑了一個雞籠。719Please respect copyright.PENANA0PMhPD4viT
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雞籠是我用很長時間,以枯枝、樹滕和氣根織成的。719Please respect copyright.PENANA2zwwKJ6MxO
719Please respect copyright.PENANAj65iZshuyV
裡面住了三隻山雞。牠們都是雌雞,一年有幾個月會生蛋,其餘時間白養。719Please respect copyright.PENANAybKEfGvlCh
719Please respect copyright.PENANAHRVvXo4qsy
養雌雞的好處是,不會晨啼,不會在陽光出來的時候,「額咯咯咯……」719Please respect copyright.PENANAJuaOAKtokn
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不會告訴我,又一天了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAfa9hxNvJbW
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在沒有光的晚上,雞會發雞盲,什麼都看不見。719Please respect copyright.PENANAOH6engkRyt
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我總是在這個時候,偷雞蛋吃。719Please respect copyright.PENANAjN35IAQUa3
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現在就是沒有光的時候,但也沒有雞蛋吃。719Please respect copyright.PENANAPEt0XcGy5M
719Please respect copyright.PENANAyYqcxEfuzY
我摘了一個水果,咬了一口,又咬了幾口。719Please respect copyright.PENANA9wfTQXKu7r
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靠著樹幹坐下,我打開神的練習簿,從第一頁開始看起。719Please respect copyright.PENANAdFMqciQ3b4
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「陸傾兒,17歲的少女,願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAeqcmGUzSA6
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摸著書頁,仍然覺得紙張的質感很特別,像是摸著人的心靈。719Please respect copyright.PENANA0H58PvA7Iq
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但此刻的觸感,跟最初摸的時候不同了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAwfMbLUCDCA
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怎麼說呢?719Please respect copyright.PENANA2IKrBGcr1J
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本來是偏冷感的,現在多了一份溫暖,有冷中帶暖的感覺。719Please respect copyright.PENANAYnl6OBXFbR
719Please respect copyright.PENANACBWk7YR6Ab
「陸傾兒。」我撫摸著。719Please respect copyright.PENANAJQ2fUDd9iL
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翻開下頁,記錄著我的所思所想。我像個新的人一樣,無知又懷舊地上學。理性又感性地救人。719Please respect copyright.PENANALnLEoHsciL
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那天剛好也是我的生日,完完全全是慶祝我的新生啊。719Please respect copyright.PENANAmTccP6SlxH
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「新生……」我繼續看著,翻後一頁。719Please respect copyright.PENANAIABy0pJ9GQ
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「咁聽住喇喎。」她看著我說,表情漸漸柔和起來。719Please respect copyright.PENANANGtu2VOsDQ
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我再點頭。719Please respect copyright.PENANAcETqFdGrXX
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「孫正直,陸傾兒祝你生日快樂。」她露出笑容地說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAaQiVuEMPre
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一天完了,有一個記號「END」。719Please respect copyright.PENANAgz3FmClt7I
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我馬上看第二天。719Please respect copyright.PENANAr9j2vl2Law
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中六的阿豪和阿晨還沒遭到天譴,還不知道蔣少的下場,李可兒的事情還未處理。719Please respect copyright.PENANAPDot0IIZyK
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在傾姐以外,仍有很多問題未解決。719Please respect copyright.PENANAulnCbbj27i
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在海邊替她戴頸巾、蒙眼餵麥提莎、訴說心事……719Please respect copyright.PENANAGCnhBcOI0U
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聽著她說自責的話,讓有共同體會的我,流下了淚。719Please respect copyright.PENANAL1XA2tG7Fc
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「如果我喊一喊,就能夠令佢產生咁大嘅轉變……」719Please respect copyright.PENANA7abvCmlOpL
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「咁我做更多嘅嘢,咪會有更大嘅轉變?」719Please respect copyright.PENANA8bPO9wX1iE
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第二天「END」出現。719Please respect copyright.PENANAtohVf4Mnb4
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我蓋上了練習簿。719Please respect copyright.PENANALFbgaEPEJM
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雙手把練習簿抱在胸前,深深地感受心靈的重量。719Please respect copyright.PENANAYYH7hClxib
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如果換一個態度去面對,會變成怎樣?719Please respect copyright.PENANApGBFzo7WnI
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深深地嘆一口氣。既然我已經不合格了,那麼我就不需要在意什麼神的慧根,什麼神的做法,不需要在乎神的目光。我就只需要做我認為對的事,做我自己就可以了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAP5qPIwa4tj
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問題是,我不只有一個自己,我有孤獨且軟弱的我,也有堅強而積極的我。719Please respect copyright.PENANANl8vGRt8Np
