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「首先你要優雅地活著。」——〈如何優雅地死去〉1234 copyright protection678PENANATSDhwrIR7w 尼
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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」1234 copyright protection678PENANAKj83itWKKo 尼
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「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」1234 copyright protection678PENANA8dCAOpHPpo 尼
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「所以我聽過的致鬱系畫家,抬頭都是寫『致鬱/治癒系畫家』。」我分享一下。1234 copyright protection678PENANAOc5YcSj4Hp 尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。1234 copyright protection678PENANAdVeWsAgxbE 尼
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