在一個風和日麗的早上,一個平平淡淡的悠閒假期,本身想漫無目的地胡亂揮筆去寫我那早已封塵、早變成「年記」的日記,卻又左顧右盼一番,最後還是不知何解走了進廚房,想和年紀漸長的媽媽聊聊天,關心一下這除丈夫以外沒什麼朋友的可憐蟲。369Please respect copyright.PENANArvr5epzjpF
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她丈夫,不是我爸爸。現在又得了怪病,行動極為不便,我這當兒子的又不知可以怎樣幫助她。起初也會幫忙煮煮飯,但後來卻嫌我會拆了她的廚房。369Please respect copyright.PENANAfPhoh3jqaj
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我媽開始老了,說話不怎麼深思熟慮,有時也真的氣得自己雙目直噴火柱。369Please respect copyright.PENANA572zaCwFS6
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「媽,阿雪今天說她和公司同事會飛意大利旅遊,說得她眉飛色舞。說有同事帶他女朋友去。」369Please respect copyright.PENANANwyjXRuiXF
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「哦!妳女友當然眼紅人家吧,然後在那裡也物色一個男子,不甘示弱!」369Please respect copyright.PENANAhKoilncy2c
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我聽到這句無心放箭的虐心說話,先平心靜氣,道:369Please respect copyright.PENANAC7zaKi54hn
「不好笑啊!」369Please respect copyright.PENANAUMTqeP2SYz
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怎料得,媽竟然完全無視我的感受,繼續道:369Please respect copyright.PENANAczYOGtLskx
「我哪裡似說笑!個個女孩子都會這樣想的,我只是道出事實而已!」369Please respect copyright.PENANA7fXazgT0TM
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難得她竟然可以臉不改容,我開始有點動怒:369Please respect copyright.PENANAk1trPZ5s9i
「那代表她會是這樣的女孩子嗎?」369Please respect copyright.PENANAcvBbDHrav0
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媽這時表現得更嬉皮笑臉,完全不知自己已經闖了禍,繼續向我底線的更深處再踐踏過去,道:369Please respect copyright.PENANAYKsJKhhD9z
「你怕嗎?你是怕才會這樣說!嘴巴長在我處,我喜歡說什麼就說什麼,與你何干?!!」369Please respect copyright.PENANAppH2FpsjZ3
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我頃刻間怒髮衝冠,跟頑劣的母親大人來回大戰了三百回合。每一次跟母親吵大架,最後總是會以「是兒子的錯下次不敢啦」的對白作結,那是因為孩子始終是孩子,母親教導孩子總有她的方法和固有的一套;369Please respect copyright.PENANAPVS7EUHEF8
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但那一次,我是第一次認為老娘是錯而我是完全無辜受傷害的一次。369Please respect copyright.PENANAQlO8NaCoOX
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母親大人之後干涉我和阿雪的事情還有恆河沙數那麼多,一時又說這女孩不錯,你們快點結婚吧;一時又說揀女朋友要小心點,不然價值觀相差太遠倒不如沒有女朋友倒好!369Please respect copyright.PENANAezOJ244HOJ
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今天,我們又為着母親胡亂說話而吵大架,更摔壞了我和阿雪的情侶杯。369Please respect copyright.PENANAsJTCnhhr3Z
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重複的事情不斷發生的時候,而且更越演越烈的時候,有時就真的要靜下來思想一下。369Please respect copyright.PENANA0miGhox51j
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我打開了那本前一頁寫着2018-4-XX的「年記」,開始思想是哪裡出問題了。369Please respect copyright.PENANA1D7BQ0l0IN
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「其實逐漸年長的長輩,是不是都是一個模樣的呢?是阿茲海默症?是愛面子? 是不分對錯?究竟是什麼原因,驅使她頻頻說一些毫無分寸的話呢?都不重要了。(編者「甩拖」後按:愛情真可使一個人盲目的,甚至分析能力也沒有了,到底要有多叛逆,才可以說得出,一個長輩說話是沒有分寸呢?可能真的經歷過一段關係,跌過痛過,才會變得成熟吧?)369Please respect copyright.PENANALMRPOvx0vd
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究竟我還可以跟她相處多少年?她自我出生以來,因為我是個小兒子,自少時到現在也處處為我着想、擔心、懼怕、憂慮,擔一些最無謂的心,懼一些最不必要的怕,憂一些最不用憂的慮,把所有壓力都扛在自己身上。她快六十了,快要到兩鬢如雪般斑白、眉頭怎樣燙也燙不平的時候了。對,有些事情,她真的是冒犯了我的自尊,傷了我的心;但我這些富傷害性的還擊,又何嘗不是會傷透她的心麽?369Please respect copyright.PENANABUxoFIuSyt
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即或她是真錯了,又沒有道歉的意思,為何就不可以是我做道歉的一方呢?她是對是錯,重要嗎?當天你不是想入廚房關心一下她近來怎麼樣的嗎?為何最後會如斯結局呢?她已經是個可憐兮兮的苦命人,為何自己就不能成為她的祝福呢?」369Please respect copyright.PENANARKXp0r9C6u
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我拿着情侶杯被摔碎了的一塊,強忍着快要奪框而出的淚水,用信封袋好這塊殘骸,心中默想了好一會兒,拿起紙筆,寫了一句便條,放了在媽媽桌上。369Please respect copyright.PENANATicefETstu
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「媽媽,對不起,我這不是證明誰對誰錯,而是希望,我們從今以後,別再吵架了。369Please respect copyright.PENANAKwUr7wjA5L
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你那一事無成的衰仔字」369Please respect copyright.PENANADisfruEtY5
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《吵架》
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