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活在這個孤島的我,是軟弱的我。這兩天,進入練習簿中的是另一個我。719Please respect copyright.PENANAGy2Xg566uF
719Please respect copyright.PENANABzUNKW335K
但無論哪一個我,都受著過去的影響。719Please respect copyright.PENANAmGkywEfYtq
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有人說,過去的經歷會影響人現在的生活。沉重的過去會成為腳上的鎖鏈鐵球,阻礙著自己前進。719Please respect copyright.PENANAyHDSRJbxhU
719Please respect copyright.PENANAeW4TQ59c5r
我現在是不是正被過去束縛,而停滯不前?719Please respect copyright.PENANAeiYPfcu4qE
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剛剛看完練習簿,在學校裡的我總是回憶和感觸,放學後也是,看見別人在牽手也感慨一番。719Please respect copyright.PENANALwRR6x7Hd7
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只有一個時候,我變得特別不同。特別珍惜時間,沒有回想過去,腦海像是沒有過去的人一樣只享受現在。719Please respect copyright.PENANAwXTleJpw4g
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「你都有今日。」陸傾兒陰笑,馬上得逞地說,「繼續答頭先嘅問題。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAE4353PerJm
719Please respect copyright.PENANAxtKl8kKOUW
「我揀大膽。」我逃避地說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAv3A1qhnnGI
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「吓?」她難以置信,激氣地說,「我話畀你知,我突然之間好唔開心!你揀大膽嘅話,你真係要好大膽先得。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAf7Pa101rg5
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「嗯,我揀大膽。」我無可避免地說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAIFYwPAUNsh
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放下練習簿,放在日記旁邊。719Please respect copyright.PENANALo3lBjueo9
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我再摘下水果,用石頭砸成幾塊,悄悄放進雞籠子裡。719Please respect copyright.PENANAmMo5XagfPw
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然後再次坐好。719Please respect copyright.PENANAKVX1YUn3DV
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「陸……傾兒。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAuSrtohZecU
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這一晚,在睡著之前,我一共想起了她四次。719Please respect copyright.PENANAp2yXz20Z30
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陽光再次出現,睡醒的我看著雞籠,山雞正在喙食水果。719Please respect copyright.PENANADxsvZzY2WV
719Please respect copyright.PENANARl7pUnhetK
紅頭黑頸啡身綠屁股的山雞,並不是常見的家禽品種,而我已經強制養了牠們很久。719Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5xquHFC8i
719Please respect copyright.PENANANf2kGJWTxX
一身骯髒的我,這時,有了溫暖的想法。719Please respect copyright.PENANAz4QPlSpcKb
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不如拆掉籠子,看看牠們會不會走。719Please respect copyright.PENANAU6gIJ8rg9q
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牠們會不會因為這裡有膳食而留下呢?或者,會不會對籠子產生了感情呢?719Please respect copyright.PENANAlh3C7l1xCj
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於是,我伸手去拆開籠子,解開至牠們能夠出來為止。719Please respect copyright.PENANAZXLHar01Ey
719Please respect copyright.PENANAxbwNIfZ9R1
坐在一旁的我,看到了有趣的一幕。719Please respect copyright.PENANA16jHWapgoz
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山雞喙起果肉,馬上跳跳,再拍拍拍拍翼飛走了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAFfHCrF08LV
719Please respect copyright.PENANAuJe2QtHUCO
第二隻也是,第三隻掉了果肉,回來喙起,也再次起飛了。719Please respect copyright.PENANASw9EpZy09C
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雖然只能飛五秒左右就墮地,但牠們沒有放棄過逃生,一直跳走跳走飛飛。719Please respect copyright.PENANAECvWVtL6fP
719Please respect copyright.PENANAAF9wth4GKI
不愧是山雞,有著天生的野性,跟被人類選來圈養的雞種不同。719Please respect copyright.PENANA6rcz29Qcha
719Please respect copyright.PENANAm3JmAJ05OT
這些山雞,從基因裡,就有著不被馴服的特徵。719Please respect copyright.PENANAkQiICDLf8D
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所以,不會甘心一生留在籠裡。719Please respect copyright.PENANAMC0UBkLr30
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只要有機會,就一定會逃出去,再次過自由自在的生活。719Please respect copyright.PENANAidAdqk0PxI
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那麼,我呢?719Please respect copyright.PENANAWj4fBsw0Q9
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我會選擇留在籠子裡,還是想辦法逃出去?719Please respect copyright.PENANAgMew96gUsF
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「點啊你?」神明丁問,仍在山頂上等我。719Please respect copyright.PENANABmYkwQqY1l
719Please respect copyright.PENANAkyNgA71308
我來到山頂,帶回練習簿和日記。719Please respect copyright.PENANAgmY5VXndMy
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「你好似精神咗喎。」祂說,正在看著我。719Please respect copyright.PENANA9B2GbOY4Mo
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「係咩?」我問,走到祂的身旁,掠過祂的身旁。719Please respect copyright.PENANAdtJVQPL873
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屁股坐在扁平岩石上。719Please respect copyright.PENANAzuG78zC2eR
