Confessions of an Addict - #1 Entry: Why I Started This.

#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYBh5Dsg9I

This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCizyYL96Qq

A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJ3UMPwN2I

His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jZ2wPxD11

Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4OvXTqgZP

Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfxziwtqd5
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1kklOfstD

I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkD4gol5LW

So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkslEm58I7S

...1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuMRxlVD1S

And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8TQOyAvVZ

Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9SQOEiBEX

But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQ0hhyWnl7

So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6po2I5R0WY

I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLiCfkf9rq

But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOagKI4yoZ6

I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXZjjV7t8W

So calling it off, was it that bad?1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUqXRcLk6S

Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L0K7jUwKm

BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoUPwmCLLx

But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lGQHDccOw

If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIX4l46H6l

But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGKz6sJUYv

He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUstNeBOAnP

So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg15JFLvst

Henceforth, we have this. 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdERhNuqoIo

Thanks for bearing with me. 1092Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaoCmCMGgT

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