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第三次出發,我要做到什麼? 719Please respect copyright.PENANARMSg5n7SDG
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最後一次出發,我要過怎樣的一天? 719Please respect copyright.PENANAYtKutNy34Y
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「神明丁,你覺得我應該點做?」我默默地問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAbLikNL1LPH
719Please respect copyright.PENANAhUz8C8h6le
「最好……唔好咁悶啦。」神明丁說,「太無聊嘅話,冇人會想睇。」719Please respect copyright.PENANA9548lKoMcg
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「神明丁,我好多謝你兩日前嚟到哩度。」我說,「係我想讀完本日記就自殺嘅一晚,你及時出現,令我活到今日。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAqQbeAWhK49
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「今日,雖然你話我已經唔合格。」我說,「但我一早有咗心理準備,早就同自己講,至少我賺咗沖一個熱水涼、食到魚蛋燒賣。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAaciDyLF1CA
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「所以,即使我對你有好多不滿,但終歸嚟講,我都係感謝你,能夠嚟搵我嘅。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAF82pSXSRBJ
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「係……係。」神明丁聽著。719Please respect copyright.PENANAJxVp39xzC7
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「今日,」我回歸今日,「我一樣會救想救嘅人,幫要幫嘅人。無論係咪測緊試,我認為我都係要繼續做嘅。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAW3iv8pr1qR
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「嗯,嗯。」祂點著頭。719Please respect copyright.PENANA9FeQontmCl
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「今日,我會活得比你『預知』嘅我,更加出色,更加超乎想像。」我宣言。719Please respect copyright.PENANAiMH8Pl7YVh
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不然的話,就太對不起這「一天」了。719Please respect copyright.PENANARs0hL183ig
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我已經很多年沒有重視過一天是怎麼活,但今天,我稍微地,想試一次。719Please respect copyright.PENANAetCzUK5Ugu
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不受束縛的我,到底能活成怎樣?719Please respect copyright.PENANAc3HQzShIZu
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我期待著。719Please respect copyright.PENANADSNGcLnG05
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——揚起嘴角,流下了淚。719Please respect copyright.PENANAt47yxI85Qt
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「點啊你,準備……好未?」神明丁問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAt39N6w7N65
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祂用白淨的手袖,替我抹抹。719Please respect copyright.PENANANItKnuCKjt
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「今日,我要毫無遺憾咁度過,就算遇到令人心碎嘅畫面,我都要好似神明辛咁,勇往直前,甚至做得比佢更好!」719Please respect copyright.PENANAsIxQ3uOIdm
719Please respect copyright.PENANAtz6hfGd4pK
「加油。」神明丁眼裡的我。719Please respect copyright.PENANAR9yAN1l0iB
719Please respect copyright.PENANAc6xtWcibky
「我會睇住你。」神明丁再說,十分認真,「全程睇住,你放心啦。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAM35ClfEmT0
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「好,咁我去喇。」我說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAyVvXdZA0wx
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「啊,係你去之前,我有一句話想講。」神明丁說。719Please respect copyright.PENANALHdi7Y5n5y
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傾耳以待——719Please respect copyright.PENANAr7K4dwj7TI
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「孫正直,做唔到一個合格嘅神,你做神『不合格』,係唔緊要。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAMvhTBoviKf
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「最重要係,唔可以做一個不合格嘅人。」祂再說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAlsw9X1EjJI
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聽完,我便低頭,準備打開練習簿。719Please respect copyright.PENANAnfp8DR9gKF
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「你諗住坐係岩石度?」祂問。719Please respect copyright.PENANA3TRHXGNsqN
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「唔通又企一日咩?好攰。」我說,正在翻開,「同埋我都唔係諗住坐。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAHjrfZqXClJ
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身體傾後,躺了下來。719Please respect copyright.PENANAMPMjdmLzfB
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「係諗住攤。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAswZHxzBLoU
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翻到新一頁,意識隨即被牽扯。719Please respect copyright.PENANAx1dFsZTq53
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神明丁站在一旁,默默地守候著我,目光在看著我。719Please respect copyright.PENANAx71mSbNiyY
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孤獨的島住了一個人
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24 / 餵雞的哲思
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